I'm afraid I'm not interested in love

Chapter 215 There is only so much separation

Two o'clock in the afternoon.

The heavy curtain opened, and the graduation ceremony of No. [-] Middle School officially began.

The principals and leaders took turns to give speeches on the stage, and the teachers stood in the back row to act as the atmosphere group.

Although it was an event for the third grade of high school, almost all the teachers from the school came.

Su Chengyi also saw a familiar figure in the crowd - Old Man Peng.

He seems much more honest.Normally at this time, he would definitely use the topic to his advantage and teach the excited students a lesson.

To some extent, it can be regarded as eliminating harm for the people.

For such a boring link, Su Chengyi naturally listened in one ear and out the other.

You almost don't have to listen to know what they are talking about.

It wasn't until the people around him who were as sleepy as him suddenly cheered that he raised his eyes to look at the stage.

Chu Qingmian stood in front of the microphone with a smile, and the spotlight fell on her. Only then did Su Chengyi realize that she was wearing a school dress today.

I'm afraid this will be the last time in Miss Chu's life to wear such cheap clothes.

She didn't take a script this time, it was an unscripted speech.

Su Chengyi looked at the way she was holding the microphone, and suddenly thought of the [-]-day swearing-in ceremony for the college entrance examination.

Time passed in a flash.

Chu Qingmian didn't seem to have changed, but there seemed to be some changes that couldn't be explained.

But everything about her was perfect and exquisite, and as far as the eye could see, it was difficult to find anyone better than her.

At this time, she didn't look like she was giving a graduation speech, but rather as a royal princess delivering an acceptance speech.

Although I often see her on weekdays, everyone present is so amazed by such beauty that they gasp.

The place filled with thousands of people was completely silent.

"Dear leaders, dear teachers and classmates, good afternoon everyone. I am Chu Qingmian, a graduate of Grade 14, and I am honored to stand here and speak as a student representative today."

As soon as she finished her first opening remarks, the audience, who had been waiting for a long time, couldn't wait to cheer her up, and the audience burst into applause.

In the dense crowd, Chu Qingmian cast her eyes very accurately at Su Chengyi in the audience.

Su Chengyi looked at her from afar and nodded to show encouragement.

Then she cleared her throat and continued:
"When I stood here to speak for the first time, I was still the freshman representative. Three years have passed and I am still me, but the prefix has changed to graduate representative."

Su Chengyi tried to recall what it was like when she was a freshman representative, but her mind went blank. It was too long ago.

I'll have to take a picture some other time.

“Every day I live in No. [-] Middle School, I am extremely grateful that I chose this place as my alma mater.

How would I describe my three years of high school?

There are sycamore leaves all the way from the cafeteria to the classroom, the thousands of candles that occasionally light up when there is a power outage during late self-study classes, and the unintentional eye contact during every self-study class.

I believe that everyone can describe this issue differently. "

Su Chengyi followed her clear voice and thought about the descriptions she described.

If it weren't for the Chinese class representative, this picture would come to mind instantly.

“Graduation was a distant word to me. People were always afraid of the unknown, but fortunately, I didn’t feel confused at this time.

There must be that person in everyone's life who gives you the courage to face your own imperfections and the courage to move into a larger world.

I'm glad that person has already appeared, even earlier than I thought. "

Her words had just the right weight and didn't sound like a confession, but there was still a lot of emotion in them.

Thinking of the reason for "earlier", Su Chengyi lowered his head and smiled.

I still remember that piece of rice cake!

This is how childhood sweethearts started from a bad relationship.

“For us, graduation is not the end, but a new starting point.

I hope everyone believes that the universe will help us remember our dreams about literature, love, and travel across the world.

A few years later, when everyone gets together again and the cups touch each other, the sound that comes out will definitely not be the sound of broken dreams. "

After saying these last words, she bent slightly and bowed, and the audience burst into thunderous applause.

Su Chengyi clapped and thought, how could he change Bei Dao's poem into such a positive one.

Chu Qingmian raised her head and suddenly gave him a sly look.

Su Chengyi was startled and suddenly had a bad feeling.

Sure enough, the next second, she came to the microphone again.

"Sorry, classmate Su Chengyi. Have you forgotten our process? It's your turn to speak now."

Then the applause rang even more enthusiastically.

Su Chengyi gave her a helpless look and walked through the crowd onto the stage.

Chu Qingmian waited for him to come up with a smile, and during the process, she took the initiative to turn up the microphone.

