Fighting is broken, but the heroine script.

Chapter 441 I really hate you

Xiao Yan was indeed right. In addition to fatigue, there was also a hint of fear in Yao Wan's eyes.

There was a hint of vague worry that even she herself was not aware of.

Otherwise, why would she choose to ask Xiao Yan to spend the night in her room so abnormally?
Holding the soft jade Wen Xiang in his arms, Xiao Yan's eyes were filled with a hint of distress.

Although he was not sure, he could not even guess.

Maybe he was worried about his own affairs again.

When he thought of this, Xiao Yan couldn't help but sigh in his heart. This was not because he was being sentimental, but because similar things had happened again and again.

Xiao Yan naturally couldn't hide his distress.

Yao Wan remained silent in response to Xiao Yan's embrace and just clenched her teeth gently, but she could no longer tell whether she was enduring Xiao Yan's indecent treatment or silently enjoying Xiao Yan's embrace.

They know each other so well that they even know each other's smell and taste equally well.

Who else could be there besides them at this moment?
Yao Wan could not explain clearly for a long time, but at this moment, in Xiao Yan's arms, the awkwardness in her heart was real, and the sense of peace of mind that allowed her to sleep peacefully was also real.

As for what she is afraid of...

"I'm happy that Wan'er is no longer so far away from me. At least it's not like it seems. The flower in the mirror is like the moon in the water."

Xiao Yan? no.

He really just wanted to hug Wan'er and take away some of her coldness.

Yao Wan found that she was still a little afraid of pain.

The struggle was useless, so she had no choice but to curse secretly and endure the unusual experience, but she actually didn't even know who she was cursing.

Symbolic resistance only shows that one is not easy to control.

Own? Neither.

But what was Xiao Yan thinking?
Aren't you being held in his arms like this and unable to move?

When Xiao Yan's extremely aggressive breath accompanied him into his arms and mixed with his own rapid and panicked breathing, most of Yaowan's resistance had unconsciously faded just by playing with it from the inside out. .

"A little happy, but also a little unhappy."

I have long been accustomed to my current body. To put it bluntly, I have never experienced such a thing before. I can naturally explain it. It is just that I don’t feel any pain unless it hits me.

Yao Wan realized that maybe she was really scared.

"...I have become so weak now, and I am at your mercy. Are you happy?"

But here lies the contradiction.

The difference between physiology and psychology makes Yao Wan conflicted and uncomfortable.

Yao Wan's tone was faint, but it was no longer angry. He was incompetent and furious. What else could he do besides making his body angry? Naturally, it is better to do less of things that are meaningless.

Of course, this is what Yao Wan guessed was what Xiao Yan was thinking. Xiao Yan had never thought about it this way from beginning to end.

Holding Yaoyuan in his arms, his hands were always firmly placed on Yaoyuan's slender waist and tall and slender back. He never made a small movement, and there was no lust in Xiao Yan's tone. More of it is a touch of Qingming.

Of course, Yaowan could feel it, so she curled up obediently. She mentally resisted Xiao Yan's embrace. Being held by a man who knew her very well and who understood her very well made her sleep peacefully. She still couldn't adapt, but somehow, her body curled up in his arms involuntarily, and her whole body entered an extraordinarily relaxed state, as if a small animal would relax its vigilance in an absolutely safe environment. Same.

Xiao Yan's voice echoed in Yao Wan's ears. Yao Wan was slightly startled, but she was not too surprised. Although Xiao Yan never mentioned it from the beginning to the end, it was just the performance and performance she got from other people. The reaction is enough to explain something.

This is how she behaves. You can see it but cannot touch it. Just like the bright moon in the sky, which sheds its light, but no one can touch it or touch it. It seems to be close at hand, but it is far away. Xiao Yan is far away. The person closest to her is naturally the person who feels this feeling most profoundly and unforgettablely.

Yao Wan's cultivation level was sealed, her strength dropped, and she suddenly fell from the clouds. The bright and bright moon of the past turned into a wounded bird, which was held by Xiao Yan in the palm of her hand and panted gently, unable to fly away.

If it were an ordinary person, it would not be that difficult to kiss the beauty Fangze at this time.

But Xiao Yan didn't. Although Yao Wan was always angry with this bastard for not following the routine, and now he was getting more and more aggressive, Xiao Yan had indeed never taken the initiative to express any delusional thoughts... However, if it were anyone else, Yao Wan would naturally do the same. It was impossible for him to venture into an unknown secret realm and end up in this situation.

The other point is naturally not difficult to understand.

"... What's not happy is that Wan'er is still the same as before, but her strength has weakened, but she insists on showing off."

