I was beheaded in the Middle Ages for 20 years

Chapter 73 Don’t leave me [Please order first]

Xu Siling couldn't figure out why.

He admits that he is not a competitive person, nor is he a person who enjoys great achievements.

But his dedication to Raya Town and his help to Mayfair are obvious to everyone around him.

Even a silly person like Enri knew how important he was to Fei'er.

He is such a person, but he has no idea what happened last night.

He is not in Mayfair's plan.

Xu Siling was wearing homemade protective clothing and a mask. An Li did not see his expression clearly, but found that Xu Siling's brown eyes became very cold.

"Xu, what's wrong with you?"

Xu Siling shook his head and said nothing.

"When Miss Raya confessed her plan to me yesterday, I curiously asked her why she didn't tell you the plan."

Xu Siling raised her eyes: "How did she answer?"

"I've almost forgotten what she said." Enri scratched her head, "Anyway, Miss Raya means that she feels that she can't control you. You are a very good person but have no ambition."

"Control me?"

"Yes." An Li hugged her shoulders and vowed, "But I think Miss Raya has her own considerations. I think you don't need to care too much. Miss Raya has Miss Raya's principles. We followers and guards can just obey and act with peace of mind. good!"

"Are we followers and guards?"

Xu Siling's eyes narrowed slightly. He didn't think Fei'er had to control him.

Mayfair should understand that he has always been firmly on her side and his support has never lost control. Naturally, he cannot be said to be in control.

And in Mayfair's eyes, is he really just a follower?
Enri wanted to say something more, but she kept coughing.

"You have a good rest."

Xu Siling stood up and had a little understanding. Even if he asked Anli about the details of last night's plan, Fei'er's temperament would not reveal everything to Anli. It would be better to ask the person involved directly.

When Anli saw that Xu Siling didn't want to talk anymore, she couldn't say anything else, so she lay down and prepared to close her eyes and rest.

After leaving Anli's bedroom, Xu Siling found Fei'er in the bookstore.

When I first came in, I found that there was an extra bed in the study room.

Mayfair was wearing a light blue corset dress. She was sitting on a chair. The table was covered with scrolls and documents, all of which were official business.

Her golden hair was spread out, and her blue eyes under her bangs looked at Xu Siling from the scroll document. When she saw Xu Siling coming back, her blue eyes narrowed slightly, and her cute and childish face showed a smile.

It could be seen that she was really happy.

Fei'er has been looking forward to Xu Siling's return, and now she is wondering whether Xu Siling will praise her after knowing the changes that have taken place in Raya Town.

She really wanted to share her mood last night with Xu Siling.

"How was the result of this trip to Tamubao?"

Xu Siling glanced at the study room, slowly came to the desk and sat down, and said calmly: "There is no result yet. Tamubao is blocked and I can't get a reply from Dar Khamis, but I asked the people from the Frofen family to help me. Follow up on this matter and we will bring back any news."

Fei'er pursed her pink lips slightly. When she mentioned the Fulofen family, she subconsciously thought of Ella whom she met yesterday.

"As long as there are arrangements, we can't stop collecting medicinal herbs. Now this is an urgent need in Raya Town."

"Ah."

After chatting for a while, Fei'er realized that something was not right about Xu Siling's state. In other words, she only realized that Xu Siling was acting strange from the time she came in until now.

When Xu Siling comes to the study room or bedroom, she always likes to lean against the window because that location is ventilated.

But this time when he came in, he came straight over and sat on the chair, his brown eyes full of indifference.

Fei'er was very smart and immediately understood why Xu Siling had such an expression.

"It seems that you are not happy."

"Of course I'm happy, or I should celebrate that you finally won and took back everything that belongs to you."

"Are you angry with me because I didn't tell you all my plans for last night in advance?"

The smile on Fei'er's face also disappeared, and she looked at Xu Siling lightly.

The two people looked at each other, and the atmosphere in the bedroom became complicated, and a sense of depression arose.

Mayfair spoke again: "Enri asked me yesterday, and I said that even if you had not left Tamu Castle, I would not have told you the plan, and I would not have let you know my plans."

It's one thing to speculate on your own, but it's another thing to hear the person admit it.

Xu Siling wanted to be angry, but took a deep breath and suppressed it. He was puzzled and waited silently for Fei'er's answer.

In fact, Fei'er didn't even know why she had such a great need for Xu Siling, but there was a complicated barrier between this need.