The two stood side by side on the stage, and everyone in the audience cast their eyes eagerly, obviously expecting him to say something inspiring.

Like the "golden age" at the swearing-in meeting, and "If there is no torch from now on, I will be the only light" at the review meeting.

Of course it's not impossible to say it, but now that I don't have that passionate state, even if I say it, it won't have the same effect as before.

There is no need to introduce yourself.

Su Chengyi coughed lightly and said:

"It's a good meeting today, and the pride is not shallow. In the next day, when the rivers and lakes meet, we'll have a cup of wine and say goodbye. Let's just let it go."

As soon as he finished speaking, he hooked his hand at the junior students waiting for the performance backstage.

Then he pulled Chu Qingmian, who looked confused, off the stage.

As soon as he walked back to the auditorium, he was punched moderately by Xu Yang. He gritted his teeth and said with a smile:
"Mr. Yi! This is my dream speech after I win the gold medal. How can you steal my words!"

"What? You need to fight for such a short word."

Chu Qingmian expressed her disbelief.

"This sentence of a good meeting was said by Yang Guo at the end of "The Legend of the Condor Heroes"! Sister Mian, you don't understand!"

Xu Yang shook his fist and continued to recite the original text:
"As he spoke, he flicked his robe sleeves, holding the hand of the little dragon girl, and walked down the mountain side by side with the divine eagle. The bright moon was in the sky, the breeze was blowing the leaves, and the crows were chirping on the top of the tree. Guo Xiang couldn't bear it anymore."

"Okay, okay, stop reading! You have to be so good at memorizing the text. Are you worried about your test scores?"

Han Bing interrupted rudely.

Su Chengyi was secretly amused, but she didn't expect that Xu Yang was the only one who knew the stuff in this circle.

He didn't know what to say at the time, but he felt that this situation was full of farewell.

This sentence happened to be what Yang Guo said at the end of the novel when he said goodbye to his friends in the world, so he borrowed it.

What follows is: the autumn breeze is clear and the autumn moon is bright.

The fallen leaves gathered and scattered, and the jackdaws roosted in shock.

When will you know when you meet?Embarrassed this night!

Chu Qingmian came over with a smile and asked:

"It means I am Little Dragon Girl, right?"

"You are the divine eagle."

".Believe it or not, I will slap you to death with one wing."

After the speeches were over, it was time for the students to perform.

When Su Chengyi came on stage just now, he saw that everyone was already in place, so when he came off the stage, he signaled that they could start now.

At this time, everyone had already taken their positions.

The lights clicked down, Su Chengyi squinted his eyes slightly, and it was Liang Nina standing in the center of the stage.

She stood at the front, looking serious.

Such a serious look doesn't match her slightly cute chestnut curly hair.

Everyone was quietly waiting for her to start, but she was not in a hurry. She patted the microphone to make sure there was sound, and then she said:

"Senior, although I can play piano, violin, cello, guitar, accordion and saxophone"

Su Chengyi raised his hands to cover his face.

Okay, okay, I know you know a lot.

Although Liang Nina did not mention her by name, everyone knew who she referred to as "senior".

She was considered a popular figure throughout her second year of high school because of her rebellious character and her bold and direct courtship of Su Chengyi.

"But I always think that if it becomes too technical, the original emotion will be lost.

Seniors will one day know that my feelings for you are the most sincere and passionate.

So this time, I choose-"

She pulled a harmonica from her pocket.

Oh?
Su Chengyi raised his eyebrows slightly, feeling some expectation.

He also plays the harmonica, but his skill is average.

As Liang Nina began to perform, melodious and sad tunes were transmitted through the microphone.

It is "Farewell".

I'm pretty good at playing, there's no technique, it's all emotion.

The first harmonica solo ended, and the chorus students in the back row followed suit.

"Outside the long pavilion, by the side of the ancient road, there are green grass and green sky. The evening wind blows the sound of willows and flutes, and the setting sun is outside the mountains.

At the end of the sky, at the corner of the earth, half of friends are scattered.A pot of turbid wine is enough to make me happy, don't dream of cold tonight. "

The passionate atmosphere after Chu Qingmian's speech had been dampened by Su Chengyi's words.

Now urged by this sad song, a sentimental atmosphere immediately swept the scene.

Su Chengyi lowered his head and glanced at his phone. After all this activity, it was almost four o'clock.

Chen Jinzhi did not send any new messages.

