I am a small factory doctor re-walking my life.

Chapter 75
This year, due to the unexpected incident on New Year's Eve, neither the Li family nor the Song family could live well.

Especially Li Tang, he thought he would not have any psychological problems, but in fact, whenever he closed his eyes in the past two days, what appeared in front of him was Zhao Dechang lying there after being shot, his pupils gradually dilated, and his body twitched from time to time. appearance.

It was better during the day, maybe because someone was talking, maybe because there was a lot of noise outside, and he didn't have time to think about those messy things. He looked like a man with nothing to do, but once it was late at night, when everyone was quiet, hey …

Today is the third day of junior high school. Li Tang is sitting at his desk in the dark, looking out the dark window. He doesn’t know what he is doing. He has lived for more than 70 years in two lifetimes, but he has lost his life because of a person who was shot to death in front of him. I can't calm down.

"Whenever big things happen, you are calm. You are good at everything. You are talented, smart, and can keep your mind calm, but you are too preoccupied. I don't understand why you always seem to be preoccupied at such a young age. But sometimes It is easy to get sick if you have too many things on your mind.

You are also a doctor, and you should understand that heart disease is the most difficult to cure. As your master, I hope that you can do things that people of your age should do at this age, instead of burying all your worries in From the bottom of my heart.

Third son, you grew up by my side. Master knows that you are a good boy. I hope that you can be more energetic in the future, instead of looking more stale than me, a dying old man. "

This is what his master said to him on the platform before he got on the train at the end of last year, patting him on the shoulder.

Thinking of the scene that day, Li Tang smiled bitterly and shook his head.

When a person is burdened with a huge secret that he cannot share with anyone, how can he not be serious about it?

Over the years, he has gotten much better through continuous self-regulation. For a long time after he came here, he could not sleep peacefully when there were people around him. He was afraid that he would dream after falling asleep and inadvertently say something inappropriate. Talking in sleep.

Now 20 years have passed. Just when he thought he was used to it, he didn't expect that a sudden and vicious incident would bring out the problems he had buried in his heart for many years.

Looking at the bowl of medicine on the table, he thought for a while but still didn't pick it up to drink. It was a bowl of medicine to help him sleep, and he made it for himself.

It's almost [-] o'clock in the evening of the third day of the lunar new year. Counting from New Year's Eve, he has not been able to have a good rest for three nights. He will take the day off to go to work tomorrow. He originally planned to drink some medicine and sleep well tonight, and then He devoted himself to his work, but now he was a little hesitant.

Medicine, no matter how good it is, is still medicine. It can only be used as an auxiliary, not as a routine means.

No matter what the disease is, the best treatment should be internal regulation, which is what Chinese medicine calls normalization.

A good Chinese medicine doctor is not to treat you wherever you are sick, but to adjust your internal organs to their best condition so that you can eat well and sleep well, and then those so-called illnesses will disappear on their own.

After a while, Li Tang picked up the cigarette on the table and lit one for himself. It was like smoking a cigar, but it didn't reach the lungs. He sucked it into his mouth and spit it out directly. The butt of the cigarette was bright and clear. Darkly, his mind thought about New Year's Eve again.

At about eight o'clock that night, their family was preparing for the New Year's Eve dinner. Song's father drove over in his car with his wife and daughter.

It was quite unexpected, but everyone seemed to have a tacit understanding and no one said anything. It was as if they had discussed it in advance. They spent the New Year's Eve together, and then Li Tang followed them in the car the next morning. We went to the Song family compound together and didn't come back until evening.

When he thought about the little girl who didn't know anything and stood up on tiptoes to kiss him clumsily in order to make him happy, a soft smile appeared on Li Tang's face unconsciously.

"Clang clang clang..."

Just as he was thinking about the beauty here, suddenly there were a few gentle knocks outside the window, which made Li Tang choke and cough after he had just taken a puff of cigarette.

"Ahem... Who is it?"

He stood up and opened the window a crack and asked softly. There were no street lights outside and he couldn't see anything clearly.

"Third son, it's me, open the door."

"Brother? Why did you come out here when you weren't sleeping at home?"

"Stop talking nonsense, open the door first, be gentle, don't wake up your parents."

"oh oh"

With questions all over his head, Li Tang quietly walked out of the bedroom and opened the door. Li Yuan, who was huddled in a ball, ducked in and went straight to the small bedroom. "Brother, please drink some hot water to warm yourself up first. Why are you staying up late at night and coming to my place? Did you quarrel with my sister-in-law and was kicked out?"

"You guys who can't spit out ivory from your dog's mouth, you can't pronounce me better. Ha...it's really cold outside at night, and you know it's late at night, so why are you sitting there in the dark without sleeping? You even smoke cigarettes On."

Li Yuan fumbled to remove the hot water kettle from the stove, and looked at his brother standing in front of him with the faint firelight in the stove and asked.

"I……"

"Okay, don't think about making up anything to fool me." Li Yuan waved his hand, put the teapot in his hand next to the stove, walked over and took two small horseshoes, handed one to his brother, and sat down by the stove.

"Sit down, let's talk."

Li Tang took the ponytail handed over from his brother and sat down without saying a word.

"You haven't slept these past few days, have you?"

"Um"

"Is it possible to see Zhao Dechang's death that day as soon as he closes his eyes?"

"Uh...how did you know, brother?" Li Tang looked at his brother in surprise.

"Do you remember the year I first started working?"

"Remember"

"Then do you remember the boiler explosion in the fourth workshop of the factory that year?"

"Of course I remember, there were many casualties..."

Li Tang stopped as soon as he said something. He suddenly understood what his brother was going to say to him.

"Brother, are you talking about Zhang Nian who was rushed to you by the explosion shock wave that year?"

"Yes, Zhang Nian's tragic situation at that time is still lingering in my mind even after so many years."

Li Yuan nodded, reached out and snatched the cigarette from his brother's hand, and put it in his mouth.

"There are cigarettes on the table."

"It's all right"

Seeing his brother put his half-smoked cigarette in his mouth, Li Tang had no choice but to smash it and ask, "Brother, how did you spend that time?"

"How to spend it?" Li Yuan took a puff of cigarette and squinted his eyes in thought.

The scene that happened that year appeared before his eyes again.

The Zhang Nian they just talked about should actually be the unluckiest one in that disaster, because he was not from the fourth workshop at all. He was just passing by the door and was thrown out of the factory by a steel plate due to the explosion. It was cut in half directly.

Immediately afterwards, the body that was already in two halves was swept away by the shock wave, and half of it landed less than five meters in front of Li Yuan, who was several hundred meters away from the scene. He was only a teenager at the time, and he immediately vomited. A life and death.

(End of this chapter)