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Chapter 188 Lorraine has always been the only one who steals other people’s tributes, and no one dares to steal his wool.

Lorraine slowly left Susan's arms, and her remaining warmth could still be felt on her body.

"Don't be afraid, I will only make you forget the previous unpleasantness. I don't mean to disrespect you, but you are not ready to bear all this yet."

"don't want……"

Susan seemed to realize that she wanted to resist, but she couldn't stop Lorraine's movements.

Lorraine's finger touched her forehead.

For a moment, Susan felt like she had lost something.

She blinked and saw Lorraine sitting next to her.

"Are you awake?"

Lorraine smiled and said, "There will be a light show next. Do you want to watch it together?"

Everything is back to where it started, before Susan escaped.

"Why are we sitting here all of a sudden?"

Susan rubbed her eyes, "Weren't we standing in front just now?"

Then, she suddenly yelled.

"My cone!"

She also remembered that Lorraine had just bought herself a cone before she could even eat it.

It's gone now.

"Maybe I dropped it on the way here. I'll just buy it again."

Lorraine thought for a while and finally gave a reason, "You were a little dizzy just now. I'll bring you here to blow the wind."

"Really?"

Susan was dubious, could her memory be so bad?

And my eye sockets are a little swollen now, as if I had cried just now.

Lorraine is not in the right state either.

He always looked calm and relaxed before, but now he looks particularly tired.

And she felt that this was Lorraine's truest state.

Looks like very hard work.

"Okay!"

By some strange coincidence, Susan touched Lorraine's head.

"If you have anything on your mind, you can tell me!"

Susan's action caught Lorraine unexpected.

The first time someone touched his head, he was stunned for a rare moment.

He still remembered what he said before.

I want to start their story with Susan in a better way.

But unexpectedly, it was Susan who started it in the end.

"I have a lot on my mind. If I had to talk about it now, it would take me a long time."

Lorraine stood up, "But don't worry, you will know it later!"

"Pfft!"

Susan was amused by Lorraine's sudden words, "Why are you so serious? You have time to talk, but I don't have time to listen!"

As she spoke, she stood up.

"Come on, let's go see the light show."

……

As dawn breaks in the sky, Lorraine wakes up from her room in the Holy of Holies.

Susan's invisibility last night didn't last long.

It was restored to its original state in the early morning.

After Lorraine sent her home, she returned to the Holy of Holies.

At this time, he stood up from the bed and walked to the mirror in the room.

It was my own face in the mirror, but it became more and more unfamiliar to me.

Is this what schizophrenia feels like?

Comparing her current self with her past self, Lorraine realized how much she had changed.

When did it start?

Lorraine couldn't think of an accurate answer.

Maybe it was when playing a hero, maybe when creating a certain senator.

Possibly even earlier.

When he first got the system.

"Think about it, when was the last time I paid attention to my emotional value?"

Lorraine couldn't remember and clicked on the long-lost [Strongest Villain] system. The astronomical negative emotion value in it was enough for Lorraine to destroy the world hundreds of times.

"Why didn't I click on such a fulfilling number to take a look at it before?"

There must be something wrong!

Lorraine opened the emotion collection record and started doing something very stupid.

He started by counting the total number of negative emotions he had collected since the first day.

The problem must lie in this!

Lorraine's computing power at this time was far beyond that of ordinary people, but this kind of massive calculation still cost him a lot of effort.

Finally, Lorraine finished her calculations.

He let out a sigh of relief and finally found the answer he wanted.

"not enough."

All the emotion collection values ​​and usage values ​​were recorded, but after calculation, they did not match the current total.

The negative emotion value he now has is a full [-] million less.

After checking again, the result is still the same.

It’s just missing!

Lorraine has always been the one who stole other people's tributes, but now someone is gathering Lorraine's wool!

What is the concept of twenty million negative emotions?

Let's put it this way, the main body of the Shadow Council does not come with any DLC. Lorraine bought it at a discount, but even at the original price, it was only one million.

The first straw man he created as a congressman only cost [-].

The rip girl spent no money.

He is missing 20 Shadow Councils, or nearly 300 Scarecrows, and countless Slit Girls!

This is all his hard-earned money!

And Lorraine knew very well that the only one who could use this system was himself.

When did you spend it? Even the record was deleted?

Suddenly, Lorraine thought of Tony.

When he was just resurrected by the Mother Box, in order to prevent himself from doing bad things, he backed up his mind and erased the memory of this period.

Lorraine couldn't help but wonder, could he have done the same thing?

And there's something strange about it.

No matter how hard he worked, he never thought of creating a clone for himself.

why?

Why does he have to do all the dirty work himself?

Or is it that he has already created a clone for himself and just forgot about it?

Thinking of this possibility, Lorraine almost yelled.

No wonder Loki named himself [The Only Life].

Emotions are mocking themselves!

"No, we must find out!"

Lorraine couldn't help but think, what would he do if it was really his own personality?

But after much deliberation, I couldn't think of anything.

"Lu Xun was indeed right!"