The "later" in the previous message was also very ambiguous, with no fixed time point.

Su Chengyi thought for a while, it didn't matter if he waited a little longer.

So I glanced at the door, and it seemed that no one was guarding it.

Godsend opportunity.

In the past, activities like this in No. [-] Middle School were not allowed to leave midway, and there were toilets and the like inside the venue.

So when the performing classmates sang "Ask you when you are going to come, don't linger when you come", Su Chengyi bent down and walked quietly to the door.

When he sang "Life is rarely about reunions, only separations are many", he had already been blocked by the students on duty hiding behind the door.

Su Chengyi was a little helpless, but there was nothing he could do.

I had no choice but to watch the entire theatrical performance absent-mindedly.

There is no particularly eye-catching program. It is said that we were originally planning to hire a professional team, but due to some force majeure, it was canceled.

I had no choice but to bring in the junior high school students who were in the first and second grades of high school to make up the numbers, and the programs were arranged at short notice.

It's great to be able to do this.

In line with the principle of encouraging praise, Su Chengyi applauded every program.By the end, my palms were a little numb.

Enough to see how many programs there are.

When the event finally ended, it was already early six o'clock.

Su Chengyi pushed aside the crowd and ran towards Building A of the teaching building.

After the college entrance examination, Building A has not been put into use again. Now it is quiet, with the only sound of his footsteps along the way.

Before we even reached the rooftop, we could smell the pungent smell of paint floating around in the corridor.

Su Chengyi took a look and saw that the railings and walls had been painted with new paint, and the debris that had been piled in the corners of the stairs had also been removed.

It seems that the school’s rooftop decoration plan is not just a trick for everyone. The college entrance examination has just ended and has already been implemented.

Near nostalgia timid.

They had been running all the way just now, and now they were almost reaching their destination, but Su Chengyi hesitated in his steps.

After calming down for a while, he opened the newly installed stainless steel door.

Chen Jinzhi seemed to have been there for a long time and was standing on the edge of the rooftop with his back to him.

No longer needing to wear school uniform, Chen Jinzhi changed into his private clothes, a long skirt.

Slim and graceful, it forms a landscape of its own.

The evening wind blew her long hair slightly, and the afterglow of the setting sun was just right, coating the outline of her back with a warm golden edge.

Perhaps hearing the footsteps, she turned around, her eyes turning slightly as she raised the corners of her mouth slightly.

In such a scene, her whole body was so beautiful that it glowed with an unreal glow.

It seems as if the moon is covered by light clouds, and flutters like drifting snow in the returning wind.

I don’t want to destroy this scene.Su Chengyi paused and stopped not far from her.

Maybe I should take a photo at this time, but the camera can't record such a shock.

Seeing that he didn't come over, Chen Jinzhi took the initiative to come over with the mentality of "If the mountain doesn't come, I'll do it; if I go, I'll go to the mountain."

The two looked at each other for a long time, but no one spoke first.

Su Chengyi did not look away.

When he got closer, he could see that Chen Jinzhi's complexion had improved a lot. He should have almost recovered, and the bruises on his face had faded.

Knowing that Quan Enyan took her to the hospital for better treatment, she was not very worried.

But now that I saw her in person, I felt truly relieved.

His focused eyes made her want to laugh, but Chen Jinzhi looked away first.

She cleared her throat, still smiling in her voice:

"How are you these days?"

"Ah."

Su Chengyi nodded and looked at the arc of her long hair.

"Chen Wende was not seriously injured. He has been arrested. I don't know how many years he will be in jail. Auntie returned to China yesterday.

He threw away my mobile phone and the original number was no longer used.They have all been replaced with new ones, and I will add your friends again later. "

When she talked about these things, her smile slowly disappeared.

After a long time, he sighed lightly.

"Sorry, it's all because of me."

Su Chengyi shook his head and said nothing.

The two of them had returned to the railing, looking at the last rays of the setting sun in the distance.

"Have you decided which school you want to go to?"

Chen Jinzhi adjusted his mood and asked again.

Su Cheng thought that the disconnection in the past few days made her feel that she had missed too much information.

In fact, he didn't do anything serious, he just stood there and waited.

"not yet."

"so."

As Chen Jinzhi spoke, he suddenly stretched out his hand and pulled him.

"The paint on the railing is not dry yet, so don't lean on it."

Su Chengyi, who originally wanted to quietly turn on the energy-saving mode, had to stand up again.

"how about you."

