I'm afraid I'm not interested in love

Chapter 39
Su Chengyi didn't suddenly lose his mind, nor did he feel that he couldn't explain clearly and just broke the pot, let alone being a hooligan.

He said that on purpose.

In psychology, there is a type of therapy called "shock therapy."

This is an important method from behaviorism. Although it has been criticized and criticized, Su Chengyi feels that it may have some truth.

By directly putting the patient in the situation he is afraid of, as the saying goes, the extremes of things must be reversed, fighting fire with poison, so as to eliminate the patient's fear.

So he drew inferences from one example and borrowed a little bit from the principles of shock therapy.

Chu Qingmian didn't want to face the fact that she drank the wrong milk tea cup, probably because she felt ashamed.

Then you should just clarify it and say it out loud, so that although it will be a shock at first, it will be fine after a little digestion.

So after he sent this sentence, he didn't have much fluctuation in his heart.

And Chu Qingmian had almost ripped out the ears of her rabbit doll.

What is "just an indirect kiss"?
Isn’t this person short-sighted?Said so lightly!

rogue!Fool!See you again!

She angrily turned off her phone, covered her head with the quilt and went to sleep.

Su Chengyi on the other side of the screen waited for a while. Seeing that the other party had no intention of replying, he turned off the screen and prepared to sleep.

This was also within his expectation. It is normal for shock therapy to require a certain amount of buffering time.

I also put down my phone and went to bed. One side was tossing and turning and had difficulty falling asleep, but the other side had a good night's sleep.

It was already ten o'clock in the morning when Su Chengyi opened his eyes.

He hadn't had such a lazy sleep in a long time. He turned over, his mind still feeling a little sluggish after being on standby for a long time.

After a brief wash, he went to the kitchen to make himself some breakfast.

There were too many messy things this week, and before he even had time to go to the supermarket to do some shopping, the refrigerator was still empty.

Fortunately, Grandma Xu feeds me from time to time. The tomatoes and eggs are all fresh, and there is also a bag of dried noodles.

Su Chengyi boiled water in a pot and prepared to cook tomato and egg noodles for herself.

A person doesn't have to pay much attention to eating alone. He didn't stir-fry the meat first and planned to just cook it in one pot and eat it.

After the water boils, first pour out a bowl and put the red tomatoes into the water for a while. After boiling the water, the tomato skin can be easily peeled off.

This is a tomato grown by Grandma Xu herself. It is big and juicy and looks very sweet and sour.

Throw the noodles into the water. When they soften slightly, beat two eggs with one hand and add them in. Add the freshly peeled tomatoes and flatten them into juice with a spatula.

When it's about to come out of the pot, add seasonings to enhance the freshness, and a fragrant bowl of tomato and egg noodles is completed.

Su Chengyi is quite satisfied with his craftsmanship. After all, it is very rare for one person to be able to make food so attractive when the whole family is not hungry.

Eating a bowl of hot noodle soup warms the heart and stomach, and makes the whole person feel much better.

After putting away the dishes, he cleaned the house again.

In his previous life, he also cleaned regularly once a week. Su Chengyi was born with a bit of mysophobia, so the whole room was always spotless.

Although it is tidy, it lacks the atmosphere of life. If you only look at the living room, it almost looks like the layout of a hotel.

Su Chengyi's own room still has some clutter that belongs to teenagers, such as posters of football stars, animation peripherals, comic books and the like.

The rooms of Su Zelang and Yang Liu are now more like utility rooms, filled with all the things that are temporarily unused.

Su Chengyi would only skip that room when cleaning.

When they moved, they had packed up all their belongings and taken them away.Even the group photo of the three of them was planned to be allocated according to the quota for each person, and the other party was cut out from the group photo, leaving only the parts of himself and Su Chengyi taken away.

At that time, Su Chengyi didn't know the specific reason for their divorce. He was a little slow about relationships, but he was vaguely aware that the relationship between the two was not as good as before.

But unexpectedly, the two skipped the repair and pull stage that couples with relationship problems often have, and directly put the divorce agreement in front of Su Chengyi.

Didn't even give him any buffer time.

"Mom and dad are getting divorced. Do you want to stay with dad or mom?"

Su Chengyi didn't cry like other children to prevent them from getting divorced. He knew that it was not something he could stop.

So he calmly accepted the fact and declined any invitation from either of them to live together.

When the two of them were packing their things at home and moving, Su Chengyi sat quietly on the sofa, watching the two of them busy and erasing all traces of their life in this home.

Until finally they started to open the photo album, and the cover of the photo album still read "Happy Family" in lacy fonts.

When the two of them were arguing about who should take care of the last group photo, Su Chengyi held the thick photo album and read it from beginning to end.

Ever since Su Chengyi was born, he would go to the photo studio to take a photo of the three of them every year on his birthday.

Su Chengyi didn't like taking pictures since she was a child. She always had the same poker face, but the two people next to her smiled brightly every time.

They look young and full of love.

When Yang Liu was young, she was a well-known beauty and could dance. According to her recollection, those who wanted to pursue her could go to the next city.

It was simply because lard had deceived his heart that he believed Su Zelang's sweet words and stayed with him.

Su Zelang was even the lead singer of a rock band when he was young, which is completely inconsistent with his current image of a greasy businessman.

But in his previous photos, he was thin, tall, and had medium-long hair. He was indeed a handsome man, and he was also the most popular type in that era.

Rock music was very popular at that time, and Cui Jian, Dou Wei and others were at their peak.

During a performance, Su Zelang was waiting backstage to appear, and it happened that Yang Liu and their dance troupe were closing their curtains.

Su Zelang said that there were so many beautiful women in the dance troupe at that time, and he fell in love with her at first sight. He felt that she was the only one in this life.

So before going on stage, he took the liberty to stop Yang Liu and invited her to watch his band's performance.

Yang Liu thought it was quite novel and exciting, so he actually asked his sisters to stay and watch.

Su Zelang roared a song "Shameless" on the stage.

In fact, his singing skills as a lead singer are not very qualified, but fortunately, rock music mainly depends on the atmosphere, and the audience was all excited.

Yang Liu has been a good girl since she was a child. She has never seen such a person. She quickly ignored her family's objections and fell into blind love.

However, the love between the two of them, which had a dramatic beginning, was gradually smoothed out in the trivial reality.

The so-called Lan Yin Xu Guo is nothing more than that.

It wasn't until they smelled the pungent burnt smell and quarreled over the ownership of a photo that Su Zelang and Yang Liu saw the blazing fire.

Su Chengyi squatted on the balcony, and the two of them stood in the living room. Together, the three of them watched the plastic photo album turn into a pitch-black pile of ashes.

The entire wall of the balcony can still be seen that was blackened by smoke at that time.

Unknowingly, Su Chengyi stared at the trace again and was stunned.

Above the ugly gray and black traces, the potted flower was swaying its branches and leaves in the breeze.

After coming back to his senses, he took a glass of water, watered the flowers carefully, picked up his schoolbag and left.

(End of this chapter)