I build nuclear bombs in the giant world.

Chapter 147 Past Memories (Three in One)

"Here is it." Allen looked around in a daze.

Wooden beams hung with spider webs, gray masonry ceiling, hollow wooden windows
The scene goes from blurry to clear until every detail is revealed.

This is his home, the home he lives with his parents in the Shiganshina area.

The crying baby is himself.

"Don't panic, Alan."

Ian's voice came from behind Allen. He held the hand of the ancestor Ymir and watched the scene in front of him with Allen.

"This is the 'past', let's take a look at what happened in the past."

When he saw Ian, Alan felt much more at ease. No matter what happened, as long as Ian was by his side, his heart could calm down.

"Why are we here, Mikasa and the others?" Allen stood next to Ian, glanced at Ymir, and thought it was incredible. He was now standing with his ancestors from 2000 years ago.

"They are still within the coordinates." Ian said: "It is only because the power of the ancestor is in you that you appear here. It will be over soon."

"I'll end this."

Ian, Ymir, and Allen stood together, watching the two people who appeared there again.

"Is that me?" Allen frowned and looked at the long-haired man.

How come he has long hair?How could he come to the "past" with Zeke Yeager?
Is this "the past"?Allen was clearly standing in front of "Long-haired Allen" and Jike, but the two people seemed to be unable to see him and started chatting by themselves.

Allen watched in confusion as the two people opened the door and left, and Ian's voice came to his ears: "Let's follow them too."

He followed Ian, with Grisha Yeager at the front, followed by long-haired Allen and Zeke, and finally Ian.

"Your father, he used the medical skills outside the wall to treat the diseases of the powerful inside the wall." Ian said, "You should know about this."

"Yeah." Allen nodded: "He wanted to take away the Founding Titan. The restorationist lord made him inherit the Attack Titan and gave him the order to take away the Founding Titan. So on the day the wall was destroyed, That’s why he went to the basement of the Reis family and ate the then ancestor giant, Fritan Reis.”

"I've seen it in dad's memory, the scene when he killed the Reis family."

"Keep reading," Ian said.

As they walked forward, Grisha used his medical skills that were many years ahead of those within the wall to treat diseases of the powerful, in order to find out where the ancestor giant was.

Then, on a sunny afternoon, Grisha Yeager quietly came to the Reis territory and came to the small church.

Grisha looked very young at that time. He opened the basement door, hesitated for a long time, and finally ran away.

"What's going on?" Allen frowned: "Dad, did he find the ancestor giant before the wall was destroyed?"

"Grisha is for you mother and son."

Ian pointed forward, Grisha returned to his home in Shiganshina, hugged his young son, hugged his wife Karula inside the wall, and shed tears.

"He rediscovered his love within the walls, so he gave up on 'restoring his rights' and just wanted to be a good father and husband for the rest of his life."

"He loved you and your mother."

Allen felt that his head was a little unclear. He was in a mess, and many questions popped up in his mind.

The most puzzling thing is the long-haired version of himself walking in front of him. Is that really him?It always felt like he didn't even recognize himself.

If this is the "past", is the place he is in the "now"? What happened in the "past"?
With this question in his mind, he walked with Ian.

At least what he sees now is exactly the same as his memory from childhood. He saved Mikasa, and Mikasa, who lost her parents, came to live in his home.
Before the wall was destroyed, the family lived a peaceful life.

Until that day, little Allen returned home after collecting firewood with Mikasa.

Mikasa said to Carola: "Eren wants to join the Survey Corps."

Karula lost her temper. She grabbed Allen's ears and told her son, "Do you want to die?"

"I want to know what the outside world is like!" Allen said: "I don't want to spend my life inside the walls without knowing anything. Moreover, if no one takes their place, all the previous sacrifices will be in vain. !"

Grisha was touched at this moment.

Allen remembered that at that time, it was very close to the time when the wall was destroyed.

Grisha left home. He promised Allen that he would take Allen to his basement to see when he came back, and then left.

A few days later, he came to Lacey's territory again and broke into the basement of Lacey's house.

Thick crystal pillars support the huge underground dome. The Reis family, seven people except Histria, are here, and they pray underground.

