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Chapter 242 Love is important (6)

Changyan turned off the light, got into bed, tucked in the quilt, and said warmly: "Ning Ning, go to sleep."

For a long time, Xu Yuening's voice was as thin as a mosquito's and came to my ears: "Will you change back?"

Changyan also replied softly: "Ning Ning will know every moment."

Xu Huasheng originally thought that her daughter would not be able to hold on for long before she would give in to her, obediently listen to her words, and win over big clients for her and strive for profitable relationships. But he has been peaceful for ten days and no longer participates in her affairs.

Ten days has been recorded in the past.

Xu Huasheng was as contemptuous as ever. Wanted to see how long she could hold on.

Changyan, on the other hand, takes Xu Yuening to and from school every day and accompanies her to do her homework. You must also accumulate your own capital every day to prepare for leaving Area A, starting your own company, and developing your own capital.

Good looks also depend on Xu Yuening's knowledge. Xu Yuening is precocious and the current education methods are no longer suitable for her. Xu Huasheng obviously didn't care that much about Xu Yuening's education. Xu Huasheng only regarded her as a tool to obtain profits. The use of this tool was the dirtiest and most heartbreaking way for her.

Before preparing to leave City A, Changyan specially took Xu Yuening to climb the mountain.

Sitting on the stone, Chang Yan handed Xu Yuening a bottle of water, and after she drank it, he asked her: "I plan to leave Area A and go to other places to develop. Is Ning Ning willing to leave?"

Xu Yuening squeezed the water bottle until it was flat: "What if I don't leave?"

"It's just more difficult, but it doesn't matter. If you don't want to leave, then stay."

Changyan also made plans for this.

If you don’t want to stay in Area A, it’s just because Area A is already highly capitalized. It was difficult to break out of it, and it would be even more cruel. No matter how she did it, her hands would be extremely dirty.

"Really?"

Xu Yuening is not willing to believe it?
"Really. Ning Ning, it actually doesn't make much difference to me where I go. The reason why I left District A to develop in City F is because I liked the market in City F and the mayor's style of conduct. No one else was willing. When I went to City F, I didn’t want to contribute to his GDP. I wanted him to be a mayor all his life and not be able to rise to the top. The market in City F has a lot of potential. Secondly, when leaving District A, Ms. Xu couldn’t reach out and control it. We are mother and daughter, and it will be difficult to send me to someone else's bed. No matter what happens to One and Two, one thing will not change, my mother will grow up with Ningning."

Of course, Changyan would not leave Xu Yuening to work hard in Area A. After finally letting Xu Yuening loose, if he abandons her now, what he has done in the past month will be in vain, and it will be really difficult to deal with it then.

Xu Yuening's eyes became moist, and she clasped her fingers unwilling to loosen them. Until Changyan took her hand, spread her fingers apart one by one, and gently rubbed the palm of her hand with his fingertips.

Xu Yuening's nails were sharper, and the skin on her palms was broken, and traces of blood soaked out, leaving streaks of red.

There was no blame, just a gentle question: "Does it hurt?"

Xu Yuening stubbornly remained silent.

"Don't hurt yourself at any time, Ning Ning. Don't learn from me. My mother used to drink, smoke, neglect her business, and indulge herself. Except if she continues like this, she will achieve nothing. She will not live like this if she hurts herself. Alone. Ning Ning, don’t look at the small opening. This time it was just soaked in a little blood. You can see it and don’t take it to heart. Don’t do any harm to yourself no matter how small it is.”

Changyan said this without any psychological burden, and she would not think about losing face as a parent.

Setting an example is what every parent should do. Xu Yuening finally burst into tears, and for the first time in a month, she threw herself into Chang Yan's arms and cried.

"why why?"

she asked, burying her head in tears. Because he buried his head, his pronunciation was a bit blurry.

"What do Ning Ning want to ask? Mother can only answer if you speak clearly."

Changyan gave her some relief to prevent her from choking.

This is the rare time that Xu Yuening is willing to open up his heart. Changyan will naturally not be vague about the past. He must explain what needs to be explained and what is important must be sincere. Although the grievances she has felt since childhood will not be eliminated with a few words, it can relieve the knot in her heart. She does not have to ask her to stumble around alone and have to arm herself with indifference.

For sensitive children like Xu Yuening, Chang Yan has always expressed his feelings for her with respect, gentleness, unambiguity, and no hiding. However, very few people do this.

Xu Yuening raised her head, opened her eyes wide and asked, "Why did you ignore me so much before?"

When I look for her, I always get pushed away.

She is always drinking.

The real world is a complex relationship.

People outside say that Xu Huasheng is her mother and Xu Yuerong is her sister.

Xu Huasheng told her that this sister was her mother.

She doesn't understand.

It took me a long time to understand.

Mom doesn't like her.

So mom becomes sister.

Changyan wiped her tears and said softly: "My mother, like Ning Ning, was also a first-timer, and her performance in the first half of her life was really bad. When Ning Ning was as old as she was, her mother also hired a teacher to teach her every day. Learn flower arranging, painting, piano, and dancing. You also need to learn how to arouse a man's desire, how to twist your body to look good, how to make your eyes charming, and what kind of words will make a man want to stop. At that time, my mother He only has eyes for the Xu family, and he is deliberately trying to be an old man's lover, just so that the Xu family can shine again and not be squeezed out of the upper class society."

"My mother was just like you, longing for her love. But every time she said she loved me, she always looked at me indifferently, as if she were looking at a beautiful gift, estimating the value of the gift, thinking about it. How to wrap this gift to make it more valuable to her.”

"As I got older, I felt something was wrong. I felt that she didn't love me, and that I was not her daughter, but just her commodity. I became rebellious and unwilling to live according to her ideas. Ning Ning, my mother understood at that time Not long after, I found Nie Chonggui and had a relationship with him. At that time, I thought I had rebelled against my mother."

"Until I got pregnant later, my mother was cowardly and unable to bear the consequences independently. So I had to find my mother, who helped me solve the problem. So my daughter became a sister."

"I was forced to break up with Nie Chonggui, and I learned that he had a new girlfriend in just two months. Once, he said he loved me and loved me, but the result was that he touched me when he couldn't afford the responsibility, and again She made me pregnant, and then started another relationship as if nothing was wrong. Love seems to be the same as the love given by a mother, just as fragile."

"So, the immature me at that time indulged in pain and didn't know how to treat you, so I ignored you. Ning Ning had a big dream and suddenly realized that my mother cannot be a mother like Ms. Xu. She is in so much pain For many years, I smoked, drank, and drank sleeping pills. These methods only numbed me. They did not make my life any better, nor did they make my empty soul feel any better. It can be seen that these methods were of no use. On the contrary, they wasted time and wasted time. I’m getting older.”