Lorraine cursed and stood up, "A man's biggest enemy is himself!"

Forget it, I can't think of anything by myself. Isn’t there a person with extensive experience in schizophrenia in the Holy of Holies?

Let’s ask him for some experience!

Lorraine dressed neatly, washed up, and walked out of her room.

Then he knocked on Banner's door.

"You asked me what it feels like to have multiple personalities?"

In the room, Banner thought for a while, "I don't feel anything. In fact, if I hadn't entered my inner world, I wouldn't even be aware that there were so many Hulks in it."

In fact, he's still spawning new Hulks to this day.

"I have no idea what they do. They share my memories, and most Hulks don't share their memories with me."

"This experience must be very difficult!"

Lorraine slapped Banner on the shoulder, looking sympathetic.

"I'm always worried that I will do something irreparable without realizing it, and I don't even know how many opponents I have."

"Oh, it's all over!"

Banner patted the back of Lorraine's hand and was deeply moved, "Thank you Lorraine, thank you for caring so much about me!"

"Why are you so polite? We are friends!"

Lorraine said seriously, "If a new personality appears again, you must tell me immediately and I will study it carefully."

"Research?"

Banner felt that Lorraine's wording was a bit strange, "You mean to study ways to deal with it? It's actually nothing. I enter the inner world, understand it emotionally and reason with it, and have a good talk and everything will be fine."

"That's really a way to do it."

Lorraine encouraged Banner again and left his room.

Closing the door, Lorraine sighed heavily.

Entering the inner world, it would be great if this method could also be used on yourself.

But he knows himself better than anyone else.

If he had another personality, he would have been prepared in advance to deal with this move.

Some personalities may even have created a clone and escaped long ago.

It's probably not enough to deal with these guys by myself.

You need to find a reliable teammate.

He returned to his room, sat at his desk, and opened a roll of parchment.

The whole of the Holy of Holies is very retro.

He picked up his quill, filled it with ink, and wrote a sentence on the parchment.

"We need to talk."

Then he put down his pen and closed his eyes.

When he opened it again, an extra sentence appeared out of thin air on the parchment. It was a completely different handwriting from Lorraine's own.

"I have nothing to talk to you about."

really……

Lorraine knew who the person who wrote this sentence was, the character he had played.

Shadow Chancellor Lorraine.

He is the closest thing to Lorraine, and they are indistinguishable from each other.

For a long time, he played the two roles of Lorraine and Shadow Chancellor alone.

When did they separate?

do not know.

After thinking about it, Lorraine wrote again: "My negative emotions are reduced by [-] million. Did you spend it on me?"

Close your eyes and open them again.

There is another line of words, and this time, the writer seems to be extremely excited.

"That's my negative emotion!"

Shadow Lorraine calculated very clearly that he earned all the negative emotions, so of course they must be considered his!

From Gap Girl, to Scarecrow, and most recently Solomon Grundy.

They are all his men!

Even he is the one who sits hard on the chair and deals with customers every night!

Of course all negative emotions must be considered his!

Lorraine didn't argue with him about this, and wrote directly: "Then your negative emotions are reduced by [-] million, and you don't realize it at all?"

He closed his eyes again.

This time, he stayed closed for an extra long time.

It seems that Shadow Lorraine doesn't know how to answer this question.

After a long time, Lorraine opened her eyes.

There was only a short sentence on the parchment.

"I always thought it was you."

Lorraine wanted to throw the table.

Even if I spent the money, wouldn’t you ask a question?

If you had asked me earlier, wouldn't I have known that I had another personality?

They communicated constantly on parchment.

Lorraine: "Did you know we have other personalities?"

Shadow Lorraine: "I don't know, I always feel like it's just you and me."

Lorraine: "Then I'm in a worse position than you. I only found out about your existence today."

Shadow Lorraine: "I'm [-] million short."

Lorraine: "You have to help me know? I can only trust you now!"

In the sky and on earth, there are only two people who can make Lorraine believe it now.

One is Susan Stone, the incarnation of the Self-Gem.

The other one is Shadow Lorraine.

He is truly a twin being with Lorraine, and he is also an existence created by Lorraine himself.

Like brothers who share the same heart and soul.

Shadow Lorraine spent a long time without writing anything new.

Lorraine knew that she had to give some benefits at this time.

"I can grant you one wish."

Don't think that Shadow Lorraine is omnipotent. He has been hiding deep in Lorraine's heart and dare not show up, which means that the dominance is still in Lorraine's hands.

Shadow Lorraine must still want something more!

Finally, this time Shadow Lorraine spoke again.

"really?"

Lorraine: "Really."

"Well!"

Shadow Lorraine's pen paused for a moment, and then wrote a line of words.

"I want to see Gwen's mother again."

Lorraine: "Get out!!!"

　1.4 words are completed, and there will be regular updates today.

　　There is too much information that needs to be sorted out in the recent plot, and bugs will appear if I'm not careful, but I don't want to ask for leave, slacking off will become a habit.

　　

　

(End of this chapter)