I'm afraid I'm not interested in love

Chapter 201: When you live, you die, when you die, you live

When I walked downstairs, I heard a lot of noise around me.

Many students who wanted to watch the excitement ran towards the scene. Teachers with stern faces tried to maintain order, and the fire truck's alarm bells blared.

Su Chengyi walked very quickly. Based on the trajectory of the students in front of him, he could probably guess which building the incident occurred.

The highest building in the school is only the seventh floor, which is currently the teaching building used by the second grade of high school.

Sure enough, a yellow cordon had been set up around the teaching building, and the noisy crowd was kept outside.

Principal Xiang looked pale and was breathing heavily. It was obvious that he had just arrived.

Li Lu and Wang Tingting stood side by side.

Rather than being shoulder to shoulder, it is better to say that Wang Tingting was supporting her to stand up straight in front of her.

She was talking on the phone, her lips trembling.

Su Chengyi guessed that he was notifying the parents of the students.

At this time, there was a sudden exclamation from the crowd. Su Chengyi raised his head and saw the expected person.

Zou Lian.

Just now he was standing on the inside holding the railing, but now he has climbed out and is sitting on the small terrace extended from the rooftop, with his back leaning against the railing.

When Su Chengyi heard the discussion among surrounding students, he almost immediately thought of Zou Lian, who had been behaving extremely abnormally recently.

But I really didn't expect that he had reached such a serious stage.

"Su Chengyi!"

At this time, Chu Qingmian, who was standing on the other side of the crowd, waved to him, with a panicked expression on his face.

"Is that Zou Lian? What happened to him? How could this happen?"

The classmate who had been getting along day and night suddenly became the protagonist of this kind of incident. Of course, the squad leader could not accept it psychologically.

Su Chengyi looked down at her pale face and touched her head comfortingly.

"He won't really jump down."

Chu Qingmian took a deep breath and tried to keep herself calm.

"Will not."

Su Chengyi replied casually and looked up again.

Many people had gathered on the rooftop, but they all kept their distance from Zou Lian, fearing that he would collapse emotionally and not dare to approach him.

I could vaguely hear some scattered voices coming down, which were common advice such as "calm down" and "let's talk if you have anything to say".

Zou Lian turned a deaf ear, resting his hands on his sides, lowering his head and wondering what he was thinking, and his legs kept dangling in the air.

Su Chengyi knew that Zou Lian couldn't see him in such a dense crowd, but he still raised his head and stared in silence for a while.

"Did this guy get aroused? This is too annoying."

Xu Yang usually seemed fearless, but now he shrank behind Han Bing, for fear of seeing some horrific scene.

"Mianmian, why don't we leave first."

Han Bing had not calmed down from being frightened by the cockroach, but he had to face this scene again, and his face was already ugly.

Call her indifferent, but she only knew that if she really witnessed the tragedy, both Chu Qingmian and she would suffer severe psychological trauma.

Chu Qingmian shook her head and wanted to say something to Su Chengyi next to her.

At this time, only hearing his voice can make people feel more at ease.

Unexpectedly, when I turned around, I saw Su Chengyi bending down to break through the cordon and walk inside.

Soon a teacher responsible for maintaining order stopped him.

"Classmate, you can't go in here now."

Just now all the students in the building were evacuated, and now another one appeared and wanted to get in.

"The guy who is about to jump off the building and I are classmates and we have a good relationship."

Su Cheng's face didn't change and his heart didn't beat, and he lied.

It's true that they are classmates, but it's pure nonsense that they have a good relationship.

He didn't think anything was wrong, but Zou Lian probably wanted to eat him alive.

The teacher's face showed some hesitation. At this time, Li Lu also saw him and hurried over.

"Su Chengyi, what do you want to do?"

"Go upstairs."

Su Chengyi pointed to the rooftop and said this confidently.

"Nonsense! Why are you causing trouble at a time like this?"

Li Lu's lips had no color at all.

"Now we have to wait for classmate Zou Lian's parents to arrive, and then we can go up together to provide him with psychological counseling."

Su Chengyi raised his eyebrows and replied:
"Teacher, are you so sure that the arrival of his parents will not stimulate him even more?"

Li Lu's heart froze.

Although she didn't like to participate in gossip discussions, she had heard about the mother-son relationship between Zhong Qiuhe and Zou Lian.

Logically speaking, a mother should be very proud to have a son like Zou Lian.

But every time he communicated with parents, Zhong Qiuhe's response was extremely cold.

When Su Chengyi asked this question, Li Lu immediately thought of the smashed mirror at the previous free speech meeting, and Zou Lian's recent sudden drop in performance.

