After being widowed and reborn, I picked up the redemption script!

Chapter 69 Is it fun for you to play with me for so long?
Jin Yuyan didn't come back until the school bell rang.

After sitting in his seat, he didn't even look at Sanli, and just looked at the book so quietly, as if she was nothing but air.

This made Sanli even more unhappy.

She put down the pen in her hand, took a deep breath, turned her head, and her eyes fell on Jin Yuyan.

"What's the matter with you recently?"

Sangli said helplessly: "You never ignored me for so long before. I know you may not be in a good mood recently because of Aunt Jin's incident, but at least you have to give me an explanation, right? You are so cold and violent towards me." Do I think it’s appropriate?”

During this time, Sangli had been speculating about what happened to Jin Yuyan and the Pei family, which caused him to suddenly become like this.

"Explain what?" Jin Yuyan didn't even bother to raise his head, and his tone was as indifferent as water.

"I thought our relationship was different from others. I thought you would at least tell me if something happened to you as soon as possible... but it turned out that I also learned about such a big thing happening in your family from other people's mouths."

Sangli looked at him a little disappointed, with a hint of sobs in her voice.

Thinking of the previous conversations, every time she asked Jin Yuyan what happened when he went to attend Mr. Pei's birthday that day, he always ignored her.

She was really worried about him, and even wondered if she had done something wrong that night to cause him to be so cold to her now, like a stranger.

Hearing Sanli's sad and aggrieved voice, Jin Yuyan finally moved his gaze to her, his eyes silent, like a pool of stagnant water without any ripples.

After a while, he finally spoke: "What do you want me to tell you? How miserable my life is? Or how serious what happened to my family is? Does this make sense?"

His tone and expression were extremely calm, as if he was just describing an ordinary trivial matter.

But the more this happens, the more frightening it is.

Sangli's face was extremely pale, her fingers were clenched into fists, and her joints made a clicking sound, showing her inner struggle and entanglement.

For a long time, until the air between the two people was frozen, she slowly relaxed.

After taking several deep breaths, he managed to suppress the various emotions tumbling in his heart, and then said slowly: "I don't want to expose your sadness, I just want to care about you, I just want to know why you suddenly became Now like this, you clearly used to..."

"What was I like before?" Jin Yuyan sneered and interrupted her, his eyes full of ridicule and disdain, as if he had heard some extremely funny joke.

"Sangli, I've always been like this and never changed. Don't you know?"

Jin Yuyan spoke very calmly and calmly.

But Sangli felt that her heart had been hit hard, the pain was excruciating, and her breathing became short.

"Then the tenderness you showed me before was all fake?" she asked.

Jin Yuyan raised his lips in a contemptuous smile, looking at her as if he were a mentally retarded child, and the sarcastic smile hanging on the corner of his mouth became even stronger.

"That's not entirely true. It's just that you kept rushing to get close to me. I thought it was quite interesting, so I spent more time playing with you. Thinking about it now... it's such a waste of time." He Said without mercy.

Sangli felt as if a sharp knife had been stabbed into her heart, and the blood was dripping from her heart, which was extremely terrifying.

She gritted her teeth: "Why is this?"

"Because I find you are stupider, easier to cheat, and stupider." He smiled.

After a pause, he continued: "Of course, you are quite beautiful. I am happy to enjoy such a beautiful woman following me all day long, so... why should I refuse?" Sang Li looked at him in disbelief, her voice trembling: "Is it fun for you to play with me for so long?"

"It's fun." Jin Yuyan replied without thinking: "I just like to see you rich people being fooled and having no choice but to break your teeth and swallow it. It feels so good! "

Sangli's eyes turned red instantly: "Why do you do this to me? I'm so good to you!"

"Ha." Jin Yuyan sneered: "Do you think I'm pitiful? Seeing me living like a dog at the bottom of society, and being stared at and ridiculed every day, makes you overflowing with sympathy and want to give me some charity. warmth?"

"So you've been thinking about me like this all this time..." Sangli suddenly laughed at herself, and suddenly felt that the words he said before towards her were so ridiculous.

"Yes, it's been like this from beginning to end. I just think you're hypocritical and look down on you! I'm living a miserable life now, but I will never accept any charity or sympathy." Jin Yuyan admitted without hesitation.

"Okay, okay, that's great. Jin Yuyan, you made me feel that everything I did before was wrong. You are not worthy of me at all, and you don't deserve my sympathy!"

After saying this, Sangli stood up directly and walked out of the classroom without looking back.

Watching Sangli's leaving figure, the cruelty in Jin Yuyan's eyes gradually faded, replaced by heavy guilt and self-blame.

Knowing that she was so strong and sensitive, how could he say such harsh words to her?

But he had no other choice but to resort to tricks, because other than that, there was no other way to make Sanli give up on him.

These days, he deliberately alienated her, ignored her, and even appeared to hurt her in front of her, just to make her completely disappointed in him.

He knew that Sanli was in pain, but why didn't he feel tortured.

Every time he saw Sangli's frown and heard her sigh softly, Jin Yuyan wanted to take out his heart and show it to Sangli.

But he knew there was nothing he could do.

Because as long as you show a little care to her, everything you have done before will be in vain.

So no matter how uncomfortable it is, he must endure it.

He couldn't harm Sangli for the rest of his life for his own selfish desires. She loved taking pictures and laughing so much, so she shouldn't be in such a gray state.

Her life should be bright and dazzling, not with a dark person like him.

However, the more he thought about it, the more stuffy Jin Yuyan's chest became.

It turns out that giving up on someone is such a painful thing.

Jin Yuyan opened the book, trying to distract himself.

But the hand holding the pen was shaking crazily, and I couldn't write a sentence.

There was not a single word of knowledge that could fit into his mind, all he could remember was the image of Sangli running out with red eyes just now.

Finally, Jin Yuyan slammed the book shut and ran out.

　Chasing Wife Crematorium Warning

　　
　
(End of this chapter)