As the empress who breaks off her engagement at the beginning, I choose the evil little black lotus.

Chapter 161 Those who are overwhelmed by sin are only ordinary people. Four thousand words

March 18: On this day, Su Yan gave me a bottle of fragrant spiritual liquid, saying that if I use it to wash my eyes, it will cure eye diseases.

If someone else had given it to me, I would have put it on the shelf, but if he had given it to me, I still didn’t want to live up to my feelings.

March 19: Hey! ! !

March 20: I didn’t expect that! It’s incredible! The ectoplasm actually worked, even my character card changed. Now it’s Gu Xixue, the transfiguration piano master.

How exactly did he do it?

Yesterday, I was so excited that I ran to see them immediately.

Seeing it in reality and seeing it in my memory are completely different.

I am more and more certain that when what a person sees is turned into memory, a layer of knowledge will be added to it, and it will become different from its original appearance.

He and Nan Yi are much more beautiful than they were in my memory.

The two of them stood together, as if they could nourish each other.

May 28th: ​​This day is Nan Yi’s birthday.

I composed a song called "Flowers and Butterflies" as a congratulation to her and Su Yan.

Dielianhua, I hope that the butterfly encounters a soft flower like Nanyi instead of a prickly flower like this one.

In the sound of my piano, they kissed each other.

This time I am more angry than ever before. I don’t think I can wait until my fourth birthday.

May 29: I thought that I might not leave this diary behind. I am going to throw it into the river and let it be carried away by the water.

I shouldn't have to search across the rivers just for it.

The pages of paper cannot withstand the erosion of the river, but the words I left behind with the fire of life cannot.

They will follow this water flow, either scattering or appearing in a piece in some corner of the world.

If anyone saw it, they would just think it was crazy talk.

More likely, they will appear at the bottom of rivers, lakes and seas, where no one will ever see them.

Such an existence seems meaningless.

But the meaning of existence itself is that it has existed.

From the moment a person is born, he clenches his fists, trying to catch something.

When I die, I always want to leave something behind.

Children, articles, achievements...

Although I was not a person born normally, I am not exempt from this.

When I disappear, the sound of my piano, the flowers and plants I plant, the cats I raise, and even the impression and goodwill in Su Yan's and his friends' hearts will all be accepted by this deity.

The only thing she couldn't accept were these words.

……

On the first day of June, there were still five days before the birthday Gu Xixue had set for herself. It was when the flowers were at their peak, but the music in the small building suddenly stopped.

Gu Xixue covered her heart. At this moment, all the colorful things in the small building turned into peach blossoms when she saw them.

After Shen Xiaoxue was reminded by the Dragon Palace Goddess, she had already prepared numerous backup plans before using the character card.

She can do it, look at every flower, it is a peach blossom; look at every fruit, it is a loquat.

And so what if you don't have these.

There's Su Yan and Xue'er.

The resurrection of seeds requires causes and conditions, and it happens that causes and conditions are everywhere around her.

If Gu Xixue wants to fight against this deity, she must completely cut off her obsession and cut off everything in her lifetime.

Stay away from Su Yan, stay away from Xue'er, and isolate everything related to me.

In this way, she has a chance to become another person who has nothing to do with herself.

And this is exactly what she cannot do.

As Gu Xixue knew from birth, the birth of Gu Xixue's character card was for Su Yan and Xue'er.

To cut off these is to deny oneself.

"You didn't have to disappear."

Among the peach blossoms, Gu Xixue's eyes also showed the fiery red figure of the deity.

The phoenix eyes that this deity looked at her were filled with chills to the core.

Gu Xixue had known for a long time that she was not a flower, but snow.

It looks good but has no warmth.

In this world, I am afraid that only Su Yan can keep the snow warm without melting it.

"I didn't expect that Su Yan's favorability towards you would rise so quickly. It surprised me."

"If you can replace me and let him abandon the little beggar and choose you, I can even never come out and let you exist forever on my behalf."

"But what have you been doing?"

As the illusory Shen Xiaoxue stepped forward and approached her step by step, Gu Xixue's heart hurt more and more intensely.

She knew that when this Shen Xiaoxue became one with herself, that would be her end.

But she smiled and said softly: "You hate what I do today, but maybe one day, I will be your final escape route!"

Shen Xiaoxue was furious: "A way out, what you call a way out, do you mean being a slave to that little beggar? Then I would rather not leave such a way out."

In the blink of an eye, Shen Xiaoxue and her were close at hand.

Just when Gu Xixue thought that her consciousness was going to disappear in the next moment, she heard her say: "Leave a letter to Su Yan and say that you are going to travel far away."

