I'm afraid I'm not interested in love

Chapter 346 Those moments when heavy rain fell in the past

In Su Chengyi's memory, the last time it rained heavily was when he was in junior high school.

I vaguely remember that the scene had the potential to be a minor disaster.

The sound of rain hitting the window lattice made him piece together a fragment of memory.

At that time, everyone thought it was just an ordinary heavy rain. Unexpectedly, the rain not only did not weaken as time went by, but intensified.

When the school announced the suspension of classes and went home to rest, Su Chengyi was writing the answer to "Today's Problem" on the school blackboard.

All the students were cheering, and the teacher's scolding could no longer stop these little beanbags who were dedicated to their vacation.

Su Chengyi seemed to have not heard the announcement and just wrote down the calculation quietly.

It's rainy and humid, and the chalk tip is wet, making every stroke difficult.

He finished writing the last number and clapped his hands lightly.

The rusty smell of the old railings and the wet mud smell after the rain mixed and spread in the corridor. The footsteps of the two people going downstairs one after another echoed in the empty teaching building.

Su Chengyi finished writing it quietly by himself. Was he waiting for someone to pick him up because he wrote the topic, or was he calm because he knew the ending.

Chu Qingmian shrank into the sofa, suddenly wanting to go back to the past and accompany him in that heavy rain.

School regulations prohibit driving into the school, but the black Mercedes-Benz parked majestically at the door of the teaching building.

"Hey! Su Chengyi, wait!"

Trouble, you have to pay it back.

So it doesn’t make any difference whether you run or not, it’s better to walk slowly.

All the students in the school were picked up by their parents. Everyone was happy for the unexpected holiday. No one paid attention to the math problem that stumped most people.

Of course, now that Su Chengyi was reminiscing about the past, he remembered that this "somewhat familiar female classmate" was actually Miss Chu.

Su Chengyi stopped running after running out of the school gate.

The female classmate hesitated for a long time, and finally asked him if he wanted to ride in the car together. She could ask the driver to take him back first.

Thinking about it now, I feel a little sad.

The ghost of the female classmate behind him was still lingering, and she trotted to catch up.

"Well, take Sister Lin to find a place to shelter from the rain and wait. I will come right away."

Deep and shallow puddles had already accumulated on the tiled floor of the school square, and transparent water splashed with his footsteps.

The man holding the black umbrella had already been waiting in front of the car with a respectful expression on his face.

The shouts of the female classmates behind her were quickly cut off by the rain curtain.

"Hey!"

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Just like now, it feels a bit apocalyptic.

The female classmate looked away and muttered in a low voice to cover up her situation.

"At first, everyone thought it was just an ordinary rainstorm. Only I knew."

At this time, Chu Qingmian, who was on the other side of the city, looked at the rain curtain and, like Su Chengyi, thought of the failed attempt to deliver an umbrella.

Of course Su Chengyi, who was walking in front, knew that this scene had nothing to do with him. He turned around and took a step away.

Heavy rain, deserted streets, dim emergency lights in the distance.

Su Chengyi originally didn't want to stop, but now her elbow was grabbed by her.

Su Cheng refused without thinking.

After understanding the situation, Su Chengyi hung up the phone, grabbed an umbrella and went out.

Su Chengyi stood in front of the window, a little distracted.

Su Chengyi lowered his eyes and looked at the black umbrella in front of him. It was obviously valuable. The handle was decorated with a delicate gold-plated lion's head.

"After you take the leave, you still have to participate in the math competition. If you have a cold and ask for leave, I will have to do it, and I don't want to go."

Because running is just to get rid of the kind and enthusiastic female classmates.

In fact, it's not just Chen Jinzhi who hates rainy days, he doesn't like them either.

Although Lin Tong tried to be as tactful and calm as possible, since he chose to call for help, it meant that the matter was not that simple.

After hearing what she said, the man in a suit who was waiting aside knowingly handed over the black umbrella.

He and a familiar female classmate were the only ones left in the classroom. Su Chengyi turned a blind eye, picked up his schoolbag and left.

The next second, Su Chengyi put his schoolbag on his head, turned around and plunged into the rain curtain.

