I'm afraid I'm not interested in love

Chapter 476 Only You Can Hear

"Holding a grudge is not a shortcoming, my old swan."

"It feels so good, I love it even more."

"Holding grudges usually comes with pettiness, possessiveness, etc. My suggestion is to step up your efforts!"

"Oh my god, this character is perfect. Those who fall in love with Jinzhi are really blessed."

Su Chengyi looked at the rapidly scrolling comments and thought that it was just a grudge. These guys were almost exaggerating Chen Jinzhi's personality and making it look like a yandere.

But if I have to say it, it seems to be really touching.

No, wake up.

If Chen Jinzhi was a yandere, he would have ended up with a chopping block long ago.

Chen Jinzhi might be just like she said, holding a grudge.

But she will not take revenge just because she holds a grudge.

Su Cheng thought, at least as far as he was concerned, Chen Jinzhi had never had any intention of hurting him.

Even though he did a lot of things to hurt her.

Most of the time, Chen Jinzhi is a very restrained and rational person.

All the irrational moments in her life might have been spent on him.

Therefore, even if she has the objective conditions and some signs of becoming a yandere, it will eventually be ended by her subjective consciousness.

In other words, Su Chengyi will not be killed by a hatchet for the time being.

Not to mention Miss Chu, she seems to have no idea what "revenge" means. She is just a real naive person.

If we talk about yandere, Liang Nina might be more suitable.

Su Chengyi thought, although this guy is so young, he often says terrible things like "It would be great if senior only looked at me", "I hate the women around senior", "I can die for senior at any time" and so on.

If it weren't for the common chuunibyou at this age, her personality would be that of a real yandere.

Possessive, voyeuristic, aggressive, and even the appearance is suitable.

Liang Nina’s classmates commented on her appearance: If she just removed a mole, she could go directly to the comic convention to cosplay as Tomie.

It is undeniable that this evaluation is very objective.

But in fact, Su Chengyi didn't feel any aggression from Liang Nina.

Although she kept muttering those terrible words, she behaved very well. The most outrageous thing she had done so far was to bombard him with messages.

This will definitely be laughed at by the 2D yandere characters who chop off hands and feet at the slightest provocation.

Liang Nina also knew about the Shura Field on his side, but not only did she not intend to expose it, she even took the initiative to say that she would help keep everything secret.

She just hoped that Su Chengyi knew that if things finally reached a point of no return, she would still be waiting for him to come back.

What kind of yandere is this? This is pure love.

Su Chengyi thought that it made people feel a little flattered.

Speaking of which, the college entrance examination is over recently, and this guy is unusually quiet. I haven't bombarded him with information.

Could it be that he failed the exam?
Su Chengyi was thinking about this possibility when he heard Chen Jinzhi's voice in the live broadcast room.

"Okay, let's stop discussing the issue of 'perfection' here."

She pushed up her glasses and looked at the screen seriously.

Su Chengyi felt a little guilty, as if he was caught daydreaming in class and was called on by the teacher, so he adjusted his sitting posture and listened attentively to what she was going to say next.

“Finally, I want to say to the audience who made this comment——

The so-called masks, illusions and unreality are actually just because we have too few channels for access and our understanding of each other is very superficial.

But the fact is, even if we interact face to face every day, we cannot confidently say that we fully understand each other and know each other's true colors.

You know, not all fish live in the same ocean.”

Chen Jinzhi curved her eyebrows, and her eyes still glowed with a gentle halo even through the lenses.

“So, I hope you and all the viewers in the live broadcast room now.

Live happily and freely in the sea that belongs to you, with the people you love."

Su Chengyi was actually quite moved by her words.

At least in this moment, she took off the perfect mask that belonged to Iris, and the unique tenderness with a sense of fragility that belonged to Chen Jinzhi briefly prevailed.

The barrage obviously felt the same as he did.

"Jinzhi, she's really serious. I'm crying my ass off."

"I want these words to be engraved on my tombstone. I am so moved. Falling in love with Iris is the best thing I have ever done in my life."

