As the empress who breaks off her engagement at the beginning, I choose the evil little black lotus.

Chapter 192 No love or hate, the starting point is the end point words

"Is that so?" Su Yan stared at her eyes, confirming that the Shen Xiaoxue in her previous life would never have such eyes, and then began to believe her explanation.

"Su Yan, I, I saw that in my previous life, I did a lot of things that were sorry for you, and I also did a lot of stupid things, which caused you to suffer a lot. I'm sorry for you!"

Shen Xiaoxue felt at this moment that looking directly into his eyes was more dazzling than looking directly into the sun.

He couldn't help but lower his head and lower his eyes.

But she wanted to look into Su Yan's eyes and finish the words buried in her heart.

So, I raised my head and lowered my head several times before finally finishing that paragraph.

When it was over, my palms were already covered with fragrant sweat.

"You said, you saw some fragments of the past life, but I guess you must not have seen them all, right?" Su Yan heard this, but his eyes did not fluctuate much, and he just smiled and asked.

Shen Xiaoxue was startled and nodded: "Well, it is true, it is not complete yet. But, but I already know a lot. I have seen everything you did for me silently, whether you said it or not! "

Shen Xiaoxue didn't know how Su Yan could tell at a glance that he had never seen the entire past life.

She wanted to ask, but for a moment, she didn't know how to ask.

"Sorry, I……"

Now Shen Xiaoxue seems to have nothing else to say except apologizing.

All the sorry times she had said in her life, plus one, were definitely not as many as tonight.

Su Yan shook his head: "Actually, you don't need to apologize."

"Since you are not a reborn person and have only seen some fragments of past lives. There is no need to carry those past lives."

He cast his eyes on the moon in the sky: "It's just like the moon in the sky, which has illuminated two generations of people."

"But in fact, this month is not the same as yesterday, and today's person is not the same as before!"

"The same goes for you. Our love, hatred, and hatred belong to us, to me and you in the previous life, and have nothing to do with you now."

Shen Xiaoxue thought that Su Yan would say bad words, or even turn around and leave. She thought about his various reactions, but she never expected that he would answer like this.

He actually doesn't hate himself!

"You, you, don't hate me?" Shen Xiaoxue asked with trembling lips.

Su Yan shook his head: "When I was first reborn, I used to express my anger, but now I don't."

Shen Xiaoxue felt that her heart seemed to melt, but looking at the other party's still eyes, it condensed little by little. After opening her mouth several times, she asked softly: "Then why?" , you don’t treat me like you did before you were reborn?”

Su Yan lowered his eyebrows: "Because there is no love anymore."

There is no love or hate, the starting point is the end.

At this moment, the system prompt sounded in Shen Xiaoxue's ears.

"Ding, congratulations, Su Yan's favorability towards you has increased by one thousand, and the current favorability towards you is 110."

Shen Xiaoxue: "..."

She looked at the zero, and for a moment, she felt it was even more dazzling than when it was minus a thousand.

Shen Xiaoxue also realized it at this time.

Su Yan's dislike for her, and his favorability score of minus one thousand, may be the last red line between the two.

If this thread is also untied by him, then there will really be nothing between them.

Otherwise, why do those infatuated villains or fallen saints always say: I would rather you hate me than forget me.

"No!" Shen Xiaoxue shook her head violently. The system AI analyzed the scene and put away the provided props and the veil part of the suit, revealing her pretty face.

The cold wind blew on her face, but Shen Xiaoxue felt nothing at this moment.

Instinctively, he reached out and grabbed Su Yan's hand.

Afraid that he would not like it, she tightened her grip on his sleeves and said, "You can think of me as hers. I have seen most of her memories. In fact, they are similar to those of a reborn person."

"What she owes you, I am willing to repay for her!"

Su Yan's voice turned cold: "Are you sure? She and I have a sworn hatred. Are you sure you want me to treat you as her?"

"Ding! System prompt: Warning, Su Yan's favorability towards you has dropped by one thousand, and the current favorability is minus one thousand."

System: "Host, please be careful in your words and deeds."

"I……"

After hearing the system prompts and facing Su Yan's eyes that seemed to have been hardened to ice, Shen Xiaoxue turned pale.

Bewildered, like a lost child in the vast wilderness.

It's just that the hand that tightly grasped Su Yan's sleeve refused to let go. Instead, it became tighter and tighter.

"Ding, congratulations. Su Yan's favorability towards you has increased by one thousand. The current favorability towards you is zero."

……

Su Yan looked at her, sighed, and said leisurely: "Actually, if you want me to treat you as her, it's impossible."

