I am a cripple in the Siheyuan. Who am I afraid of?

Chapter 448 You are really worthless
Xu Damao has also begun to appear frequently at Song Wu's house recently. Of course, every time, he just joins in the fun and goes with Qin Jingru.

And Qin Jingru went with Qin Huairu under the guise.

As for why Qin Huairu always goes to Song Wu's house. Xu Damao's observation was that Qin Huairu was always invited to help their family cook.

The Song Wu family has relatively rich ingredients, so every time Qin Huairu makes her own dinner after cooking, the two children and an elderly person in the family can also join in the fun.

In fact, what Xu Damao saw was already considered by Song Wu, and because of his presence, he tried to reduce his future dietary standards as much as possible.

But even so, Xu Damao, who had shamelessly followed him for two meals, was very surprised. Even the good things he was holding in his hands felt shabby.

How about Xu Damao not caring about people? At least he is a very particular person in public, and he always has something in his hands. Either I'm picking up some local specialties bought from the countryside, or I'm picking up a bottle of wine.

And now he has a very calm attitude towards Gao E. To be honest, they really have no feelings for each other. Seeing each other is like seeing a passerby, they have no feelings at all. I have never recalled in my mind the scene of living together for a period of time.

So now, it's not awkward to bump into each other occasionally, and we can still nod and smile at each other.

Moreover, Xu Damao also found that Song Wu's house was really lively, with people coming to visit every now and then. For example, two foreign girls often come here, and Sun Yuying, who has now been promoted to deputy district chief, also comes here from time to time. He even met Ran Qiuye, a teacher at Hongxing Elementary School.

He suddenly found that he was doing this very skillfully, with peace of mind, and actually felt very happy doing it.

And the most important thing is that he just happened to take over the task of investigating Qin Huairu from Director Li. He had no good excuse to contact Qin Huairu, so Qin Jingru came to his door. Didn't he take the opportunity to find this way?
If it hadn't been for Qin Jingru's excuse, how would he have had the opportunity to break into the house, and how would he have known about these situations that were usually impossible to know if he was often exposed to Song Wu's life. How could it be possible to witness with one’s own eyes the specific true state of these people.

Of course, these are just situations that Xu Damao secretly observed.

The ones who touched him the most in Song Wu's family were Song Xiaofeng and Gao Xiaomiao who were running around.

However, Xu Damao is not a fool. He might not have been able to see it clearly when he was a child, but now he knows exactly what Gao Xiaomiao looks like. No wonder I never felt like treating her as my daughter before, because that was not my daughter at all.

They both entered the house and closed the door. Qin Jingru was busy washing and tidying up. Xu Damao sat on the sofa next to him and lit a cigarette, thinking about things by himself.

He believed that if he observed this a few more times, he might be able to figure out all the dirty tricks these people had with each other, and then he would be able to deal with them all.

As for why Gao Xiaomiao called Song Wu daddy, according to them, she was harvest's goddaughter.

On this day, Xu Damao and Qin Jingru returned to the backyard from the Song family, laughing and joking.

Xu Damao looked at the scene where Song Wu and Gao E were getting along. How could he not understand in his heart what the relationship between the two was? But he was also quite puzzled, why did Gao E look more beautiful and younger now than before? It turns out that if they looked like this when they got married, how could their relationship be like that?

Especially Gao Xiaomiao, who was completely stranger to Xu Damao when she was called Song Wu's dad one after another. This made Xu Damao, who had no feelings for this girl at all and didn't care too much, feel very uncomfortable.

In fact, Xu Damao had several purposes in mind when he married Qin Jingru.

Qin Jingru shouted to Xu Damao: "Hurry up and boil some hot water for me. I'm going to burn my feet later."

At the beginning, Xu Damao was very proud of himself. I feel that I am not an ordinary person after all, my brain is just good. He found a breakthrough for such a difficult thing.

But looking back, he didn't have any regrets, because he didn't seem to have thought about the mother and daughter at all.

Xu Damao put the cigarette butt out into the ashtray, stood up, scooped water from the water tank and put it on the coal stove.

Another thing, take this opportunity to avoid any signs of Xu Fugui.

Now Xu Damao can understand why Qin Jingru always likes to run to Song Wu's house. It was so fun to stay there, meeting new people, listening to new things, chatting and eating, it was so comfortable.

First of all, it must be that he originally wanted to marry a young lady to gain face and decorate the appearance.

Xu Damao was suddenly shocked.

He thought about it, and it seemed that since he married Qin Jingru, he hadn't gone out to fool around with other people for a long time. He had never done anything like drinking and playing cards. It seemed that he had never thought about it at all.

I never got drunk again, and it seemed like I was waiting to go home every day. Then, he and Qin Jingru talked and laughed while eating. Occasionally they went to Song Wu's house together, watching their family lively and joining in the fun. It seems that he has never experienced this feeling of living. I've been sleeping soundly recently. I can basically fall asleep just by touching the bed, and I'll wake up in the morning. It's called peace of mind, it's called comfort.