"Today is my birthday. Jinzhi's words are the only birthday wishes I have ever received. Thank you very much."

"Damn it, damn it! I was just passing by to watch the fun, but now I am in tears. Didn't you guys tell me this part would be so touching?"

"Oh my god, isn't this Nangong Wenya?!"

"I now feel like I am the monster that was purified by Nangong Wenya. Really, I will forgive this world for five minutes."

Nangong Wenya is a character in the cartoon "The Young Heroes", and his ability is "purification".

The ferocious monsters with ferocious faces and bared teeth in the animation will turn into cute and stupid Q-version animals as soon as Nangong Wenya touches their heads.

The meaning of the barrage was roughly that Chen Jinzhi's words, like Nangong Wenya's, purified the evil thoughts in people's hearts.

Although it's a bit exaggerated, it makes perfect sense.

Su Chengyi sighed softly. Sometimes he even hoped that Chen Jinzhi was really like she acted, a person who was immune to all poisons and good at dealing with people. In this way, nothing could hurt her.

But in fact, she was just a gentle and kind girl, and she was only eighteen years old.

It's just that she experienced too many changes in her life, so she learned very early how to survive in this society.

Because of this, her gentleness is even more precious.

If he had gone through all this, he would probably have ended up in jail as a juvenile delinquent.

Su Chengyi thought about it and realized that it was true. With his personality, it seemed that there were many possible endings for his life, all of which ended up being - operating a sewing machine.

From this perspective, how can it not be considered good luck to have come this far?

"Okay, finally, I would like to wish the viewer whose ID is Bear Operator a happy birthday, and may he be happy every day.

Thank you for choosing to watch my live broadcast on your birthday."

Chen Jinzhi actually accurately captured the birthday barrage that was swiped past at the speed of light and drowned in the army of barrages, and sent out his blessings with a smile.

She even memorized the other person's ID.

Su Chengyi was so shocked that he was speechless. Her observation skills were so sharp that they were not like those of a human.

Now, this friend whose ID is Little Bear Operator may like Iris for the rest of his life.

Unexpectedly, when the comments heard her say this, they also responded by typing their blessings to him on the screen.

"Happy birthday!"

"Happy Bosde~"

"Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you."

The colorful barrage instantly filled the entire screen.

The little bear operator, who had not heard any happy birthday messages at first, suddenly received birthday wishes from millions of strangers from all over the world.

He will probably remember it for a long time.

Su Chengyi suddenly felt that this seemed to be the meaning of the existence of idols.

Chen Jinzhi is indeed more suitable to be an idol than anyone else in the world. She is the person who can perfectly interpret the word "idol".

"Let's move on to the next comment."

Chen Jinzhi opened the second card.

After seeing the words on the card clearly, her movements and expression froze for a moment.

Su Chengyi's heart suddenly hung in the air.

It can't be something particularly offensive, right? Didn't Xiao Zheng say that all the comments participating in the live broadcast were screened?

However, although he said so, in order to ensure the effect of the live broadcast, Chen Jinzhi himself did not read these comments in advance.

So her first reaction was very real, which made this part meaningful.

But this also brings certain risks.

For example, Xiao Zheng thinks there are some things that don’t matter, but Chen Jinzhi himself cares about them a lot?

Su Chengyi frowned and stared at the screen nervously.

After a brief silence, Chen Jinzhi put on a serious expression, but there was an obvious smile in his eyes.

“Ahem. The content of this comment is:
I think Chen Jinzhi is not good-looking at all, I would give her a one out of ten mark at most.

(If I say something more serious, some of you will definitely scold me. But to be honest, this is how I feel. Are you going to bite me?)"

As soon as Chen Jinzhi finished reading the comment seriously, the barrage of comments had already exploded.

"Hahahaha you made me laugh hahahahahahahaha."

“What an unconvincing negative review.”

"Anti-fans can't even find any negative pictures of me, and there are people who are finding fault with me?"

"Is this guy an insider hired by the team to create a back-channel hype? I don't believe there is such a unique vision in the world."