"Let me go up. If there is anyone here who can talk to Zou Lian, it can only be me."

Su Chengyi continued,

"Teacher, if you are worried, you can come together."

Li Lu struggled for a while, and finally turned around and walked in.

After she negotiated with the teacher responsible for maintaining order, the teacher leaned out from the stairs again and nodded to Su Chengyi.

"You go up first. Zou Lian's parents will be here soon. I'll wait for them here. Remember, you must listen to the firefighters in everything."

Li Lu grabbed his hand and explained.

Su Chengyi nodded noncommittally.

There was no elevator in the teaching building, so he took three steps and two steps at a time, and quickly climbed to the rooftop.

The roofs of the schools all have the same design - a big lock that looks very intimidating.

But what is also very consistent is that the locks have been picked.

There is a high probability that Chen Jinzhi did it in Building A of the third year of high school, although she would not admit it.

The rooftop entrance was also cordoned off, and the teacher in charge of order had already greeted him in advance, so no one stopped him.

Su Chengyi successfully walked to the rooftop and saw Zou Lian's shaky back.

In his position, it would be difficult for firefighters to rescue him.

Because he was leaning against the iron railing, his whole body was on the edge of the terrace.Moreover, he was wearing an ordinary school uniform jacket. Even if the firefighters could grab his clothes, they would be easily damaged or broken free by him.

But the firefighters were still trying to get closer to that side. Su Chengyi glanced over to judge the position, and then nodded to the firefighter responsible for communication behind him.

"Classmate! Look, your good friend is here!"

The firefighter understood and immediately shouted.

Zou Lian lowered his head and seemed to smile.

good friend?How can I have such a thing myself?

Now take a loudspeaker and shout to the dense crowd downstairs: "Please Zou Lian's good friend come upstairs."

It is estimated that no one dares to come up.

Because even though they go in and out together shoulder to shoulder, they also know very well that it is difficult to have a heart-to-heart relationship with someone like themselves who can only have friendship.

Maybe you can call "Zou Lian's girlfriend, please come upstairs"?
There may be many of them popping up.

At this critical moment of life and death, his thoughts were as complicated and disorderly as catkins flying all over the sky.

"Zou Lian."

Until he heard someone calling him from behind, all thoughts in Zou Lian's mind were instantly cleared, and he slowly turned his head.

Su Chengyi stood in a restrained position, looking at him from a distance.

He still looked casual and casual as usual, with one hand in his trouser pocket and the corners of his mouth slightly pursed.

It was as if someone was pointing a gun at his back and forcing him to talk to him.

The wind on the rooftop was strong, blowing their hair messy and flying.

a long time.

A smile that couldn't be said to be self-deprecating or sarcastic appeared on Zou Lian's face.

"You are my good friend? Who are you scolding?"

"Who else do you think it could be?"

Su Chengyi also followed him and showed a light smile.

"Too."

Perhaps his legs were numb from sitting for too long, so Zou Lian moved his body and retracted his hanging legs back to the terrace.

This action caused the people downstairs to scream again.

There was no emotion on Su Chengyi's face. He continued:
"Have a chat?"

Zou Lian turned his head with interest and replied:
"What do you want to talk about? Do you want to sit over and chat?"

He originally expected hesitation and worry to appear on Su Chengyi's face.

After all, given the relationship between the two of them, what he meant by his words was obviously "I will have to find someone to back me up even if I die."

"Okay."

Unexpectedly, the other party nodded indifferently, raised his legs and walked this way.

"stop."

Helpless, Zou Lian had no choice but to stop him again.

"Aren't you afraid that I will take you with me when I dance?"

"When you live, you die, and when you die, you live."

Su Chengyi was talking nonsense, but the movements of his feet were full of thoughts.

She deliberately didn't stop as he said, but took two more steps forward before she could stop.

Now the distance between the two is relatively close.

Su Chengyi could almost clearly see Zou Lian's red eyes and the bloody marks on his wrists that he had scratched.

Seeing that Zou Lian's mood seemed to have stabilized a little, the firefighter who was hiding in the dark nodded secretly towards Su Chengyi, gesturing for him to continue.

"Tell me."

Su Chengyi was silent for a while, but only said these three words.

"say what?"

Zou Lian tilted his head and asked back.

"Did you write a suicide note?"

"No."

"Then you have something else you want to say, right?"

Hearing Su Chengyi's question, Zou Lian suddenly let out a sneer from his throat.

"You are right, Su Chengyi. Fortunately, you are here to talk to me."