"I am an Eldian from outside the wall, and like you, I am a subject of Ymir!" Grisha Yeager shouted to the Reis family: "King of the wall! Please attack immediately Kill the giant on the wall, otherwise my wife, children, and the people in the wall will be eaten by the giant!"

Fritan Reis, the successor of the ancestral giant, that royal woman with silky black hair, showed an unbearable expression.

But the next moment she opened her eyes, her emotions disappeared. When she came up with the idea of ​​using the power of her ancestors to save her people, the "vow not to fight" took effect and swallowed up her personal consciousness.

"We cannot escape our sins." Fritan said, "The day has finally come when we, the people of Ymir, will be punished."

"Human beings are too weak in the face of huge power. I woke up from the tragedy of the giant war. Someone must protect the power of giants from falling into the hands of others."

"If the power of the ancestors falls into the hands of the 'weak' again, the world will turn into hell again."

"In order to protect the world, we can only accept punishment and be destroyed."

Grisha became anxious: "My home is near the wall that is about to be destroyed. I live there with my wife and children!"

"The residents within the wall know nothing about the crimes committed by their ancestors, because you took away the memories of the residents of the wall!"

"Being eaten by a giant without knowing anything is what you call atonement!"

"No, no matter how we reflect, the lives taken by us Eldians cannot be restored." Fritan said calmly: "However, the fact that we took the lives of humans outside the wall can be avoided. .”

"No matter how much you say, it will be in vain. Moreover, even if you take away the ancestor giant from me, you will..."

"I know!" Grisha took a deep breath: "I can't use the power of the ancestors. The nine giants have their own characteristics, and the same goes for the Attack Titan in my body."

"Throughout the ages, Attack on Titan has never obeyed anyone, and I know why."

"Everything is to fight against the selfish king. Yes, everyone is guided by memory to reach this moment. Attack on Titan can even get a glimpse of the future successor's memory, which means that it is possible to know the future. "

"Characteristics of Attack on Titan. Such a thing." Fritan Reis, the successor of the Founding Titan, showed a shocked expression.

"I also know that you don't know about this." Grisha stared at Fritan: "Even if you are a royal family, you will be affected by the oath of non-fighting and cannot freely use the power of the ancestors."

"I will eat the ancestors here and cut off the bloodline of the royal family. This is the established future!!!"

Grisha took out the knife, but his hands were shaking.

"Run away!" Fritan said to her family.

Her family fled, and Fritan bit off the skin of her right hand.

But Grisha's knife fell to the ground
Grisha failed to hold his knife and fell to his knees.

"I can't do it. If you ask me to kill children or something, I am a doctor who treats diseases and saves people."

A look of horror appeared on Allen's face, and he remembered the memory of what he had seen.

During this period of time, he and Mikasa had been living a peaceful life in the royal capital, which made him almost forget about it.

In 846, seven years ago, when they were returning from the battle to retake Wall Maria, they found the giant that Dana had turned into.

At that time, he, Hanji, and Ian found the giant together.

He had not been able to trigger the power of his ancestors at that time. He just worked as a porter and turned into a giant in that abandoned town. Then, at the moment of contact with Dana's giant, many confusing and complicated memories entered his mind. among.

Because it had been too long, and because his life had been too comfortable during this period, he had forgotten this dusty past.

The father who made him kneel on the ground and the person who persuaded his father to stand up again was himself when he grew up!

He swallowed and trembled all over. Yes, history must be put back on track.

He had to convince his father to eat the ancestor giant, and he had to kill everyone except Lord Reis.

Otherwise, otherwise, it would not exist now!
He wants his father to eat the ancestor giant, and then he will eat his own father. This must be done to make history go right!
However, Ian held his shoulders and shook his head at him.

"I said, Alan, this is the 'past' and we don't have to do anything."

While Ian held down Allen, long-haired Allen walked up to Grisha.

"What are you doing, Fritan!" Lord Reis shouted: "Kill that man quickly, the ancestor is invincible, kill him quickly!"

"We can't let this man go anymore."

"Kill him quickly, sister!"

"Our paradise is going to be destroyed!"

