I'm afraid I'm not interested in love

Chapter 616 The Meaning of Travel (11)

In the second month, all things come out of the shock, which means thunder, so it is called Jingzhe, because the hibernating insects are frightened and run away.

Chen Jinzhi whispered her last line. When this ancient saying suddenly popped up in his mind, Su Chengyi suddenly understood why the title of this drama was "The Awakening".

When it was first aired, many people wondered why the show was called this.

It was clearly a dry and rainless desert, with yellow sand filling the sky, which had nothing to do with the so-called "Qingzhe" spring rain season.

No one thought that Caroline had buried this reason for so long and hid it so deeply until the finale.

This most crucial personal confession scene was still shot in one take, and the moment the director shouted "Cut", there was a burst of loud cheers all around.

“It’s finished!!!”

The streamers and cannons that had been prepared long ago exploded together. Chen Jinzhi was surrounded by the cheering crowd in the center of the venue, and colorful streamers flew down.

Su Chengyi stood in the corner, looking at her smiling face and slightly lowering her head.

That’s great, he thought silently.

Now he has another prefix to his name of big star.

From the talented idol Iris, to the most popular singer Chen Jinzhi, and now to the new actor Chen Jinzhi, she has really come this far step by step.

It was incredible to think about it, because the road had been so difficult that it was hard for him to truly celebrate for her at this moment like others did.

Su Chengyi lowered his eyes and suddenly thought of Chen Jinzhi from the past.

Chen Jinzhi turned around and shook hands with him when they first met by chance in the Academic Affairs Office. At that time, in his mind, she was still the popular idol Iris from her previous life.

Chen Jinzhi, who was transferred to the Rocket Class with the first place in the art exam, leaned over to ask if the seat behind him was occupied. Looking back now, it was probably because he was so restless at that time that Chen Jinzhi's bad taste exploded, teasing him no matter what.

Chen Jinzhi who carefully hid the scar on her wrist, Chen Jinzhi who came back to pick him up with an umbrella, Chen Jinzhi who skipped class to accompany him on the rooftop to enjoy the breeze.
There is also Chen Jinzhi, who made all the decisions silently by himself after the college entrance examination.

At that time, she said that all she wanted was to stand by him as a matter of course.

Su Cheng thought that at that time he actually had no way of understanding her choice.

Because it felt like he had returned to the starting point. It was he who decided to interfere in Chen Jinzhi's life, but in the end he was unable to change anything.

He finally encountered the problem that every reborn person in the movie will encounter, that is, there are many things that cannot be changed even if you do it again, and this is the cruel reality.

But it is different now.

If he could go back to that time, he would definitely give Chen Jinzhi the most affirmative answer and not let her face another low point in her life alone with an uneasy mood.

Lulu was in the same mixed mood as Su Chengyi. She couldn't celebrate at all and just covered her face and cried loudly.

Xiao Zheng listened to her crying like a pig being slaughtered and silently handed her a piece of paper.

"Sister, please be more restrained. People who don't know might think something is wrong with our artist."

"Go away."

Lulu grabbed a tissue and wiped away the tears that were streaming down her face.

During this period of time, she accompanied Chen Jinzhi in the open air, sleeping in the open air, and having her day and night reversed. Her skin became darker, and she was casually wrapped in a wrinkled leather jacket, looking like a refugee.

Xiao Zheng pushed up his glasses and compared the girl in front of him, who looked like she had been forced to do rough labor for two months, with the timid and shy girl when they first met.

The conclusion is: the child has suffered a lot, so let him cry if he wants.

After a series of wrap-up ceremonies, Chen Jinzhi was finally able to get away.

The official wrap party is scheduled for tomorrow, because after the filming is announced to be over, as soon as everyone's excitement is over, they feel the side effects of excessive physical exertion in the past few months all coming back at once.

Most people didn't even have the strength to speak a word. They all looked as weak as hungry old men who hadn't eaten for half a month.

Only Chen Jinzhi was relatively better. She still had the energy to pack up her props, and smiled and nodded to greet everyone who left.

"Okay, see you tomorrow. Have a good rest. Everyone has worked hard."

She told the staff.

"Ah, teacher, is your migraine better today? The medicine I asked someone to buy has arrived at the hotel today. You can pick it up on your way back. Just say your own name.

Well, I used this medicine myself some time ago, and it works pretty well. No need to thank me, teacher, it’s just a small favor.”

Another veteran actor in the crew had been suffering from migraines in the past few days. Chen Jinzhi remembered it just by hearing it once and ordered medicine to be delivered to the hotel.

