I was beheaded in the Middle Ages for 20 years

Xu Siling knew that he was a normal man.

He also fulfills this characteristic very well.

He picked Chris up from the floor and threw her on the bed.

Chrissy didn't feel uncomfortable being treated so rudely, but instead showed a desire to be satisfied.

Before Xu Siling could take off her clothes, Chrissy got up from the bed and threw herself into Xu Siling's arms.

She kissed Xu Siling on the lips and kissed him hard.

"Xu, promise me not to be too gentle with me."

"I am not your nobleman, I am your woman. Your chivalry etiquette can be placed with God for safekeeping tonight."

Xu Siling had a different experience with Chris's obsession.

"Chris, I'm pretty sure I'm telling you, I have no chivalry."

After saying that, he pushed Chris onto the bed with his body.

In the process of tossing.

Xu Siling covered Chris's mouth with her hand to prevent her from shouting.

Chrissy didn't struggle, but hugged Xu Siling tightly to enjoy it. She opened her lips and started sucking Xu Siling's fingers.

It made Xu Siling's heart itch even more, and she couldn't help but exert more force.

After a long time of tossing.

The two of them were lying on the bed.

Chrissy leaned on Xu Siling's chest.

She felt numb and painful all over her body, an indescribable feeling.

All she knew was that she had no strength at all.

For example, now, when she looked at Xu Siling's chin, she wanted to touch it.

But I found that my fingers had no strength at all.

The smell of Xu Siling's sweat made her wet. She didn't dislike it at all, and even enjoyed the special smell in the air.

It was really her first time to experience this.

When she was getting along with other noble ladies and ladies, she had heard them talk about such topics.

But just listen and fantasize.

Some of them said it was very comfortable, and some said it was uncomfortable.

Some ladies even said that as soon as the feeling started, it was over.

Everyone's answer is different, leaving Chris unclear about how it feels to sleep with a man.

But now she knows.

It is indeed very comfortable, and it is still comfortable in waves.

There is no stopping.

After a period of comfort, before she could relax, the waves that followed once again knocked her body to death on the shore.

Comfort is like the waves coming from the river.

During this time she felt like she was going crazy.

About to pass out.

"They are all liars."

"Huh? Who are you talking about?"

"It's okay." Chris thought of something and smiled: "Xu, can you still come tomorrow night?"

Xu Siling was speechless: "It's the first time today that you don't take a rest?"

"I don't know, although my body feels very painful, it is numb and numb. More importantly, I can't forget the feeling you made me. I feel disappointed when I think about not being able to feel it tomorrow night."

"Chris, you have to know that I won't stay in Paris for long. Especially since you are the daughter of the Marquis of Boggs and you are almost of marriageable age. Logically speaking, we shouldn't be like this."

Chris asked, "What should we do? I don't mind that you have a wife, and you don't mind that I'm not married, right?"

"To be honest, I mind." Xu Siling from Sage Time spoke unusually coldly.

"Mind. What do you mind? Do you mind if I make you feel uncomfortable?"

"That's not true."

"Then will you come tomorrow night?"

Is this all you care about?
"Get some rest and we'll talk about it later."

"If you don't come, then I will go to Bulvar's house to look for you every day. Let me tell you, the guards dare to stop those knights, but they don't dare to stop me."

Xu Siling had to admit that what Chris said was true.

"Let's talk about it then. It's not like I have nothing to do."

"Xu, are you dying?" Chris asked curiously.

This is something that no man should be allowed to acquiesce to.

"what are you saying?"

Facing the ferocious look in Xu Siling's lowered eyes, Chrissy's body trembled softly, and she suddenly became excited again.

"I heard from some ladies that their husbands are not very good. I don't know if this is related to it."

Seeing Chris' excited eyes moistened by water, Xu Siling decided to prove it with action.

Xu Siling didn't stop until Chrissy surrendered and felt dizzy.

In order to wake up, Chris bit Xu Siling's shoulder hard and persisted.

Afterwards, Xu Siling got up and put on clothes.

Chrissy lay weakly, looking at the slightly ruthless man in front of her. She was not angry, but felt very happy.

"Xu."

"how."

