I'm afraid I'm not interested in love

Chapter 460 My heart is not made of stone, it cannot be turned

Su Chengyi spent time lying on the sofa holding Neco, which was indeed much more comfortable than being alone in the empty room.

I have to say, this is probably the meaning of keeping pets.

I tossed and turned for a while and was almost falling asleep when I received a call from Xiao Zheng.

"Hey, Master, I am fully recovered now. Do you want to get together tonight?

After such a big battle, it would be unreasonable not to have a celebration party, right? I gave everyone in the studio a holiday in advance. "

"Who wants to get together?"

Su Chengyi's voice sounded listless.

"Hey, this question must be directed at us. You, me, the big star, and the big star's assistant."

Xiao Zheng made several "tsk tsk" sounds, intending to accuse this person of being unromantic.

"That's probably not possible."

Su Chengyi turned over and sat up from the sofa. The sun was setting outside the window, and it was already evening.

"It's not that serious, Master. What's the difference between us being alone?"

"There is no world for two. She went to party with her teammates."

Su Chengyi lowered his head and watched Neco stepping on his legs.

"I wonder why you are so depressed."

Xiao Zheng suddenly realized and said:

"Then let's get together. I just wanted to talk to you about what happened today."

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Su Chengyi originally wanted to refuse, but after hearing the second half of his words, he changed his mind.

As the most capable wingman at the moment, Xiao Zheng has the right to know all the information.

Besides, he really needed to talk to a trusted friend.

"Take good care of your home."

Before leaving, Su Chengyi squatted down and rubbed Neco's little head.

"Meow."

Obviously, the other party had no intention of cooperating.

The two of them randomly made an appointment at a barbecue restaurant. At first glance, there was nothing special about it, but it had a good location.

The two-seater has its own small compartment, which is perfect for chatting about secrets after the door curtain is drawn.

"Pork belly, tenderloin, bacon, toasted steamed bread slices, tinfoil baby cabbage, two roasted lamb legs, and a plate of fried peanuts."

Xiao Zheng was marking on the menu while Su Chengyi was listening nonchalantly with his chin supported.

I didn't expect that the decoration of this restaurant looks like a Korean barbecue restaurant, but the dishes are actually real local barbecue.

"OK, that's all for now. We can just bake it ourselves. Please put up a do not disturb sign at the door."

Xiao Zheng handed the menu back to the waiter with a smile.

Su Chengyi waited until the person closed the door curtain and left before he slowly said:

"Order so much for you to eat."

"This is more than enough for two grown men, right?"

Xiao Zheng shook his head in rebuttal, then leaned over and patted him on the shoulder.

"Come on young master, why are you looking so sad? Today is a good day."

"Do I look sad?"

Su Chengyi raised his eyebrows and asked back.

"That's not true."

Xiao Zheng pushed up his glasses and gave an honest answer.

The main thing is that this person usually has an expressionless face, and it is impossible to tell whether he is in a good mood or not.

However, after spending a long time together, you can still feel some differences.

On the way here, Xiao Zheng, who is very capable, had already hung up the VIP seats in advance, so the dishes were served very quickly and the waiters had everything arranged in a short time.

The charcoal fire burned slowly in the stove, emitting hot steam.

Xiao Zheng placed strips of pork belly coated with sauce on the plate one by one. He looked really hungry, his eyes filled with love for food.

Although Su Chengyi didn't have much of an appetite, he saw the fat and lean meat strips sizzling on the charcoal fire in front of him, and he felt that delicious food could really make people feel better.

The beer glass was filled with ice cubes and wheat juice was poured into it, creating a layer of white bubbles.

A layer of mist soon formed on the wall of the cup. Holding it in the palm of the hand, it just neutralized the heat brought by the burning charcoal.

Su Chengyi raised his head and took a sip, and felt his whole body from head to toe relax a little.

The environment of this store is not very good and it is not quiet.