"To be honest, aesthetics is personal. But I find it hard to imagine that this comment was made by a human being."

"As a fan, I never thought that one day I would laugh out loud when I saw negative comments about Iris. It's so funny."

Su Chengyi's opinion is consistent with the barrage.

He does agree that aesthetics is personal, but although there are differences in people's understanding of "beauty", the differences are certainly not too big or too outrageous. "Beauty" is objective after all.

So even though there are different races in the world, there are differences in skin color and basic bone structure.

But people like Monica Bellucci, who is known as the "Earth Flower", and Leonardo Dicaprio, who was known as the "Earth Grass" before he became addicted to playing with water guns, their beauty can be objectively certified by people all over the world.

Even though some people may say “Ah, I just don’t get them”, that doesn’t mean they would give them a high score of one for no reason.

It's as if there is a gorilla on the other side of the screen scoring humans based on their tribe's aesthetic standards.

Unconvincing.

Because it is so outrageous, it doesn't make people angry, but only makes people feel absurd and funny.

Chen Jinzhi was obviously amused as well.

She took off her glasses and rubbed her eyes, as if to confirm whether she had been ambushed by a monster like Painted Skin today, and replaced her face with a face that only deserved a beating.

"Well, my answer to this comment is——"

She stretched out the last syllable and said slowly:
"In fact, I have heard a lot of negative comments since I was a child, from all angles. But it seems that no one has ever said that I am ugly."

Su Chengyi burst out laughing.

The barrage of comments also burst into laughter.

"hahahahahahahaha!!!"

"Correct, reasonable, to the point."

"Didn't the Internet expose a group photo of Chen Jinzhi when she was studying in South Korea before? I can only say that she was so beautiful, there was a fairy in the crowd."

"I knew she would be a beauty from her childhood photos. Her facial features are already extremely superior."

"I can't imagine how smooth my life would be if I had Iris's face."

"Why not try to pretend that everyone is drunk and I am the only one sober with this comment? I really start to suspect that this person is a spy sent by aliens."

"To be honest, I reject aesthetic bullying. But the fact that this guy can score one point shows that he is just a pure black guy looking for trouble."

As it turns out, this kind of personal attack on appearance has no effect on Chen Jinzhi.

Su Chengyi thought, damn, she is not blind, of course she knows that she is good-looking.

But Chen Jinzhi does not have the "greasy narcissism" that often appears in good-looking people. She is a natural "beauty and self-awareness". She does not need to force certain angles to show off, nor does she need exquisite and perfect makeup.

Perhaps it is precisely because of this natural feeling that she can still bring a dazzling and stunning look to people even though she is in the entertainment industry full of beauties.

Because such bizarre remarks were made, the audience treated the subsequent negative comments as skits.

Chen Jinzhi controlled the situation easily and cooperated well with Xiao Zheng who was secretly observing from the backstage.

After this live broadcast, the popularity and program effect far exceeded expectations. Even the popularity of the scattered live broadcast slices was enough for the screen recording bloggers to make some extra money.

When the live broadcast reached its final stage, at the strong request of fans, Chen Jinzhi sang a section of "I Want You", which received the most calls for an encore.

"I want you by my side,
I want you to dress me up.

The wind blows this night, making my heart itch, my lover,
I was in a foreign country, looking at the moon. "

Compared to the previous performance in the show, Chen Jinzhi just sat there simply, singing softly with the accompaniment of a rather low-quality mobile phone.

It is even more moving to listen to.

While the fans were still immersed in the atmosphere, Chen Jinzhi had quickly pulled himself out and ended the live broadcast without mercy.

"Good night, see you next time."

The streamer has disconnected.

The barrage of comments suddenly began to wail and complain, lamenting the woman's cruelty and ruthlessness.

But fortunately there are live slices to watch.

After Su Chengyi closed the link, he wanted to find out what Chen Jinzhi said during the time when he was kicked out of the live broadcast room.

But Chen Jinzhi's call came faster than his. She called him as soon as the live broadcast ended.

"Hey?"

