I'm afraid I'm not interested in love

Chapter 173

Under such direct gaze attack, Chu Qingmian's voice trembled with nervousness when she answered her friend's questions.

".What? How can there be a marriage? It's not the old society."

"do not know."

"Want to go for a drive later? Unfortunately, I took a taxi today."

No, that's not okay.

The current Mr. Chu is no longer the 17-year-old Chu Qingmian.

She quickly calmed down.

This was how I was manipulated back then.

Because of his little movements, thoughts, and a lot of thoughts, he always felt that he was a little bit special.

This behavior is commonly known as: self-strategy.

It turned out that they didn’t mean it at all.

Not only did he not have that intention, he even lost contact directly after graduation and disappeared from the world.

Didn't even come to the graduation ceremony.

She was originally planning to confess her love during the graduation ceremony.

This secret love that occupies the entire youth, no matter the outcome is good or bad, there must be a clear outcome, right?

But the ending ended without any problem, and there was no way to write a full stop.

She could still memorize the letter of confession that she wrote stroke by stroke and word by word at that time.

"Hello, classmate Su Chengyi, I am your classmate Chu Qingmian. Maybe your impression of me only remains in the previous sentence, but I am different here."

Haha, she will never do this kind of stupid thing again!
Chu Qingmian stared at the wine glass on the table, took it into his hand without leaving a trace, and drank it down without others noticing.

Hey, the heroine is a good drinker.

Su Chengyi lowered his eyes and glanced at the beer glass in his hand. It started at least [-] ml.

As soon as she finished her drink, the person next to her was very discerning and filled up another glass.

"Mianmian, come here, I ordered a song for you~"

Han Bing handed the microphone to her hand.

Chu Qingmian's drinking capacity was actually quite good, but he drank too quickly and his brain became a little dizzy.

The prelude started playing, and she recognized that the song sounded familiar, so she reflexively sang along.

"How long have I not seen you?
Where do you think you are?

It turns out that it lives in the bottom of my heart,

Breathe with me.

How far is the distance?

I thought I couldn't smell your breath,

Who knew your back was so long?
I'll see you when I turn around. "

Su Chengyi was holding a glass of beer that still had more than half a glass left after drinking it for a long time, shaking it casually in his hand.

Everyone was staring at the lyrics scrolling on the screen, but he was still looking at Chu Qingmian's side face intently.

He is also familiar with this song, it is "Heartbeat" by Kitty Chen.

"Let the past pass,
too late,
I love you from the beginning.

White clouds entwined the blue sky,

If you can’t stay together forever,
And at least give us,

The courage to miss,

The right to hug.

So that you can understand,
Traces of my heartbeat. "

Chu Qingmian's singing voice will sound more like before, still a sweet girlish voice.

It's just that I seemed to be crying a little bit at this time.

The people who were noisy just now are now quiet, as if the melody has brought back some sad past events.

Who chose this song? Could it fit any better?

Too late, I love you from the beginning.

Su Chengyi looked at her slightly trembling hands and sighed softly.

"Always want to see you again,

I also tried to find out about you,

It turns out you live in my body,

Guard my memories.

There you are. "

After singing the last line, Chu Qingmian quickly got out of the emotions brought by the song.

It was like she had fallen into such negative emotions countless times and slowly climbed out on her own.

Quickly handing the microphone back, she lowered her eyes and took another sip of the beer in the cup to cover up.

The audience belatedly applauded.

"Sounds good!"

"The squad leader performed normally and I almost cried."

"Who's coming next? Can we have something cheerful? Everyone is in emo mode."

"Iris has a song in her new album. Let me check it out. By the way, she will have a solo concert in Los Angeles the day after tomorrow. Do you know how much the ticket price is?"

"I know, I know, I saw scalpers doing it. Do any of you brothers and sisters have good connections? I want to see it too!"

Su Chengyi stood up and walked to the singing stage.

He wasn't very familiar with this song, and it wasn't easy to sing, but at this point in time, it seemed appropriate.

The piano beat of the prelude sounded, and Wang Hu handed over the microphone in a very awkward manner.

Everyone present had no idea that Su Chengyi would not only come to the party today, but also plan to sing, so they all turned on their cameras.