"Did you know? I have been suffering from insomnia for more than [-] days, and I cannot hear the slightest movement. The doctor said I had a neurasthenia and asked me if I was under too much stress for a long time."

"Long-term? How long does it take to be considered long-term? Does it start from birth?"

Zou Lian was not that short. He was curled up on the terrace, looking like he might accidentally fall at any time.Su Cheng didn't show it on his face, but his heartbeat kept accelerating.

He quietly moved closer.

"Su Chengyi, when you were a child, did you listen to lullabies before going to bed? Or Andersen's fairy tales?"

Zou Lian's words were different from the previous ones. He was asking a serious question, waiting for his answer.

So Su Chengyi thought about it seriously and replied:

"The world's unsolved mysteries."

And no one told him, he just read the books by himself.

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Zou Lian seemed to be silent for a long time, but he quickly continued:

"You're a useless substitute; you're not good enough; your only existence is to one day outshine him."

"This is the bedtime fairy tale I have heard since I was a child, or in other words, this is the life creed taught to me by my biological mother."

"Has anyone told you this? Su Chengyi, why on earth?"

Su Chengyi lowered his eyes and said slowly:
"In fact, now that you know that I have become the villain in fairy tales inexplicably, and that I have appeared in your life so many years in advance, it is quite disturbing."

Zou Lian was stunned for a moment, then he laughed twice, choked, and coughed while holding his chest.

"Why are you responsible for the grudges of the previous generation?"

Su Chengyi had always wanted to ask this question, and now he finally got the chance to ask.

"It's not that I'm responsible, it's that my whole life has been ruined. It's like an ant falling into a dye vat, can it crawl out on its own?

Eternal suppression, eternal belittling.Sometimes your name is like a curse, making me want to vomit when I hear it. "

As Zou Lian spoke, he couldn't help but pinch his wrist with his fingers, and unconsciously exerted force until the skin gradually turned purple.

"I know what you're trying to say is that you didn't do anything wrong and you were also a victim."

After Zou Lian said this, there was a sudden noise behind him, and Su Chengyi and him looked over at the same time.

Li Lu came up with Zhong Qiuhe.

Behind them were Chu Qingmian and the others, all of whom looked so nervous that they dared not express their anger.

Su Chengyi frowned.I always felt that it was not a good idea to let Zou Lian see Zhong Qiuhe at this time.

Seeing Zhong Qiuhe, Zou Lian quickly let go of his wrist as if he suddenly reacted.

It's like the reaction of a child who does something bad and is discovered by his parents.

"Lenglian, come here first. If you have any questions, tell mom."

Zhong Qiuhe spoke in a very calm tone. Even the Predator Li Tianwang was breathing heavily as she climbed the stairs, but she still looked dignified and self-possessed.

When she tried to get close to the rooftop railing, Zou Lian suddenly collapsed and shouted:

"do not come!!!"

He was so excited. Zhong Qiuhe looked solemn, but still had no intention of following suit.

"Zou Lian, why do you always talk to mom like this?"

Li Lu had no idea that Zhong Qiuhe's arrival would have such an effect. She quickly stepped forward and stopped Zhong Qiuhe who was about to move forward.

The next second, Zou Lian, half of his body in the air, stood up crookedly.

The sitting posture just now was considered safe, but the standing posture now was really the last straw before he could jump.

Su Chengyi's mind froze, and he immediately turned to stare at Zhong Qiuhe and said calmly:

"Aunt Zhong."

"Oh, it's true."

Zhong Qiuhe seemed to have just seen him. Under such circumstances, she could still laugh.

"Can you please shut up?"

After Su Chengyi said this, he didn't care about her reaction.

He slowed down his pace as much as possible and got a little closer to Zou Lian.

"Zou Lian, don't think about what they said, it's the two of us communicating now."

"But every one of them loves you, damn, why?"

Zou Lian grabbed the railing and faced him, his voice hoarse.

Su Chengyi's throat suddenly choked, and he didn't know what to answer.

Yes, although the relationship with Su Zelang and Yang Liu is not so satisfactory.

But he is convinced that his parents love him.

But based on Zou Lian's description, Zhong Qiuhe probably didn't have any love for his biological son.

She only regarded Zou Lian as a tool to compete with him.

And this weird and weird approach actually stems from her twisted love for Su Zelang.

That's why she sent flower baskets out of nowhere and wrote some unclear words that "always come true".

"Why are you Chengyi? Why am I Zou Lian?"

One is thinking that all his wishes will come true, while the other is holding his breath and holding his voice while sitting with his knees in danger.

