I'm afraid I'm not interested in love

Chapter 452: Deceiving Your Own Heart
Su Chengyi was indeed a little uneasy because of the abnormality that Chen Jinzhi accidentally revealed.

For someone like her, if she reveals even the slightest hint of this, it means that she has been living with this emotion for a very long time.

However, Su Chengyi couldn't figure out what was going on.

If what Chen Jinzhi just said was related to the Shura Field, what did she want to express?
If she knew everything, why didn't she say anything?
Su Chengyi didn't think that Chen Jinzhi could calmly accept his two-track work.

This is absolutely impossible.

Although she loved him, there was no doubt about that.

But that doesn't mean she can accept an unfaithful lover, especially after going through so much.

Or, she guessed part of it and only had a vague understanding of the specific situation?
Su Chengyi thought about it and felt that this possibility was more likely.

Otherwise, she wouldn't be able to stay so obediently in his arms at this time.

The question is how much did she guess?
Smelling the scent of white camellia on her body, Su Chengyi's thoughts became confused and complicated, and his head became increasingly heavy.

In the end, I actually fell asleep like this.

Listening to the steady breathing behind him, Chen Jinzhi could guess that he had fallen asleep without looking back.

It was getting late and the dew was heavy. Cicadas were chirping outside the window and the swaying shadows of the trees were baring their fangs and claws behind the curtains, like monsters hiding in the shadows.

After a long time, Chen Jinzhi sighed softly.

She waited for a while, and after making sure that Su Chengyi was asleep, she carefully moved his arm away from her body and stood up.

Chen Jinzhi raised the temperature of the air conditioner by one degree, then pulled up the thin blanket that had slipped off the edge of the sofa and covered his stomach with it.

This seems to be a common understanding inherited by every Chinese person from their mothers - you can show anything but your belly button.

Chen Jinzhi leaned against the sofa and felt the cool breeze from this position.

It's acceptable and won't catch a cold.

The person on the sofa was sleeping soundly, with his hair and eyelashes hanging down quietly. He looked less lazy and annoying than usual, and rather obedient.

Even in the dim light, one could see a faint bluish-black circle around his eyelids. It must be because he had been busy with her affairs these days and hadn't had a good rest.

The heartache in Chen Jinzhi's eyes seemed to be overflowing, and when her fingers gently stroked it, she sighed again.

It’s really strange that even I can’t figure out how I feel right now.

If only there was a potion of forgetfulness in the world.

Chen Jinzhi thought that covering one's ears and stealing the bell might be a good strategy.

Because for many things in this world, it is enough to just deceive yourself.

Being able to deceive your own heart is more important than deceiving anyone else.

At this time, the moonlight poured in through the gaps in the curtains and fell on the two of them.

Chen Jinzhi lowered her eyelashes, and the moonlight made her fingertips look pale and clear.

She was probably tired, and she actually felt that the moonlight was warm and cool, like mercy given to sinners.

When Su Chengyi woke up, he felt like he had made up for all the sleep he had gotten in the past few days, and he didn't feel tired at all.

The moment he opened his eyes, he felt refreshed. He turned over and sat up, only to find that he had actually slept on the sofa all night.

He was covered with a thin blanket, the air conditioner blades were adjusted to the other side, the humidifier mist was spraying quietly, and the temperature and humidity of the whole room were very comfortable.

Su Chengyi sat up and his mind was blank for a while before he remembered how he fell asleep last night.

I guess Chen Jinzhi didn't want to wake him up, but couldn't move him, so she had to let him sleep on the sofa.

Fortunately, this sofa is very soft and comfortable, and sleeping on it is no different from a bed.

Su Chengyi moved his cervical vertebrae and stood up.

There was no one on the bed, the sheets were pulled tightly together without a wrinkle, and even the air-conditioning quilt was folded into the shape of a tofu block.

Don't know how.

Su Chengyi resisted the urge to smash the tofu block with a punch and walked around the room looking for someone.

I originally thought Chen Jinzhi was washing up, but there was no one in the bathroom.

Feeling puzzled, Su Chengyi returned to the living room and was about to call her when he found a note on the table.

"Teacher Su:

The program crew has a new interview to record this morning, so I'm going out first.

Breakfast is in the microwave, remember to heat it up before eating.

The recording ended at about 11:30.

PS: This definitely doesn’t mean that you should call me when the time comes.

A layer of crispness remains. ”

Why do I feel the same way when I read messages from my wife after marriage?
Su Chengyi inexplicably felt like laughing.

He put the note in his pocket and went into the kitchen.

On the plate in the microwave was a cut sandwich and a glass of milk.

The bag of toast in the refrigerator was newly opened. It was obvious that Chen Jinzhi made an exception and made breakfast for him because he was here.

If it were her, she would probably rely on coffee to survive the entire morning.