She thought Xu Siling should be angry, but she had already predicted that Xu Siling would be angry afterwards, but in her heart she just wanted to see Xu Siling angry.

She couldn't explain it clearly. It would be better to confess everything, but Feier didn't want to confess.

Maybe you're not convinced?Maybe you want to prove yourself?Maybe you want to take revenge on him?
Feier herself thought of thousands of reasons, but none of them could not convince her. There was no need for her to be dissatisfied with Xu Siling, and there was no need to prove herself to Xu Siling, because Xu Siling was her follower.

Seeing Fei'er lowering her head in deep thought and not speaking for a long time, Xu Siling couldn't hold it any longer.

"I am a person who has always been respected by others, and I respect others by a foot. Even if I don't retaliate against others if they do me wrong, I won't be so overflowing with love that I will sympathize with you. But Fei'er, it seems that you are sorry for me. Do more things that are worthy of me, right? Everyone who lies and conceals has their own reasons. You can say that you are thinking of others, but people who are cared for do not feel happy, right? "

"What do you mean by that?"

"Fei'er, I never thought of saying this to anyone." Xu Siling took a deep breath, "What do you think I am in your eyes?"

When Fei'er heard this, her heart trembled violently, and she felt a little inexplicably panicked.

"Is it an executioner? Is it your follower? Or is it a murder weapon that does your dirty work for you?"

"I have never regarded you as a lowly executioner, nor have I ever regarded you as a murder weapon." Mayfair pursed her lips slightly and turned her head: "You are my very important follower, you have always understood."

"I'm honored to be your attendant, and I'm also honored to be able to solve your problems." After receiving the answer, Xu Siling sighed and seemed to have made some decision: "But in the future, I may not be able to be your Followed.”

When Fei'er heard this, her blue eyes stared at Xu Siling in disbelief.

Xu Siling stood up from the chair and took off his protective cap and mask, revealing his angular, mature and serious face.

His brown eyes were very indifferent.

"I will send the coat of arms of the Raya family back to you later, and as for my reward, I hope you can consider it before paying me."

Xu Siling did not make the decision in anger. He always understood that the reason why he helped Feier was because Feier was a clear atheist and Feier had the possibility to break all the shackles of the current social environment.

More importantly, Fei'er regarded him as a friend. From the time they got to know each other, Xu Siling had never seen Fei'er put on airs in front of her.

In his heart, he is very inclined to be friends with Mayfair.

In the eyes of outsiders, his current behavior seems very contradictory compared with his inner feelings.

But this is not a contradiction, but a collision between reason and desire, selflessness and selfishness, which are actually honest, so Xu Siling decided to be honest to the end.

"How much salary do you think I will have to pay for my work during this period? Please think carefully about it, Fei'er."

Xu Siling left a word indifferently and prepared to turn around and leave.

When Fei'er saw Xu Siling was about to leave, she got up from her chair in panic. Her petite and immature hands crossed the desk and grabbed Xu Siling's clothes.

"Don't go!"

Xu Siling turned around in surprise, her expression couldn't help but change.

Under Mayfair's blond hair and bangs, her blue eyes, which had always been very agile and ever-changing, showed panic and nervousness that had never appeared before.

Those blue eyes looked at Xu Siling, trembling, and her face was full of fear. Her pink lips were slightly open, but she didn't know what to say, so she just asked in the end.

"Why are you leaving?"

"I know that my abilities are limited. Now that you have taken back the management rights of Raya Town, you can also handle the epidemic prevention work in Raya Town. I can't help you."

"But I have already won!" Feier let go and pressed her hands on the desk in confusion: "I won, don't you know? I have everything I should have! From now on, I will say to Raya Town After all, what the people of Raya Town want now, everyone’s people’s hearts are on me, I control everything!”

"But you can't control me."

Xu Siling's faint words made Fei'er's blue eyes widen.

"Enri told you?"

Xu Siling did not answer: "Fei'er, it's one thing to be controlling, but I am a human being, not an object. I have my own ideas. When you want to control someone, you will often fail."

"But. I am already the most powerful noble in Raya Town, you know." Feier's cute face was very pitiful and puzzled, "I can give you whatever you want, or whatever you want, why do you Want to leave?"

"Fei'er." Xu Siling shook her head and said seriously: "I may have selfish motives for helping you, but in terms of true feelings, I have never thought of asking for anything from you."

