I'm afraid I'm not interested in love

Chapter 399 Fingertip Butterfly
"Xu Yang, what are you talking about? Look, you scared Mu Mu!"

Han Bing slapped Xu Yang immediately, and then looked at the others with a more apologetic expression.

I don't know if she realized it, but her behavior at this time was very much like: "I'm so sorry, sorry, so sorry that my dog ​​is not tied up."

Su Chengyi handed Lin Tong a tissue, and he took it and waved his hand repeatedly.

"I'm sorry I accidentally choked."

Others didn't pay much attention to his abnormal behavior, because Mu Mu was already thin-skinned and easily embarrassed. Xu Yang's nonsensical words were so straightforward that it was normal for him to be shocked.

Only Lin Tong himself knows that choking is real, only accidental choking is fake.

Taking advantage of his cough, he covered his face and sighed quietly.

In fact, I haven't been doing much activities with everyone during this period. It's true that I'm busy with studies, but after all, I'm only a freshman, so I can't even find time for a few meals.

A bigger part of the reason is my sister's affairs.

So only he and his sister know this secret in the whole world.

At this point, his sister must know better than him.

That's why he saw so early that the person Chu Qingmian liked was Su Chengyi, and he also saw early that Xu Yang and Han Bing had a two-way crush.

On weekdays, perhaps because of the presence of other people, my sister often restrains and conceals her behavior.

Because his sister sacrificed too much and paid too much for his affairs, Lin Tong has always felt sorry for her since he was sensible.

After knowing the result and pushing forward, Lin Tong noticed so many signs from the details.

And one day this shackles can be removed, she will leave this world without hesitation.

And as long as she takes a look at it from a distance, she will feel very happy.

But that night, when everything was silent, her eyes clearly expressed those hidden emotions.

Maybe it will happen in another parallel time and space, but in the real world, the deal is done, and this secret will always remain a secret.

Maybe it was the look at each other for the first time, maybe it was the second when the hearing aid was repaired and I could hear the sound again, maybe it was the unconcealed anticipation and joy after knowing that he might come, maybe it was the subconscious hiding in front of him. Fingers that have become unsightly due to frostbite.
So, what does it feel like to live through so many long days and nights with such a hopeless love?
If Su Chengyi didn't like anyone, if there were no Chu Qingmian and Chen Jinzhi in the world, would there be a relationship between them?
Lin Tong would occasionally think this way, but would force himself to give up the idea.

Because he knew that there was no result between the two people, no possibility.

When he thought about this, Lin Tong felt dull and bitter.

When did she fall in love with him?

Ever since he stayed at Su Chengyi's house last time and accidentally got a glimpse of the secret, he had been feeling a little unable to face them.

Falling in love with him is inevitable, a fateful result.

She is still alive in this world only because she has this responsibility. Over the years, she has been walking alone like a shackled prisoner.

The tacit understanding between siblings made it clear to him that Lin Zhiwan had always been very patient and good at giving.

She sacrificed the opportunity to go to school and did the work on the construction site that men found tiring, shouldering all the responsibilities.

Lin Tong has never been in love, but he is not slow, but is very keen on these things.

There is no one in the world whose feelings are more pure and dull than hers.

Lin Tong felt sad when he thought of this.

If, as the neighbors said, these are her responsibilities as a sister, and her brother can make up for her after work, then what Lin Tong is really worried about is - he feels that his sister does not expect that. The day comes.

Her love is very pure, as long as the other person is happy.

Lin Tong has always been worried, so he hopes that his sister can have her own life.

It's hard to describe how Lin Tong felt after making this amazing discovery.

But
She happened to fall in love with such a person.

In the dark and dull life that can be seen to the end, the person who suddenly appears and seems to be able to save the world appears.

Lin Tong was speechless and choked, but felt that it was reasonable.

Only this time, he wished he could be slower.

Don't fight for it, don't ask for the outcome.

