After I woke up, my whole family eavesdropped on my thoughts and changed my life against the will of

I am Qin Zhihuai.

When I was three years old, my mother-in-law died, and I became a person that everyone could bully.

The mother-in-law's favor is only temporary, like a flash in the pan.

But it still bothered the queen.

My father was in a state of confusion, sometimes sober and sometimes not sober. He didn't care about me or my mother and concubine at all.

The so-called favor is just a few stays overnight in the eyes of outsiders when they are sober.

After the death of the mother-in-law, the servants watched the dishes being served. They first tried to feed me food that was already sour, and then when they saw that no one was paying attention, they got even more serious and started kicking and beating me.

Those palace maids and eunuchs would take their anger out on me if they had any trouble.

I wanted to tell my father, but I couldn't see him at all. From then on, I was alone in the empty palace.

That day, a snow-white rabbit popped out of the backyard.

Its fur and even its eyes are very pure, so pure that they seem to be incompatible with the yard.

I didn't know where it came from and I hid it.

Every day, I would leave the only clean steamed bun for it to eat.

That is the only little rabbit that brings me happiness.

With it, cold meals even taste better.

The good times didn't last long, and the rabbit was discovered by a little eunuch.

On this day, someone I had never seen before came to me.

She was wearing gorgeous palace clothes, and I heard the eunuchs and maids calling her the Queen.

My mother-in-law told me that I want to call the queen my mother-in-law.

"Mother." Four-year-old me called out timidly.

The queen slapped me across the face.

I really can't understand how such a beautiful face could have such a terrifying expression.

Her face was ferocious, "Are you worthy of being called my Queen Mother? You were just born of a palace maid, and you are extremely lowly."

I didn't cry and lowered my head.

The queen had the little rabbit captured, and she strangled the little rabbit alive in front of me.

I watched helplessly as Little Rabbit struggled with its limbs and slowly lost its breath.

I don't even know when my face became cold.

So, was I crying?

Since the death of my mother-in-law, I have not cried once even though I was beaten half to death. This time, I unexpectedly shed tears.

I wiped away my tears and remembered what my mother-in-law had said to me.

‘Huai’er, you have to know that the sadder we appear, the happier those people will be. Only when there is no expression at all will they find it boring and won't attack you again.

After your mother leaves, you must live well. You must be patient until you have no strength...'

Perhaps, the mother-in-law already knew that she would die.

Otherwise, you wouldn’t have said this to me.

My hands retracted into my sleeves and clenched into fists.

I gritted my teeth and stopped myself from crying.

"Haha~"

The queen sneered, looked at me condescendingly, and threw the bunny at my feet.

"She looks exactly like that maidservant. She is obviously a maid in the palace, but she seduces the insane emperor..." The queen stopped mid-sentence, her face looked ugly.

She is just venting her anger on my mother-in-law.

It was obvious that the mother and concubine did not seduce the father, but the father forced the mother and concubine.

The queen resented the emperor and refused to touch her when she was unconscious. Instead, she touched a palace maid.

This is a slap in her face.

The queen pinched my face, her eyes were sinister.

"A bitch like you deserves to be stepped on all your life. I deliberately let that rabbit in, and now I kill it myself, just to tell you that you can only live a despicable life. You are too despicable to deserve it. Anything! Not just rabbits, but also the throne. From now on, you have to help your big brother, do you hear me?"

"I heard it." I murmured.

The queen patted my face and left with satisfaction.

I stood there with my head down.

After the queen left, some palace maids and eunuchs started beating and kicking me again.

I remained silent and lay expressionless on the ground.

"Bah, this bitch is so boring~" the little eunuch spat at me, clapped his hands and left.

I got up, picked up the bunny and buried it.

When I was eleven years old, I hunted in the winter.

The sober father took some of our princes out.

At that time, I also knew that my father was not actually insane and that everything was just an act.

My heart is filled with despair.

