Love is like sugar and marriage is like water

Chapter 134 Begging for Forgiveness

"You know, like you, I am also a pretentious person, and I have to have a strong personality." Yu Chisheng said to Ouyang Shan with a tired face.

When Ouyang Shan heard these words, she suddenly stood up. In this way, she could hear his voice more clearly. For her, being able to stay with Yuchi Sheng at this moment was a great joy.

She wanted to find some evidence to prove how much she loved him and how much she hated herself, but she couldn't find any evidence except her own pretentiousness.

"Perhaps it's because of my pretentiousness that you look at me with admiration, right?" Yuchi Sheng continued, "If I didn't have the perseverance and courage to find some way to make you submit, you might not look at me in the eyes. But I might..."

Ouyang Shan shivered involuntarily at this time, and there was a strange and worried look in her eyes.

She thought that Yu Chisheng might have to make a decision about her, and she would have to hear his sentence on her, and her heart clenched like a mess. Her changing expression could not escape Yu Chisheng's keenly observing eyes.

Yu Chisheng continued: "It is undeniable that I have a crush on Nalanju. This was when you ignored me... Of course, as for whether she treats me, I'm not sure, because I haven't Any strong evidence is enough to show that she also likes me."

Without waiting for Ouyang Shan to answer, Yu Chisheng added: "Even if Nalanju and I don't have that kind of love affair between a man and a woman, I still have to express my gratitude to her for her help and encouragement... When everyone laughs at When I was alone, she was the only one who comforted and encouraged me..."

"She encouraged you?" Ouyang Shan asked.

"Yes, of course it's her. But what about you? When I needed you, where did you go? What help could you give me? No, obviously not. Aren't I angry?"

Yu Chisheng's tone was firm and intense.

"Why didn't I encourage you? I just blessed you silently in my heart. Don't you think about it, my strong feelings for you and the strong pain you felt after you ignored me are the most important things I have given you. Good encouragement.”

Ouyang Shan was so emotional that she even lost control. She answered with a trembling voice. As she spoke, she held onto Yu Chisheng's hand tightly, as if she would never let him leave her side again.

Yu Chisheng felt that he was about to compromise and surrender to her again and succumb to her pomegranate skirt. He felt that he could not do this now, so he pretended to be calm and took out the hand held by Ouyang Shan, stimulating her with obviously respectful words. explain:

"Okay, then please give me some time to think about it!"

After he finished speaking, he turned around and left quickly without looking back.

"This bitch can actually pretend to be indifferent to me. His face is expressionless. Why is he so cold?" Ouyang Shan thought to herself. She thought this, but felt something was wrong. She thought again:

"How can I call him a dog? He is kind, gentle, witty, brave and resourceful. His conduct in life is loved by everyone... This is entirely because my pretentious attitude irritated him. This is my fault. His fault has nothing to do with him at all, he did nothing wrong!"

Ouyang Shan spent the whole day in a daze with this idea in mind.

During this day, she experienced the joy of getting back together with Yu Chisheng and having never experienced it before. Because she found that except for Yu Chisheng, no other man could occupy her heart.

She was loving Yu Chisheng wholeheartedly.

Yu Chisheng was also extremely excited that day. Even when he was at work, even the always annoying and frequent meetings became lively and interesting. He felt that he had tamed the wild horse Ouyang Shan and subdued her proud heart.

That night when Ouyang Shan and Mrs. Ouyang went shopping, he returned to his room after get off work, turned on the music and started dancing.

But he jumped for a while, and the scene of talking with Ouyang Shan echoed in his mind from time to time.

"She must be afraid, otherwise...she will be capricious again." He suddenly thought and turned off the music. "Only by making her worry and fearful will she be good to me and be devoted to me." in the end."

Yuchi Sheng walked back and forth in the room, indulging in happy fantasy.

"Yes, just to make her worried and scared! Otherwise..." he murmured to himself, "otherwise, while Ouyang Shan is enjoying the love and happiness I have brought to her, she will not forget her disdain for me at the same time. In my eyes, she is a pretentious woman, and I have to make her convinced of me."

Although Yu Chisheng longed for love in his heart, he still warned himself:

"Don't tell her that I'm using a strategy, let alone who taught me this. I want her to be confused about whether I love her or not."