"I will tie a blue silk scarf on the pillar of the mansion's tower."

"What's the meaning."

"It means that as long as you see a blue silk scarf on my tower, it means that I miss you and I will wait for you to come at night."

Xu Siling couldn't laugh or cry. This secret communication method was not easy.

Seeing that Xu Siling didn't respond, Kris wasn't annoyed and just laughed.

Now her body felt even more numb and painful, and she was unable to move even if she wanted to.

After Xu Siling had packed up, he looked at the letter on his chest. He hesitated a little and asked again to confirm.

"Are you sure you haven't read this letter?"

"I'm too lazy to look. I don't care about politics between you and your father and brother. I only care about you."

"It's the best I've ever seen."

Chris thought of something and asked tentatively: "By the way, if I take this letter, will it cause trouble for you?"

"A little."

"Then will you blame me?"

"will not."

Chrissy chuckled.

"Xu, if there is anything you want me to do, remember to tell me and I will help you."

Xu Siling turned around and wanted to answer, saying that she couldn't help anything and just didn't cause any trouble.

But with Chrissy's eager and pleading puppy eyes, her heart couldn't help but soften.

"know."

With Chris smiling happily, Xu Siling left from the balcony.

Chrissy was the only one left in the dark room.

Although she felt a little empty inside, the residual warmth after being satisfied still made her feel happy.

Especially the dampness and heat beside the bed told her what happened before.

Thinking back to what happened and what she said. The pain, the humiliation.

filled her mind.

It has an uncomfortable feeling of comfort.

There are two sides to her heart.

In the eyes of outsiders, she is the daughter of a marquis, and she is very in control of her attitude and treatment of others.

At least what she said would not be denied by others, nor did she like being denied.

She is a woman who looks very strong but is very weak on the inside.

This is related to the living environment. Being favored is one aspect, but it is precisely because of being favored that she knows how to behave so that she can get more comfortable treatment to the maximum extent.

Because she knows that those who are weak will be bullied.

So Chrissy more or less disguised herself.

In the eyes of outsiders, she has a crazy energy in her bones. She will easily transform all negative emotions into pressure and demands from others.

It's like Wade's two-handed sword.

If she wants it, she must get it. If she doesn't, she will start to put pressure and start to embarrass Mrs. Stein in every way.

Chrissy didn't enjoy causing pain to others, but she just felt like she should do it.

But the real her is the evil deep in her soul.

She knew very well that she also longed for someone who could protect her, someone who could provide her with a sense of security, a master who was both gentle and ferocious?

At least gentleness and ferociousness are two extremely contradictory descriptions.

It was perfectly reflected in Xu Siling's body, without any sudden feeling.

The gentle Xu Siling seemed to rein in her horse and protect her in front of everyone. The indifferent smile on her face was unforgettable for her, like a hot spring flowing with warmth in her body.

And the ferocious Xu Siling, like cutting down all the knights in front of everyone, his eyes revealing the man's primitive desire, was also unforgettable for her, like a beast tearing wantonly in her heart.

Chris has two lines of defense in her mind.

If someone can cross that line of defense, the other person will become the person above him.

It’s not that Chris has never seen gentle men, nor does she know fierce men.

But just satisfying one is not enough.

The two lines of defense in her heart must be broken through by the same person.

But it just so happens that these two extremely contradictory descriptions cannot appear in the same person.

Only Xu Siling could do it.

Xu Siling broke through Chris' defense. Not only was she infatuated with Xu Siling, she even showed a submissive nature.

But if it is someone who has not crossed the two lines of defense, she will still show the temperament of a controller like before.

The so-called control is just to protect the true self.

Kris knew she could be a loyal and dedicated puppy.

But no one ever really cared.

No one thought she needed to do this.

(In the Western Middle Ages, dogs were described in a positive way and represented loyalty and bravery. Therefore, in the Battle of Tamubao, Xu Siling called Hamis a dead dog, and Enli called Hamis a pig-headed one, which meant that it was difficult to understand. It's not that the word "death" is too sinister, An Li thought Xu Siling was praising Hamis.)
Kris knew she was not normal, but she yearned for it and felt like she was born this way.

