Fighting is broken, but the heroine script.

Chapter 628 A World Without Her
"Dream?"

Xun'er's question made Xiao Yan suddenly fall into shock and confusion.

He frowned immediately, refusing to believe it. How could it be? How could it be a dream?

"——Maybe I'm a little sleepy, and I made Xun'er worry too much."

Xiao Yan shook his head slightly, but did not insist on his opinion.

However, that was just because I didn't want Xun'er to worry unnecessarily.

"What about Brother Xiao Yan...?"

"I'm fine. I'll go back and practice now."

Xiao Yan shook his head and returned to his residence under Xun'er's surprised gaze.

Is Wan'er just a dream to me?

How can this be--?
Xiao Yan was unwilling to accept this fact no matter what, and it was even more impossible for him to think that those days and nights in the past were just his momentary fantasy.

He then sat down cross-legged and practiced the Glazed Body Shaping Technique and Soul Skills that Wan'er had left for him according to his memory.

Unsurprisingly, both of these techniques are undoubtedly feasible, so why did Wan'er disappear without a trace?

Is it because Wan'er did not leave the Medicine Clan in this reincarnation?
Xiao Yan immediately thought of this possibility.

This possibility suddenly emerged in Xiao Yan's mind and he no longer hesitated and took off the black ring on his hand.

"Master Yao, come out. You have absorbed my fighting spirit for three years. Is that enough?"

"Hmm? That's really strange, little kid. When did you discover me? The technique I just performed was also very wrong... You..."

"I know you may not believe my explanation, but I can't continue to be a waste."

Xiao Yan took a deep breath. How could he care about all these?
Xiao Yan only felt that an unprecedented motivation was pushing him forward regardless of everything.

"Hmm? What do you want to do?"

"——I'm going to the Medicine Clan. I'm going to find someone who is very important to me."

Xiao Yan said this seriously, but Yao Lao couldn't help but frown.

"How did you, a member of the lonely Xiao family, know about the existence of the Medicine Clan?"

"In the three years that I've been with you, I've never seen you come into contact with anyone."

"Then just think of it as a dream—"

Xiao Yan was too lazy to argue any more on this topic; he just wanted to find Wan'er as soon as possible.

Although Yao Lao still doubted Xiao Yan's motives, he had no choice but to finally trust Xiao Yan and continue to teach him everything he knew.

However, this time, Xiao Yan learned everything at an unprecedented speed, and his cultivation progressed by leaps and bounds, as if he had already experienced all these hardships and was just revisiting the old place.

But Xiao Yan had no intention of being complacent. He had to go faster - faster -

He was unwilling to wait in vain. Strange fire, elixir, technique, fighting skills, as long as they could make him stronger, Xiao Yan took them all, just to see her again sooner...

However, Xiao Yan never expected that without her by his side, the changes would be so great.

After three years of agreement, he fought against Nalan Yanran and successfully defeated her, but also parted ways with her.

At Canaan College, he missed the chance to meet Little Medical Fairy.

Before the falling heart flame, it is inevitable that big mistakes will be made.

In the Yunlan Sect, he fought fiercely with Yunshan and finally killed him, but he lost his teacher and father.

There was no sight of any demonic shadows from the Soul Devouring Clan, but the shadow of the Soul Palace was becoming increasingly dense.

But he couldn't stop, and he couldn't stop for a long time...

I must become stronger, I must become stronger——

Xiao Yan could no longer tell whether this was reincarnation or reality, and could only keep going.

He set foot in Zhongzhou to rescue his teacher, and finally heard news about the Medicine Clan again.

It doesn't matter. He can keep waiting, keep getting stronger. One day - one day -

Days passed like this, and finally, he entered the ancient Bodhi tree again. After going through untold hardships, he finally obtained the Bodhi mind and became a Fighting Saint.

Finally, the moment I had been waiting for finally arrived——

After becoming a Douluo, Xiao Yan went to the Shennong Mountains, wanting to join the Medicine Clan and meet the person he had been thinking about.

"Xingyun Pavilion's Xiao Yan, begging to see the Medicine Clan's Saint!"

Standing outside the ancient gate of the Medicine Clan, Xiao Yan, who had already become a Fighting Saint and finally stood at the top of the world, spoke loudly.

"People from Xingyun Pavilion, what do you want from my Medicine Clan?"

Not long after, Yao Wanhuo and Yao Wansheng walked out of the gate together. Although they didn't understand why Xingyun Pavilion had nothing to do with the Yao Clan, they thought that Xiao Yan was a newly promoted Dou Sheng after all, so they naturally couldn't treat him too casually.

"Xiao Yan came here only to seek an audience with the daughter of the Yao Clan, named Yao Wan."

"Yao Wan?"

Yao Wanhuo and Yao Wansheng were stunned when they heard this, and then they looked at each other in confusion.

"There is no girl named Yao Wan among the younger generation of the Yao Clan. Xiao Yan, you've come to the wrong place."