"In the past, I always heard about the reincarnation of three lives. Although I don't know whether it is true or not, I still wonder, if it is true, will the me without memory still be me?"

"No matter how close you are, you will think that if I have memory, it is me. If I die, if those great emperors and saints have great supernatural powers and copy my memory into a puppet, then the puppet is me?"

Shen Xiaoxue blinked slightly with tears. She didn't understand something, so she just whispered: "You always have such different ideas from others."

Including herself, in this world, most mortals are busy making a living, while warriors are focused on becoming stronger.

There are very few people like Su Yan who always think about messy things.

In the past, she was always impatient to listen, but over time, Su Yan stopped telling her these things.

But now, she hopes that he can talk more and say anything.

But Su Yan just concluded: "In short, don't say that you are not the same person in the previous life. I am not sure whether I am still the same me in the previous life."

"Perhaps, I have just been stuffed with a memory that does not belong to me, and the Su Yan in the previous life was buried in the previous life."

Shen Xiaoxue bit her lip and asked: "Well, as you said, can't we start over? Even if we put aside the previous life, in this life, we are still childhood sweethearts?"

Su Yan: "Impossible!"

"Yes, is it because of Xiao Nan, Nan Yi? If you hadn't met her, would it have been possible?" Shen Xiaoxue almost said something like a beggar, but she reluctantly changed her words at the last moment.

When she said those two words, she had already cultivated her stomach to be clean and flawless, and acidic water began to rise in her throat.

I feel sick.

Su Yan wanted to say that he couldn't do it even without her.

But looking at her beautiful eyes that seemed to be on the verge of being broken, his heart finally softened and he just said: "I have already met her."

Shen Xiaoxue wanted to say: Do you know that your meeting was just a trick set up by the devil?

But the reminders from the system still seemed to ring in my ears.

"You want to be the heroine, stop being a passerby and cannon fodder."

Shen Xiaoxue knew that Su Yan was at the peak of his poisoning at this time.

If she hits the wall now, she will be pure cannon fodder.

If growth means being able to endure it, Shen Xiaoxue feels that she has grown a lot.

"From now on, you and I should take care of each other." In the end, Su Yan took his sleeves out of Shen Xiaoxue's hands, waved his hand, and walked away under the moonlight as if he had met by chance.

I feel like I have completely let go of a past.

Little did he know that the eyes of the woman behind him were like a cobweb, entangled in layers upon layers of him.

Shen Xiaoxue thought that Su Yan would never look back, so she allowed the emotion in her eyes to spread and grow wantonly.

Unexpectedly, after he walked out for a distance, he suddenly looked back, looked at her, and smiled suddenly.

"Ah! What, what's wrong? You, what are you laughing at?"

Shen Xiaoxue hurriedly hid the emotion in her eyes, but her heart was pounding with laughter.

What does he smile like?

Just like when I was a kid, I saw her cooking dark dishes.

Or a rabbit knitted to look like a pig.

Su Yan: "Haha, I didn't know you loved green so much."

Shen Xiaoxue: "..."

Seeing Shen Xiaoxue dressed in green, Su Yan couldn't help but turned around and took another look.

He understood that Shen Xiaoxue wanted to hide her identity.

But to hide your identity, shouldn’t you wear black?

Su Yan couldn't think of any other explanation other than liking her green look.

"Well, to be honest, surprisingly, it suits you quite well, haha!"

"Ding, congratulations, Su Yan's favorability level for you has increased by one, and the current favorability level is one."

Shen Xiaoxue: "..."

Until long after Su Yan left, Shen Xiaoxue was still stuck in place like a wooden stake, her beautiful eyes widening little by little.

Back then, when she put on this green robe, she never thought that one day her vest would fall off!

What is social death? It is nothing more than this.

Although, this appearance in green clothes was only seen by Su Yan.

But for Shen Xiaoxue, being seen by Su Yan was like being seen by a million people!

That sentence may be true, there are no secrets in the world that can be hidden forever.

Mortals can still put secrets into coffins and bury them in the soil. They only need to hide them for a hundred years.

Warriors have to hide for thousands of years.

Shen Xiaoxue felt a chill in her heart. Today, she revealed her identity as the Green Man. In the future, will those collectibles also...

……

After that, Su Yan would still be summoned to the palace by Li Changsheng every three days. Su Yan went there a few times, but later he couldn't help but wonder if this guy was still evil and wanted him to be the queen. Later, he simply reported illness at home.

Li Changsheng: "Haha."

What kind of disease can you, a sub-sage of the Nine-Life Lamp, suffer from? Have you been drained dry by the witch?

At the same time, as the period for the royal examination approached, more and more geniuses from all walks of life gathered in the capital, and it gradually became lively.