"It's raining so hard. It's okay if you don't want to ride. You can always keep your umbrella, right?"

At that time, the two of them were still in junior high school, a fragile and sensitive age.

When I was young, I just thought this guy had no good heart and was extremely hateful.

With such heavy rain, unless he is The Flash or Quicksilver, he will be soaked in water.

The cardboard houses in the Olive District were probably torn apart by such a storm and were completely uninhabitable.

It is still the Spring Festival holiday, and many nearby hotels are closed. Even if there are any, it is probably difficult to get vacant rooms.

In such weather, I'm afraid I won't be able to get a taxi.

Lin Tong would not trouble him unless it was absolutely necessary.

As soon as Su Chengyi came downstairs, he was shocked by the wind and rain that came in through the gap between the iron door railings.

Good guy, I'm just playing in the rapids here.

Driving there was the best option, but the key was that he hadn't had time to pick up the car yet.

Su Chengyi thought for a long time, then raised his hand to unlock the door.

The huge wind force opened the door for him in an instant, and the iron door hit the wall and buzzed.

Su Chengyi took advantage of this gap and got out. He didn't hold an umbrella, but strode directly to the opposite downstairs.

I vaguely remembered that Uncle Niu had a car. At this time, I had no other choice but to ask him to borrow it.

Aunt Zhu quickly opened the door, her head full of foam, and the impatience on her face disappeared when she saw that the person coming was Su Chengyi.

"Who the hell is interested in this? Ouch! What's going on? Look at how wet you are. Come in, come in!"

Aunt Zhu reached for his arm and took him into the house, shouting again at the top of her lungs:

"Niu Xianwang! Bring out a new towel!"

Su Chengyi waved her hand to reject her kindness, cleared her throat, and said:

"Auntie, I have to go out in a hurry. Look at the weather, I really can't get a taxi. Can I borrow your car?"

Uncle Niu who came out of the house heard what he said. He first put a towel on his head and then replied:

"That won't work."

Su Chengyi was stunned. Aunt Zhu's loud slap had already hit Uncle Niu's head.

"What the hell are you talking about? If it doesn't work, why can't it? Bring me the car keys!"

Uncle Niu received this slap, his head was buzzing, and he retorted angrily:

"Why are you so anxious! You prodigal bitch!"

He sighed, took out the key chain from his pocket, and shook it.

"Do you have a driver's license? Besides, in such heavy rain, is it safe for you to drive? Just wait, uncle will put on a coat and see you off."

Su Chengyi took out a brand new driver's license from the inside pocket of his coat and handed it to him.

"Yes, uncle."

Uncle Niu choked and scratched his head.

"Wait a minute, did you drink two taels of white wine tonight?"

At this time, Aunt Zhu also remembered something important.

"You want to drink and drive?"

"What's wrong, just two taels can delay anything. Do you think there's still a taste of alcohol in my mouth? Ha——"

"Ha, uncle!"

Seeing that the two were about to fight, Su Chengyi quickly spoke up to stop him:

"Auntie and uncle, I'll just go by myself. I've been practicing driving these days, so there won't be any problem. It's getting late, so you should go to bed early and don't disturb Chocolate when he goes to sleep."

Seeing what he said, Aunt Zhu and Uncle Niu looked at each other and had no choice but to agree.

Aunt Zhu put a large raincoat on Su Chengyi. The workmanship was very solid. It was said that it was given to her when she was working in the factory.

Uncle Niu held an umbrella and braved the strong wind to bring Su Chengyi to a white car.

"There's nothing wrong with the car, it's just a little old. Hey, I'm afraid he's not much younger than you."

Uncle Niu explained a few operating precautions and repeatedly told him to drive slowly and pay attention to safety.

Su Chengyi nodded and agreed, and finally completed the task and obtained a vehicle.

But this is probably the first level equipment for free players.

Su Chengyi always felt that the engine would stall halfway through.

But there is no better way at the moment, just drive, it is better than hiking.

Moreover, although this car is old, the owner obviously takes good care of it. The seats and steering wheel have been wiped clean.

A group photo of the family of three was placed in the car, and the word "peace" was written on the dangling sachet.

