I'm afraid I'm not interested in love

Chapter 654 For You, Thousands and Thousands of Times
The news of Chen Jinzhi's temporary withdrawal from the music industry was like a powerful torpedo, causing huge waves in the entertainment industry, which had been quite calm these days.

Whether it was the audience at the music festival or the fans and passers-by who got the news from the Internet, everyone was shocked.

"??????"

"Oh my god, what did I hear?!"

"Iris is retiring from the music industry? Help, is her farewell performance so casual??"

"Please don't exaggerate what you said before. They said they were temporarily withdrawing. Maybe they just need to take a break for a while."

"That is to say, how is it possible to announce your retirement with such high popularity? Have you made enough money?"

……

Of course, those who were shocked were not just those who didn't know the inside story, but also Xiao Zheng and Lulu who were looking at each other in astonishment in the backstage.

This also includes Su Chengyi in front of the computer screen.

He frowned tightly, and the white fluorescent light made his expression dim and unclear.

Chen Jinzhi on the stage did not give any further explanation to the shocked audience. He just bowed slightly and then turned around and left gracefully.

Her movements were quick and decisive, without any delay, just like when she stepped from behind the scenes to the front stage of "Idol 101".

It’s just that when he came, he was alone and unknown, but when he left, he was honored and the center of attention.

Yet she seemed to have no attachment to any of this.

The fans in the audience cried out "Encore" in tears, and she turned around with a resolute back, as if she wanted to strip away all the fame and attention and give them back to the producer behind the scenes who had brought her to her current position.

There is no need to explain why Chen Jinzhi quit the music industry. She wants to completely cut ties with the name "Zhi Jinchen".

Su Chengyi lowered his eyes, gently closed his laptop, and turned his head to look out the window.

Outside the skyscrapers of Magic City, lights are bright and neon lights are flashing.

I can’t see the moon, he thought.

……

Everything was quiet outside the window, and the clock in the living room ticked to two in the morning.

Su Chengyi lay on the balcony railing, the night wind made his vision a little blurry.

But I still saw a royal blue Porsche in the night, and it flashed its headlights to signal me before turning into the underground garage.

Su Chengyi turned and walked into the room, pressed the switch of the unit door downstairs, leaned against the door and listened to the footsteps outside, and opened the door one step ahead before the doorbell was about to ring.

The person outside the door was obviously shocked by his prediction, and straightened his crooked glasses with a bitter face.

The person who rushed over at this time was Xiao Zheng.

Su Chengyi didn't look up at him. He opened the door and turned back.

Xiao Zheng seemed familiar with the place. He took a pair of slippers from the shoe cabinet, walked in with a clatter, and collapsed on the sofa.

"Hey!"

He sighed very deliberately.

"Cough, cough, cough!"

Xiao Zheng coughed several times in succession. Seeing that Su Chengyi had no intention of paying attention to him, he slammed the table in frustration and raised his voice and said:
"Master, why are you pretending to be calm? Even though you never leave the house, you can't have not heard about it, right?"

"Ah."

Su Chengyi closed the balcony door, turned around, and responded in a light tone.

"..."

Xiao Zheng looked at him. He was obviously full of complaints, but he was a little speechless at the moment.

It was because the young master looked so frail and gloomy that he almost disappeared into the dark night behind him.

Although he used to have a lazy and world-weary face, he hardly ever gave people such a gloomy feeling.

This damn Shura field can really be described as a lose-lose situation, and everyone in the center of the storm has been tortured beyond recognition.

"She said she wanted to quit the music industry, what do you think?"

Xiao Zheng just asked this dryly in the end.

"did not expect."

Su Chengyi answered honestly.

Indeed, although he had thought of many serious consequences, he did not expect Chen Jinzhi to be so determined.

She actually didn't want anything that Zhi Jinchen brought for her.

That was what many people dreamed of, fame, status, honor, but she threw it all away. "Putting aside your relationship issues, let's just talk about your career. You absolutely cannot do that!"

At this point, Xiao Zheng's tone gradually became anxious.

"Even if she is a top star now, the entertainment industry changes so quickly. She just quit without any warning. Not to mention a year or two, even ten days or half a month will have a big impact! The audience's memory and patience are not good. By the time she adjusts her mentality and comes back, I'm afraid many of her fans will have left.

Hey, how could this happen? This girl looks like a sensible and ambitious person, how could she be so love-brained? Just because of what happened with you, she would give up everything she has worked so hard for all these years?"

The more Xiao Zheng spoke, the more annoyed he became, and he was so disappointed in his friend that he fumbled around in his coat pocket and finally pulled out half a pack of cigarettes.

Actually, I just opened it and smoked half a pack on the way here.

"Can I smoke?"

Although he was very anxious, Xiao Zheng still controlled his temper and asked.

"Give me one."

As soon as Su Chengyi finished speaking, he took out a cigarette from the cigarette box.

There was a hint of surprise in Xiao Zheng's eyes behind the glasses, and then he took out a lighter and lit the cigarette for him in a servile manner.

"Yeah, when did you learn to smoke?"

Su Chengyi twisted the cigarette butt with his fingers, crushing the popping beads, and shook his head slightly in the mint smoke.

“First time.”

This is the first time he has smoked since his previous life. He didn’t like the smell of cigarettes before and found it choking.

If you need to refresh yourself, you will probably choose a mint candy.

But tonight, he suddenly wanted to try this bad habit that was harmful to his body.

Probably because I didn’t see the moon.

……

Upon hearing that this was his first time smoking, Xiao Zheng immediately wanted to take back the lighter he had handed over.

What a joke! If he leads such a good student astray, he will be in big trouble if Mr. Li finds out.

But when he saw Su Chengyi's expression, he sighed and gave up the idea of ​​dissuading him.

Human beings, as creatures, often rely on these so-called "bad habits" to survive many sleepless nights.

The cigarette was not as choking as he had imagined. Su Chengyi took a few puffs based on his intuition, and the coolness of the mint spread from his fingertips to his throat.

"She's not what you say she is."

Suddenly, he said something out of the blue.

Hearing this, Xiao Zheng was slightly stunned and asked:
"The people I'm talking about? What kind of people am I talking about? People who give up their careers and ruin their futures because of love?"

"Ah."

Su Chengyi coughed lightly and raised his hand to rub his brows.

"She just wants to cut off contact with me, not give up her career. In addition to being a singer, she is also the best new actress, a status that has nothing to do with Zhi Jinchen."

After listening to him, Xiao Zheng suddenly understood.

"That's right. She fought for the role of Jingzhe entirely on her own. The show was a big hit and Caroline thinks highly of her. So it doesn't seem difficult for her to become an actress."

That's Chen Jinzhi, Su Chengyi knows him better than anyone else.

She would be sad and depressed, but she would never let herself fall into a pitiful and miserable state.

She had worked so hard to get to where she is today, and even if her whole body and mind were hurt and broken, she would piece herself together piece by piece.

The two contradictory words, strong and broken, blend easily in her, making her always shine like broken jade.

If she could be a little weaker, perhaps she wouldn't have made such a decisive and unconditional choice today.

However, Su Cheng thought that it was because of her self-esteem and pride that he fell in love with Chen Jinzhi so uncontrollably.

Even now, he was still moved by her resolute back and the sparkle in her eyes.

The burning ashes fell heavily to the ground. Su Chengyi raised his eyes. The moonlight outside the window just escaped the clouds and illuminated the dust on the dark wooden floor.

The thousandth time, the ten thousandth time, the countless time of heartbeat.

Like a kite chaser, the person holding the kite string knows, and the kite itself knows too.

For her, thousands and thousands of times.

(End of this chapter)