I'm afraid I'm not interested in love

Chapter 148
Meeting his probing eyes, Chu Qingmian originally wanted to force it out and say it was okay.

But her throat seemed to be blocked and she couldn't even pronounce half a syllable, so she could only sigh softly.

Su Chengyi saw the sad emotions on her face, all gathered in her eyes, turning into a pool of swaying water that was about to overflow in the next second.

The students under the podium have already memorized "One Cut Plum" from "Slow Voice".

"Flowers drift by themselves and water flows by itself. One kind of lovesickness, two places of worry. There is no way to get rid of this feeling, so I lower my brows, but come to my heart."

The tears that had already filled Chu Qingmian's eyes fell down.

Okay, nothing to carry Li Qingzhao.
Can you still cry when you recite "How to draw an eagle's bow like a full moon" or "How many things have happened through the ages"?
Seeing her serious and sad look, Su Chengyi lost the interest in joking and raised his fingers to wipe her tears.

"Okay, you don't have to say it if you don't want to. Stop crying."

Chu Qingmian sniffed, looked into his eyes with tears in her eyes, and suddenly whispered something.

"what?"

The reciting voice under the podium was a bit loud, so Su Chengyi turned his head and got closer, pointing to his ear.

Chu Qingmian then leaned down, and her warm breath was sprayed behind the ears. Su Chengyi felt goosebumps all over his body.

"Have you fallen in love with someone else?"

Even though she was right next to her ear, her voice was still light and airy.

It sounded like he had been seriously injured.

This time, Su Chengyi was stopped by the question. He lowered his eyes, thinking about how to answer.

Why would she suddenly ask such a question?

Looking into Chu Qingmian's eyes, who could say anything that would make her sad?

But if you want to lie, he can't.

He hasn't thought clearly about liking it yet.

Even if you tell a lie against your heart, it will be easily seen.

When Chu Qingmian saw that he didn't answer, she didn't flinch. Instead, she became reluctant.

"Will you? Just tell me, I'm not angry."

Su Chengyi sighed, raised his eyes to look at her, and replied:
"perhaps."

"I see."

He said he was not angry, but Chu Qingmian covered his mouth before he finished speaking.

"No need to say anything, I understand."

She emphasized again, then wiped her tears with her school uniform sleeve, and then stood up.

Su Chengyi slowly followed:
"Maybe you like me?"

Chu Qingmian never expected that he would suddenly turn his back on the guest and ask such an obvious question. She asked in disbelief:

"What do you think? Do we still need to ask?"

"need."

Su Chengyi's eyes were very calm.

"You never said it, how would I know?"

"I"

It seems that he never said he liked Su Chengyi in person.

Chu Qingmian didn't know how to retort for a moment, she suppressed her blush, and it took her a long time to reply:

"I never said it, but I showed it! Everyone from the cafeteria aunt to the doorman knows that I know about this! Besides, should a girl do such a thing as confessing?"

She was a little embarrassed to say those four words directly.

"Even if the whole world knows, if you don't tell me, I won't know."

Su Chengyi said this very naturally.

Because he had to take the initiative in the topic now, otherwise Chu Qingmian would not be able to explain this matter with his stubborn temper.

"Chu Qingmian, why do you ask me if I like someone else?"

Calling him by his first name, his tone became serious.

Although he was mostly pretending to be serious, he was really confused about where this sudden question came from.

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Chu Qingmian couldn't answer.

Because of the way you look at people’s names?Because you laughed when you looked at other people’s grades?And last time I held someone else’s hand.

The reason seems a bit weak, no, very weak.

It's actually more of an intuition from a girl.

But does intuition really work for a straight man like Su Chengyi?
So she fell silent, and most of the water in her eyes faded.

Su Chengyi observed her changes and began to think twice, then he said:

"Assuming you really like me, do you know when you fell in love with me?"

"No assumptions."

Chu Qingmian first shook her head dissatisfied, and then answered honestly:
"I don't know, it was a long time ago."

"Falling in love with someone doesn't happen in an instant, just like you don't know when spring turns to summer. You can't just observe some clues and just make random assumptions about my liking."

At this point, Su Chengyi had roughly guessed the reason for Chu Qingmian's sudden attack.

It was probably a certain detail that triggered her intuition as a girl, but she just didn't know who she thought she liked.

Chu Qingmian pursed her lips and blinked her beautiful eyes, looking coquettish and naive.

"Then there is one last question. This question has nothing to do with today's matters. It is something I want to ask you."

Su Chengyi casually grabbed a strand of her hair, tied it around his hand, and asked:
"What do you think is like, and how do you know if you have fallen in love with someone?"