"My dear, where are you hiding in a daze,
There is something on my mind that I still can’t let go of. "

After the first line was sung, there was an astonishing gasping sound all around.

It seems to be getting high.

Su Chengyi coughed quietly and cleared his throat.

"Give me a love that I don't want to lose contact with in this life,
I believe that the journey of love is the stars and the sea.

The beautiful plot will not change,
It is the best arrangement of fate.

You are my love that I never want to lose contact with in this life,
Why bother to force me to let go of my hand gently.

Come back soon, I want to hear from you,
Say you are still there. "

After the first chorus was sung, the excitement of the person who was recording the video was palpable.

Moments, post!WeChat group, send!Short video software, send it!
Only Chu Qingmian lowered her head, holding the wine glass tightly with her fingers, and her long hair fell down to block her expression.

"Walking past the rooftop where you can watch the shooting stars,
Survive the long wait of losing you,

I’m so worried that no one will understand your helplessness.

Who would treat you like a child if you left me?

I guess you will miss me too,

I am also afraid that I will be lost in the vast crowd.

It doesn't matter as long as you are willing to look back,

You will find that I am always there. "

When Su Chengyi sang until this point, Chu Qingmian lowered her head and refused to look at her.

But Su Chengyi's eyes were very straightforward, indicating that this song was sung for her.

Everyone else in the class was vaguely aware that something was wrong with the atmosphere.

"Give me a love that I don't want to lose contact with in this life,
Each of your messages is a heartbeat,

I want to hold you in my arms every second,

You are the cutest in the world.

You are my love that I never want to lose contact with in this life,
Even if your breath is thousands of mountains away,

Please believe that the love I give,
worthy of your love. "

After singing the last line, Su Chengyi gently put the microphone down and returned to its position.

It seemed that someone wanted to come up and talk, but Chu Qingmian stood up with a "whoosh".
"Everyone, go on, I'm going to the bathroom."

Su Chengyi did not chase him out immediately.

He was thinking about how to talk to Chu Qingmian, because her current reaction clearly meant that she had not completely let go.

Only when you are generous and generous can you let go. Those who hide and dare not look directly are the ones who have not yet let go.

If she told him about her rebirth and rebirth, Chu Qingmian would probably call 120 immediately for her.

But if this is not the case, what should we say?

It can be said that Chu Qingmian fled in despair.

Because if you stay in that environment for a while, the drunkenness will rise, and people's sanity will gradually be eroded away.

She was afraid that she couldn't help but knock Su Chengyi on the head with a beer bottle.

How could someone disappear inexplicably for several years and then suddenly reappear inexplicably?

It’s ridiculous that someone who has been out of touch for so long dares to sing about love that will never be lost!
She washed her face with water, trying to clear away all the unwanted thoughts and emotions from her mind.

After finishing her makeup in the mirror, Chu Qingmian looked at her eyes and adjusted her breathing.

Okay, you can, it’s just a crush from when you were young and ignorant!

I immediately went back and sang "Sad People Don't Listen to Slow Songs" to prove myself.

She walked out of the bathroom proudly, then turned around and saw Su Chengyi leaning on the other side of the corner of the corridor.

He noticed someone and raised his eyes to look over.

It was obviously a class reunion, but he was still dressed as if he was going to work soon.

But his eyebrows looked exactly the same as before, and Chu Qingmian felt a little dazed for a moment.

It seemed like I saw him again, wearing a blue and white school uniform, slowly writing the steps to solve the problem on the blackboard.

It turns out that you don't necessarily need a time machine to travel through time. Someone can do it just by standing there quietly.

Otherwise, just find an excuse and run away.
With just one look at each other, Chu Qingmian's fighting spirit was instantly exhausted.

Su Chengyi raised the corner of his mouth and smiled,
"Have a chat?"

should be rejected.

Chu Qingmian thought so.

It would be cool to say:

"I have nothing to talk about with you, classmate!"

Then he was left with the figure of leaving gracefully.

But when he came back to his senses, he had already walked with him to the terrace outside the shopping mall.

The night view of the Magic City has always been beautiful. Chu Qingmian stared at the flickering lights in the distance, feeling a little distracted.

The night wind was blowing, her hair was flying, and her face was a little flushed from alcohol. She looked more like the heroine than any heroine in any movie.