Zou Lian said the last sentence very quietly.

Su Chengyi saw his unrepentant eyes and suddenly realized what was going to happen next.

He nodded quickly to the firefighter next to him.

Almost at the same time as he made this action, Zou Lian turned around.

That's obviously a jumping position.

The situation changed too suddenly. In the blink of an eye, Su Chengyi had already strode forward.

A sharp shout erupted from behind, and it overlapped with the voice downstairs, making it impossible to tell who it belonged to.

Su Chengyi's shoulder hit the railing hard, making a heavy sound, but his hands successfully caught Zou Lian, who was already falling.

The huge inertia pulled him down, and almost half of his body was dragged down.

But in just a moment, the firefighters who had just received the hint rushed forward.

Someone hugged Su Chengyi's waist to prevent him from falling any further, and someone leaned forward to help grab Zou Lian and share the burden with him.

A second before Su Chengyi ran out of energy, the firefighters finally worked together to drag Zou Lian up.

The crowd from behind followed closely and took Zou Lian away from the area.

The burst of power faded away in an instant, and Su Chengyi realized that he had exerted too much force and collapsed completely on the ground, closing his eyes and gasping for air.

He vaguely heard the medical staff asking him questions next to him. He had no energy to speak and just nodded and shook his head.

Nothing happened, I just felt like my arm was about to be torn off.

Zou Lian looked like he was as heavy as a thin dog, but he didn't seem to be much lighter.

By the way, my shoulders hurt too.When I first created it, I was a little worried that the school's inferior railings would be damaged due to disrepair.

The chaotic thoughts in Su Chengyi's mind ended, and the medical staff's questioning also ended.

"I'm messing with your uncle Su Chengyi, what are you doing???"

Before the person could recover, someone grabbed him by the collar and swung him back and forth.

Su Chengyi coughed twice, opened his eyes, and saw Xu Yang, who was scared to tears.

It seemed that he was really angry and stopped shouting at Mr. Yi.

"You don't want to die, don't you? You scared my soul away, thanks to you."

Xu Yang even began to cry with his head buried in his head.

"Isn't it okay? Don't rub your snot on my school uniform."

Su Chengyi pushed his hedgehog-like head and sat up.

Only then did he realize that everyone around him looked like he was almost dead.

Chu Qingmian looked completely frightened, her beautiful eyes seemed to have lost their souls, and her face was paler than the white wall behind her.

"Brother, I really beg you to have a certain temper even when you are brave enough to do what is right, okay? Do you want to scare us to death?"

Han Bing wasn't much better either. He was clutching his chest and his hands wiping sweat were still trembling.

indeed.

Su Chengyi was thinking about how to explain to the squad leader.

This time, I saw that the legs of her school uniform trousers were heavily stained and covered in mud.

It was most obvious at the knees, where blood could be seen faintly.

He frowned immediately and raised his eyes to look at her:
"what happened?"

Only then did Han Bing notice something strange and said "Ouch".

"Did you fall when you were running over just now? Don't move and let me look at you."

Han Bing reached out and gently rolled up her trouser legs. The school uniform trousers were very loose and she didn't put much effort into it, but she felt a little blocked when it reached her knees.

"This must have been broken. The blood is sticking to my pants. This must be painful."

Han Bing frowned in distress and did not dare to move his hands.

"Go to the infirmary."

Su Chengyi got up from the ground, dusted himself off, and reached out to pull her.

Chu Qingmian, who had always been like a wooden person, seemed to suddenly react and avoided his touch.

Su Chengyi was not too surprised.

She would definitely be angry, it would be strange if she wasn't.

But the wound still needs to be disinfected first.

"Go to the infirmary first, and I'll tell you the situation slowly."

Su Chengyi tried to reason.

no response.

"Don't your legs hurt? You can bear it so well."

no response.

"You two, please help carry her away."

There was no response, and the other two also looked unhappy.

Come on, this is really the treatment of a sinner.

Su Chengyi sighed and tried to move his shoulders.

"hiss."

It hurts.

Su Cheng turned his face away to avoid others noticing his expression.

This time, his eyes fell on the rooftop of the building opposite, and he suddenly saw another familiar figure.

Chen Jinzhi.

The distance was too far to see her expression clearly, she just stood there quietly.

The thin figure looked a little fluttering in the wind on the rooftop, as if it would be blown away by the wind in the next second.

In other words, she also saw the whole thing?
It's even harder to coax.

Su Chengyi suddenly felt that the pain in his shoulders turned into a headache.

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