"Fritan, protect everyone!"

Grisha closed his eyes, as if he wanted to usher in death.

At this time, long-haired Allen squatted down.

"What are you doing?"

"Stand up, Dad."

"Have you forgotten the purpose of your coming here?" Long-haired Allen put his hand on Grisha's shoulder: "Don't you want to avenge your sister who was bitten to death by a dog?" "Comrade of the Restorationist Party, Dana , Kruger, to avenge them."

"You have to keep moving forward, until you die, and even after you die."

"Because, dad, this is a story that you started by yourself."

Grisha let out a sharp cry as the long-haired Allen whispered. He picked up the knife, stabbed it in his palm, and transformed in the golden lightning.

Allen covered his mouth, and the sight in front of him made his stomach churn.

He looked at his palms and recalled the feeling when he pressed the Leis family to death.

"Go to the next place, Allen." Ian put his hand on Allen's shoulder: "You don't have to be too burdened, because this is something that happened in the past."

They came outside the basement. The church was on fire. Grisha's giant fell on the soil. He pulled himself out from the back of the giant's neck and staggered into the firelight of the night, with strong blood coming from his body. taste.

"I killed them."

"And you killed such a young child."

"Use this hand."

"Alan." Grisha knelt on the ground, almost crying and said, "I killed all the Leis family, except their father."

"Is that enough?"

"Is that all right?"

"Can this really save Eldia?"

"Why don't you show me everything."

"I didn't know the wall would be destroyed, I didn't know the date of the destruction, and I didn't know Karula's safety."

"Really. Is this the only way to go?"

"You are here too. Jike, in the future, your wish will not come true. What will come true is Allen's wish."

"I saw Allen's future memories, but I didn't expect such a horrific thing to happen."

Grisha suddenly looked up and reacted as if he had just seen Jike. He shed tears and asked tentatively:
"Jike. Is that you?"

"You've grown so big. I'm sorry. I'm a bad father and have made you live in pain." Grisha hugged Jike and cried, "Jike, I love you. If only I could play with you more." Enough."

"What's going on?" Allen hugged his head: "What's going on? Why haven't I seen this in my father's memory?"

"Ian, where are we?" Allen turned to look at Ian: "What is going on? Who is that long-haired me? Why is Jike here?"

"Is it really okay if I don't do anything? I just watch! Do nothing! Won't we in the future be changed, Ian!"

"The power of the ancestor is in your control now! What are you talking about, Ian!"

Alan was so emotional that he held Ian's shoulders. He was extremely scared, afraid that the past would change, and that everything he had worked so hard to possess now would disappear.

"Alan, I told you before, this is a memory from the past." Ian's expression remained unchanged.

A door appeared in front of them, and the door opened naturally.

"Come on, let's move on."

Ian took Ymir and stepped into the door. Allen gritted his teeth, glanced at his crying father, and could only follow.

This time, it was the training corps. Eren, Mikasa, and Armin joined the army, put on soldiers' uniforms, and trained in the corps.

Allen was stunned, this was no longer the same as what he had experienced.

He had never gone to the training corps to train. As early as 846, he knew that he had the power of the ancestors through his contact with Dana.

In 846, they should have taken back Wall Maria using the Anti-Giant Gatling, but why are they training in the Corps now?

Something happened that made him even more confused. He saw Marley's warriors.

Reiner, Bertot, and Yani, who impressed him the most. He personally fought against Yanni's female giant and witnessed with his own eyes the moment when Dinah's giant ate Yanni.
However, what he saw at this moment was the Marais soldiers who were training with him in the training corps.

Not only that, Historia and Ymir are also training the corps. The warrior named Reiner seems to covet Historia's beauty. No matter what he does, his eyes are focused on Historia. On the body.

It seems very backward and poor inside the walls
There are no automatic machine guns, no anti-giant Gatlings, and they are still training to use "three-dimensional maneuvering devices."

But how could it be?Allen has never learned how to use that thing until now. Among the three of them, only Mikasa can use that thing!

Allen realized that an important person had disappeared, yes, it was Ian. He, Armin and Mikasa had not gotten to know Ian, and the young Ian was nowhere to be seen.