Su Chengyi set the timer for the microwave oven. He thought that if he wanted to correct her bad habits, he would have to stay together with her all the time. Otherwise, she would definitely find a way to outwit her.

Unfortunately, such conditions do not exist now.

Turning back to the bathroom, Su Chengyi found a sticky note on the toiletries.

"I just opened a toiletries set, it's perfect for you."

Su Chengyi looked down and saw that there were very pink magical girl patterns on the cup and toothbrush, and there was even a circle of lace on the towel.

It really suits you.

However, he still has room to resist.

People like Chen Jinzhi must have a lot of spare toiletries at home.

Su Chengyi decisively chose to open the drawer of the cabinet.

It turned out that there were a lot of identical pink suits lying inside.

The sticky note also appeared here at the right time, with no text, only a symbol emoticon.

“(*￣︶￣)”

Su Chengyi could almost imagine the expression on Chen Jinzhi's face when he arranged all this.

This guy is as funny as ever!

Su Chengyi had no choice but to accept the lace-decorated towel that he hated the most.

While sitting at the dining table eating a hot breakfast, Su Chengyi inexplicably felt as if his wife was working hard outside while he was left at home to cook.

No, maybe not, after all, he didn’t cook the meal himself.

The sandwich contains fried eggs and black pepper beef tenderloin. It tastes light and makes people feel very healthy.

But this is probably the most vulgar thing that Chen Jinzhi's family can make.

Su Chengyi just looked through her refrigerator, and inside was a pile of small cabbages and lettuce slices.

It really makes me lose my appetite.

Chen Jinzhi's life is truly that of an ascetic in the city.

Su Chengyi couldn't help but sigh as he chewed the beef fillet.

Thinking of this, he suddenly decided to change his itinerary for today.

"What?! I'm going alone? You're not coming?"

Xiao Zheng's voice on the other end of the receiver was deafening.

Su Chengyi changed his hand to hold the phone and rubbed his earlobe.

"Can you please listen to what I'm saying? I mean you go over first, I have something to do here."

"What's going on? Is it really that urgent?"

Xiao Zheng's words were full of complaints.

"I went to get my hair done early in the morning just to celebrate this happy event.

Young master, you are so bad that you fail at this critical moment.

What's the difference between this and me happily attending a wedding but the groom ran away? ! "

Su Chengyi listened to his indignant mumbling and looked down at the cabbage in his hand.

He looked at this innocent little vegetable as if he was studying some abstruse academic paper.

The vegetable stall owner was terrified by him and thought tremblingly:
"That's it!! I'm not so unlucky to run into the Supervisory Bureau today, am I?!
This kid is so young, it doesn't seem like that. No, it's possible that he is just confusing people and letting them down! "Su Chengyi actually doesn't know how to buy vegetables.

When it comes to cooking, he simply sticks to the policy of making do, and any problem that can be solved with instant noodles is not a problem.

He was so serious mainly to check whether the vegetables looked good and whether there were any defects such as worm holes.

After looking around, there seems to be no problem.

Xiao Zheng was still talking to himself on the other end of the phone:

"Forget it, forget it, since you said that, there must be something important, right?
Now that things have come to this, of course employees will choose to forgive the unscrupulous boss.

Then you can see when it will arrive. I will rearrange the process here."

Su Chengyi raised his eyes, looked at the boss who had shrunk to the side with the weight in his hand, and asked in a serious tone:

"Boss, how many trees did you say you wanted to buy?"

The boss was so scared that he waved his hands and explained hurriedly:

"Just one, just one!"

"That's it."

Su Chengyi frowned and handed the cabbage to him.

"Then please help me install it."

The boss breathed a sigh of relief and reached out to pull the plastic bag hanging on the other side.

"and many more."

Su Chengyi suddenly interrupted again.

The boss was so shocked that he tightened his grip and almost tore off the entire plastic bag.

".Nun, Nunzusa?"

"Are those tomatoes over there yours too? Could you please help me pack a few too?"

Su Chengyi's gaze fell on the other side. The tomatoes arranged in order looked bright red and very pleasing to the eye.

The boss felt like he was going to have a heart attack because of this kid. His movements in packing tomatoes had never been so skillful. He just wanted him to get out of here quickly.

Xiao Zheng on the other end of the phone: “.”

If he heard correctly, this young master was buying vegetables? !
He thought it was something important? Huh?!
No wonder I kept hearing people yelling things like “80 cents a pound, 80 cents a pound”, “No money if it’s not sweet”, “Fresh carrots~” from the moment I got through the phone

That's enough! ! !

Xiao Zheng gritted his teeth and said:

"Master."

Su Chengyi said "Ah", his tone revealing obvious confusion:

"Why haven't you hung up yet?"

Xiao Zheng had a mouthful of blood stuck in his throat and roared:
"When you come down, bring me a pancake at the door! I want the deluxe family portrait version!"