"I know, I know it all."

"To be honest, I always thought we could be friends." Xu Siling's brown eyes were indifferent, "Fei'er, what do you think is the most basic principle between friends? It's frankness and honesty. I'm not afraid of you being in trouble. If I can help you if you have a problem, I will do so, just because I think we are friends. But that’s not what you do as a friend. How can a friend hide something and lie in front of important things?"

Xu Siling immediately said: "Dare to take responsibility, people are not afraid of lying to deceive others. Although it is shameful, they know that they are lying, but they are most afraid of lying to deceive themselves, because pitifully, they do not know that they are lying."

"Friends?" Mayfair seemed to hear an answer she had never expected. She was completely surprised: "Do you think we are friends?"

"I know that in your understanding, we are not. I am just your follower."

"In your eyes, we are just friends?" Feier asked uncertainly again.

Xu Siling frowned and looked at Fei'er without replying.

"What are you kidding!"

In the blink of an eye, Feier shouted angrily.

She suddenly swept all the scrolls and documents on the table to the ground. She looked excited, angry, and dissatisfied.

Xu Siling was stunned for a moment by Fei'er's sudden anger, but he was equally uncomfortable when he saw Fei'er's expression.

He wasn't even angry himself, so why should Feier get angry at him?

You are dissatisfied, but I am not dissatisfied either!
"Xu, are you kidding? You actually think we are friends?!"

"I really want to say sorry to you. I really don't deserve to be your friend, and I have made you feel that you have gone too far, noble man. But now I really can't say I'm sorry!" Xu Siling shouted angrily, "You, Fei'er, are not the only ones who have this problem. I, Xu Siling, also have a temper! Don’t spread your noble lady’s temper on me, I won’t do it!”

Fei'er pressed her hands on the desk, her petite hands holding them and trembling. She raised her eyes to look at Xu Siling. Her blue eyes were already bloodshot, with twinkling tears in her eyes, but they did not fall.

"I never thought that in your eyes, you treat me as a friend."

Seeing Fei'er crying, Xu Siling's anger suddenly stopped.

That's not right. Only people like me who have been concealed and deceived should lose their temper and cry, right?
Why are you crying instead?
Mayfair tried hard not to shed tears. She seemed to be gritting her teeth and trying to control her emotions.

"Xu, a tree without roots is just a wooden stake in the final analysis. Do you think it will grow branches and leaves? What you planted was never the seeds of friendship, but you expected it to take root, sprout, and spread its branches. , do you think it is realistic to grow into what you ideally want?"

"What do you mean?" Xu Siling was stunned.

"I never felt that you treated me as a friend. I never felt that we were friends. I thought, I thought...!" Feier gritted her teeth at the end, but couldn't hold back her tears in the end. It dripped on the back of her petite hand and spattered lightly on it.

His tone was very unwilling and dissatisfied.

Xu Siling was still in a daze, but what he thought in his heart also throbbed violently.

Mayfair couldn't help it and got angry again.

"Why are you angry? Why do you have to be angry with me!"

"You clearly know what I am facing, and you also clearly know what I am pursuing. Why do you face me with an expression of blaming me! I will not let nature take its course, I will do my best Force it and fight for everything I want! Instead of just spreading your hands and doing nothing!"

"Do you know how long I have lived in these houses? Do you know how much I have paid to be able to walk out of the inner fort freely and look at the sky outside? You don't understand! To me, this inner fort is a Birdcage.”

"I want to fly out, I want to fly out of this broken cage, but I never have the chance to fly out!"

"But is it easy to fly out? Xu. I don't want to admit how sensitive and cowardly I really am. I don't have any confidence in my future. How vulnerable I really am, so fragile that I don't care about those around me." I value every word said by someone I value!”

"I want to be brave, I will not be willing to live in this broken cage, I will not voluntarily give up this piece of sky that belongs to me!"

Mayfair could no longer hold back her tears. The tears fell from her lovely face and fell on the desk and the back of her hands.

But those blue eyes no longer dodge or be vulnerable, they just looked at Xu Siling unwillingly and unconvinced.

"You said I don't know what a friend is, that's because I have never met anyone who cares about me as much as you do! You can coax me, lie to me, and even be cruel to me. You have always told me, let me You want me to take good care of myself.”

"I took good care of myself, and I also listened to you and did what you taught me."