She could have lived her life like everyone else, without wasting such beautiful youth on red bricks under the scorching sun.

Su Chengyi definitely doesn't know about this level, and neither will anyone else.

But she is only three years older than him.

She originally had the right to like others and be liked by others. "Following her mother's wishes and raising her younger brother" is not the whole meaning of her life.

Lin Zhiwan likes the secret of Su Chengyi.

Likewise, it was easy to tell that the way my sister from home looked at Su Chengyi was definitely not innocent.

Lin Zhiwan couldn't speak, so her eyes couldn't deceive anyone.

In the past, Lin Tong really hoped that her sister would have someone she liked.

So how much pain should she have.

Because it can't be expressed verbally, there won't even be an ending.

Lin Tong sighed again, and when he raised his head, he had already tried hard to hide his heart-wrenching emotions.

Su Chengyi glanced sideways at him, lowered his voice and asked:
"what happened?"

"fine."

Lin Tong just shook his head and forced a smile.

Although Su Chengyi was surprised, he also knew that if he wanted to ask, he couldn't ask at this dinner table. He thought that he would ask again when the two of them were in private.

On the other side, Han Bing was still scolding Xu Yang.

"Besides, my real girlfriend Mianmian is sitting across from me, how dare you say such a thing?"

The latter was timid and did not dare to talk back, so he had to throw the pot back to Su Chengyi.

"Mr. Yi, what do you want to do with my sister? Let me tell you!"

Su Chengyi cleared his throat, but did not speak. Instead, he glanced at Chu Qingmian next to him.

She didn't seem to express anything, she just cut the steak quietly, the knife and fork in her hand shining coldly.

It seemed like nothing was happening, if you ignored the fine beef ribs on her plate that were already in pieces and in pieces.

It might have made people a little nervous, but Su Chengyi was inexplicably made to laugh. He raised his hand to pinch her face out of habit.

"Are you practicing with a cow?"

"Oh, what are you doing!"

Chu Qingmian didn't expect that this guy was still smiling. She stretched out her hand to push him, but the flaw was revealed and she was pushed into his arms.

Su Chengyi controlled the fluttering protesting kitten in his arms, turned his head and continued:
"Business matters. I don't want to see your sister, but I want to see Junhe's lawyer Jian Xiaojian. Is this understandable?"

As soon as he said this, everyone except Lin Tong, who was wandering around the world, breathed a sigh of relief.

"Hey, Mr. Yi, you told me earlier! I thought you wanted Jiangjiang Niangniang! I'll ask for you right away, don't worry."

Han Bing made a "cut" sound and started eating the pasta on the plate again.

"Why can't you find another lawyer?"

As a best friend, I still need to ask clearly for her.

"Because the matter is relatively secretive, I don't want outsiders to know yet."

Su Chengyi answered calmly. The kitten in his arms had calmed down at some point and was looking up at him, looking very well-behaved.

As soon as he lowered his head, he was so cute that he couldn't help but kiss her on the forehead.

"What are you looking at?"

Chu Qingmian originally wanted to ask him what the matter was, but she felt a little embarrassed for a moment, so she put her hands in front of his chest and pushed him away, tapping her plate in a bluffing manner.

"Huh, my meat is getting cold."

"Didn't you want to cut it into so many pieces yourself?"

"Because I'm thinking about it."

"What are you thinking about?"

"Well, I think if Su Chengyi dares to hug him from left to right and look at the pot like last time, I will cut him up and sell him by the pound!"

"Tsk, what a scary woman."

Su Chengyi said this and moved his chair to the side.

Chu Qingmian immediately came up to him with a smile, and nuzzled his chin like a kitten.

"Humph, you're kidding, I don't know how."

"What will happen to you?"

Su Chengyi thought and looked down at her.

Chu Qingmian didn't realize the profound meaning of this question, so she tilted her head and thought about it.