Yao Wanhuo pondered for a moment, just in case, and indeed thought carefully for a long time in his mind about the names of the younger generation of the Yao clan within a hundred years old.

But in the end, he really couldn't remember that there was a member named Yao Wan in the Yao clan.

Therefore, he also shook his head and rejected Xiao Yan's inexplicable request. "Although I don't know what you are thinking, but the Yao clan is not the only one with the surname Yao in the world. Xiao Yan, you should look for another place——"

"No?"

However, Xiao Yan could not accept such an answer no matter what.

"How could it be? How could it be that there is none? How could it be that there is none?"

No?

——So from the very beginning, there was no such person as Yao Wan in the Yao clan?

How could Xiao Yan accept such an outcome?
"No? No... No?!"

"How could it not be!"

Xiao Yan said angrily, which made Yao Wanhuo's brows frown even tighter.

"I don't have to lie to you, but if you insist, I won't be polite. The Medicine Clan is not someone who is easy to bully."

Yao Wanhuo then waved his sleeves and snorted coldly.

But Xiao Yan could not accept such a result no matter what, and said angrily: "What is going on? Where did you hide her? Bodhi Ancient Tree, answer me!"

As Xiao Yan roared, his vision suddenly shattered, and everything, including himself, sank into chaos.

——In this reincarnation, you failed.

As Xiao Yan struggled to break free from the chaos and darkness, panting heavily, the light of the ancient Bodhi tree shone on Xiao Yan's head, and the ancient Bodhi tree's answer, which did not contain the slightest emotion, also echoed in Xiao Yan's mind.

"What a bullshit reincarnation!"

Xiao Yan gradually recovered and said angrily: "If you want me to go through this, why don't you just erase my memory?! Tell me?!"

——That is not an illusion, it is reincarnation. In a sense, it is real, but it is another possibility that you have not experienced.

The ancient Bodhi tree was not angry at Xiao Yan's offense at this moment and continued to explain.

——The deeper and more intimate your self-awareness is, the more memories will be preserved.

——As for the "she" you mentioned, she is your variable.

"Variable...what do you mean?"

——If it weren’t for her, you would be like the fourth reincarnation.

The ancient Bodhi tree answered.

Upon hearing this, Xiao Yan couldn't help but look up at the ancient Bodhi tree. On the dark trunk, two more dark and filthy evil thoughts dripped, and then under the purification of the clear air, they returned to nothingness.

But the third stream of turbid air did not fall.

Xiao Yan was silent for a long time, and then said, "Then do you think I can still accept this kind of reincarnation?"

——There is no distinction between good and bad in reincarnation itself. Every reincarnation is also a new beginning.

The ancient Bodhi tree explained.

"Yeah...a brand new beginning."

Xiao Yan murmured, but said: "But I am not the new beginning you mentioned."

As he spoke, Xiao Yan took a deep breath, then raised his hand, engraved a memory seal on himself, and then pressed it between his eyebrows.

"Is this all right?"

After that, Xiao Yan said: "Let's do it together again. This time, the reincarnation will not fail."

——Does it have to be this way? In this way, the memories and insights you get from reincarnation may also be incomplete. It has nothing to do with the future. Don’t you want to know what you were like when you were walking on this road?
The ancient Bodhi tree was puzzled. It was clearly just a memory about a certain person, so why couldn't Xiao Yan accept it?
"Perhaps I, who know nothing, can easily make it to the end—"

Xiao Yan took a deep breath, but just shook his head and said, "But I can't accept it. I can't accept that I haven't seen her along the way. This may be another life of mine, but it is definitely not my life."

--Oh well.

The ancient Bodhi tree did not try to dissuade Xiao Yan anymore. Since he was determined to do so, the ancient Bodhi tree naturally had no reason to stop Xiao Yan.

It's just hard to understand.

The ancient Bodhi tree naturally knew that person.

That was the strongest person who entered the ancient Bodhi tree this time, but the ancient Bodhi tree did not choose to let her repair and reincarnate in the end.

The reason is actually simple.

After all, her character is not as good as Xiao Yan's.

Her heart is not pure, nor strong enough, but inexplicably pure.

If she is chosen, perhaps the ancient tree can be restored in the end, but there will inevitably be many twists and turns.

In that case, it would be better to choose Xiao Yan, who has a stronger character.

However, the ancient Bodhi tree did not expect that Xiao Yan’s reincarnation would fail because of her existence.

I can’t understand it, I really can’t understand it - or is this just the human emotion?
Although the ancient Bodhi tree is known as the tree of wisdom and reincarnation, it has never been able to understand the chaotic notes released by humans to each other.

Afterwards, boundless chaos once again submerged Xiao Yan's body, continuing to complete the fourth incomplete reincarnation.

……

And all this is indeed just as the ancient Bodhi tree said.

When Xiao Yan opened his eyes again, he subconsciously touched his chest. He always felt empty in his heart, as if he had forgotten something very important.

(End of this chapter)