Allen felt a great sense of panic. If there was no Ian, when would they be able to retake the wall?
"I'm still pioneering at this time." Ian waved his hand, and the scene changed rapidly.

Allen finally found Ian. Ian served in the garrison in the pioneer land and became a civil servant. The year after the wall was destroyed, he was still trying to find a way to open an ironmaking factory. He formed a team, but the manpower was very limited. For a long time, he drew a lot of drawings, but due to various obstacles, none of them were able to be pushed forward.

Ian sighed at the workbench late at night.

After that, some time passed, and training soldier Allen finally got to know the young official. It was in 850, the year he graduated, that he met a man named Ian.

Allen looked up and saw that outside the Wall of Rosai, the super giant and the armored giant appeared again.

They destroyed the wall again, and the giants poured in through the door. Ian asked his men to launch a single anti-giant Gatling and shoot at the giants.

Many people died, and what made Allen angry was the soldiers of Marais. They obviously destroyed the wall, but they pretended that nothing happened.

Trainer Allen even regards Reiner as a comrade.

"What the hell is this!" Allen scratched his head hard.

"This is the first time you and I have met." Ian said softly, "The real first meeting."

Ian waved his hand and time began to accelerate.

"In the past, after I escaped from the royal family's farm, I did not meet you in the group of refugees."

"I failed to make a connection with Hannes, so I could only look for opportunities in the pioneer zone as a refugee."

"Five years later, I found a way to come to the Special Administrative Region and get to know the 104th batch of training soldiers."

It was like a hand-cranked projector started playing film, and pictures flashed by one by one.

"It wasn't until 851 that we successfully overthrew the existing aristocratic regime and allowed the anti-giant Gatling to be mass-produced."

"However, before the mass production of Gatling, the beast giant Zeke and the car giant Piqué came to the island. Although I tried my best to prepare, the living forces inside the wall still suffered a huge blow."

"We failed to keep Jike and Pique and let them escape."

"That time, everything went too slowly. Until Malai launched an invasion war on Parady Island, we could only make aircraft."

"How could that happen?" Allen looked at those memories blankly.

"Your existence was known to Marais." Ian said: "Dina only helped us for two years before committing suicide due to depression. She said she did not want to see the scene of the earth's roar massacring humans."

"But you didn't give up," Ian said. "You saw an opportunity to change the future."

"Originally, for you, the future should have been absolutely unchangeable, but it changed because of someone."

"The memory fragments you obtained are inconsistent with the existing reality, causing you to make other decisions."

Ian and Allen looked at each other: "You decided to let you and I meet in an earlier time period. To accomplish this purpose, you selected some memory fragments and passed them to the future."

"Alan, you know how many mountains of corpses and seas of blood the two of us have walked through to be able to stand here now."

Allen slowly looked at his feet. He was suspended in the air, and the scarlet breath seemed to condense into substance, which was countless accumulated corpses.
Hannes Erwin Hangi
Karula Grisha Jik
Lord Dynareth
And the fallen head of Ian
Cold sweat broke out all over his body, and his clothes were soaked with sweat.

These bodies were not from strangers, he knew every face.

Those memories came back, the past memories came back to his mind.

He finally understood what Ian meant.

It turns out that he, who had the power of the ancestor, was constantly looking for an exit in the past.

The long-haired Allen sat in front of him and questioned him.

"Mikasa and Armin, did you save them?"

"Well, there's no need to worry anymore."

He responded in a low voice, and the corpse at his feet was reduced to ashes.

The sky becomes blue, and free birds fly among the white clouds.

Allen stood in the shade of the tree and looked at the men and women in the sun.

Grisha and Karula stood there with smiles and stretched out their hands towards Allen.

Allen turned to look at Ian, and Ian said: "After the Eldians die, their souls will sleep on the roads."

"This is not a memory of the past, nor a fantasy, they just felt your arrival and wanted to meet you."

Allen wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes and rushed out of the shadow under the tree canopy.

He stepped forward, hugged his father and mother tightly, and buried his head on his mother's shoulder.

Cry loudly like a child.

(End of this chapter)