"After today, Gu Xixue will disappear in the Holy Land."

Half an hour later, the woman who still looked like Gu Xixue, but whose temperament had completely changed, walked out of the small building.

He glanced back, with undisguised disgust in his eyes.

Without any hesitation, he waved his sleeves and burned it and the flowers completely.

Most of those flowers were planted by Gu Nanyi, and she didn't want to keep any of them.

The next day, Shen Xiaoxue went to say goodbye to Su Yan as if she were Gu Xixue.

She said that she finally saw it and wanted to leave the Holy Land and walk around in the world.

Although Su Yan and the others were reluctant to give up, they also felt that this was natural.

When the little beggar held her hand and said goodbye to her, Shen Xiaoxue only felt uncomfortable for a while, and she suppressed it so as not to show her true colors.

Although Su Yan vaguely felt that Gu Xixue today was a little different from the past, he would never have thought that she had been replaced by Shen Xiaoxue inside.

When they sent Gu Xixue away from Dragon God Island, they thought it was just a short farewell. This friend may be able to return in three to five years.

And even if she really left for decades, she would only be able to deal with the long-lived Ya Sheng with just a snap of her fingers.

But here, after Shen Xiaoxue separated from Su Yan and the others, she changed back to her true self.

Because she often moves in the sea, she is already very familiar with the environment around Longshen Island.

She found a safe island and prepared to attack the Life Lantern Realm for the second time.

In the previous system missions, for every 50 Su Yan's favorability towards Gu Xixue increased, she could get a Heavenly Rank Barrier Breaking Pill.

But now, Gu Xixue's favorability level for Su Yan has already exceeded 200, and Shen Xiaoxue already has four heaven-level barrier-breaking pills in her hands.

However, Shen Xiaoxue felt that she might no longer need them.

What Gu Xixue did before was the best barrier-breaking pill for her.

Shen Xiaoxue also asked herself, could she accept being with Su Yan forever?

The answer is: Absolutely not.

Regardless of love or hate, she couldn't tolerate not having him in Su Yan's eyes.

Last time, she was trapped in the various debts she owed to Su Yan in her previous life and could not get out of the confusion.

But after experiencing the years of Gu Xixue, she unexpectedly regained her Taoist heart.

The lamp of fate illuminates her true self. It can also be said that she recognizes her true self more clearly.

Shen Xiaoxue looked at the endless sea and sky and murmured: "Yes, I will be that bad woman."

"Even if you were really bruised all over your body in your previous life, the only one who can lick your wounds is me, and no one else!"

"Those who are crushed by sins are just ordinary people; only those who can bear sins are saints!"

A few hours later, in the darkest midnight, in the cold grotto, a purple life lamp slowly rose up, like a star, illuminating the sea and sky.

"Ding, the system prompts, congratulations on completing the mission and breaking through to the sub-holy realm. You have obtained Su Yan's twenty-third memory fragment."

"Finally there are memory fragments again!"

Hearing the system prompt, Shen Xiaoxue also felt a lot of emotions.

The system released this task a long time ago.

At that time, she thought she would be able to break through to Ya Sheng soon, but she didn't expect that after all the twists and turns, it would actually take so many years!

Having just overcome the mental barrier, Shen Xiaoxue felt that she still needed to calm down for a while.

She first became familiar with the magical functions of the Life Lamp and the Dao Realm, and found a few sea beasts to practice with. After three days, she returned to Dragon God Island and used the memory fragment.

Just like every time before, when Shen Xiaoxue's consciousness faded into memory fragments, she also took Gu Nanyi with her.

Gu Nanyi, who was accompanying Su Yan in the Holy Land Scripture Pavilion, was slightly startled, but did not resist. She rested her head on Su Yan's shoulder.

The next moment, the first thing that caught her eyes was the dark and lightless sky prison.

This is the lowest level of the Yanjing Heavenly Prison and has not been used for tens of thousands of years.

When it was first built, it was used to imprison saints.

All sides are surrounded by magic iron mined from the battlefields of the emperors outside the territory, and the avenues of luck are isolated. Even if the saint is here, he can only use his physical body and true energy, unable to shake the prison door.

Today, it is a bit ironic that this level of Heavenly Prison is being used again after thousands of years, for a Martial Lord.

However, considering that this Martial Lord has an inexplicable relationship with several powerful men in the Emperor Selection Realm and even above the Emperor Realm, it is not surprising that he would be thrown here.