Su Chengyi could hear the sound of the guy next door clinking glasses and playing finger-guessing games, as well as the voice of a part-time waiter who had just finished the college entrance examination and was not yet proficient in the job, hurriedly urging people to take orders on the intercom.

This is a lively atmosphere with the flavor of worldly life, the red dust and worldly joy.

Su Chengyi felt that Xiao Zheng was worthy of being Xiao Zheng, he was very good at choosing places.

Only in such a place can one have the confidence to speak out those secrets that one dare not reveal in normal days.

Because I know it will soon disappear in the hustle and bustle of the crowd along with the thick charcoal smoke.

It is much more relaxing than those secretive, high-end meeting rooms, Su Cheng thought. He has really had enough of such places for some time.

Xiao Zheng successfully filled the grill with meat, sat down again contentedly, and used tongs to pick up the meat to prevent it from burning.

"Come on, let's eat and talk."

Xiao Zheng took the initiative to free up his hands, picked up the wine glass and clinked it with Su Chengyi's, saying:
"What's the situation now?"

"If I were to say anything, I think Chen Jinzhi probably knows."

Su Chengyi watched the blue flames of the charcoal fire swaying in front of his eyes.

"How much do you know?"

Xiao Zheng was not surprised by this. He was even a little surprised that Chen Jinzhi knew about it so late.

The first time he met Chen Jinzhi, he learned that she was the newcomer who provided key clues to Mary's serial fraud case.

That Mary is not an easy character to deal with. She has deceived many old hands in the circle. Xiao Zheng alone knows of more than a dozen cases.

The key clue for the police to solve the case was obtained from Chen Jinzhi.

At that time, she didn't have any professional team to help her. She just relied on her keen intuition to realize that something was wrong and to fight with Mary.

Not only was Chen Jinzhi not deceived, he also fought back and obtained most of the other party's real and valid personal information.

In the end, other victims alerted the gang and Mary decided to close the net early, so much so that she didn't know until the end that it was Chen Jinzhi who exposed her.

How to say it, it may not be so exaggerated when talking about it afterwards, but only those who have truly witnessed the development of the entire case can realize the importance of the role of Chen Jinzhi in the process of solving the case.

Even professionally trained undercover agents may not have the psychological quality and the art of pulling like her.

Therefore, Xiao Zheng felt from the beginning that dual-line development would not work, because the other party was Chen Jinzhi.

I didn’t expect to make it to this day, it’s already a pleasant surprise.

And it seems that although the atmosphere between the two is not right, they have not completely collapsed yet.

It's a blessing in disguise.

"I don't know, maybe you know everything?"

Su Chengyi frowned, he was not sure about this question.

"Then her."

Xiao Zheng seemed to be hesitant to speak.

"She didn't say anything, but she seemed a little unhappy."

Su Chengyi thought about it, but couldn't find any suitable words to describe Chen Jinzhi's condition today.

"Oh my god, even in this situation, you're still just 'a little unhappy'?"

Xiao Zheng shook his head and sighed, stuffed a piece of pork belly into his mouth, and continued incoherently:

"Why is this happening? I thought she was going to tie you up and throw you into the river to vent her anger. Could it be that she can accept that thing of yours?"

"of course not."

Su Chengyi quickly denied this possibility.

Chen Jinzhi loves him and depends on him, but she will never abandon her personality and dignity for this.

At least so far, this is obvious.

"She may be just deceiving herself like me and doesn't want to face this problem for the time being."

Su Chengyi picked up a piece of steamed bread with chopsticks and took a bite.

The outside is toasted till golden brown, but the inside is still soft and delicious.

"Yes, I think so too."

Xiao Zheng agrees with this view.

The most difficult thing in the world is not to make a fool become smart, but to make a smart person willing to pretend to be a fool.

"So what's next? The two of you pretend nothing happened? Don't you think it's awkward?"

"do not know."

Su Chengyi stuffed the entire slice of steamed bread into his mouth.