"I know what a friend is, but I know even more that I have never regarded you as a friend!"

"Do you know how precious that white dress was yesterday? It was an adult gift given to me by my father before he passed away. I wore it deliberately for you. Wearing it was not to make last night's plan meaningful, but for me. I want to wear it for you to see!"

"But I don't seem to be in your eyes! You care more about other people's affairs, other people's lives and deaths! Why don't you see me in your eyes? Why didn't you look at me more yesterday! Why didn't you praise me or praise my beauty?"

Feier really didn't like the feeling of worrying about gains and losses. She never understood why she felt this way, especially towards Xu Siling.

But when she saw Xu Siling saying she wanted to leave, she finally understood.

She doesn't like to worry about gains and losses, and doesn't want to lose, so she must get it, so she always wants to control Xu Siling and possess him.

She also doesn't feel that she is at fault, so why should she be?

"So why should you blame me! You said I don't understand friends. You're right. I don't understand, and I don't want to understand!"

Mayfair's tears couldn't stop flowing down, but she had no intention of wiping them away: "I don't know why you treat me as a friend, and I don't know how long it will take for me to be happy and happy after becoming friends. It will come. But I know today, I know now, I don’t want us to be just friends, because I know exactly what kind of happiness I want, I know I will be tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, the day after tomorrow!”

“I know I’ve wanted to feel like that for a long time!”

"You definitely don't know why I lose my temper and cry. It's because you don't understand anything, Xu! That's why I lose my temper!"

Xu Siling couldn't help but swallowed. He didn't know where he got the courage. He came to Fei'er and gently wiped the tears from her face.

This is the first time the two of them have been in such close contact.

Seeing Fei'er crying so weakly and unwillingly, Xu Siling felt mixed emotions in her heart.

"Mayfair, I...I don't know."

"Do you really think that what you planted in my heart is the seed of friendship?" Fei'er was very stubborn. She pulled Xu Siling's hand down and refused to let Xu Siling wipe her tears: "No one has lived like you."

"No one really supports me like you, believe me, and no one cares about me without asking for anything in return! Any decision or behavior you make is for my own good, but until now you have never expressed any concern for me. I’ve asked for nothing!”

"Do you still feel that you only planted the seeds of friendship?"

"I don't want to be deceived by others for the rest of my life. I just want to be cared for and cared for by you for the rest of my life. I want you to see me all the time, because only in front of you I am myself, and I don't have to work hard to pretend to be myself. I like you, I found that I couldn’t deceive myself.”

Only then did Xu Siling realize that there was something wrong with his relationship with Feier.

He had always thought arrogantly that he and Fei'er were friends, and because they were friends, he should pay more attention and care to Fei'er.

But he ignored, ignored Fei'er's feelings, ignored her as a person who always strives for self-improvement, and her need for the affection of those around her.

He is so self righteous.

He also never discovered Feier's affection for him.

Especially when I mentioned that Feier put on that beautiful white dress yesterday just to show her.

But he really didn't notice much, nor did he notice Mayfair's loss.

"Fei'er, you're still young."

When Xu Siling said this sentence, he felt like he had seen it before, as if he had told someone before, and couldn't help but stop talking.

"I'm not too young!"

Xu Siling was a little flustered: "What I mean is that you still don't understand what liking is. In fact, you have come into contact with too few people. When you come into contact with more people, you will find that you may not like me, and you don't like me at all." reason."

"I'm going to be 12 years old. Maybe I've grown up, maybe not yet. Anyway, I don't understand why you so-called adults always rack your brains to find reasons for whether you like or dislike something."

"But I have never thought about why I like you, what exactly I like you, I only think about how to make you like me too, and make you pay attention to me. If you don't like me, even if I know why I like you... What is the use?"

"If I don't like you, then when you say you like me, I can't be so happy that I almost die. Isn't happiness what people pursue? Who would think about why people pursue happiness? I don't care about the reasons. I I don’t want to be dishonest, I want to trust my feelings, so I don’t want to miss each other, and I don’t want you to leave.”

At this time, Xu Siling discovered that Fei'er was even more difficult to mess with than Ella.

Ella will force you, will approach your heart, and slowly eat away at your inner defenses, until when you suddenly come to your senses, your heart will completely collapse.

Mayfair is different, she will also push you, but she will not nibble away as slowly as Ella.She will set up her cannon catapult and aim at you. The shells and stones will hit your spiritual defense line fiercely, making your heart tremble and throb.