After Chen Jinzhi asked so many questions, he also wanted to ask her about her future plans.

She was not worried about exposing scars, because Chen Jinzhi would ask to meet like this, which meant that she had made her decision.

Chen Jinzhi looked into the distance with his peach blossom eyes and slowly said:

"When I returned to China, I owed 2000 million won in liquidated damages."

The number 2000 million sounds a bit bluffing at first glance, but Su Chengyi said in a calm tone:

"It's just 10 yuan."

Chen Jinzhi was amused by him and then said:

"Yes, it's not a lot of money. But it was Enyan who helped me solve it.

I originally thought of working part-time after college to pay off the money slowly, but unexpectedly, something unexpected happened.

She told me that there was a new debut opportunity, and her family’s company was well prepared for it, so she was asking about my intentions. "

Su Chengyi lowered his head, looked at the people coming and going downstairs, and asked:

"You promised?"

"Ah."

Chen Jinzhi nodded and lowered his eyelashes.

"The debut format is to participate in a program, which is closed and eliminated. It sounds a bit like the company's monthly and quarterly exams during training.

The flight is at [-] o'clock tonight, going to Shanghai. "

It was actually a good opportunity, but her tone of voice was very low.

Su Chengyi paused, pretending to be relaxed and said:
"Then you should be fine. This is a good thing. Why are you so unhappy?"

Chen Jinzhi raised the corners of his mouth, but there was no smile in his eyes.

"A few days ago I thought I was going to die, and my only wish before I died was to see you again.

Now I finally see you, but I am about to leave.

And this is even my own choice. "

Su Chengyi was startled and didn't know how to answer for a moment.

The radio downstairs began to play sensational stories, and the sound was faintly transmitted upstairs.

"The short separation is for a better reunion."

is it?

not really.

The physical distance is easy to solve, just a plane ticket and only two hours.

Although both of them have to prepare for ten days and a half or even more for such a short reunion, it is not too difficult.

The difficult thing is the psychological distance, that is the truly difficult gap to cross.

The two of them each have their own paths to follow, have new social circles, and nothing about the things they do or the future they consider are related to each other.

Every missing hug that seems insignificant is actually a test of the relationship between the two from head to toe.

Su Chengyi is a complete pessimist at heart, and he will not believe in chicken soup like "love can overcome all difficulties".

Chen Jinzhi obviously realized this earlier and more deeply than he did, so she had such an expression when she told the news.

There was silence for a long time, and the sunset had completely lost its brilliance.

As night fell, as if a curtain had been provided to cover up his emotions, Chen Jinzhi spoke again.

"Su Chengyi."

Su Chengyi turned his head, and Chen Jinzhi looked up at him with a serious expression.

"I'm not leaving you."

Su Chengyi didn't say anything, just looked at her gleaming eyes.

Her eyes were clear and vaguely stubborn, she had always been like this.

"It's just that there is no time left for me to be weak. I have to move forward so that one day I can stand by your side openly."

"I see."

Su Chengyi nodded, paused, and then added:

"Understand, support."

For Chen Jinzhi, such an opportunity is rare and suits her very well.

His slight depression at this time was entirely due to his own selfish desires.

Chen Jinzhi's tone was deliberately lighter, as if he wanted to make him laugh.

"Do you know what the first article is in my former company's "Trainer Management Regulations"?"

"What is it?"

"Idols are not allowed to fall in love."

Chen Jinzhi smiled softly and moved closer.

Su Chengyi leaned back subconsciously, and then bounced back after thinking of Chen Jinzhi's prompt.

But the clothes ended up getting a little bit of paint from the railing.

Because of this movement, the distance between the two suddenly narrowed, and their breaths became entangled.

"It seems that I will become an idol again in the future. Do you want to be with me now?"

Chen Jinzhi still had a smile in his eyes, but his tone was trembling slightly.

This joking question was obviously mixed with some sincerity.

Silence seemed to be the answer.

As expected, Chen Jinzhi adjusted his mood and looked at Su Chengyi again.

His eyes were sad until she placed a comforting kiss on the corner of his mouth.

The sad emotions are like ink that cannot be dissolved, and they still have not dispersed.

And it seemed that through this gentle kiss, it really reached her heart.

Chen Jinzhi suddenly sighed softly, but did not retreat.

Her lips opened and closed slightly, as if she wanted to continue the kiss at any time.

But what she said went against the ambiguous atmosphere. She said:
"Take care of yourself."

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