The veteran actor was so moved that his wrinkles were all smiles. He held her hand and thanked her repeatedly. He felt that such sensible young people were rare in the circle, and he would definitely introduce them if there was a suitable opportunity in the future.

"Happy wrap! You've worked hard, kids. Do you want to take a photo? Of course you can."

Some unknown young actors in the crew came over timidly and expressed their desire to take a photo, and Chen Jinzhi smiled and agreed without hesitation.

"Okay, of course I remember you. You were the leader of the beggar gang that Jingzhe joined when he was a child. You acted very well."

Finally, he did not forget to add such a powerful sentence.

From the perspective of others, Chen Jinzhi is a person who is bewitched without knowing it. After she said this, the young actor will truly remember her for the rest of his life.

After a familiar round of greetings and farewells, Chen Jinzhi glanced around the surroundings.

The crew, who were so lively and cheering just now, have now deserted, as if the show is over and everyone is leaving.

Not knowing what he was thinking about, Chen Jinzhi sighed softly.

"Aren't you leaving?"

Suddenly a familiar voice sounded at the door.

Chen Jinzhi raised her eyes and saw Su Chengyi leaning against the door with his arms folded, raising his eyebrows at her.

"You should know that I will come to pick you up today, right? Don't you know?"

"I guessed that you would definitely have such a social session, so I waited at the door for a while. I only came in when I saw that everyone else had left."

"Lulu just cried very loudly. You must have heard it. Xiao Zheng took her to dinner. She said she has been eating naan every day recently. Are you the same?"

Su Chengyi held Chen Jinzhi's hand and talked to himself.

It wasn't anything serious or important, so I just said it casually.

It didn't seem like we hadn't seen each other for days. Instead, it seemed like we had just had dinner together yesterday and went out for a walk today.

Su Chengyi didn't understand why, but every time he saw Chen Jinzhi, he felt safe and had a tacit understanding with her. He never felt strange or alienated because they hadn't seen each other for a long time.

Apparently the other party felt the same way, because she didn't let his words fall on the floor and continued the conversation naturally.

"I thought you would come tomorrow."

"If you had told me earlier, I would have come out earlier. Will it take a long time to wait?"

"I heard that. She has been really hard-working recently, running around all by herself. Give her a few days off to have a good rest after she returns."

"Well, naan is actually quite delicious. It's very filling, but it's a bit dry."

Chen Jinzhi smiled gently and took out a palm-sized naan wrapped in brown paper from his pocket.

"I brought it out at noon, thinking that if I have to shoot until late, I can eat this as a cushion. Teacher Su, would you like to try it?"

"sure."

Su Chengyi took the small piece of naan, opened the wrapping paper, lowered his head and took a bite.

It was not as hard as a baguette as imagined, but rather crispy and delicious, with a strong sesame aroma.

"good to eat."

Su Chengyi ate up all of Chen Jinzhi's stored food in just two or three bites.

He made the comment seriously, but Chen Jinzhi couldn't help but smiled with his head down, his drooping eyelashes hiding a gentle smile.

"That's good."

The two of them walked slowly back to the hotel and did not choose to go to the restaurant on the other side for dinner.

Because Su Chengyi had just received a call from Xiao Zheng, who said he would bring them food and they just needed to wait for ten minutes.

Chen Jinzhi's room was not the one he booked during the last audition, but it was still the same single room.

"Do you want to ask the front desk to change to a double room?" Chen Jinzhi asked with blinking eyes in the elevator.

Su Chengyi shook his head and said:

"Don't bother. You'll only be staying for tonight anyway. Is that right? Or do you have anything else to do later?"

"Nothing."

Chen Jinzhi nodded and looked at the red words indicating the changing floors in the elevator.

"That's good, we'll go back together tomorrow."

Su Chengyi held her fingers slightly harder and said this.

His feelings towards this place at this moment were probably the same as Lulu's. They just wanted to take Chen Jinzhi and escape from here as soon as possible. The past few months were too torturous, and even Wolverine couldn't bear it.

Chen Jinzhi swiped his card and entered the room at the end of the corridor.

Su Chengyi followed her in, and the room was filled with the scent of her perfume, the scent of roses and geraniums.

I don’t know which model it is, but it suits the view outside the window very well.

Chen Jinzhi always has her own little ideas in these small details of life - even when she leads such a hard life with a reversed day and night schedule.

The room was also very tidy, and her things were tucked away in a corner to make it easier for the hotel's cleaning lady to clean.