"I can--"

She prolonged her tone, but didn't say anything for a long time, as if she wasn't sure what would happen to her.

Originally she wanted to answer some jokes such as "Find someone to curse you all" or "Cry, make a fuss and hang yourself", but in the end she just whispered:
"I'll run away."

"Huh? What kind of doormat is this?"

Su Chengyi smiled and rubbed the top of her hair, which smelled like fructose.

"Then what should we do!" Chu Qingmian shouted at a higher decibel level, and then her voice gradually became quieter like a deflated rubber ball.

"You don't like me, you only like others. I don't want to pester you like a resentful woman!"

She buried her face in his arms, as if escaping from reality, and her words were muffled and could not be heard clearly.

"So I'm going to run far away, far enough that you can't find me, far enough that even if I want to see you, I can't."

Su Chengyi said "hmm" and suddenly regretted asking this question.

Chu Qingmian was still answering as if it were a hypothesis, and her tone was already a little sad.

Su Chengyi couldn't imagine what it would be like if that day really came.

I'm sure my heart will be ripped out and my bones will be cut out, and the pain will be as painful as Ling Chi.

Seeing that everyone was almost finished eating and thinking about updating the accounts of Two Bowls, Su Chengyi made a video call to Yang Liu after asking for everyone's consent.

Today is a working day. At this time, Sister Lin must be working at Yangliu's house.

On weekdays, he would not even take the initiative to make a phone call, let alone talk about videos. During the few video calls, Yang Liu would perform a one-man show in front of a black screen.

So the call only rang for the second time, and the other party hurriedly picked up the call.

While the call was connected, Su Chengyi suddenly realized a problem.

That is, in Yang Liu's eyes, he has one and only one girlfriend, and that is Chen Jinzhi.

But now a certain curious baby was leaning softly on his shoulder.

It's an intimate gesture that would never occur between normal friends.

With Miss Chu's temperament, she just didn't react, and she didn't mean to be like this in front of the camera. If she was allowed to maintain this posture, after she reacted, she might be so shy that she burrowed into the ground.

But if you choose to push her away deliberately, it will look very deliberate and make people very sad.

This seems to be a difficult problem.

Fortunately, as a veteran of the battlefield, Su Chengyi was weathered and experienced, so he naturally reacted quickly.

He quickly cut to the rear.

So the people who appeared on the screen became Xu Yang and Han Bing.

The two people who appeared inexplicably looked at the camera in astonishment. They didn't understand what this guy meant, but before they could react, they had already put on an awkward and polite smile.

"Auntie hello~"

"Huh?"

Yang Liu didn't expect this scene, so he hurriedly put down the melon seeds he was holding and straightened his appearance.

"Hello, hello, are you playing with Xiaoyi? Hehehe, it's so good, so good."

"Yes, yes, auntie, hahaha."

Han Bing's face almost froze with laughter, and he couldn't help but wink at Su Chengyi: "What the hell are you doing?" Take it away quickly!
Xu Yang felt a lot more relaxed after he realized it. During the holidays, he often went to Su Chengyi's house. Occasionally, he would meet Yang Liu who came to visit, and the two of them got along quite well.

Yang Liu quite likes Xu Yang's cheerful and outgoing personality, and feels that it complements his own children very well.

"By the way, Auntie! Let me tell you something."

Somehow, Xu Yang stood up suddenly and smoothed his hair in a very artificial way.

"Let me introduce you, this is my girlfriend!"

He put his arm around Han Bing's shoulders.

"Ouch! Oops! When did it happen? Ouch, that's really good!"

Yangliu immediately let out a burst of exclamations.

Han Bing smiled stiffly and then looked at Su Chengyi asking for a knife.

Su Chengyi felt that if she continued filming, she might be liquidated by Han Bing, so she had no choice but to move the camera away.

Sure enough, Xu Yang still did not escape the fork of fate today.

"Ouch!!! It hurts!!!"