This is the difference between the two people. The same thing is that they will not leave any room for retreat.

Xu Siling was helpless when facing Ella, and naturally she was also helpless when facing Feier.

Seeing Xu Siling lowering his head and saying nothing, Fei'er was puzzled and then didn't believe it.

"Xu, you don't like me?"

Xu Siling's brown eyes looked at Fei'er, her thin lips slightly opened, but she found herself speechless.

Like it?It shouldn’t be.

Don't like it?That’s not right either.

His inner feelings told him straightforwardly that he had feelings for Mayfair.

The emotion was vague, but Xu Siling couldn't help but think of something Ella once said.

Liking can be upgraded. There have never been two people in the world who fell in love from birth. Love is a kind of emotion that arises in the process of two people getting along. Opposites attract, and the relationship between men and women is so delicate, whether it is sympathy, Friendship, even family affection, may turn into love.

Xu Siling suddenly realized that from some time ago, he was not so sure of his friendship with Fei'er.

At least at the moment, he couldn't say the words 'I have always regarded you as a friend'.

It's not that I'm reluctant, not that I'm embarrassed.

But the throbbing in his heart really made him react slowly, as if he really didn't have the courage and confidence to say I don't like you and that we are just friends.

After experiencing Ella and now Fei'er, he had always ignored one thing.

For them, it is natural for them to have love at their age. When they can actively choose to embrace love, no one will refuse this choice.

But he magnified the obstacles in his heart and bullied them into having the right to love as girls.

He came into this world to become an executioner and has never received full rights as a human being in society.

But when did he become the most hated person?Instead, they began to squeeze the people around them so that they could not get what they deserved.

He couldn't refuse, and he couldn't accept it either.

There is no way to deceive people about feelings. Xu Siling knew his feelings for Fei'er.

Seeing that Xu Siling lowered her head without answering, she even began to dare not look directly at herself.

Feier was panicked and helpless. She took a step back, her blue eyes full of disbelief.

"you do not like me"

Xu Siling wanted to say something, but didn't say anything.

"You actually never liked me at all"

"Have you really always regarded me as a friend?" The tears that she had just held back could no longer be suppressed again, and Feier cried: "Then why didn't you tell me earlier! Why did I let you go with the Frofen family? You want to refuse my daughter’s marriage! Why don’t you tell me you hate me!”

"You!"

"You've always been like this!"

"Don't mention anything important! Then put on a nonchalant expression, always acting as if you are alone!"

"I hate you like this! Just like I hate myself and you!"

"I don't want to always have a nonchalant expression. I don't want to always be like I'm the only one."

"I hate it when you're like me."

Xu Siling couldn't help but move forward and wanted to do something, but Fei'er retreated again in panic and stretched out her hand to stop her.

"Xu, aren't you curious why I didn't tell you about last night's plan?"

Mayfair smiled bitterly, but tears were still falling.

“I never understood it before, but I finally understood it just now.”

"Because I want to take revenge on you! Because I hate you being like me, I hate myself, but I also know myself, I know what kind of things will make me angry, so I also know how I can make you angry! "

"You always say nothing about important things. You blame me for not confessing to you, but have you ever confessed!"

"Are you sure you haven't hidden anything from me?"

"Are you sure you've never cheated on me?"

Xu Siling's brown eyes were trembling: "What do you mean?"

"You have been hiding it and refused to tell me why you knew that those decoctions could cure the Black Death! Why did you know that the Black Death was coming! Why did you know that those epidemic prevention efforts must be effective! Why did all the epidemic prevention plans and The decisions are all so mature!”

"why!"

"I asked you!"

"You didn't confess, you hid it, I'm not stupid, I just didn't ask."

Xu Siling, who knew everything, was stunned.

So is this the reason why Mayfair has always had a strange barrier to herself?Is this the reason why Feier doesn't want to tell her the plan last night?

"You said I don't understand what a friend is, but I really understand, and I really don't want to understand. But Xu, do you really think you are honest with me?"

"As you said, everyone who lies and conceals something has their own reasons. You can say you are thinking of others, but people who are being cared for don't feel happy, right?"

"Xu, in your eyes, am I happy now?"

What caught his eye was a blond girl wearing a blue corset skirt. Her face under the blue eyes was full of a bitter smile, with tears hanging on it, and she wanted to be wiped away.

