I'm afraid I'm not interested in love

Chapter 75 Shura Field

Chen Jinzhi quickly retracted his hand as if he was electrocuted, and with the other hand he pulled off the cuff of his school uniform to cover it up.

Su Chengyi's heart suddenly sank.

The scar was definitely not caused by an accident, it was obviously the mark of being violently dragged.

Chen Jinzhi lowered his head and could not clearly see her expression.

Perhaps because she knew she couldn't find any reasonable excuse, she simply stopped talking.

The two were silent for a while. Su Chengyi took a deep breath and asked her:
".what happened?"

Chen Jinzhi turned away,
"It's nothing."

"Have you been beaten?"

"No."

"What's the matter?"

Su Chengyi frowned, Chen Jinzhi took a step back, and he followed suit.

In the end, he almost pushed the person against the wall, as if breaking the casserole and asking the end.

"."

Chen Jinzhi sighed softly and raised his eyes to look at him.

"I told you, so what can I do?"

Su Chengyi was stunned for a moment, her eyes were calm, more desperate than calm.

"I will help you."

Chen Jinzhi suddenly smiled, but it was more like pulling the corners of his mouth.

"Would you save a man stuck in a swamp?"

"I know your answer is yes, no matter who that person is, you will answer that way."

"But if I were the one stuck in the swamp, I wouldn't give you a chance to answer this question."

"Even if you say you are 90.00% sure that you can save me, there is still a [-]% chance that I will drag you into the swamp. Because of this [-]%, I will not save you. My chance."

After saying this, Chen Jinzhi seemed to have lost a lot of strength, and his whole body became pale and weak.

Su Chengyi looked at her silently. It turned out that up until just now, he had been trying to act as if nothing had happened.

"It's good to keep the status quo, Su Chengyi, don't get closer to me anymore."

She tried to get around Su Chengyi, who was stuck in place, but someone grabbed her wrist.

The other party held his left hand in great detail, avoiding the right hand that had just exposed the scar.

But he probably didn't expect that both of his wrists were actually injured.

Chen Jinzhi frowned in pain, but resisted making a sound.

"Have you heard of the Swampman Paradox?"

Su Chengyi just wanted to stop her, so after the other party stood still, he didn't use any force and just held her wrist.

Without waiting for her reply, Su Chengyi started talking on his own.

“A man was out for a walk, and when passing through a swamp, he was unfortunately struck to death by lightning.

However, something strange happened. The lightning reacted with the swamp, and a person exactly like him emerged from the swamp.No matter the personality, body, or memory, they are exactly the same.

Swamp Man returned home as usual according to his plan and started life in place of the original person. "

"The question in this paradox is, are the swamp and the original person still the same person?"

Chen Jinzhi looked at Su Chengyi a little confused, and he could probably tell what she meant:

"Except for the word swamp, what does this have to do with what I'm talking about?"

Su Chengyi scratched the back of his head.

In fact, he hadn't figured out how to express his thoughts clearly, so he had to say whatever he thought of.

"After the Swamp Man wakes up, because he has inherited his original memory, he will only feel that he has been reborn, and will not know that another one of him has died. If the Swamp Man is no longer the original person, then the passage of time will Are the people who travel back and forth still the same people?”

Su Chengyi was actually asking himself this question, because after his rebirth, he felt like he was a different person.

In the past, he would never have said these words to others.

"What I want to say is that even though there is no external force like lightning, of course, there is no real swamp, so you can just regard meeting me as that lightning.

Now you who are stuck in the swamp are dead, and standing here is the new swampman.

I don't have to save you, I just need to tell you, forget the past and move forward. As another swamp person, I will move forward with you. "

Su Chengyi rarely talked about such a long conversation, and he felt that the more he talked, the more confused he became.

In fact, in the final analysis, he was just trying to persuade Chen Jinzhi not to be willing to sink, not to live in a heavy swamp.

Don't wait until ten years later to regret it. Not everyone has the opportunity to start over again like him.

But Chen Jinzhi just looked at him steadily, his eyes sparkling, making his amber pupils even more beautiful.

It was also because it was so beautiful that after a while, Su Chengyi realized that those were tears.

Quickly letting go of his hand, he was rummaging for tissues in his school uniform pocket, when Chen Jinzhi suddenly showed a smile.

Although she was still crying, it could be seen that the smile was completely inconsistent with her mood just now, but it was as meaningful as usual.

"Someone looking for you."

When Su Chengyi turned around, she saw Chu Qingmian and Han Bing standing side by side at the door. She was holding a bottle of Coke in her hand and looking at her blankly.

Chu Qingmian had the fastest lunch in her life today.

The chef of the No. [-] Middle School cafeteria cooks hotpot pork as good as a five-star chef. He is famous far and wide, and those who can grab it are the chosen ones who are both fast and lucky.

When Chu Qingmian and Han Bing were dawdling in the classroom today, they had actually completely missed the opportunity to grab the hotpot meat.

Fortunately, Xu Yang used the excuse of training to run to the canteen in advance and get a portion.

If it was normal, she would be eating happily.

But today was different. Chu Qingmian kept thinking about Su Chengyi who was left behind in the classroom.

It's so pitiful to be alone in the classroom writing questions.

So she ate absentmindedly throughout the meal, shouting that she was full after just two bites.

Even Han Bing, who had a small appetite, was only sixty percent full when Chu Qingmian took her to the canteen to buy a Coke, and then trotted back to the teaching building.

Han Bing felt that the food he had eaten was almost completely digested by the amount of exercise.

As he ran to the door, Chu Qingmian in front suddenly stopped suddenly.

Almost made to vomit by what she did, Han Bing was about to ask her what kind of plane she was doing when she saw the scene in front of her.

Su Chengyi stood together with the beautiful newly transferred art student, and his hand was still holding her wrist.

???

Am I dreaming?
Han Bing rubbed his eyes in disbelief.

After the shock, worry about Chu Qingmian swept over him. Han Bing turned his face carefully and saw her expression.

If I had to use one word to describe it, it would be lonely.

The two grew up together and were almost never separated. This was the first time Han Bing saw Chu Qingmian like this.

She has always been perfect and dazzling, almost unlike the person she would appear in reality.

Ever since she was little, Chu Qingmian has been full of energy, like a little sun. Everyone likes her very much.

Her life is like a dream floating in mid-air.

Although Han Bing sometimes scolds her for not knowing the dangers of society and people's hearts, he actually hopes more than anyone else that she can live her life smoothly like this.

But now she looked like she had been mercilessly awakened from a dream.

　Originally, I wanted to write this chapter about a more joyful Shura field, but it made me sad to write it╥﹏╥
　　
　
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