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Chapter 163: Is Natasha born in the 80s or 20s?
Lorraine's body froze.

This is at?
Freya pulled Natasha over with a smile on her lips.

"She probably hasn't fully woken up yet."

Freya put her palms against Natasha's face, and the soft shimmering light moistened Natasha's soul.

Natasha suddenly reacted.

An emotion that had almost never appeared in her came to her mind at this time.

Two red clouds rose on her face.

The scene that just happened appeared in Natasha's mind, making her feel extremely embarrassed.

Why can't I hold back even when it comes to the last step?

"That's all right."

Freya said softly, "Natasha, how do you feel now?"

"It's, it's okay!"

Natasha lowered her head and said, "I can control the side effects of that power now."

In front of Lorraine, she didn't even dare to say what the side effects were.

After experiencing the evolution of life and seeing the vicissitudes of life from the perspective of a bystander, Natasha is no longer as afraid of those overflowing instincts as she was before.

It can even suppress most of it.

As for the rest, she also understood that it was impossible to have complete control.

I can only resolve myself.

As long as he doesn't get too close to Lorraine in the future, he will never lose control.

That was an unexpected special situation just now!
It will definitely not happen again in the future!
"Ms. Frigga, the secret method of the Warner Protoss really opened my eyes."

Lorraine smiled and said, "Now Miss Natasha's troubles are solved, I'm glad to say that."

Freya shook her head and said: "But you have also seen that Natasha is not able to master such a powerful force immediately. She needs your help."

Why did it have to be Lorraine?

Freya couldn't explain the reason, but she felt confident inexplicably.

This kind of weird ability would be right for Lorraine.

This is a witch's intuition.

"Don't be afraid, Natasha."

Freya whispered encouragement in Natasha's ear, "If you really can't bear it anymore, you'll knock Lorraine out first..."

What is this nonsense?

Natasha looked up suddenly and saw Freya's aunt's smile.

Lorraine thought to herself on the side and said: "In that case, let's go back to Earth first. I will try my best to help Miss Natasha master her power."

They prepare to leave Vanaheim.

Before leaving, Freya took away Mimir's head.

There's no use keeping this thing here anyway.

Might as well bring it back to Asgard.

Frey sent them away with a complicated look on his face. He was thinking about how to silence everyone present.

Don't tell anyone about his defeat by a mortal.

……

The portal opened and Lorraine, Thor and Natasha returned to the Holy of Holies.

"Miss Natasha, come with me."

Lorraine said softly, preparing to go to the reception room.

At this time, Natasha has been fully optimized by the [Red of All Beings], and her appearance, figure, and charm are all approaching perfection.

But even so, when she faced Lorraine, she still felt a fear from the bottom of her heart and did not dare to look directly.

Once, she regarded Lorraine as prey and wanted to possess him completely.

But now, she was defeated by Lorraine.

When she loses control, Lorraine easily defeats her, making her the loser in the fight.

That was the last time Natasha was eroded by instinct, and it was stronger than ever before.

Therefore, the impression that Lorraine defeated her was even more profound.

It was deeply ingrained in her heart.

That kind of power that was completely uncontestable crushed all her pride.

According to the rules of natural creatures, if the struggle fails, one must surrender or die.

But Lorraine didn't take her life, which was forgiveness.

Natasha no longer dared to have the same thoughts as before.

Instead, there was a different mood.

Natasha remembered such a story recorded in the Bible.

There was a woman named Mary Magdalene.

She sank into the world without any hope until she met Jesus.

Jesus saved her, and she knelt before Him, recognizing Him as her only Lord.

She washed Jesus' feet with tears of repentance, and then wiped away the water stains with her soft black hair.

Natasha stared at Lorraine's back, feeling inexplicable emotions in her heart.

She wanted to be Mary Magdalene.

Just like Mary Magdalene followed and served Jesus, she also wanted Lorraine to be her only Lord.

Meeting room.

Natasha and Lorraine sat across from each other.

At this time, Natasha was very cautious and did not dare to take any action that exceeded the rules.

She had ten thousand ways to show her charm, but she didn't dare to use any of them at this time.

No matter how perfect her appearance is at this moment, no matter how many people outside are obsessed with her and regard her as a goddess.

In front of Lorraine, she felt like a seed, humbled into the dust.

