Chapter 305 Back then
Han Hongxu didn't want to let himself indulge in the sadness of separation that hadn't happened yet. "Let's not talk about us anymore. Mom, dad contacted me before and asked about your situation in a roundabout way. He said that he would pick you up when you got over your anger."

Fang Yuan snorted coldly after hearing this, "You don't have to pay attention to our affairs!
Your mother is no longer a young girl in love. She won't lose her temper and run away from home just because of a trivial matter, waiting for someone to calm her down. Conflicts don't happen in a day or two. In the early years, I couldn't let go of some things, and I kept sinking in the whirlpool of false fame. Now I have looked away. Life is only a few decades, and I really don't have to swallow it for false fame. Face is something for outsiders to see, so I moved this time. When I came out, I had no intention of going back easily. "

Her mother, Fang Yuan, has always had her own ideas, but she is not an impulsive person. Although her mother has never expressed her grievances for so many years, even she, the biological son of the Han family, has suffered a lot of rumors, not to mention her mother. How could someone who married as a stepwife not only have someone who was a good match for the Han family but also left behind a teenage child? How could she live a comfortable life?

Fang Yuan seemed to have finally found a suitable listener, and said to herself: "I was no longer young when I married your father. If I didn't get married at that age, gossip among colleagues would come. Although it was not done in front of I said this to my face, but I also heard a lot behind my back. Some said that I had a weird temper and that no one wanted me. Some said that I was waiting for a price and wanted to climb a high tree. Some even said that I had a crush on someone. The vice president of the college is waiting for someone to get divorced..."

Han Hongxu didn't know what to say. Human nature is like this, jealous people laugh at others, even senior intellectuals and faculty members of top universities are not exempt from vulgarity. They are like a talkative woman when talking about other people's rights and wrongs.

"Who doesn't talk behind others' backs? Who doesn't talk behind others' backs?" Fang Yuan said with a wry smile, "I didn't understand these principles in the early years. I thought that since there are people criticizing people behind their backs, it must be my problem. I just try my best to correct it.

When your dad proposed to me, I had just made a name for myself in academia due to some research. I knew that a person like me who didn't know how to act coquettishly and only focused on academics would not be able to attract a love expert like your dad who had read countless people. So what he proposed to me was just because of my fame. At that time, I happened to need a marriage to help me resist those rumors, so I agreed.

What is love or not is far less important in my heart than shutting up those who spread rumors.

My thoughts at that time were very simple and very realistic. From now on, he would pursue his career and I would pursue my research. Marriage was just something for outsiders to see. In the beginning, I did the same thing. Later, I discovered that I was wrong. After getting married, I was in another world. Those gossips began to say that I had finally climbed to the top and found a divorced rich man.

In the first few years that your father and I got married, we were busy with our own lives, spending less time together and more separation, so we never had children. There were rumors that I couldn't have children, and some people even said in front of me that I'm really pregnant. Fortunately, I have children as soon as I get married, so I don’t have to give birth to them myself. '

Being a stepmother is not easy. When I first married your father, I also thought about treating the child in front of me well. Even if I couldn't treat him as my own, I would just treat him patiently as a child of a relative.

But your brother was already very old at that time. He always felt that it was because of me that his biological parents’ marriage broke up. He was very hostile to me. He was a rebellious boy who said anything vicious and took pleasure in it. Some relatives of the Han family also felt that I abused my stepson. Even if I wanted to get close to him, I was thought to have other motives.

In the beginning, your dad was quite protective of me. Whenever your eldest brother said something bad, he would always stop him sternly. But as time went by, people became numb, and began to persuade my children to be tolerant because they were not sensible. Until later, the two of us simply avoided meeting each other. Even if we did meet, we would say hello when there were outsiders, and pretend we hadn't seen each other when there were no outsiders.

Later, when you were born, your eldest brother went out every now and then to complain, saying that he was being neglected in this family. At that time, those uncles of the Han family and your eldest brother's uncles still held great power in the group, and they often came to the house to complain about your eldest brother. There are those relatives who are making trouble, and I have to treat you and your brother equally to the outside world. No matter what I do, people will find fault.

When he was a child, he often bullied you secretly, and his mother saw it and punished him. Later, his uncles and uncles simply went to the school, saying that I was not worthy of being a teacher because I abused my stepson, and asked the school to expel me. The impact was particularly bad. In the end, this matter was suppressed by the original principal. At that time, your father was also tired of having to be pointed out by others in the affairs of the family. It was also at that time that he began to gradually collect the equity until he took control of the entire Han family industry. The right to speak. For the sake of my own reputation, I will simply leave you to the housekeeper, live in the school laboratory for a long time, study human history and culture, selfishly isolate myself in the academic world, and block out the troubles of the outside world.

At that time, I couldn't help but miss you. I would go back to the Han family to see you soon. Your father discovered that he planned to let you be secretly bullied by your brother. Your father really cared about you and gradually favored you.

Later, when your father completely took back his power and no one dared to rush into the house and point fingers at things at home, I moved back home. I found that because I paid less attention to you, your father loved you more. If I were closer to you, he would feel that the eldest son was lonely again, and he would help your elder brother.

He always self-righteously wanted to maintain equal care for his two sons and be an unbiased father, but he didn't know that his actions hurt the hearts of everyone in the family.

I worked hard to maintain the image of a successful woman with a happy family and a successful career. I gave up my longing for love, maternal love for my son, and the pursuit of wealth. I only valued these enviable and false names. Now, your dad has poked me. break.

Although I couldn't accept it at the time, now I think about it, it can't be considered a bad thing. The wake-up call that came over thirty years later shattered my dreams and made me sober. False reputation is the most useless thing, so why should I be afraid of people's mouth? ?
It’s not too late to wake up after living for so many years. It’s just that you’ve suffered so much and your childhood can never be made up for..."

For the first time in so many years, the mother and son opened up and talked about the past. When Han Hongxu heard his mother recount the bitterness and helplessness of the wealthy marriage over the years, Han Hongxu suddenly felt that the missing corner in his heart was filled. "Mom, I'm okay. I live a prosperous life and receive a good education. No one's life is perfect. Although I have some regrets, I am content."

"My child, your personality is so much like mine." This was what Fang Yuan was most worried about. "You are also a person who likes to find problems within yourself. You are too harsh on yourself, and too tolerant and tolerant of others. You don't fight or grab, and always want to rely on your own efforts to get what you want. As a result, you will always suffer the loss. you.

Of course, I have the greatest responsibility for you to develop such a character. Mother's love has been absent for so many years, and father's love must be shared equally with others. Who can you count on if you don't rely on yourself? "

"Mom, I didn't blame you. Maybe when I was young, I was envious of other children who had their mothers to play with, but other children also envied me for having a historian mother. If it weren't for you, I wouldn't have left. On the road of teaching, some mothers are the warm light around them, and some mothers are the beacons that guide the way." Han Hongxu said.

Fang Yuan hugged her son excitedly and cried, "How could I have such a sensible son after being a failed mother...

From now on, your mother will support you. Just do whatever you want. You don’t have to look at anyone’s face. Marry the girl you like home as soon as possible. Although it is belated maternal love, your mother has made up her mind to support you wholeheartedly. Where will you go from now on? If you feel wronged, come to me and mother will make the decision for you..."


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