Su Chengyi pressed the answer button somewhat unexpectedly.

"Good evening, my friend with the last digit 0114, welcome to my late night radio show. What are your worries in life lately?"

Chen Jinzhi's voice came from the receiver.

With her gentle and magnetic voice, she is indeed very suitable to be a radio host, and her branch line is probably always full.

Su Chengyi thought for a while and replied:

"Yes, I have."

"Tell me and I'll give you some advice."

"Host, I want to play a song called "Love Offering" first."

"."

Sensing Chen Jinzhi's silence, Su Chengyi continued:

"My current worry is wondering what the anchor's ideal type is."

Chen Jinzhi smiled gently.

"Fool."

"?"

Su Chengyi immediately took advantage of the topic and said:
"The anchor is making fun of the audience, right? I'm going to file a complaint against you later."

Chen Jinzhi cooperated and begged for mercy:
"I'm sorry, dear. I didn't mean to kiss you. Please understand."

Sounds like you have quite a bit of customer service experience.

"Okay, okay, what did you say at that time? Why did you kick me out?"

Su Chengyi was still very curious about this question.

"Didn't I say that we should eliminate a wrong answer first?"

Chen Jinzhi replied slowly.

Su Chengyi paused for a moment and asked hesitantly:

"Am I the wrong answer that was eliminated?"

"No, it's just an excuse."

"What excuse?"

"If I knew you were in the live studio, I wouldn't know how to describe my ideal type."

Chen Jinzhi said this.

“Is it so hard to describe?”

"Then Teacher Su, please describe your ideal type for me."

Chen Jinzhi threw the question back again.

Su Chengyi scratched his face and was speechless for a moment.

"If you want to say something, it's someone with long hair and a nice smile."

"There are at least millions of people like this in the world."

Chen Jinzhi commented with a hint of sarcasm.

"how about yours?"

Su Chengyi wondered in his heart whether it was a "man with expressionless face" or a "socially anxious otaku". He also doubted whether there would really be someone who would regard this type as an ideal type?
“After kicking Teacher Su out of the live broadcast room, I also thought about giving my ideal type some common labels, such as what you just mentioned.

But in the end, I feel that these are not the best descriptions.

Because there are other people in the world who have those qualities, but my ideal type is you and only you.”

Chen Jinzhi said.

"So I can only say that my ideal type is the opposite of myself."

Chen Jinzhi in the opposite direction, Zhi Jinchen.

Su Chengyi suddenly understood. No wonder the barrage was full of “囍囍囍囍囍”. What’s the difference between this and an explicit statement?
"Isn't that a bit too obvious?"

Su Chengyi covered his eyes and asked.

Chen Jinzhi's thoughts are usually very complicated and difficult to guess, but he always suddenly hits people with such a straight ball that catches people off guard.

How terrible!
"If you want to say it's obvious, didn't you think it was obvious when you named it Zhi Jin Chen?"

Chen Jinzhi's tone was smiling. She thought for a moment and continued to ask:
"Speaking of which, how did Teacher Su come up with the idea of ​​naming things in this reverse way?"

When she asked this, Su Chengyi recalled that this stage name was actually something he made up in a hurry when he was in 101 Company because he had not prepared in advance.

But if you trace it back to the source, there is still a reason.

Su Chengyi likes to listen to an old song by Jay Chou called "Can You Hear It".

Jay Chou secretly buried an Easter egg in this song, which is very clever.

There is a line in the song that, if listened to in a normal way, would make people feel that it is just a strange murmur without any meaning, like a dream talk.

Su Chengyi once thought that this song was a live version and he was just humming it because he had forgotten the lyrics.

Later I found out that if you play this part backwards, you can find that this line of lyrics is actually:

"Only you can hear it."

This was an Easter egg that could only be heard by rewinding the tape recorder in that era.

Su Chengyi subconsciously always thought that this was a very romantic design, so he gave himself the name "Zhi Jinchen".

Unexpectedly, Chen Jinzhi used the same method today to give him a romantic callback when he had that sudden inspiration.

(End of this chapter)