Su Chengyi silently covered the microphone of his cell phone.

Yang Liu asked in confusion:

"Are you killing pigs?"

"Who says it isn't?"

Su Chengyi thought to himself.

The next second, he turned the camera to Lin Tong.

"Oh, our Tongtong is here too. Tongtong, how are you studying recently? Is it hard?"

Yang Liu also had a very good impression of Lin Tong, partly because of Lin Zhiwan, and partly because she felt that Lin Tong was like her own child with a less bad personality.

Both of them are introverts, but Lin Tong is a kind introvert, while Su Chengyi is a bad introvert.

"Hello, auntie, I'm fine lately, not hard at all."

Lin Tong smiled and said hello. Aunt Yangliu always made him feel very kind. Occasionally, he would think that this would be like this if his mother was still alive.

Finally, Su Chengyi turned the camera to Chu Qingmian.

She had already sat down properly just now, assuming a standard sitting posture that could win all the little red flowers in the kindergarten.

But her trembling eyelashes still showed her nervousness.

"Oh! Is Mianmian here too? Come on, show me, auntie, she's beautiful again, darling~"

Yang Liu always liked pretty girls the most, and the Chu Qingmian in the camera was as cute as a doll, which made her feel softer.

However, her feelings towards Chu Qingmian are a bit complicated now. On the one hand, she still likes her, but on the other hand, she feels it is a pity.

Because Su Chengyi already has Jinzhi.

No matter how much I like this little girl, I can't be her daughter-in-law.

Oh, what a pity, what a pity.

Oh my god, why can't people have two daughters-in-law?

As soon as this idea came to her mind, she pouted several times in her heart, secretly cursing herself for being greedy.

"Hello, auntie, long time no see!"

Miss Chu rarely became nervous. She knew that the Su family's parents were very good people, but their relationship with Aunt Yang was not as close as Uncle Su's.

After Su Chengyi said hello and solved the temporary crisis, he turned the camera to himself.

"mom."

"Hey, Xiaoyi, are you going to play with your friends today? That's great. You should walk around more with your friends instead of studying in school every day."

As soon as Yang Liu saw his son, he couldn't help but nag.

All mothers are the same.

"Well, you didn't play mahjong today?"

Su Chengyi looked at her background. It seemed that it was neither at home nor at a mahjong parlor.

This is strange.

For a rich lady like her, in addition to playing mahjong, her daily entertainment activities include going shopping and getting beauty treatments.

"Ouch, do you think mom can only play mahjong? Ouch!"

Yangliu seems unhappy with his stereotype.

Seeing that she was about to start talking again, Su Chengyi quickly spoke first:

"Mom, is Lin Zhiwan with you?"

Yang Liu said "Hey" and reminded seriously:

"You kid, how can you just call Wanwan by your name? You have to call me Sister Lin!"

Lin Tong listened, but wanted to sigh.

Su Chengyi was silent for a long time, and then asked again:
"Is Sister Lin with you?"

Yang Liu on the other side of the camera smiled mysteriously and switched to the rear camera.

This time, Lin Zhiwan appeared on the screen in the distance.

She was surrounded by a group of children, holding a colorful paper pinwheel.

Tang An's weather is nice today. The breeze blows under the sun, blowing the tips of her hair and the windmill blades together. The scene is picturesque.

"Wanwan is working as a volunteer in the welfare home here. I have nothing to do today, so I came with her to take a look."

Yang Liu's voice was like a voice-over explaining the situation to those on the other side of the screen who didn't understand the situation.

"These kids are all just like her."

she said softly.

Then both sides became quiet, and for a while the only sound that could be heard was the wind blowing through the treetops.

Lin Zhiwan in the camera had a gentle smile. She handed the windmill to the child in front of her and patiently explained something to him in sign language.

Anyone who sees this picture will realize that sign language is such a beautiful language.

It seemed as if butterflies were fluttering out of her fingertips.

(End of this chapter)