"She has lived in a superior environment since she was a child. She thinks she is the daughter of a leading cadre. People often flatter her, and she has already formed a habit. Flowers and applause accompany her wherever she goes... These make her a bit too pretentious. I have to prevent her from showing off in front of me."

After coming back from get off work in the evening, when Yu Chisheng saw Ouyang Shan sitting on the sofa with a pale face and weak body, he couldn't help but feel distressed. When Ouyang Shan saw him coming, she stretched out her hand and said with regret in her tone: "Dear, I offended you yesterday. I'm really sorry. I shouldn't have read your mobile phone messages. Are you still angry?"

Yu Chisheng unconsciously held her slender fingers. Listening to her frank and apologetic words, he was suddenly moved and almost told her true feelings.

"I promise you... I will never leave you again, and I will never act like a child again." Seeing that Yu Chisheng remained silent, Ouyang Shan continued to speak, "Let's make up, just like before, okay ?"

At this point, she quickly withdrew her hand and held up her blushing face in pain - because women's inherent chastity and deep love for Yu Chisheng put her in an embarrassing atmosphere. among.

"Okay! Don't be angry. Even if you win and I lose, okay? You've got me! I'm completely convinced." She sighed helplessly, "I swear, I will never do it again." It won’t change like that, this is my promise to you.”

Yuchi Sheng was silent for a moment to calm down. He pretended to say in a cold tone:

"You have to keep your word and never go back on your word... Just like last time, you said you would love me forever, but it changed the next day. I can't stand you like this anymore... I can't stand you treating me like this either. My toss.”

After Ouyang Shan heard what he said, she fell into deep thought and said slowly: "Of course, it must be counted this time... Otherwise, if you don't believe it, just record a video of me and save it!"

Not long after, Ouyang Shan held his hand again and asked softly: "Why don't you speak? Doesn't your expression tell me that I'm not worthy of you?"

Yu Chisheng didn't answer. He remained silent, but hugged her involuntarily. Then a rational belief surged in his mind: "If she sees how much I love her, she will leave me again."

So, he put on a cold and indifferent expression and pushed her away from him.

From then on, Yu Chisheng pretended to be happy every day. For this reason, he gave up the happiness of holding her in his arms.

However, Yu Chisheng is young after all, and he will not pretend for too long. The enthusiasm for happiness will instantly cover up the rational mentality that he brought before.

There is a statue in the garden. Yuchi Sheng often watched Ouyang Shan in a daze under the statue from the window of the small attic, lamenting her capriciousness.

There is an osmanthus tree planted next to the statue. The trunk of the tree can block others from observing him and prevent him from being discovered and ridiculed by some troublemakers.

One night, when Yu Chisheng and Ouyang Shan walked hand in hand past the statue, the pain of the past suddenly surged into his heart, forming a strong and sharp contrast with the current happiness.

Yu Chisheng couldn't bear this strong impact and couldn't help but burst into tears.

He said to Ouyang Shan: "Here, I once dreamed of spending a happy time with you. Here, I looked at you standing here countless times, just waiting for you to look up at me..."

Unknowingly, Yu Chisheng expressed his feelings to Ouyang Shan, describing his past painful state of mind with emotional colors that were definitely not made up, and expressing his current happiness in a concise, clear and joyful tone...

"What's wrong with me?" Just as he was talking, Yu Chisheng suddenly woke up and secretly complained in his heart, "I couldn't help but tell her that maybe everything is over again!"

He seemed to be able to feel that Ouyang Shan's love attitude towards him was declining rapidly at this moment, so much so that he did not dare to look up into her beautiful eyes.

But Yu Chisheng became more sophisticated and told himself to stay calm. He put on the indifferent face he had towards her before, looking at Ouyang Shan with a look of arrogance and even a bit of hostility.

"Dear, what's wrong with you?" Ouyang Shan felt the change in him and asked uneasily.

"I'm talking nonsense, everything I just said is a lie." Yuchi Sheng replied, "I am reviewing myself at this moment, but I am serious about you, and it is wrong to lie to you. I know that you love me , Be loyal to me, I don’t need to say these sweet words to please you.”

"So, what you just said to me, are you lying to me?" Ouyang Shan asked in pain.

"I'm sorry, dear. I take back what I just said. Those words were deliberately made up to coax a woman who loves me but I don't love her... This is caused by the shortcomings of my character. I must I have to confess all this to you, so please forgive me!"

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