Chu Qingmian had never thought about this problem at first glance, and frowned in thought.

"To like is to miss you. It's just a frown, but it's in my heart. Even if I've just met, even if we're together now, I'll still miss you very much, because I'm afraid that there will be a moment of separation. Don't let me." Tie the knot!"

"It's not a dead end."

Su Chengyi untied the hair that was tangled with her fingertips.

"This is a knot commonly used by ancient people to tie up thieves."

"Then do it again and let me see."

"This and this and this."

"Slow down!"

"Like this. Like this again."

"Please, isn't this just a bow tie? You think I haven't tied my shoes before!"

Chu Qingmian was speechless.

"Then stretch out your hand and let me try."

Su Chengyi began to untie the gold and red rope on his hand.

"No."

Chu Qingmian quickly put her hands behind her back.

"Don't change the subject. I've already answered you. What about you? What do you think is like?"

Su Chengyi shook his head,
"I do not know."

Although I thought it was outrageous, it seemed reasonable when I thought it was Su Chengyi who said it.

Chu Qingmian thought of the speech she accidentally heard at the Speak Out meeting.

Su Chengyi's family situation is different from many normal and healthy ones. He must have a negative and pessimistic attitude towards relationships.

I don't even know what liking is, so I can't tell that I like him.

Maybe it has a shadow on marriage, it's so pitiful.

It was even more pitiful that he lost his temper with him because of such a thing.

"Don't make up your own mind about the way you look at a stray dog. I'm just a bit slow in this regard."

Su Chengyi raised his hand and pinched her cheek flesh.

Chu Qingmian rarely protested and said vaguely:
"It's okay if you don't know, I'll tell you."

Su Chengyi let go of his hand and smiled,

"Okay, let's go back to class."

Chu Qingmian nodded and stood up first, but then she suddenly imitated him and squatted down, leaned into his ear and whispered:
"I like you."

Her voice trembled slightly, and Su Chengyi was startled.

I thought that with her personality she would never say these words first.

Chu Qingmian breathed out softly, as if she had finally completed a major mission.

"Now that you know I like you, just think of me more, okay?"

"it is good."

Su Chengyi nodded.

Anyone who dares to say something bad at this time will probably go to hell.

So Chu Qingmian's face still had wet tears, and now she started laughing again.

"Take leave and wash your face before returning to your seat."

Su Chengyi added another sentence.

Chu Qingmian snorted and rubbed his shoulder as if she was letting off steam.

Then he couldn't help but feel happy because of his "good" word, and he raised his hand to ask for leave with a smile on his face.Seeing Chu Qingmian's cheerful look, Wang Tingting naturally knew that the two of them had reached an agreement, so she walked leisurely back to the podium.

"Have you finished talking about study issues?"

Su Chengyi nodded.

"It's over."

"Then why are you still squatting here?"

Wang Tingting sorted out the test papers on the podium.

Su Chengyi was silent for a while before replying:
"My legs are numb from squatting and I can't get up."

Wang Tingting laughed so hard that her branches trembled, and then pretended not to hear and said:
"I understand, do you want to help the teacher with some work?"

Although she said it in a high-sounding way, her tone clearly expressed:

The teacher helped you cover up, why don't you thank the teacher?

Su Chengyi rubbed his left knee and stood up tremblingly.

Wang Tingting had already handed the test paper in his hand,

"Help the teacher hand out the test papers."

Then he leisurely sat down on his seat and took a sip of Tieguanyin tea from the thermos cup.

Why do you know it is Tieguanyin?

Because he happened to hear her when she sent Zou Lian to make tea in the morning.

When a teacher can be like Wang Tingting, it seems that her life is really good.

Su Chengyi reluctantly took the test paper and looked down at the first name.

"Who is Zhang Fulin?"

He stood there and thought about it for a long time, without any memory.

Forget it, skip it for now.

The name of the second picture reads: Jiang Hu.

This made an impression. Su Chengyi confidently handed the paper to the fat man in the first row.

The little fat man scratched his head with a complicated expression and said:
"Great God, is there a possibility that I am Wang Hu and not Jiang Hu?"

".Feel sorry."

Suddenly everyone around him laughed.

Fortunately, it was a good-natured joke.

"Why don't we help the great god send it?"

An unknown girl next to him stood up.

"Okay, otherwise it would take a whole morning to identify each person."

Wang Hu also nodded in agreement.

This was originally a good opportunity to show off. If it were the old man, he would have agreed without even thinking about it.

But now he thought about it and shook his head.

"I'll send it myself, I just need to remember the name."

We are about to graduate, so there is nothing wrong with recognizing people.

Otherwise, when someone asks him to write a list of classmates, he won't even be able to write his name.