Su Chengyi looked at her profile and thought about what to say.

Unexpectedly, she was the one who spoke first.

"Su Chengyi."

"Ok?"

Chu Qingmian turned her head and looked at him steadily.

"Why did you suddenly disappear after the college entrance examination?"

"Because I don't want to stay in Tang'an City." Su Chengyi tried to recall his psychological activities back then.

There are probably many reasons, but they obviously have nothing to do with these classmates in school.

"Can't you wait at all? Is it possible that someone has something very important to say to you. She has been waiting for this day for a long time. Do you really not realize it at all?"

Chu Qingmian's brain was obviously not as clear as her eyes, and her words were a bit confused.

"I just discovered that it has been so many years, Su Chengyi. Sometimes I feel that I will never get out in this life. What should I do?"

Her tear-filled eyes reflected the light, and she looked extremely beautiful.

Su Chengyi felt that she would almost be burned by the temperature of the tears, so she subconsciously looked away.

"never mind."

Chu Qingmian felt that it was his usual refusal to respond. She was disheartened and turned around to leave.

Su Chengyi reached out and held her wrist.
"I didn't know you liked me."

"Please pay attention to your wording, I once liked you."

Chu Qingmian's tears fell thickly, but she still refused to give up.

In fact, she really doesn't like to cry. She hasn't cried a few times in so many years.

"Okay, I didn't know you liked me."

Su Chengyi followed her words and pulled her back smoothly, leaning against the railing of the terrace.

"Do you still like me?"

He leaned down slightly and looked directly into her eyes.

She didn't expect him to ask such a question. Chu Qingmian was stunned for a second, but chose to continue speaking harshly.

"I didn't like it 800 years ago."

Su Chengyi looked at her glossy lips with lipstick on.

"Really?"

"of course it's true."

He lowered his head, kissed the corner of her mouth, and then asked.

"you sure?"

".Sure."

The tears in Chu Qingmian's eyes were not yet dry, she grabbed Su Chengyi's collar and kissed him again.

Different from the brief kiss just now, the kiss this time was long and delicate. It was completely a natural and uncontrollable act after the ambiguous atmosphere reached the extreme.

At this time, a "clang" sound came from the door of the terrace.

Chu Qingmian was so frightened that she trembled all over, but Su Chengyi didn't change his expression.

It was Han Bing standing at the door. The beer cans she was holding rolled to the ground. The expression on her face could no longer be described as shock.

"Oh my God! What did I see!! Make me blind!!!"

Chu Qingmian didn't dare to reply. She was so shy that she wanted to find a crack in the ground to crawl in, and her ears turned red.

Su Chengyi found it a bit funny and reached out to press her into his arms.

So Chu Qingmian was like an ostrich, burying her head in Su Chengyi's chest, as if she didn't want to face it.

"Mianmian, you and him?? What's going on??"

Han Bing dropped the beer can and ran over, trying to wake up his best friend.

"It's not like he seduced you, right?"

Su Chengyi almost choked and was internally injured by these words.

"Is it seduction or coercion? You tell me! Is this a loss of morality or a lack of humanity?"

"Bingbing, I think I'm going to have a boyfriend."

Chu Qingmian's face was not raised yet, her voice was soft.

"Help, what's the difference between this and a flash marriage?!"

Han Bing immediately looked like he was pinching himself.

After returning home, Chu Qingmian was still on the real-time call with Han Bing.

"Mianmian, will you listen to my advice and stop investigating? Even my old classmates don't understand it after all these years."

"Okay, let's investigate again."

Chu Qingmian was carried to the sofa by Su Chengyi. She looked like a hostess and ordered him to pour water for her.

"Yes, we need to investigate! What if he wants to be a sugar daddy? I heard Wang Hu said that he just lost his job!"

Chu Qingmian laughed to herself so much that her branches trembled, and she deliberately lengthened her tone.

"What - why are there still people out of work?"

Su Chengyi put the warm water on the coffee table, leaned over and kissed her dimples.

"That's it! Mianmian, please cover your wallet and keep your bottom line!"

"okay, I get it."

Chu Qingmian's eyes followed Su Cheng's intention, and she spoke absentmindedly.

Her six-figure bag was thrown away without knowing where it was when she entered the door.