As far as Su Chengyi could remember, the last time he went to the vegetable market was with Sister Lin.

Sister Lin is obviously an expert and has a keen eye for selecting dishes. All he has to do is follow behind and watch the show throughout the whole process.

When it was my turn to buy groceries, I realized there are so many tricks to buying groceries.

The aunties and grandmas carrying vegetable baskets all narrowed their eyes with murderous intent, making the vegetable market feel like a battlefield.

Being able to buy the freshest shrimp of the day is a big victory, and being able to pick the cheapest and most cost-effective ones from a dazzling pile of vegetables is a small victory.

After Su Chengyi took a tour, he learned a lot through what he saw and heard.

But what he bought was obviously not as satisfactory as he expected.

Because he had just bought some beef, an auntie next to him said, "Oh my god":
"Young man, is this your first time buying groceries? Oh my, we don't buy from that store over there. The prices are too expensive! Remember to buy from that store next time. You should always compare prices when buying groceries."

Very valuable life experience.

Su Chengyi listened carefully and nodded frequently.

The aunt was obviously very fond of such an insightful young man, and generously shared her spoils of the day in the basket with Su Chengyi.

Ding, got an ugly orange.

Su Chengyi nodded and thanked him, put the oranges in his pocket, and left the market carrying two large bags.

After returning to Chen Jinzhi's residence, Su Chengyi stretched his fingers that had red marks from the plastic bag and began to put the spoils into the refrigerator.

When a person rents a house like this, the most important place should be the refrigerator.

Coming home to an empty refrigerator and a cold bedroom can easily make you feel like your life is over.

But when you open the refrigerator and see it is full of your favorite ingredients, you might think that this kind of life is not bad.

Although Su Chengyi had no experience in buying groceries, he was still able to tidy up things due to his obsessive-compulsive disorder.

He put a pile of messy dishes in order, classified the meat and vegetables, and placed the drinks and milk on the right side in layers.

There really isn’t anyone who wouldn’t feel happy when seeing a row of red cans of Fat Otaku Happy Water emitting cold steam!
At least Su Chengyi seems to be in a good mood now.

He took out a can and held it in his palm, then picked up the plastic bags on the table, checked the room one last time, and then went downstairs leisurely.

Carbonated bubbles rushed from the throat to the stomach, fighting against the stuffy breath between breaths.

You can live without many things in summer, but you can't live without carbonated drinks.

When he saw Xiao Zheng, he crossed his legs in the lounge and glanced at him.

"Master, please come a little later. I have almost finished discussing the matter."

"That's daring."

Su Chengyi smiled at him, not accepting any sarcasm at all.

Xiao Zheng choked and reached out his hand.

"Where's my pancake? I've been hungry all morning and my stomach is so sour!"

Su Chengyi casually threw the orange given by the aunt into his hands.

".That's it?!"

"That's it."

Su Chengyi sat down on the sofa next to him with a calm expression and looked through the documents on the table.

Xiao Zheng was not exaggerating. He really had already dealt with most of the things. No wonder he was so resentful.

Think about the nature of those idiots in 101 company. They must have been crying and begging for mercy just now.

Just thinking about it gives me goosebumps and makes me feel sick.

Xiao Zheng has taken on this responsibility. Negotiation is his specialty. After every talk, he did not give in even a little bit and they have reached a consensus on the basic results.

With just one final signature process, Chen Jinzhi can cut ties with 101 Company and officially become a free agent again.

Su Chengyi flipped through the regulations in the document and was quite moved. He leaned over and patted Xiao Zheng on the shoulder.

"As expected of you."

"hehe."

Xiao Zheng stuffed an orange slice into his mouth and gave a very typical fake smile.

"Master, you'd better be careful. I don't know how much snot and tears have been rubbed onto my coat."

"."

Su Chengyi was silent for a while, threw away the documents in his hand and stood up.

"Hey, later."

Xiao Zheng got his revenge, and finally disgusted him for a moment, so he was content to bring the topic back on track:
"This matter is almost done. Is there anything else you want to tell me, young master?"

"Yes."

Su Chengyi resisted the urge to rush to the sink and said seriously:
"There is one more thing. In addition to the compensation amount that 101 Company should pay, there is an additional condition that needs to be paid."

"What conditions?"

Could it be some horrifying idea that has been hidden for a long time?
Considering this young master's temper, he would definitely resort to extraordinary means to take his life while he's ill!

Good, good, this is what those traitors from 101 Company deserve! Let the storm get even more violent!

Xiao Zheng was both curious and excited. He quickly stuffed the remaining half of the orange into his mouth and waited for his answer with anticipation on his face.

Su Chengyi rolled up his shirt sleeves and said seriously:
"A cat."

"puff!!!"

(End of this chapter)