After changing out of her costume, she wore a light grey wool sweater and tied her long hair up low, with the ends falling to her waist.

A few breezes came in through the gaps in the window, causing her hair to flutter in the wind.

Chen Jinzhi walked to the bedside and closed the window, then drew the curtains. The light in the room became dim. She came back to her senses, her eyes flickering slightly.

"Are you hungry?"

she asked with a smile.

"No, didn't I just eat some naan?"

Su Chengyi shook his head, sat down at the end of the bed, and looked up at her.

"Aren't you tired yet?"

"Fortunately."

Chen Jinzhi thought about it and shook his head.

"I can't really explain it. Maybe I'm still a little dazed."

Her hair fell down as she moved and landed in front of her eyes.

Su Chengyi raised his hand to signal, and she walked over, sat on his lap, and hugged his neck.

She smelled the same as the perfume in the room, probably because she had been using this one recently.

Su Chengyi sniffed carefully and found that in addition to rose and geranium, there seemed to be some scent of patchouli, which was quite different from her previous style.

Maybe it's also a preparation for getting into the role, Georgia or Jingzhe, this character will probably have this kind of flavor.

It's not some expensive and fancy perfume, but one made from the most common spices in the desert.

Like a rose that grows stubbornly in the Gobi Desert with sand and rocks.

Thinking of this, Su Chengyi couldn't help but tighten his arms around her waist. She was so slender and slim that it was a little surprising.

"what's wrong?"

Chen Jinzhi gently rubbed the side of his neck with his chin.

"Don't come to film such scenes in the future."

Su Chengyi said sullenly.

"Hmm? Why?"

Chen Jinzhi sounded a little amused, but still asked patiently.

"It's too much of a grind."

Su Chengyi sighed.

Just now I was watching from a distance and thought it was okay, but now that I'm really close, I can see how much weight Chen Jinzhi has lost in these days.

She was already very thin before, and now she was even thinner, looking like she could be blown down by the wind.

"Well, the camera will magnify a person's flaws. My current appearance will make the photo look just right. It's okay. It will heal itself after a while."

Chen Jinzhi easily guessed why he said that, curved his eyes and soothed him.

Su Chengyi wanted to nod, but he felt something choking in his throat, making it impossible for him to make any appropriate response. He just felt a little uncomfortable.

"Okay, don't worry. It's over. We can return to modern society tomorrow. I will eat well, okay? Teacher Su."

Seeing that he still had his brows and eyes drooped, Chen Jinzhi gently pinched his face, her tone unusually gentle.

"Ah."

Su Chengyi finally relaxed, raised his hand to tidy up her drooping hair, and decided to adjust his mood.

The filming was completed, which was something worth celebrating with drums and gongs.

It’s just that while others were celebrating the unprecedented and unparalleled achievement of “The Awakening”, he was celebrating Chen Jinzhi’s escape from the sea of ​​suffering and the end of his ascetic life.

"Ding dong."

At this time, the doorbell rang.

"Xiao Zheng should be here to bring us food. I'll go open the door."

Su Chengyi picked her up and put her at the end of the bed, touched her face and said.

"it is good."

Chen Jinzhi nodded, a gentle smile on his lips.

Su Chengyi then stood up and opened the door, and the person waiting outside was indeed Xiao Zheng.

"Ding Dong! The spicy cold noodles you ordered have arrived. Would you like to use WeChat or Alipay?"

Xiao Zheng said with a smile.

"I think I mentioned to you to bring some healthy food."

Su Chengyi took the food box and frowned.

"Hey, can we not listen to the young master? The healthy food is downstairs, shrimp and vegetable porridge! I bought this cold noodle because it's a specialty, let's try them all."

Xiao Zheng made a "tsk" sound and defended himself with his hands in his pockets.

"Thank you, you are indeed the most reliable, Brother Zheng."

Su Chengyi nodded and saluted him.

"Hey! Of course! You, Brother Zheng."

Before Xiao Zheng could finish his words, the door was slammed shut in front of him.

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Seeing sex and forgetting friends!

"Have some porridge first. Let me try this cold noodle to see if it's spicy before you eat."

Su Chengyi turned around and went back to the room carrying a few boxes, asking as he walked.

When he reached the foot of the bed, the words on his lips stopped.

Chen Jinzhi actually fell asleep curled up at the end of the bed, in a definitely uncomfortable posture, like a little fox hugging its tail to keep warm in the snow.

(End of this chapter)