Her consciousness is so clear that she is still deeply examining herself. She still hopes to improve herself and find a more perfect self.

"I'm so scared. It was the first time I couldn't stand him being so fierce."

"But my buttocks is numb in the back. I really want him to be cruel, I really want him to ravage me, I really want him not to pity me."

"I want him to target something but I can't tell him. How about I commit suicide next time? Will he be angry?"

"Then I have to test it carefully, otherwise if I do it too harshly, I will really seek death. I'm afraid I won't be able to bear it."

"But what if seeking death is of no use?"

"Then I will continue to do it, continue to do it! Do it until he is willing to give me what I want."

"Keep doing it if you don't give it, I want to challenge his bottom line!"

"Anyway, he is so gentle, he will definitely satisfy me."

"Especially when I obviously made a mistake and caused him trouble, he didn't even blame me or punish me."

"He's so gentle."

"hey-hey."

Chrissy smiled dreamily on the bed, her body numb with fatigue, allowing her to slowly fall asleep.

Your mind can stop for no one.

But the heart always beats for someone.

When Xu Siling went to the residence of Marquis Boggs to steal the letter, something was also happening in the palace.

Philip VI came to Blanche's residence in the dead of night.

Instead of barging in, he knocked at the window.

Fearing that evidence would be left behind and that Blanche would have an accident, Philip VI did not like to write letters, but communicated with Blanche through dialogue whenever possible.

Philip VI asked Blanche to burn the letters he wrote to Blanche in front of him.

Under the arrangement of Philip VI, Blanche's residence was the place with the worst protection awareness in the entire palace.

It can be said that a thief can wander around here for a long time at night without being caught.

Blanche quickly stood up and responded.

Usually, she would fall asleep at this time.

But she knew very well that today she released the doves of John and Madam Bonnet, and it was inevitable that this matter would reach the ears of Philip VI.

Philip VI will definitely ask her for an explanation tonight.

"uncle."

The two did not open the window to talk.

Blanche did not call Philip VI king, but called her relatives across the window in an almost cold tone.

"You actually know that I am your uncle, then you should understand what you promised me."

"You should know that there was a reason why I didn't keep the appointment."

"The little daughter of the Boggs family? That's enough, niece, I've had enough of your perfunctory behavior."

"I didn't bother you, uncle."

"Why do you make me believe that a daughter of a marquis would invite a member of the royal family to her home? Who do you think you are?"

Blanche said gloomily and feebly: "I am the King of France, the daughter of Charles IV."

"He is dead!" Philip VI said viciously, "Now I am the king! No one will remember Charles IV, no one! The nobles will not remember him!"

"I know. I know." Blanche frowned slightly and repeated weakly.

"It's too late for the nobles to avoid you and invite you? Huh, let's dream. The little daughter of Boggs just wants to get close to Knight Raya! It's you who are shameless and insist on it. I think you just want to avoid going to the appointment."

"No, uncle."

"Humph."

Philip VI did not dare to suppress Blanche too hard. For him, an obedient Blanche was the most useful, while a disobedient Blanche could easily backfire.

"Boggs's little daughter, on the surface, likes Knight Raya, so she gets close to him, but who knows what's going on. It's very possible that Chris's closeness to Knight Raya has something to do with Boggs. It's Boggs. Si motioned his daughter to contact Raya Knight."

"What do you want to express? Uncle"

"I want you to tell me!" Philip VI couldn't stand Blanche's pretended stupidity. "Did anything happen when you stayed in Boggs's mansion for so long? Boggs arrived in Paris a few days ago. , he should be at home, has something happened, or do you know something? Is it possible that you have been playing house with Boggs's little daughter? Or are you obsessed with watching the unflattering emotional story of a female noble pursuing a knight? "

"No, it's not."

Blanche wanted to say something and subconsciously told her what she heard in the bookstore.

But once her lips opened, they stopped.

Xu Siling's face couldn't help but appear in her mind.

Thinking of Xu Siling cheering for her, and even giving examples one after another to explain herself, just to make her feel less uncomfortable.

Xu Siling gave her psychology and planted a small seed of hope. (End of chapter)