In fact, you don’t have to have many cool and big toys to attract people.

Su Chengyi thought this as he stepped on the accelerator and rushed into the rain.

There are no pedestrians on the street in bad weather, and no matter how high the water splash caused by the drift of the car, you will not be scolded for your lack of quality.

The wipers were working hard, but the visibility was still very low, as nerve-wracking as driving in fog.

However, Su Chengyi felt an inexplicable excitement. This strange feeling reminded him of an old friend he should have forgotten long ago.

In his previous life, he made appointments for psychological counseling every month.

It was said to be a consultation, but in fact it was just paying someone to talk to him.

Su Chengyi boasts that he does not have any psychological problems. He is just taking this opportunity to exercise his language skills to prevent functional deterioration.

Ordinary counselors are relieved and relaxed, and will only ask him the same questions. But then, a new person came to the counseling room.

She is obviously not as sensible as her seniors. She asks every question carefully and takes notes more carefully than when listening to lectures in class.

Su Chengyi closed his eyes and was very impatient with this consultation.

The aromatherapy in the consulting room was also changed, from the usual lavender smell to the strange bergamot smell.

After answering a lot of wild questions, such as "Imagine a horse and tell me whether it is a white horse, a black horse or a zebra", the young female consultant made a summary.

"Mr. Su, based on my tests on you, I think you may have a serious self-destructive tendency."

"Self-destructive tendencies?"

"Yes. You take the value of life too lightly.

I would like to ask you, have you ever had the thought "Damn it, I washed the garlic" because the ice cream you just bought fell to the ground? "

".Do I look cheap?"

"Hahahaha this is just a metaphor."

Although the counselor's face was blurred in Su Chengyi's memory, he inexplicably remembered her smiling eyes when she said these words.

“I’m not making this judgment to judge you, I just happen to be interested in it.

There was a psychologist, well, actually it was Freud, a blabbering old man.

You should know Mr. Su, right? I have read your previous interviews. You have almost finished reading "The Interpretation of Dreams". Isn't it useful for bluffing people? Isn't it? I often deceive laymen like this. "

"Isn't it a bit against professional ethics for your consultant to do this? Speaking of which, what is the reporting phone number?"

"Oops, I accidentally went too far! Let's get back to the topic!"

The female consultant's sinister smile and overly bright eyes made Su Chengyi think that she looked like a doctor in a thriller who randomly selected lucky patients to conduct abnormal research, and he immediately suppressed the word "refund".

"Freud once said that all people are born with a strong impulse, which is the death drive. Its essence is self-destruction.

Those who choose self-destruction may be chatting and laughing with you one second, but the next second they are like fireworks, exploding with a bang.

To them, death is as common as drinking water when thirsty.

Moreover, if you live longer and travel farther, you will hear the sound of firecrackers becoming more and more frequent and louder!

After the fireworks exploded, there were stumps all over the place. It was scary, right?

But it seems very beautiful!

In a dark world, only the moment when these fireworks explode can you see clearly what life is like. "

The female counselor became more and more excited as she spoke, and by the end she was speaking like a rapid-fire barrage of words.

But what she said sounded like a mentally disturbed lunatic!

Just when Su Chengyi felt suffocated and her heartbeat accelerated, she suddenly closed her mouth again and returned to her smiling appearance as if the battery was exhausted.

The consultation time is up.

"In short, Mr. Su, I look forward to meeting you next time.

Before your next meeting, you are free to choose some healing methods. "

".for example?"

When Su Chengyi spoke, he realized that his throat was so dry that it was smoking.

"Play Genshin Impact to get better."

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"Hahaha, I'm just kidding, Mr. Su, goodbye!"

The crazy female consultant stuffed an orange fruit candy into his hand and left, happily greeting the cleaning lady as she left.

Su Chengyi had never felt that the two hours in the consultation room had ever been so long, and she vaguely had the idea that she would skip the next consultation, and the consultation fee would be wasted.

Unfortunately, this plan has not yet been implemented.

Because before that, the day before the agreed date for the consultation, he was born again.