Especially around Su Xue, more and more bees and butterflies gathered. Several pairs would come to the ring every day to beat the heads of dogs for her, just for a look at Bo Jiaren. That's right, they didn't expect Bo Jiaren to smile, just I want her to look back once.

On the lovesickness list ranked by busybodies, she has surpassed the cold senior sisters and pure junior sisters of all the great saint emperors, and ranks at the top of the list.

Known as - Fairy Qingxue.

It was not all due to family background. Su Xue, who had just grown up, was really a young Shen Xiaoxue.

And without those shortcomings of Shen Xiaoxue, it is Shen Xiaoxue's perfect board.

How can we keep young people from being moved?

However, the vast majority of them couldn't get past Su Xue, and the Four Diamonds composed of Lei Tiangang and his four brothers and sisters wouldn't even have a chance to show their courtesy.

Except Li Heng.

That day, under the cover of a group of senior brothers and sisters, Li Heng finally succeeded in distracting the four king kongs who were in the way. He held the world's number one rabbit in his hand and presented it to the fairy.

It's a pity that Su Xue is not the kind of woman who would abandon the bad rabbit and fall in love with someone else, so she rejected him sternly.

Yiweilou is one of the top ten restaurants in Beijing.

As soon as Zhu Xiaobao arrived in the capital, he spent all the belongings given to him by his two aunts and bought this place.

Now this place has become a gathering point for the five senior brothers and sisters.

On this day, except for Niu Pianpian, the other four of them gathered in the Tianzihao room in Yiyi Building.

"Li Heng is the third direct disciple of the Mountain and River Yiqi Alliance. His master is Zhuo Bufan, the third disciple of the sage Li Qingfeng. He can be regarded as the sage's disciple. He topped the imperial examination in the 67th year of Yong'an and was titled King Guangping."

"He once had a wife who was his childhood sweetheart. However, in March when he was named Queen of Guangping, she died suddenly because she went crazy while practicing kung fu."

Lei Tiangang sneered: "According to my investigation, her death was not due to any obsession, but she was killed by King Guangping with a glass of poisonous wine. It was just that the poison used was very special, which made her look like she was obsessed."

Chen Yuchan: "Hey, how do you know this kind of privacy? Could it be that his princess turned into a ghost and was summoned by you with the Ghost Wish Sail?"

Lei Tiangang: "Of course not. It would be great if everyone who died tragically could be reborn as a ghost. I'm afraid the injustices in this world would be reduced by half."

Lei Tiangang giggled, with love in his eyes unconsciously: "I just asked my wife to dress up as the tragic death of Princess Guangping and go to Guangping Palace for a tour."

Chen Yuchan: "..."

The lady Lei Tiangang talks about is a ghost king in the sub-holy realm.

I have followed him since he first started practicing.

"Why did he poison his own princess?" Zhu Xiaobao put down the half-eaten dragon ribs and asked in confusion.

Lei Tiangang patted him on the shoulder: "Xiaobao, you are still young and don't understand. A man's three great joys are to be promoted, get rich, and kill his wife."

"Sometimes, after waiting for the first two items, but can't wait for the third item, I will take the initiative to fight for it."

"Oh." Zhu Xiaobao scratched his head, wondering if he was too naive. He looked at Chen Yuchan and Su Xue.

Senior Sister Chen didn’t mention it, why did Junior Sister Su act like a common person? She was obviously only sixteen years old!

"Senior Brother Lei, why do you want to investigate him? Do you think that Junior Sister will take a fancy to that person, so you went to investigate his character for me?" Su Xue asked, holding a cup of sour plum soup.

Her pretty face was a little pale and she couldn't hide her tired look, but she looked a bit like Lin Daiyu.

Just because after meeting Li Heng, I had nightmares these past few nights and never had a good night's sleep.

"Yes, Lei Tiangang, are you free? Is our junior sister's taste so bad?" Chen Yuchan also said dissatisfiedly.

Lei Tiangang shook his head: "Of course I believe in junior sister's vision."

After a pause, he looked at Chen Yuchan: "Actually, it was the master who asked me to check."

Chen Yuchan was stunned: "Ah!"

Chen Yuchan: "I see, Master is far-sighted and far-sighted. Junior Sister is still young and sometimes she is a bit naive."

Su Xue: "..."

Chen Yuchan said again: "This Li Heng is not a good person at first glance, so you must be careful."

She slapped the table and said dissatisfiedly to Lei Tiangang: "How did you find out these things? Let me ask you, what color does Li Heng like to wear his underwear? Do you know?"

Lei Tiangang: "..."

(End of this chapter)