In fact, Xu Siling did so.

He moved forward, tentatively wiping the tears on Feier's face. Seeing that Feier did not refuse, but her blue eyes seemed to be filled with unstoppable tears, he directly pulled her petite body into his arms.

Feeling Fei'er's petite and gentle body, Xu Siling felt mixed emotions in her heart.

From the beginning, he never felt that he had missed anything, nor did he think that he would be wrong.

But I was indeed wrong.

As Mayfair said, the so-called principle of friends is to be honest.

But in Mayfair's eyes, he was the one who had never been honest.

He has double standards, allowing himself to hide from Mayfair, but not allowing Mayfair to hide from himself.

Mayfair was right, he couldn't blame Mayfair.

Being held in Xu Siling's arms, Fei'er felt the warmth in Xu Siling's arms. She was obsessed with this feeling.

But she knew and could feel Xu Siling's embarrassment.

She tried hard to collect her emotions and gently broke away from Xu Siling's embrace.

It seems like a decision has been made.

"Xu, I won't let you leave me so selfishly."

Fei'er's sudden words made Xu Siling stunned.

"Selfish?"

Fei'er smiled helplessly. She took the initiative to grab Xu Siling's hand and put it on her face.

"I am actually very sensitive and cowardly. One thing I have always understood is that I really lack the courage to face the outside world. But the person who supports me to walk out of this birdcage and gives me the courage to make all decisions is you. .”

"All my courage was given by you, have you forgotten? It was you who stood by my side, supported me, encouraged me, and even worked with me to deceive the world in the name of God. Have you forgotten? But if you were not here When I’m around, my courage is gone, it’s gone, you know?”

"As long as you are here, I don't think I will be afraid of anything. I am not afraid of God, and I am not afraid of divine punishment. I am happier than anyone else, happier than anyone else, and more courageous than anyone else!"

"If you really just treat me as a friend, as long as you can come over and accompany me every day like before."

"real."

Fei'er was like a timid girl looking forward to receiving charity. Her eyebrows were slightly knitted together, and her red eyes were already silently filled with tears, soaking Xu Ran's fingers.

"do not leave me."

Xu Siling's brown-red eyes were trembling, looking at the blond girl so close in front of her, her blue eyes were weeping for herself, her extravagant wish was so small, and this wish was so humble.

It was like a noble swan bowing its head.

Mayfair shouldn't be like this!

She shouldn't be like this.

I have never seen anyone bow their head to Feier, and I never imagined that she would take the initiative to bow her head to someone.

Mayfair is a girl who longs for companionship and love.

Is it really wrong to pursue these things at her age?

Is it really his fault?

It seems that on a journey that I thought was wrong and already felt confused and lonely, I met someone similar to myself by chance. Maybe I also thought that the direction of each other's progress was not correct, but because of each other's existence, I continued to deceive myself and others. and comfort themselves, and then long for the other person's recognition, attention, and companionship.

I don't know if it was Xu Siling's misunderstanding that he smelled a damp smell in the study room, or maybe it was Fei'er who wiped her tears and snot on his clothes.

He sat on the chair, Fei'er sat sideways on his lap, and then gently rested her golden head on Xu Siling's chest.

The tear-stained face had already been wiped clean by Xu Siling, but the redness and swelling in the eyes could not go away.

The blue eyes were closed, and Fei'er was sleeping softly.

Feier, who cried profusely, seemed to gradually feel relieved after getting her satisfactory answer.

She didn't pay much attention at first, but now Xu Siling noticed that Feier's face was full of exhaustion. It seemed that she had gone through so much yesterday, which really made her choke.

Before going to bed, Fei'er told him all her plans for last night.

It has to be said that Mayfair is really bold and even overconfident. In his heart, he really wants to blame Mayfair.

As long as Feier is willing to take the initiative to reveal the plan, or even open her mouth, Xu Siling has many ways to make Johns and Abner die as a matter of course.

But I have to admit that it is really not easy for Feier to be able to do all this almost by herself.

Especially behind these plans, he actually has his shadow.

As Mayfair said, without him, Mayfair's plan last night would not have succeeded at all.

It was he who helped lay all the foundations for Mayfair.

Looking at the delicate-looking blond girl in her arms, Xu Siling really didn't know how to think about her.

Just silently counting Mayfair’s eyelashes
Suddenly, a looming window popped up in front of his eyes, making Xu Siling stunned for a moment.