Xu Damao lit another cigarette and looked at Qin Jingru who was walking around the room busy, looking at her wearing a small floral gown, her slim figure, looking at her youthful and beautiful face, he suddenly understood in his heart that this It's my wife.

At this time, he carefully experienced it and realized that he had accidentally found a girl from the countryside as his wife, which seemed to allow him to truly experience the feeling of living a life that was rare to experience.

Even though there was no such impulse and desire between men and women, he could still feel the warmth and sweetness of facing Qin Jingru. He seems to have a good temper with this little girl.

Qin Jingru is actually very diligent. Although he likes to let Xu Damao do the work, to be honest, Qin Jingru does most of the work. Look at how clean this house is now, inside and out. It’s completely different from when he used to live alone. Besides, it’s not like there were no women in his house. None of them, Gao E or Zhang Guifen, made him feel like they are now. Feeling at home.

At that time, it seemed that I was just mixed with a lot of selfish thoughts, a lot of depression and troubles. It's not like living a peaceful and happy life now.

Xu Damao suddenly asked Qin Jingru: "Jingru, what do you think is the relationship between Sister Huairu and Song Wu?"

Sitting on the sofa opposite, Qin Jingru, who had just taken off her socks and exposed her bare feet, suddenly raised her head and looked at Xu Damao opposite, and asked him strangely: "Why are you asking that? What do you think their relationship is?" "

Xu Damao smiled and said, "I just watched the Song Wu family live in such a happy life, so I was a little envious and wanted to be like him. At the same time, I also felt that your sister seemed to be a little too close to him. , after all, he is a widow and always stays in other people’s homes..."

"What's wrong with the widow? It's not easy for my sister to be alone. She has to raise two children and support an old man. Now that she has learned a craft, she is living her life happily. Isn't this enough? What else do you want to do? What are you doing?"

Xu Damao smiled coquettishly: "As a man, I am a bit curious about gossip. At the same time, I am also a bit envious of Song Wu."

Qin Jingru stared at Xu Damao and said, "What you said is unreasonable. What do you have to envy? It's not like I don't have a wife, and I haven't seen you have any thoughts. So what you said must be lies. . From now on, we can’t live together secretly and hide away. Tell me, what’s going on?”

Xu Damao didn't expect it. He just casually asked about Qin Huairu's affairs, but Qin Jingru actually took advantage of it and took over an entire army.

What do you want him to say? Is it talking about his own physical condition, or the important tasks assigned to him by Director Li?

It seems hard to mention.

But today, it seemed that Qin Jingru had no intention of letting go of the conversation easily. She simply pulled up a stool and sat directly in front of Xu Damao, without even bothering to pour hot water and prepare to boil her feet.

"Da Mao, tell me the truth. Is there something wrong with your body? If it's not serious, we can go see a doctor together. If it's serious, you can at least explain it to me so that I can have an idea. Otherwise, if you keep hiding it from me, what do you think I am?"

Xu Damao looked embarrassed. From Qin Jingru's expression and tone, he could tell that he, a rural girl and daughter-in-law, didn't know everything. Maybe she knew everything.

Xu Damao swallowed, pursed his lips, took two deep breaths, then forced a smile on his face and said to Qin Jingru: "Did you hear what others said?"

Qin Jingru nodded seriously.

"Is it your sister? Qin Huairu told you?"

Qin Jingru nodded again, "That's why I asked her to inquire about you before we got married. She is my sister. She always wants to tell me what she sees and thinks about you as my sister. So she told me These situations are really normal. Looking at it now, at least she, the sister, didn’t hide it from me. She should be right about the situation. On the contrary, it is you, the husband who is supposed to be the closest to me, who hides everything from me. You’ve been lying to me for so many days. Who’s married and doesn’t even hold hands every day? Do you think it’s normal?”

Xu Damao laughed twice, "Okay, I told you, okay, you are right, I do have something wrong with me, and I can't see it well. How should I put it, just like the eunuchs in the palace , The actual thing is broken, it doesn’t mean that there is any illness. It was caused by one or two accidents and injuries.”

Qin Jingru was not surprised at all, with a very calm expression on her face. She asked again: "According to what I understand, your physical condition should not be short-lived. So what happened to your pregnancy earlier?"

Xu Damao said: "You have to promise me not to mention it to anyone else."

Qin Jingru nodded.

Xu Damao also felt awkward about this matter and wanted to talk to someone for a long time, but it was a bitter experience. So I told him the ridiculous things arranged by Xu Fugui.

Qin Jingru's eyes widened, and in the end she couldn't help but shake her head: "You are really worthless, letting him bully you like this. You can't do anything anymore, and you even have no courage."

(End of this chapter)