Money is nothing, Xiao Chu always has money.

If money could buy Su Chengyi, would she still be the best after all these years?

"Hey, but then again. Didn't you like him very much when you were in high school? You even wrote several diaries, and now you've got what you wanted."

"Ouch! Why did you suddenly say this!"

Chu Qingmian immediately covered the receiver of her cell phone.

Su Chengyi had already understood and just looked at her with a smile.

"Why can't we say this? Wait, you're not still with him, are you? You two went to the hotel? Stop talking, I want to tell Uncle Chu."

"Just tell me, I'm 26 years old."

Chu Qingmian was not afraid, she pursed her lips and snickered.

After she hung up the phone, Su Chengyi handed the water glass to her mouth.

Chu Qingmian didn't take it, just drank from his hand.

"You drink too."

She had had enough and held the cup to Su Chengyi.

Su Chengyi took a look and saw that her lipstick was stained on the rim of the cup. He stood up and pulled a piece of paper to wipe it off.

"you dislike me."

Chu Qingmian grabbed the cup and refused to let him wipe it.

"Your lipstick smells like chocolate."

Su Chengyi told the truth.

Chu Qingmian suddenly felt a little embarrassed again.

"Where's your diary?"

Su Chengyi asked deliberately.

Chu Qingmian snorted and said angrily:
"It has been thrown away a long time ago. Some people just leave without saying goodbye."

"That's it."

Su Chengyi nodded, but there was no emotion in his tone.

"I lied to you. If you come home with me to meet your parents, I will give it to you again."

Chu Qingmian couldn't see the way he lowered his eyebrows and lowered his eyes, so she immediately put her arm around his neck and coaxed him.

"Chu Qingmian."

Su Chengyi suddenly looked into her eyes and spoke in a formal tone.

Chu Qingmian's heart was pounding, thinking that he was going to say something to express his love, or propose marriage in one step.

Haven't inspected it yet.

"Happy Tanabata."

He took out the roses he bought on the road from his trouser pocket.

Chu Qingmian took it and looked at the wrinkled petals, wanting to laugh a little, but her eye circles suddenly turned red again.

"Happy Chinese Valentine's Day, Su Chengyi."

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"Class representative, can you recite "Magpie Bridge Immortal"?"

".What? You pressed my hair. Which one?"

Su Chengyi looked at Chu Qingmian's unclear eyes and became more teasing.

"Xianyun makes tricks, flying stars spread hatred, and silver men travel far away in secret. What's the next sentence?"

"Well, once the golden wind and jade dew meet, they will win over countless others in the world."

"Yes."

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When the phone rang, Chu Qingmian had already fallen asleep.

Su Chengyi turned on mute quickly, but she was still disturbed, mumbling in her sleep.

"No, you can't say anything. No, I'm very tired, I'm going to sleep."

Su Chengyi was secretly amused and covered her body with the air conditioner cover a little tighter.

I didn't answer the phone until I walked to the living room.

"Hello, are you Mr. Su Chengyi?"

"Yes."

"There is your courier."

Su Chengyi frowned and glanced at the clock.

"It's twelve o'clock at night."

"Yes, urgent."

Su Chengyi opened the door and got the express delivery.

The courier's face said: There is no way, the sender gave too much.

The express mail was very thin and looked like the kind commonly used for sending documents.

Su Chengyi walked to the balcony and slowly opened it.

Inside is a VIP in-field ticket to Iris' solo concert in Los Angeles.

Su Chengyi was stunned. He took out the ticket and checked it repeatedly.

It looks like a genuine ticket.

At this time, another small note slipped out of the express bag, and he slowly unfolded it under the light of the building opposite.

"Teacher Su:

Happy Chinese Valentine's Day.Please come and see me.

——The Iris of the world, your brocade”

For a moment, the second half of "Magpie Bridge Immortal" came to mind.

The tenderness is like water, and the good times are like dreams.

If these two feelings are long, how are they going up and down.

　Thanks to book friend Low Power for the reward, and thank you all for your subscription and voting support~

　　It is true that I am pursuing my wife, but I don’t seem to be putting much effort into it.

　　Xiaochu: You mean I gave it to you for free? !

　　
　
(End of this chapter)