I'm afraid I'm not interested in love

Chapter 349 I treat you as a brother, but you actually think...
Facts have proved that although egg fried rice is simple, there are still differences in different people's hands.

Su Chengyi recalled that the egg fried rice he fried was always sticky or browned.

As for Lin Zhiwan's bowl, the grains are distinct and golden.

It can fully deserve the elegance of "Golden and Jade House". It should not be called egg fried rice, but "broken gold rice".

Su Chengyi and Lin Tong were responsible for one camera and recorded the entire cooking process very professionally.

Then the two of them couldn't wait to start cooking like gluttons.

Taking on the responsibility of food photography when you are hungry is really a very challenging thing.

I almost said something shameless like "I'll take a spoon to taste it."

The egg fried rice tasted as good as it looked. Su Chengyi buried his head in eating the last rice grains at the bottom of the bowl.

The message sent at this time also received a reply.

"No, something really happened. Are you still awake?"

"Everyone is fine. I drove over to pick him up."

By this time, Lin Tong had finished eating. He stood up and silently put away the bowls on the table.

"We just finished filming. Apart from editing, do we need to add filters or anything else?"

Han Bing quickly replied with a "shocked" expression, and the status changed to "typing in progress."

No, it seems so.

Does he look like someone who would stay up late at night looking for someone to ask emotional questions?

What kind of American imperialism is this?

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"Damn you little couple, I'm going to call the police to arrest you!"

"Has the material been processed?"

I originally thought that she would see it when she woke up, but I didn't expect that she would actually reply now.

Han Bing posted a "sleepy" emoticon.

What a mess! ! !

"Oh my god, how did you think of that?"

"Su Chengyi, your account has been hacked?"

"That's good."

After the Shura Field last Christmas, he went to harass He Wufei.

Su Chengyi replied.

When it comes to the Internet, Han Bing is a senior in front of all of them, and if you want to enter the industry, you will obviously need someone to lead the way to find a shortcut.

After a while, she suddenly realized something and added cautiously:
"Did you have a quarrel with Mianmian? I don't answer any emotional questions."

Han Bing would definitely prepare poison three times five times divided by two overnight to kill him.

"Damn it, every time you messed with her she would come to me crying and complaining. I tried my best to persuade her for half the night, but she made up with a smile the next morning.

"Yeah, I'll stay up all night watching dramas. But I'm getting ready to go to bed now. Let's talk about anything quickly."

"Aren't you an Internet blogger? Have you ever seen food?
I helped Sister Lin record some cooking materials and wanted to create an account to publish them. "

She answered a series of questions and seemed very positive.

But that's a special situation!
And it was obvious that his emotional problems would only come from Shura Field. It was strange that he dared to tell Han Bing about this.

Su Chengyi thought for a while and replied:

In that case, let's keep the story short. Su Chengyi lowered his head and typed "crackingly".

The more I think about it, the scarier it becomes.

Han Bing was obviously shocked again.

“A millionaire blogger, I have some questions and I’d like to ask.”

"What the hell? The house was flooded??? Is this an exaggeration? Is the person okay?"

Su Chengyi had no choice but to reply one by one:
"I've always had this idea. Wasn't it a heavy rain today? The wooden house was flooded. They came to stay at my house temporarily, so I just gave it a try when I had the chance."

"If you talk about this kind of thing again, why don't you bother Xu Yang and ask me? I'm tired of caring about your girlfriend alone!"

"I've been watching food bloggers cooking every day recently, which relieves my stress. It's very popular, and the platform also has supportive policies."

This was sent by Su Chengyi to Han Bing ten minutes ago, at 5:30 in the morning.

"It hasn't been created yet, any suggestions?"

Am I being taken advantage of? ah? ! "

When I went to the amusement park last time, I accidentally learned that she was a daily blogger with millions of fans. Su Chengyi had always wanted to ask her about the situation.

"Have you created your account?"

Han Bing breathed a sigh of relief and then began to reply to his subsequent questions.

“You need to think of an account nickname at the beginning. It will cost money to change the name later. It is best to make it simple and easy to remember.

Try to choose the material with the best and clearest camera angle, add subtitles to the key frames, and add filters depending on the situation. "

"Forget it, you may not understand it if you haven't done it before. Just send me the materials and I will make a finished product for you."

Perhaps because he felt that these were too difficult for Su Chengyi, Han Bing thought for a while and accepted the post-production task.

This time it played into Su Cheng's wish.

He has never watched the video of the food section and has no idea about the style that the audience prefers.

Han Bing is willing to take action, which is naturally the best.

"That's good. But it's too late now? Let's do it tomorrow."

"Well, you can send it to me first, I'll do it tomorrow."

Han Bing responded.

Su Chengyi also felt relieved.

Lin Tong and Lin Zhiwan, who had already put away the dishes in the kitchen, did not stop and were still washing in every corner.

If Su Chengyi hadn't discovered it in time, even the bottom of the pot would have been wiped clean.

"Is your obsessive-compulsive disorder worse than mine?"

Su Chengyi clicked off the kitchen light.

