Love is like sugar and marriage is like water

Yuchi Sheng knew that Ouyang Shan already hated him. Although he didn't understand the reason, he was very sensible.

He tried his best not to appear in front of Ouyang Shan. To take a step back, even if we meet her by chance, she is like a stranger, never looking at her seriously.

Of course, this does not mean that Yu Chisheng is not suffering. On the contrary, his pain is constantly increasing.

"No matter how strong a man's heart is, he can't bear the torture of this kind of relationship between men and women." He roared in his heart.

In order to relieve this sour taste, he often locked himself in the small attic and did not go out as soon as he came back from get off work. But he could quietly observe Ouyang Shan through the attic window.

One day, Yu Chisheng accidentally saw Ouyang Shan walking in the park with her suitors such as Cui Hu and others. He was extremely jealous in his heart.

His heart was originally like a calm lake, but suddenly a pebble was dropped, causing some waves, and he could never return to his former calm state of mind. All he could think about was Ouyang Shan, so he kept making mistakes at work.

For example, when he was writing a speech for Leader Ouyang, he made a lot of typos and did not bother to proofread it. As a result, when Leader Ouyang was reading the manuscript at a meeting, he read the typos and caused other people to talk about it.

"Xiao Sheng, what are you thinking about all day long? Seeing how absent-minded you are, I feel that you are not at work... If you don't want to do it, then I will ask you to get out!" Leader Ouyang became angry and couldn't bear it anymore, so he yelled at him shouted.

Yu Chisheng was afraid that Leader Ouyang would see through his thoughts, so he quickly lied that he had been feeling unwell recently. Leader Ouyang was convinced of this and even told Mrs. Ouyang and Ouyang Shan about Yu Chisheng's illness.

At this time, Ouyang Shan realized that she and Yu Chisheng had been estranged for a long time.

During this period of time, Ouyang Shan was not disturbed by Yu Chisheng. When she was alone, she found that her contempt for Yu Chisheng was slowly disappearing. She even found that except for Yu Chisheng, there was no other man who could make her feel better. She felt an impulse.

This is what she thought:

"It's a bit difficult for a woman like me to find a satisfying boyfriend. Most of my followers are conservative and legalistic... I don't really like that."

"Except for the fact that Yu Chisheng's current position is a bit low, everything else meets my requirements. If you become my boyfriend, your married life will definitely be happy in the future."

However, deep down in her heart, she still regarded Yuchisheng as someone who could be manipulated and controlled at any time. She could love him if she wanted to, and let him go if she wanted to.

What's more, Yu Chisheng now wants to be promoted because of the words of her father, leader Ouyang. As long as it makes her happy, she can plead for mercy in front of her father and get Yuchi Sheng promoted. That way, she can do whatever she wants.

As she thought this way, she gradually developed a feeling of love for Yuchi Sheng again.

Ouyang Shan recalled her happy and happy time with Yu Chisheng. However, this memory is sometimes mixed with a kind of regret and sometimes a kind of happiness. Sometimes this feeling of regret and happiness constantly disturbs her sleep, so that she often suffers from insomnia and seems to have no energy the next day.

She comforted herself:

"It should be said that it is understandable that I abandoned secular concepts and lowered my stature to pursue a young man from the countryside. In what age are we now, do we still pay attention to being well-matched?"

"Yu Chisheng is a good young man. If someone casually asks me why I love him, I will say that what attracts me is not his beautiful face and elegant manners, but his extraordinary conversation and development potential."

"Of course, I will not give those who accuse me a chance. I must not let those people casually accuse me of this bold idea, otherwise I will die of shame."

She then thought:

"Some time ago, I was quite indifferent to Yu Chisheng, which completely destroyed his poor self-esteem. The fact that he had the courage to boldly express his love for me in front of me fully illustrates this point. But I didn't even understand why at that time Will he be angry? He just told me what was in his heart."

"Well, it seems that my personality is still a bit weird, otherwise I wouldn't treat him like that. Even though I was so indifferent to him, he was not angry, but guessed what I meant and didn't see me. I think Yu Chisheng is serious Love me." She has been immersed in and entangled in her relationship with Yu Chisheng, and sometimes she is often alone in her thoughts. This made Mrs. Ouyang look at her daughter carefully. She kept staring at Ouyang Shan, as if she wanted to see through her thoughts.

In order not to let her mother see it, she took out her mobile phone and played with it. She was surprised to find that she was browsing Yu Chisheng's circle of friends on WeChat by accident.

She watched it over and over again, never getting tired of seeing the photos of life and daily moods posted by Yu Chisheng.

"This is God's will. It seems that he and I are destined to be together." She murmured excitedly, "This is because I unconsciously saw his circle of friends. I can't let go of him! "

She wanted to send a message to Yu Chisheng, but she didn't know what to say appropriately. She could only like it constantly and even write some complimentary comments.

For this reason, she was so happy that she almost jumped up - because she felt that this was fate arranged by God and could not be done intentionally.

Later, Mrs. Ouyang asked her to go to the movies, so she followed her mother.

However, while watching the movie, Yu Chisheng's voice and smile kept appearing in her mind, and she had no idea what the movie was about.

She only knew that this was a love movie, and a line suddenly sounded so in line with her mood that she woke up from a dream.

This is a line said by a heroine, to the effect of: "God may punish me for loving him too much, because I love him so much that I can't help myself."

From this moment on, Ouyang Shan was immersed in the dream brought about by this love story, and she had no intention of paying attention to anything else. Her mother discussed it with her, but she ignored it. Her mother complained to her, but she didn't care.

She thought about him so much that she felt that this line was extremely classic, and it fit so perfectly with her own state of mind.

That night, while watching a movie, she missed Yu Chisheng. At this time, her state of mind was the same as Murong Lian's state of missing Yu Chisheng, intense without any impurities.

However, for Ouyang Shan, this kind of enthusiasm is always so short-lived. She will never allow herself to take the initiative again because of this. She waits.

After returning home, Ouyang Shan repeated: "I want to review myself and see what's wrong with me because I love him too deeply..."

She repeated like a madman, and when she suddenly woke up, she was shocked. However, she was unwilling to admit that she was deeply in love with Yu Chisheng.

She lay in bed at night, racking her brains to get Yu Chisheng out of her mind. But when she saw that Yu Chisheng hadn't come back after get off work hours the next day, she eagerly wanted to know where he was and what he was doing.

Yu Chisheng has been tortured by Ouyang Shan to the point of losing his rational thinking, so he cannot identify the common problems of this kind of love psychology, nor can he see the mystery of it. He didn't know how to analyze the beneficial side of this relationship, so he became a direct victim of missing Ouyang Shan.

He was in so much pain that he couldn't sleep. He really wanted to find a friend to talk to him about his inner thoughts. However, he was afraid that when those friends asked about his heart with concern, they would be opened like an unhealed scar and it would be extremely painful.

Therefore, his feelings were bottled up in his heart and had nowhere to vent. Over time, he couldn't help but burst into tears, leaving him speechless.

So, he locked himself in his room as soon as he got off work.

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