He took the paper back to the podium. As if waiting for him there, Wang Tingting quickly moved her thermos cup to make room.

Su Chengyi cleared his throat and said loudly:
"Excuse me, please ask the student whose name was read to come up and get the Chinese test paper for the second model exam."

The sun was really shining in the west, and the students who were working quietly in the audience suddenly began to whisper among themselves.

"Jiang Hu."

A tall boy walked out from the corner and said "Hey" happily.

When Su Chengyi handed him the paper, Wang Hu on the side sighed:
"They are both tigers. Jiang Hu is more than half as tall as me."

"He is a Siberian tiger and you are a fat tiger."

The girl next to me immediately joked.

Everyone was amused for a moment, and Su Chengyi also lowered his head and smiled.

Such physical characteristics are very convenient for remembering people.

"Next, Zhang Fulin."

A tall, thin boy wearing glasses trotted up and actually bowed to him.

Su Chengyi was a little surprised and bowed slightly.

"Are you two having a couple's worship ceremony?"

Han Bing complained while chewing the pancake fruit.

Zhang Fulin scratched his head nervously and explained his purpose:
"No, I have a big physics question in the second model exam this time, and I really can't correct my thinking. Only Brother Yi in our grade has a perfect score. I want to ask him if he has time to teach me after class."

"of course can."

Why are you so nervous about this matter? Su Chengyi quickly agreed.

Unexpectedly, as soon as he finished speaking, the students below all raised their hands.

"I also have a question in math."

"I would like to borrow Yi Zong's biological notes."

"Why should you borrow it first and I borrow it first? I can copy it quickly."

"Stop arguing, I'll take it and print it."

Chu Qingmian washed her face with cold water for a long time to make her face look less blushing.

I actually said it accidentally. I originally wanted to wait until the college entrance examination was over.

Well, that’s not a formal confession either.Just tell him first!

She returned to the classroom with excitement and saw this scene of stars holding the moon.

Seeing Su Chengyi standing on the podium looking a little overwhelmed, Chu Qingmian quickly snickered, and then pretended to be serious to help him out:

"What's going on, Su Chengyi, why are you handing out papers? Just 5 minutes after I left, there's a thief trying to usurp the throne, right? Be brave!"

"I'm sorry, De is not qualified, so you should do it."

Su Chengyi immediately handed her the remaining papers in his hand and quickly returned to his seat.

Although he seemed to be at a loss on the podium just now, he had already found his own in a stack of test papers and brought it back.

Of course there is also Chen Jinzhi’s.

He turned around and handed Chen Jinzhi's paper over, but she didn't take it and let the paper lie flat on the table.

"Congratulations, congratulations. You did very well in the exam this time, much better than I expected."

When she saw her results in the morning, she wanted to congratulate her. While talking, Su Chengyi made a New Year greeting gesture commonly used during the New Year.

"Huh? Then in your original expectation, what score should I have?"

Chen Jinzhi held his chin up, with a hint of amusement in his eyes.

Every time she stared at him like this, Su Chengyi felt like he was being seen through.

Chen Jinzhi doesn’t look good today
How should I put it, it's not the same as usual.

"No, it's just that for art students, this score is completely enough. Then just keep it. Do you remember what we said before?"

"remember."

Chen Jinzhi smiled.

When she smiled, Su Chengyi realized what was different.

She didn't manage her expression today, so she seemed to be in a bad mood.

Speaking of this, Chen Jinzhi sighed softly and raised his eyes.

There was some hard-to-conceal blackness under her eyes, and she looked like she hadn't had a good rest.

"Didn't sleep well?"

Su Chengyi frowned and asked.

"Ah."

Chen Jinzhi closed his eyes and nodded.

The sun was shining right down on her, and her long and thick eyelashes were dyed golden, clearly visible.

"Have a nightmare?"

Su Chengyi was thinking about the reasons that affected her sleep, but she couldn't help but start counting her eyelashes.

"No, it was a good dream."

"If it was a good dream, why didn't you sleep well?"

"Because I suddenly woke up before I could dream about the ending, I felt it was a pity, so I didn't sleep for the rest of the night."

Chen Jinzhi raised his hand to block the sun, flapped his eyelashes quickly like butterfly wings, and slowly opened his eyes.

"What kind of dream?"

Su Chengyi stood up and closed the curtains for her.

She opened her eyes only after counting three No. 20 sticks.

　Thanks to book friend Itachi Todai and lowpower for the reward!
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　　I memorized the idea of ​​counting eyelashes from watching The Legend of the Condor Heroes when I was a kid. I thought it was so cool at the time, and I finally wrote it down today.

　　
　
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