"Get ready and go to bed, it's almost dawn."

He turned back to the bedroom, took out the blankets and quilts, and threw them on the sofa.

“Originally there was a master bedroom, but I turned it into a utility room, so I couldn’t sleep in it.

Sister Lin, let’s sleep on the bed, and Mu Mu and I will sleep on the sofa. "

His tone was non-negotiable, because he knew that as long as he left some room, the two of them would shirk things endlessly.

Su Chengyi took Lin Zhiwan into the bedroom and pointed to her the location of the bedside lamp.

"If anything happens, just come out and tell me. Mu Mu and I are in the living room."

It was the first time Lin Zhiwan stayed in a stranger's room. She was really nervous and nodded hesitantly.

Su Chengyi glanced at her again, walked out backwards, and closed the door.

Lin Zhiwan stayed there for a while, then carefully moved and sat on the corner of the bed.

For a long time, she raised her eyes and looked at the room.

The first impression is that it is very clean and the few items are neatly placed.

There were two posters, one red and one blue, on the wall. The two foreigners were unknown to Lin Zhiwan.

But looking at the green field in the background, it seems that they must be some kind of athlete.

The power of the computer on the desk was not turned off, and there was a faint red light flashing.

A small toy is placed next to the mouse, a blue puppy? Baring teeth, not particularly cute.

It obviously didn't fit him well, so it was probably given by someone else.

Thinking of this, Lin Zhiwan sighed softly.

These days, she occasionally goes to the temple with Yang Liu to pray and burn incense.

The master said that once a thought arises in the mind, everything becomes an obsession.

If a person's obsession is too deep, it will breed karma.

Lin Zhiwan listened carefully, but felt that she had no obsession.

She stumbled through the first half of her life, barely thinking about anything else, and was exhausted just to survive.

When I was a child, I once watched people in the village seize honeycombs. Someone bought them on the market.

Such a big nest was built bit by bit by these bees, and it took an unknown amount of time.

But it only takes a minute to be completely destroyed.

Lin Zhiwan hid aside and watched the whole process. She couldn't hear the buzzing sound, so she wasn't as nervous as others.

Later, when I passed by, I would often see bees returning from foraging gathering here, flying around in the air, as if they couldn't accept the reality.

Lin Zhiwan often feels that her fate is the same as that of such a bee. No matter how hard she tries, she will get nothing.

There is also a more precise description.

Lin Tong endorsed the book while studying at home, and Lin Zhiwan followed. She had no education, but she was willing to listen.

"Sending a mayfly in the heavens and the earth is a drop in the vast ocean.

Like a mayfly in the vast world, as small as a grain of corn in the vast sea. "

She remembered this sentence for a long time.

She has felt since she was a child that her life is hopeless and the end can be seen at a glance.

But Lin Tong is not. He should be able to go further. Lin Zhiwan actually rarely showed any negative emotions in front of Lin Tong. She was always positive, optimistic and omnipotent.

In fact, no one is born like this.

During countless miserable nights after arduous physical labor, Lin Zhiwan comforted herself while applying low-quality and cheap safflower oil on her body:
If you keep at it, it's almost over.

Wait until Lin Tong is admitted to college, wait until he graduates and is able to support himself.
——She can be freed.

Contrary to what most people think, Lin Zhiwan was not working so hard just to make Lin Tong successful and then enjoy a happy life.

She can persist until now only because of her sense of responsibility as a sister and her late mother's last confession.

Lin Zhiwan has no life of her own, no desires and needs of her own, and no place she wants to go.

In this way, she could almost be said to be born towards death.

There is no such thing as bitterness first and then sweetness in life. Suffering has left too many sequelae on her body, and she has no energy to enjoy the hard-won sweetness.

Fortunately, fate is kind after all.

Lin Zhiwan met Su Chengyi.

She felt that her life suddenly became more alive.

It turns out that she still has the consciousness of "self".

It turns out that she still has expectations for tomorrow.

It turns out that she can also fall in love with someone.

Lin Zhiwan felt extremely lucky and happy about this, although she knew that this was an unknown and quiet relationship after all.

So she never mentioned it, and worked diligently to keep this secret that only she in the world knew.

Only when she kneels before the Buddha will she devoutly tell God her true feelings.

That Buddha statue is so famous that many people from other provinces come across mountains and seas to worship.

Lin Zhiwan has been in Tang'an for so many years, but it was the first time she saw it under Yang Liu's leadership.

The Buddha statue is huge. It has suffered many signs of wear and tear over the years, but it is still majestic and sacred.

Lin Zhiwan mustered up a lot of courage before she dared to look into the eyes of the Buddha statue.

It leans against the mountains, its eyes slightly narrowed, with compassion to save all sentient beings.

The queue for offering incense was very long, and it was already evening when it was her and Yang Liu's turn.

The Buddha statue is shrouded in the setting sun, adding a touch of divinity.

Usually at times like this, the wishes she made usually had nothing to do with her, she just wished Lin Tong success in his studies and good health.

But this time it was different. Apart from these, she finally left some room for her own selfish desires.