"She's obviously waiting for you to make a decision, but Master, you never thought about making a decision from the beginning, right?"

Xiao Zheng put the roasted meat on the plate opposite and asked tentatively.

“I can’t choose.”

Su Chengyi shook his head and replied. "Now that things have come to this, I think it's only a matter of time before the Shura Field explodes.

If that day really comes, Master, you still can't choose?"

"If that day really comes, I will only speak the truth. Because they can tell any lie from me."

Su Chengyi lowered his eyes and looked at the bubbles rising in the beer glass.

At this point, when talking about Shura Field, he will not be as frightened as before.

Because I have accepted the fact that it will come sooner or later, it may be a year later, or it may be the next second.

Xiao Zheng let out a long sigh.

"This is really a mess. Is there anything in the world that is more difficult to deal with than this? I really can't think of it.

What's the difference between you two torturing each other now? Oh, and there's also a young lady who was kept in the dark throughout the whole process.

Are you planning to keep it a secret from her? If she is not mentally prepared at all, how will she accept it when the Shura Field breaks out?"

Xiao Zheng's questions came like a string of cannonballs.

Su Chengyi has actually been thinking about this question.

Is it more cruel to know the truth but be forced to pretend you don't know, or to be the only one kept in the dark?
can not say it clearly.

But this is not something Su Chengyi can choose.

Chen Jinzhi has a keen intuition and a meticulous mind, and it is impossible to deceive her.

Miss Chu is innocent and kind-hearted. She probably always thinks that there is no bad person in the world, so she is easy to deceive and coax.

Neither of them was wrong; the one who was wrong was the one who was greedily hesitating in the middle.

Su Chengyi felt that he was deeply sinful and was always tormented by his conscience.

But things have developed to this point, there is no real way back.

".Honestly, Master."

Xiao Zheng's tone turned serious.

"Have you ever regretted your choice?"

This question is obviously asking him whether he regrets choosing to go against the will of heaven and have both.

Su Chengyi sighed softly and said slowly:

"My heart is broken and I can't change it."

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Xiao Zheng was speechless for a moment. He wanted to curse this man as a scumbag, but at the same time, he inexplicably felt a sense of admiration for him.

This guy is really stubborn, the kind that is not afraid of death.

"OK, if you don't want to turn, then don't turn."

Xiao Zheng took a big sip of beer to calm down, then continued:
"Then you'll really be busy from now on. When we talked about Shura Field Shura Field before, it always seemed like there was still a lot of time.

Now, when we talk about Shura Field, it really is like there is a bomb with a ticking countdown tied to you. "

"Ah."

Su Chengyi nodded. This sense of urgency was like a tiger-head guillotine hanging over his head.

Oh, no, it should be a dog-head chopper.

The tiger-head guillotine was the torture instrument of Master Qing Tang of Kaifeng Prefecture and was used to execute corrupt officials and treacherous ministers who brought disaster to the country.

The dog-head guillotine was used to behead local tyrants, evil gentry, bullies and scoundrels.

After all, he only deserves this.

"Don't just hum, Master, think carefully, this is a matter of life and death!!
Tell me! You don’t want to get the hatchet ending, do you? ! ! ! "

While Su Chengyi was daydreaming, Xiao Zheng had already stood up excitedly.

If it weren't for the steaming hot grill, I'm afraid his shoulders would have been shaken.

"I don't think so."

Su Chengyi nodded and replied.

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Xiao Zheng suddenly felt that the person in front of him didn't seem to be that afraid of death at all.

Perhaps this is the fundamental reason why he dared to create this Shura field.

This guy's crazy attribute really pops up from time to time.

Su Chengyi wasn't actually that indifferent.

He just felt that all the so-called remedial measures he had time and space to take were based on Chen Jinzhi's self-sacrifice.

All he could do was love her a little more.

"By the way, Master, let's not talk about Iris, the relationship between you two can be said to be a matter of feelings.

It’s different with the young lady, the problem you have to solve is huge.”