Gu Nanyi had seen Tutu's clip and could guess why Su Yan was here. She looked around her surroundings and found that Su Yan was the only one in the vast dark space.

Dark, dead, and cold.

This is not as good as when he was imprisoned in the Fallen Heaven Realm.

But Su Yan didn't seem to think so.

But they saw him lying on a thin straw mat, one leg crossed, his hands behind his head, sleeping soundly, and the corners of his mouth were even slightly raised.

Since Xue'er's death, Gu Nanyi has never seen him in such a leisurely manner in the memory fragments in five million years.

Perhaps it was because he killed the emperor with his own hands that he finally felt relieved.

Neither Shen Xiaoxue nor Gu Nanyi knew how long Su Yan had been locked up here. Maybe he didn't remember it himself, but this day seemed a little special.

Su Yan was awakened by a burst of movement and discovered that for the first time, another woman was thrown into the prison.

The woman's hair was slicked back, and her long blood-stained hair covered her eyebrows, but she could still vaguely tell that her face, which was covered by her hair, was very beautiful.

The aqua dress on her body was not damaged, but her limbs and slender swan neck were all covered with bloody heavy armor made of magic iron.

On the other hand, Su Yan, perhaps because of his status, or perhaps because he is too weak in terms of strength, has no restraints from head to toe.

Those who could be thrown here would definitely not be ordinary people, and Su Yan couldn't help but take a few more glances.

However, his shock was far less than that of Gu Nanyi.

"No, no, no, it can't be her! Why is it her, her? How could she still be alive..." When she saw the face of the woman under the messy hair, Gu Nanyi fell into complete confusion.

When Shen Xiaoxue saw the woman, although she felt vaguely familiar, she didn't think much about it. She was just as curious about her identity as Su Yan.

The lame old man guarding the place escorted the woman into an iron cell next to Su Yan, then turned and left.

When the heavy footsteps disappeared behind the steps above, the deepest level of the prison suddenly returned to deathly silence, so quiet that one could hear each other's thin breathing.

"Hey, you are the husband of King Shenxiao, right? I guess there is no one else who is qualified to be locked up here except you."

In the end, it was the woman who broke the silence first. When she spoke, the man was dragged to the fence with heavy handcuffs and looked towards Su Yan, as if he was very curious about Su Yan.

Su Yan heard this and said, "Isn't there still you?"

The woman smiled: "Then I'm still not as good as you. In front of the envoys from the six realms, I killed the king on the same day, and also attracted the emperor-selecting realm from the outer realm. Even the natural disaster that has not happened in the Shiyuan realm for hundreds of millions of years has come. I Let’s just say, if you don’t call yourself a devil, then no one in the world dares to call you a devil.”

Su Yan was silent, wondering why she looked so honored, as if he was her son. Well, maybe it's because she is a member of the devil's path, right?

The woman told him about the current situation in the outside world: "Now, the powerful powers of the six realms are putting pressure on Shen Xiaoxue to execute you. I wonder if your wife can withstand it? Or, is she willing? Support you?"

"According to my experience, the higher the cultivation level and the higher the status, the heavier the weight of that face will be. When you are humble, they may kneel down to protect you. When you are strong, you may not Her skin is tight. I believe this is the same for men and women."

Su Yan interrupted her and said, "You know who I am, but I don't know who you are. This seems a bit unfair."

The woman was stunned, and Xuan Ji smiled and said: "Maybe we will keep you company on the road to hell. I have nothing to hide from you. Have you ever heard of Shui Yue Fei Gu Qingyi?"

"Shuiyue Concubine Gu Qingyi." Su Yan couldn't help but raise his eyebrows when he heard this, and was a little surprised: "You are the first of the ten concubines, and the rumored most beloved enchantress of the Wuxiang Demon Lord. With a raise of his hand, he turned all living beings upside down, and in the blink of an eye, the emperor The greatest disaster in the history source world due to the fall of the saint?"

"Haha, thank you for the award." The woman said the award, but her tone was quite complacent. She even moved her long hair with her shackled hands, revealing a world-famous face to him.

However, in the eyes of Su Yan who had seen Empress Tianhu, this sister was as beautiful as ever, but she was not enough to make him lose his mind: "How did you end up like this?"

Gu Qingyi shook his head helplessly: "I can't help it. The devil-catching guard dog your wife raised has such a sharp nose. I only stayed in Dayan for a few days before she caught me and chased me all the way. I think it was also because of her. I've been in a bad mood lately and want to vent my anger. If I come to the bottom of the matter, I have to blame you too!"

At the end of her speech, there was still a bit of resentment in her tone.

(End of this chapter)