When kneeling in front of the Buddha, everyone is fair. Because I believe that my wish will not work if I say it out loud, so I can only pray with my heart.

Lin Zhiwan took off her hearing aid, clasped her hands together, and closed her eyes devoutly.

The world became extremely quiet, but she could hear her own voice saying:
"Thank you Buddha for your blessing, thank you Buddha for allowing me to meet Su Chengyi.

Please wish him peace, success and happiness in the future.

Please, bless him to achieve perfection and get what he wants. "

Su Chengyi lay on the sofa and didn't fall asleep for a long time.

First, I was not used to the new environment. After all, the sofa was not as comfortable as the bed, and it was not long enough, so I had to sleep with my legs curled up.

Second, the rain was still falling outside the window, and the crackling sound was very annoying.

When he turned over and adjusted his posture for the third time, Lin Tong, who was lying on the other sofa, suddenly spoke.

"Mr. Yi, aren't you asleep yet?"

Su Chengyi said "hmm", a little surprised.

He thought Lin Tong had already fallen asleep, after all, he was lying there motionless like a zombie.

"Why didn't you sleep?"

"I feel a little too sleepy."

Lin Tong smiled and put the pillow up again.

"I heard that nightmares are more likely to occur on rainy days, I guess."

"No wonder."

Su Cheng realized the horrifying dream he had last night about a car overturning in the Shura field, and the sound of the electric drill seemed to ring in his ears again.

"Nothing happened recently, right?"

Seeing his reaction, Lin Tong shivered and asked tremblingly.

"No."

Su Chengyi replied.

Just as Lin Tong breathed a sigh of relief, he continued:

"But something might happen soon."

".Ahem?"

Lin Tong's relieved breath was held back again, causing him to cough.

Su Chengyi thought for a while and briefly talked about the fact that Chen Jinzhi and Chu Qingmian were about to participate in the same show.

Lin Tong felt frightened just listening to it, and he couldn't bear it anymore. He really couldn't understand how the client next to him could be so calm.

"Mr. Yi, your mental endurance is too strong."

He sighed sincerely.

Su Chengyi sighed leisurely and opened his eyes.

Although it was still raining, the sky outside was already bright.

"Things have reached this point. Regardless of whether I can bear it or not, I have to face it and consider countermeasures."

"Too."

Lin Tong nodded.

"Besides, I can't hide it for the rest of my life, right? There will always be a day when I need to show off.

Thinking of this, I felt less nervous. "

Su Chengyi wrapped the blanket around him and continued:

"Just like when you know that sooner or later you have to fight the final boss Tathagata Buddha, will you still care about the wild boar monster on the road?"

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Lin Tong always felt that something was wrong, but he couldn't tell.

After thinking for a while, he asked another question that he had been curious about for a long time.

"Mr. Yi, if the conflict is still irreconcilable and you have to choose one of the two, who will you choose?"

No outsider can choose the answer to this question, only the parties involved know it.

Because whether it is Chen Jinzhi or Chu Qingmian, they are ideals in the world, something that can only be met but not sought.

It's not that Su Chengyi hasn't thought about this problem, but he knows something else better.

"From the moment I take this step, there is no possibility of choosing one or the other."

They both love him very much, but at the same time, they are also proud and will not compromise.

When they knew that he was trying to give his heart to two people, both of them would choose to let go with great determination.

Su Chengyi knows this better than anyone else.

He sighed softly and turned over, suddenly no longer interested in chatting.

"Sleep."

Lin Tong could hear his depressed mood and sighed accordingly.

As a friend, he couldn't be of much help. Seeing how much effort he put into this matter, I just felt like there was nothing I could do to help.

Whether this kind of behavior is shocking to the world, despised by others, or criticized by thousands of people, these are all comments from outsiders.

But from his perspective, Su Chengyi was his best friend and the benefactor who pulled him out of the quagmire.

So no matter how others viewed Su Chengyi's relationship, whether it was right or wrong, Lin Tong stood firmly on his side.

"Mr. Yi, good night."

With such things in mind, Lin Tong really couldn't sleep well.

Drowsily, I felt a figure walking beside me.

Lin Tong glanced with half-open eyes, it was her sister.

She walked over quietly and helped them close the gap in the curtains.

Lin Tong quickly closed his eyes and pretended to sleep.

If his sister finds out that he hasn't slept, she will definitely worry about whether she didn't sleep well.

Unexpectedly, after a while, before she heard her footsteps returning to the room, Lin Tong opened his eyes again in confusion.

At this moment, Lin Zhiwan was seen helping Su Chengyi on the other side to pick up the blanket that had fallen to the floor, and tuck it in carefully.

If this kind of behavior was not out of line, there was something wrong with her eyes.

Twelve out of ten things are wrong.

It's so gentle, full of affection, like a spring water.

And that's definitely not the emotion a sister would show when she looks at her brother.

Could it be that……

Lin Tong suddenly felt a headache.

Oh my God! ! !
Let him go blind! ! !
What's the matter! ! !

(End of this chapter)