I can only hope that one day I will receive mercy and bloom bright flowers.

Lorraine crossed her fingers, supported her chin, and fell into thinking.

Natasha said nothing and waited quietly.

"Miss Natasha, I once heard that you were born in a red house, right?"

"Yes."

Natasha nodded slightly. Even recalling that memory now, it was still extremely painful.

She then continued: "I was there for training, for transformation, and for...surgery."

Just like breaking a jar, Natasha told all her past events: "In order for the girls to become complete weapons, the Red House will perform surgery on them and us, remove the uterus, and make us forever." Nor can I be a mother!”

Natasha felt much more relaxed after telling the unbearable past.

She secretly observed Lorraine, wanting to see his reaction.

Will you despise yourself?

But Lorraine just shook her head and said softly: "It's all over, Miss Natasha, you are no longer the same person you once were.

"The Red of All Beings has transformed your body, and all your original flaws have been repaired.

"Miss Natasha, you can be a mother."

boom--

It was like a bolt of lightning struck through Natasha's brain, and she thought about what Lorraine had just said.

My body has been completely repaired! ?

"If you don't believe it, you can go to the hospital for a checkup later. I won't lie to you on this point."

Natasha didn't respond and muttered to herself.

"I can be a mother, I can be a mother..."

"Ugh!"

Seeing Natasha's appearance, Lorraine couldn't help but sigh.

There will always be some organizations that deprive others of their lives for their own benefit.

Natasha was one such victim.

Fortunately, now she has a chance to start over.

"Miss Natasha, I just mentioned the red house just to ask, do you still have family?"

Lorraine said softly, "If you are transformed by the power of the Red of All Beings, it will be from the origin of your genes and activate your bloodline.

"If you have blood relatives within three generations, they should also be affected and gain some extraordinary abilities."

"family……"

When Natasha heard this word, she suddenly woke up from her previous muttering.

This word reminded her of the past.

She shook her head sadly and said: "If I want to talk about family members, I only have the family members who were forcibly assigned to me when I was assigned to the undercover mission."

She began to tell her story, which she had never told anyone.

Only in front of Lorraine could she drop all her defenses and face all the nightmares she had had.

Lorraine listened quietly.

When Natasha was young, she began to receive training and participate in some missions.

At that time, she had a false family. Although false, it was still one of the few good memories she had.

In that home in Ohio, she had a father and mother, and a sister named Yelena.

They lived happily there until she was 11 years old.

From the very beginning, their family was formed with the purpose of stealing American secrets...

"Wait a minute."

Lorraine suddenly interrupted Natasha.

Natasha shut up immediately and blinked at Lorraine.

"You just said you were born in 1984, right?"

Natasha nodded, this was what she said herself just now.

"Then something's wrong."

Lorraine said to herself, "You were born in 1984, and it was 11 when you were 1995 years old. At that time, Russia was immersed in shock therapy. How could you still have the energy to maintain an organization as big as the Red House?"

He raised his head and asked: "You just said that your father's name is Alexey Shostakov and your mother's name is Melina Voskov?"

Natasha nodded. These were the real names of the two agents who played her parents.

Also known as the Red Guards and Iron Lady, they were super agents of the former Soviet Union.

Among them, Red Guardian Alexei corresponds to Captain America Steve Rogers.

"No, no!"

Lorraine suddenly shook her head and said, "Natasha, there must be something wrong with your memory!"

Once, when Lorraine met Steve for the first time, she asked Steve to ask Natasha if she knew the Winter Soldier.

Natasha's answer at that time was that she knew her.

They had been on missions together.

This shows that Natasha was active in the former Soviet Union.

Because Natasha represents the Red Room and the Winter Soldier represents Hydra, the Soviet Union had not yet disintegrated when the two were working together.

Although it is said that Natasha has undergone serum transformation and her aging time is indeed slower than that of ordinary people, there is a clear time point in her memory.

1984 years.

In seven years, the Soviet Union would collapse.

This can't be right.

Could it be that the Winter Soldier, a Hydra killer, would be able to cooperate with a six or seven year old girl?

"Natasha, you have to do something next!"

Lorraine looked into Natasha's eyes and said word by word, "Go into your own brain and dig out those buried real memories. Your current memory must have been tampered with!"