[Fair Raya’s affection for you has reached 90]
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Name: Phil Raya

Age: 11
Identity: Lord of Raya Town
Favorability: 90 (intimacy)
talent:

[Nobles] have the identity and status of nobility, and strengthen their control over the civilian class in their own territory.

[Atheist] does not believe in God.

[Loneliness] Self-improvement and bravery, I don’t like to socialize, and I cherish everyone around me.

[Ambition] All basic traits are increased, pressure is increased, and desire is increased.

Special Skills:
【Senior Level】Chengfu (1621)

【Proficient level】Weighing (731)

[Proficient Level] Eloquence (1320)
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Xu Siling probably knew why the intimacy was stuck. It was because she was hiding something. That matter was stuck in Fei'er's heart like a thorn.

As a result, intimacy did not increase.

Let's talk about the things in her heart. Although Xu Siling hasn't explained yet, Fei'er has become mentally comfortable and no longer has any grudges, and the intimacy has begun to increase again.

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He remembered that the skills of city government and weighing were not so low when he looked at them in the morning, right?

He always remembered that Fei'er's city skills were almost reaching the elite level, why did it drop to such a low level now?
Any lower, and the city will fall from the senior level to the proficient level.

Could it be because of the price Feier paid after she stopped hiding from him and confessed everything just now?
Oh my God, this can still happen.

If this is really the case, then wouldn't he be able to be by Fei'er's side, induce and educate Fei'er, and make Fei'er's city skills disappear?
Now it seems that this is indeed possible.

Xu Siling understood that he had an important position in Fei'er's heart and could easily influence Fei'er.

It is possible for Fei'er to change from a girl full of troubles and evil spirits to an innocent, lovely and innocent girl.

But is this appropriate?

If it weren't for this city skill, Fei'er wouldn't have concealed everything from him even when their intimacy level reached 85.

However, Fei'er, who possesses the skills of the city, can protect herself better.

At least this is how Mayfair has always lived.

Xu Siling couldn't help but laugh when she thought of something, and gently touched her golden head.

Feier felt something, hesitated, tilted her head slightly and fell asleep.

Let nature take its course, there is no need to deliberately influence Mayfair, Mayfair will become what she wants to be.

I believe that as time goes by, Cheng Fu’s skills will improve.

He picked up Feier, came to the bedside in the study room, and slowly put her down.

Because Enri and Abner fought in Mayfair's bedroom and destroyed a lot of things, Mayfair had to have someone relocate a bed in the study room.

Taking off Feier's shoes to reveal her cute little feet, Xu Siling subconsciously held them in her hands and blinked.

The feet were very small, and Xu Siling felt very cute. This feeling came inexplicably, because they were obviously just feet.

After covering himself with the quilt, he looked at Fei'er who was sleeping peacefully.

Xu Siling couldn't help but reached out and poked Fei'er's cute face. Seeing that Fei'er didn't move, she gently brushed Fei'er's beautiful eyebrows with her fingers.

The childish and cute face does not have the youthful look of a young girl like Ella.

Xu Siling smiled gently and prepared to get up and leave.

But for some reason, before getting up, he accidentally placed a kiss on Mayfair's forehead, like a dragonfly touching water.

Xu Siling, who seemed to have done something bad, scratched his head and quickly left the bookstore.

But the moment Xu Siling left the door and closed the door, Feier suddenly opened her blue eyes.

If Xu Siling was still here, he would definitely be able to see Feier's red ears.

Her face was slightly red, and her blue eyes were a little sure and panicked.

She raised her little hand, smashed the quilt angrily, and muttered to herself.

"You also said you don't like me. Bad guy, hypocritical, dare not act!"

But thinking of the instant warmth on her forehead, Feier laughed stupidly again and tucked her face into the quilt.

It didn't take long before he finally fell asleep.

After leaving the inner fort, Xu Siling took the horse and walked out. Although his heart was still full of mixed feelings, he was less irritated and helpless.

A little more clear and translucent.

He always felt that when he communicated with Feier, he mostly talked about work and never really understood what kind of person Feier was.

Although Mayfair completely handed him a problem, a problem that was as difficult to solve as Ella.

But Xu Siling also felt that her heart was different, and it didn't seem to be very firm and unshakable.

Of course, maybe he is just a bitch.

"What I planted was never the seed of friendship."

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