At that time, Su Chengyi just thought that he had met a talkative woman and did not take her words to heart.

The reason is simple. If he really had any self-destructive tendencies, would he still be able to live to this age?

I must have been severely depressed as early as adolescence.

but now.

Su Chengyi saw a heavy rain curtain in front of him, the wipers were operating repeatedly and mechanically, and the dull sound of raindrops hitting the glass could be heard in his ears.

For no reason, he suddenly wanted to kick the accelerator and disappear in the rainstorm.

This is very unreasonable.

He is no longer the lonely, loser and fearful young man in his previous life.

He is rich, has a girlfriend, and is successful both in career and studies.

If he died at this time, many people would be heartbroken for him at the funeral.

But this idea came out of nowhere, and it lingered around my heart like a rapidly growing vine.

With his last sense of reason, Su Chengyi braked suddenly and stopped on the side of the road. The tires skidded and made a harsh friction sound.

He was lying on the steering wheel, his violent heartbeat almost covering up everything around him.

It sounded like fireworks exploding.

The car window was banged at this time.

Su Chengyi came back from his chaotic consciousness and saw a uniformed traffic policeman standing next to the car, warning with a serious face:

"Hello, you can't park here."

".Sorry, I'll leave right away."

Su Chengyi realized that his back was wet. He didn't know whether it was the rain or cold sweat.

"Wait a minute, let's take a look at the ID."

The traffic policeman felt something was wrong with the young man and suspiciously held the car door that was about to close.

Su Chengyi nodded and cooperatively took out his driver's license and ID card from his coat pocket.

Although the negative emotions in his heart were roaring and rolling at the moment, his expression was as calm as a pool of stagnant water, and no one noticed that the veins on the arm holding the steering wheel were exposed.

After the traffic police carefully compared the information and confirmed that there was no problem, he closed the car door for him and saluted.

"The road is slippery on rainy days, please pay attention to safety."

"Thank you."

Su Chengyi closed his eyes and took a deep breath.

Could it be that the consultant really got it right?

The cell phone rang at this time. He originally thought it was Lin Tong who couldn't wait to call to inquire, but he didn't expect it was Chen Jinzhi.

"Hey?"

Not wanting her to hear something was wrong, Su Chengyi covered the receiver, coughed a few times to clear his throat, and then said "hmm" pretending to be nonchalant.

"The weather forecast says it will rain heavily in Tang'an City."

Chen Jinzhi looked at the clear night sky outside the window and said.

"Yes, it's raining heavily outside."

Su Chengyi said this deliberately to avoid letting her know that he was out.

"Teacher Su doesn't like rainy days either, right?"

"Ok?"

Su Chengyi was stunned for a moment, wondering how she could tell.

"Just take a guess."

Chen Jinzhi's tone contained a hint of laughter.

"In bad weather, citizens and friends are asked to reduce travel as much as possible. If you must travel, bring rain gear, as you will catch a cold if you get caught in the rain."

Su Chengyi felt like laughing for a moment while listening to her smooth announcement like a weather announcer.

Unknowingly, I felt a lot more relaxed.

"Of course, it doesn't matter if you've already traveled."

Chen Jinzhi changed the subject and spoke in a gentle voice.

"You know. If holding an umbrella is not sincere, then I will love you in the rain."

I don’t know how Chen Jinzhi noticed that he was emotionally abnormal, telepathy?

Su Chengyi was a little confused, but had to admit that Chen Jinzhi's words were very effective.

The rain continued unabated, but he had calmed down a lot.

Su Chengyi connected to the car's Bluetooth, restarted the car, and prepared to continue moving towards the destination.

If it was a previous life, that would be fine.

They are all reborn, whether it is psychological problems or childhood shadows, the worst thing is that they can be discovered and treated early.

"Hello, why aren't you leaving?"

The car window was knocked again, and the traffic policeman frowned and asked.

"Leave now."

After adjusting his mentality, Su Chengyi even smiled at him, and then tried to start the engine.

"Pfft-"

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It seemed like the engine was out.

Su Chengyi and the suspicious traffic policeman looked at each other.

To the north, the garlic has been washed! ! !

(End of this chapter)