Has someone tampered with you?

Natasha's eyes widened in disbelief.I remember those false happy lives. Is this memory itself also false? ?
So is there anything in her life worth believing in?

"Don't be sad, Miss Natasha."

Lorraine said softly, "You still have a lot of time to create more real memories. There is no need to mourn for this."

"Okay... let me try..."

Natasha closed her eyes in loneliness, followed Lorraine's guidance, and began to explore the true memories deep in her brain.

She expected it to be difficult.

However, as soon as she had this idea, the original real memory immediately broke through the seal and came in like a tide.

Her control over herself has reached a terrifying level.

Natasha opened her eyes suddenly. The truth revealed by those memories was hard for her to accept!

"I was born in 1928!"

She trembled and said, "Not only did I meet the Winter Soldier, I also met Steve Rogers, but of course, he didn't see me!"

really!

Lorraine nodded, knowing that this matter was not that simple.

Natasha gestured with her hands, already unable to express herself: "Every time I perform a mission, I fall into hibernation. Every time I wake up, a false memory is implanted to keep the Red House loyal to me. No, it makes me Stay true to the red house!

“I once had a mother who had red hair like mine and she held me in her arms and sang me lullabies when I was a baby!

"I remembered it, I remembered it all, she was killed, killed by the people in the red house!
"They took me away from my mother's arms. The red blood was the same red as my mother's red hair!"

Natasha was already going crazy, her tone was full of anger and hatred.

She wants revenge, to avenge her mother!
but……

Her enemy is already dead. That was all seven or eighty years ago. There is no way those people are still alive today!

"Don't get excited, Natasha!"

Lorraine comforted Natasha and said softly, "It's all over. If you are angry now, you can only torture yourself and not change anything!"

"I have no family anymore, not even the pretend family!"

Natasha burst into tears. She had been deceived for nearly 100 years and has been living with false memories until now!
"It's okay, this is all in the past!"

Lorraine said softly, "If you want, you can make this your home."

Natasha looked at Lorraine suddenly, what did this sentence mean?
Lorraine continued: "As long as you are willing, everyone here is your family, Wanda, Pietro, they all like you! You can join the Eternal Parliament, everyone is a family!"

These words calmed Natasha's mood slightly.

Touch spread in her heart.

She had already thought clearly before accepting the red of all living beings.

Even though her life was extremely difficult, she is happy now.

When she was in danger, Lorraine was willing to help her, and Frigga was also willing to help her, without asking for any price.

Now that she found herself with nothing, Lorraine immediately opened a door for her.

She has had numerous false memories.

But now, as long as Natasha is willing, she can create real happiness.

"Thank you, Lorraine..."

Natasha's eyes were like water, falling on Lorraine, and she never wanted to look away.

"I'm glad you figured it out so quickly, Miss Natasha."

Lorraine said softly, "In that case, we can work together to completely solve your nightmare."

Natasha froze.

Lorraine's words reminded her of a possibility.

"Yes, the Red House still exists today, and he still controls countless girls like you.

"Just think of it as saying goodbye to the past. We are going to solve the red house together."

Although Natasha's memory is false, the background setting is correct.

The Red House had been dormant for a long time, but is now active again.

They started training the little girl to become a super agent again, just like they did with Natasha.

These trained agents are collectively called [Widows].

This is where the title Black Widow comes from.

Natasha was silent for a moment, then nodded heavily: "Okay!"

This is something she should have done decades ago.

"I want to say it first. I will accompany you, but I will not take action."

Lorraine looked at Natasha faintly, "You have to use your own abilities to destroy this organization."

This is equivalent to a test, testing how far Natasha can use her power.

Natasha understood Lorraine's intention.

At this moment, she entered working mode and once again became the black widow who frightened her enemies.

She looked at Lorraine and asked first: "Do you have any information for me?"

"No."

Lorraine shook his head, "You have to check this yourself."

Check it out yourself, Natasha quickly got an idea.

That false memory is not useless. Those people in the memory must all be real.

Perhaps, like him, they are all people who have been released from hibernation and have been implanted with false memories.

The Red Guard, the Iron Lady, and the sister named Yelena.

Start with them first!

The Red Guard and Iron Lady are not unknown people, and they will definitely be able to find out the corresponding information.