Xiao Yan's words made Yao Wan feel a little lost in thought, but she rarely uttered a refutation, which was regarded as acquiescence.

"Is Wan'er afraid because she has become weak?"

Seeing that Yao Wan didn't answer, Xiao Yan couldn't help but take the initiative. His hot breath passed through the silver hair and gently hit her ears, causing Yao Wan's ears to have a slight tinge that was different from a simple increase in body temperature. Emerging flush.

"No."

To be honest, Yaowan actually hates when others pretend to understand her very well in front of her.
But that was Xiao Yan, and his understanding of himself was never just about pretending to understand him well.

This bastard really knows himself.

Yao Wan wished she could tear a piece of flesh from him before she could give up. It will always hurt when a scar is uncovered, especially a newly scabbed wound. The healing of the flesh and blood will make people itchy, and tearing it will have no effect. At most, it will let him experience the wound rupture one more time. Just pain.

But Xiao Yan's tear was not a clean wound in the first place, but an infected wound. If he left it to scab without cleaning it, he would only end up with infection and worsening of the injury.

She was somewhat aware of it, but she refused to agree.

The fundamental reason is naturally because——

"Wan'er, don't you like people seeing you weak?"

Xiao Yan asked softly, his tone calm with undisguised attachment and distress.

If he didn't even dare to say this after breaking the window paper about his confession, then Xiao Yan would just go to sleep after chasing after someone.

"I chose it myself."

Yao Wan raised her head slightly, wanting to stare directly into Xiao Yan's eyes. Those dark red, affectionate eyes, Yao Wan found that she had no resistance to his eyes.

His stubbornness was nowhere to be seen in his eyes, and all of it turned into a harsh words. An emotion that looked like grievance grew like a weed in my heart, as if everything about me had turned into nothing.

But Yaowan doesn't like her weakness to be exposed after all, just like a hermit crab that won't leave its safe shell.

"Ok, I know."

Xiao Yan didn't talk nonsense to Yao Wan because he knew that she was being harsh even without looking into Wan'er's eyes.

Wan'er has always been like this, stubborn and tough-tongued, but she relies on her strength as a barrier to protect herself. Now that the barrier is gone, she is like this.

So Xiao Yan gave his own answer and comfort: "Don't worry, I'm here."

"I'll protect you."

Xiao Yan's voice was very soft, but because of the distance, it was clearly heard by Yao Wan.

Yaowan's body paused slightly, she didn't believe it.

"You protect me, who will protect you?"

Yao Wan asked subconsciously. Xiao Yan was slightly startled by Yao Wan's words, and felt even more complicated and distressed. Why is she still thinking about this kind of thing now?
Xiao Yan wanted to be naive, but he couldn't say it anyway, so he could only remain silent.

"Can't Wan'er protect me?"

Xiao Yan asked subconsciously. In fact, there was no need to ask this question at all. Both Yao Wan and Xiao Yan already knew the answer.

"No, I can't protect you anymore."

Yao Wan's tone finally revealed a trace of unconcealed frustration, but there was also a faint hint of crying.

This was the source of her fear.

Yaowan found that she was not that strong a person. She became weaker and weaker.

I have no ambition to be strong at all.

However, before she could continue to feel depressed, she felt Xiao Yan, who had not moved for a long time, hug her body tightly, as if he wanted to rub her into his chest and become one with him.

It was obvious that the hug was getting tighter and tighter, but the peace of mind that even he couldn't adapt to was growing like crazy.

Yao Wan was unwilling, but she also had the idea of ​​begging for mercy, but before she could speak, Xiao Yan said: "It's okay, I'll protect myself, and then I'll protect you."

Yao Wan was silent, but it was difficult to say that he believed it. He just said: "The clay Bodhisattva is crossing the river, and it is difficult to protect himself."

She knew that what she said was a bit disappointing, and even meant to pour cold water on Xiao Yan, which was a bit hurtful.

A dog bites Lu Dongbin and does not recognize a good heart.

Yao Wan couldn't help but laugh at herself.

Xiao Yan was silent, seeming really depressed.

"Then I won't protect myself, I will protect you."

Xiao Yan didn't think too much. The fragrance on Wan'er's body had become his unquenchable fuel, giving him a burning power.

It's like a wild beast driven by pure survival instinct.

Yao Wan couldn't feel what kind of mood she was feeling after hearing Xiao Yan's words. She only felt a flame burning in her chest. The feeling was even worse than the Flame of Ashes.

She looked at Xiao Yan who was holding her in his arms. Because she was buried in his arms, what Yao Wan saw was his chest and the white neck leaking out of the black outfit.

"I...I really hate you."

The deep breath hit Xiao Yan's Adam's apple, making him itchy.

(End of this chapter)