Xiao Zheng frowned and raised the question that he was most worried about.

"That Boss Chu is not a good person. He is very difficult to deal with."

"I know."

Su Chengyi nodded.

What I said before about the ending with the hatchet might have been a joke, but this is a real life-threatening situation.

After all, if you put yourself in Chu Yuanjiang's shoes, he would also want to pour this damn scumbag into a concrete pillar.
“But I still have to correct one thing. After all, this is just a relationship between me and the young lady.

You underestimate her too much. People like her will still live a dazzling life even without the glittering prefix "Chu".

And since it's between her and me, she doesn't want to be associated with the family."

Su Chengyi added that he knew Chu Qingmian very well on this point.

Xiao Zheng made a "tsk" sound and nodded approvingly.

"You're right, she does look like that."

Having talked about this topic, the final highlight - roasted lamb leg, was served.

The top-quality leg meat was roasted to perfection, with a golden color and the aroma of cumin and chili making you salivate.

Xiao Zheng had just eaten most of the meat and thought he would not be able to eat any more, but when he saw the appearance of the food, his fighting spirit was rekindled.

"Please come get another beer."

Compared to the roasted lamb leg, Su Chengyi was more interested in beer.

While gnawing on the lamb leg, Xiao Zheng asked a question that he had been curious about for a long time.

"Master, how did things develop to this point? Which of the two of them did you fall in love with first?"

This question successfully stumped Su Chengyi.

Who will he fall in love with first? He really doesn't know.

"No offense, but, from the perspective of normal people, if we have someone we like, we will naturally stay away from the other person, right?
It is understandable that people with a lower sense of morals would be fickle and fall in love with someone else.

You, on the other hand, took a different approach and loved both of them!"

Xiao Zheng sighed and felt that the scene was breathtaking.

Su Chengyi frowned and thought seriously for a while, and felt that the problem seemed to lie here.

When it comes to feelings, he really seems to be a step behind.

When he belatedly realized the word "like", he was already in a dilemma and couldn't make a decision.

"That's not my intention."

Su Chengyi raised his head and drank.

"Well, generally speaking, the eldest lady should come first, right? Isn't it Qingmei?"

Xiao Zheng moved closer and asked slyly.

Finally, the topic shifted from the heavy one just now to the more joyful part of eating melons, and he was in a good mood.

Su Chengyi pondered for a long time, not knowing how to answer.

Although it was indeed her childhood sweetheart, he had no idea such a thing existed before he was reborn.

So, in a sense, Chu Qingmian and Chen Jinzhi were both sent from heaven.

With this kind of liking, there is no question of order.

"Master, you know, sometimes I really want to empathize with you, but I can't do it!"

Xiao Zheng slammed the cup onto the table with a loud bang, looking very sad and angry.

"What kind of god on earth could fall in love with someone else after having a childhood sweetheart like Miss Chu?!

Do you know how many people in the circle are waiting to be her son-in-law? The people chasing her are lining up all the way to France!
Okay, okay, when I think about the fact that the person is Chen Jinzhi, I feel that it is understandable. However, I think about it, from the perspective of ordinary people, it seems that they will force themselves to turn back quickly?

I'm not saying there's anything wrong with Chen Jinzhi, she is perfect.

However, if we consider many practical factors from a utilitarian perspective, perhaps more people will choose the eldest lady?"

Xiao Zheng is speaking from his own perspective, because he doesn't want to work hard anymore.

Su Chengyi thought about it and suddenly asked:
"Have you read Great Expectations by Dickens?"

"have not seen."

Xiao Zheng didn't know why he suddenly changed the subject and shook his head in confusion.

“There’s a line in it that goes like this.”

Su Chengyi paused for a moment, then slowly spoke:

"My love for her is against common sense, hinders my future, loses my self-control, destroys my hope, ruins my happiness, and is destined to experience all kinds of frustration and disappointment.

But once I fell in love with her, I could never stop loving her."

(End of this chapter)