Find them and ask about the red house.

Natasha was making plans in her head.

Lorraine also returned to the sofa and fell into her own thoughts.

Lorraine was really curious as to why the Red of All Beings came to Natasha.

He was extremely concerned about this matter and subconsciously felt that he must find out the reason behind it.

Otherwise something big will happen!

I have never given any instructions. This is my own choice.

Is it really just a coincidence?

No, Lorraine didn't want to believe this coincidence.

There must be something wrong!
There is something special about Natasha that no one knows about.

He originally wanted to locate Natasha's relatives through blood relations and see if he could find any clues.

But now the plan fell through.

Natasha definitely has no relatives, and even if she did, they wouldn't be alive now. Those were people from nearly a hundred years ago.

We can only look for ideas again.

The Red of All Beings, Lorraine recited this name silently in his heart. Although it was something he created, it is now full of mysteries.

Looking at Natasha, suddenly, a ridiculous idea appeared in his mind.

"Is it because of this red hair?"

……

Solomon Grandy took Pamela back to that town.

At this time, the town has been completely submerged by huge plants, forming a green kingdom.

Although the federation discovered this anomaly, the special service team sent by them could not break through the defense of these plants.

Solomon entered the Green Kingdom, his tone already filled with a hint of impatience.

"It's not that I won't help you, that person ran away."

Solomon said calmly, "Next time I find her and take back the Red of All Living Things, I can restore your mother's memory."

Pamela followed him timidly and couldn't help but said: "I don't blame you."

She clearly didn't say anything, it was Solomon who was always explaining to herself.

"I'm just shutting you up in advance."

Solomon looked at Pamela and felt a strange feeling in his heart.

He didn't understand it before, but now he seems to have remembered something.

This is a human emotion.

He didn't want to disappoint this girl.

But... why?
I only met this girl today, why do I feel like this?

Solomon looked at Pamela carefully, trying to find the slightest difference between this girl and the others.

She has red hair, a green sarong, and freckles on her face. She may be very beautiful when she grows up, but she is just average now.

A very ordinary southern girl.

What's so special about yourself that makes you like this?
"Uncle Grandy, thank you for helping me."

Pamela lowered her head and said, "I have no relatives anymore. If you don't care about me, I will be sent to an orphanage."

"It's okay, after all, I turned you into an orphan."

Solomon waved his hand and said you're welcome.

It was he who killed Pamela's father and made Pamela an orphan.

But if you kill that kind of person, just kill him.

Pamela opened her eyes wide and asked timidly: "Uncle Grandy, where did you come from?"

In Pamela's memory, Solomon Grandy seemed to fall from the sky and save her from fire and water.

This is simply an angel sent by God to save her!
"Where do I come from?"

Solomon also wanted to know this question.

He only remembers the anniversary of his death, not his birthday.

I don’t know where I am from, I don’t know what I did during my lifetime, and I don’t even know if I have any family.

It's like someone made it up out of thin air.

But Solomon knew very well that this was wrong.

He must have once been a living person with a family of his own.

Because in his memory, a little girl would always appear from time to time, holding an old doll and jumping in front of him.

She smiled happily and kept calling herself, repeating two syllables.

"father!"

She called me daddy...

Solomon clenched his fists and remembered a little bit, really just a little bit.

He once had a daughter!
But he couldn't remember what his daughter looked like.

Damn it, this is obviously someone very important to me!
But he forgot all about it!Forgot it all!

Grandi was so angry that he inserted a finger into his temple and stirred desperately.

It's like trying to get past memories out of your own mind.

"Think of it, think of it!!!"

"Uncle Grundy?"

Pamela's crying voice came to his ears, "Don't be like this, I'm afraid!"

Solomon frowned and turned around to see the trembling Pamela.

At this moment, the person in the impression gradually overlapped with the thin figure in front of him.

He remembered!
He finally knew why he always had a special emotion when facing Pamela.

I want to protect her, I'm afraid she'll be disappointed, and I don't want her to cry.

A tear slipped from the corner of his eye, and Solomon finally showed a relieved smile.

He once had a person he cherished the most, someone he would not forget even if he died for 100 years.

“I think about it, I actually have a daughter.

"She looks a lot like you and has beautiful red hair."

(End of this chapter)