What is true and what is false?

The royal family is indeed ruthless...

I'm hunting on a horse.

Suddenly, a group of men in black came with long swords. I rode the horse and ran all the way to a big mountain.

I don't know where this is? He abandoned his horse and fled into the mountains.

But I was still injured. I gritted my teeth and kept running away. My mother-in-law said, let me live well.

I can't die...

Before I fainted, I fell in the snow and seemed to see the mother-in-law holding the little rabbit and smiling at me.

At this time, a tender female voice came to my ears.

[What's going on? How did this person get in? Could it be that he came over from the mountain? 】

【who cares? Judging from this man's injuries, it's obvious that he was being chased. I can't care about this mess. I'll save whoever wants to save him! 】

I wanted to raise my head, but I didn't have the strength at all, so I could only move my fingers.

If no one saves me, I will probably freeze to death even if I don't bleed to death.

I don't want to die.

Maybe God heard my prayer and sent someone to save me.

Coincidentally, I was saved by the father of that girl doll.

Time and life.

Later, I heard the girl’s voice and learned that it was my elder brother who sent someone to kill me.

The fifth brother only said a few words to me, and the eldest brother wanted to kill me.

No, maybe it's not the person sent by Big Brother, but the Queen.

She was afraid that I would back up Fifth Brother, but I really just said a few insignificant words to Fifth Brother.

I stayed at Su's house.

Qingshan Village is really a crouching tiger, hidden dragon, not only about the old general, but also about Zhao Xuan of the Zhao family.

There is even someone who is the son of Princess Pingyang.

I like this peaceful life, and I also meet people who look very much like Bunny.

Her name is Wang Lin.

His nose was red from the cold and his eyes were moist. He really looked like a bunny.

I couldn't help but look at it again and again.

Later, Qing Yi came to talk to me.

She said, 'If you come back with me, the master will avenge your mother and concubine, and you only need to obey the master's orders. ’

I agreed, the condition was really exciting.

I left, thinking that Xiaotu and I would never see each other again.

The queen was thrown into the cold palace, and Fu Yuan sent me to Yongning Palace, but I didn't want her to die at all.

I think life is more painful than death.

At the palace banquet, I met Su Yun again, but Wang Lin did not follow her to the capital.

I felt bored, reduced my sense of presence and huddled in a corner.

Listening to the chatter of my heart and the voices of everyone at the palace banquet, I felt like I was outside the world.

It seems that they and I are not from the same world at all.

Later, the father wanted to kill the Su family, and the Su family left the capital.

But Su Yun disappeared.

It was also that year that Wang Lin came to the capital.

The little girl was all over the capital asking about the Su family, so I quickly came out and told her.

Wang Lin burst into tears and looked even more like a little rabbit.

Another year.

Fu Yuan told me that the prince was going to take action and he would push me into that position.

I told Fu Yuan, "I regretted it. I will kill or behead you at your disposal. I have fallen in love with someone, and I don't want to sit in that position. She is pure and simple, and does not belong to the golden cage. I want to be with her She lives together freely. From now on, I would like to be a couple for the rest of my life..."

Fu Yuan said, "Are you sure you like her? Rather than possessiveness in your heart?"

I am sure! I do like her.

I asked myself this question as early as a year ago, and now I finally understand my heart.

When we first met, maybe it was because Wang Lin looked like a little rabbit.

But one year of getting along with her made me understand Wang Lin better.

Wang Lin really loves to cry, but she also has some tenacity.

She is contradictory, and it is this contradiction that deeply attracts me.

I also want to find my own happiness.

This wait is until Linlin turns sixteen.

I smiled and asked her, "Linlin, Su Yun is back. Is it time for us to get married?"

"Ah."

The beloved was extremely shy, with a blush covering his face.

I suppressed the desire to hug her tightly, but carefully held her hand.

It's great, mother and concubine, look at it, I have found my own happiness and I will have my own home!