Spring night kiss

Chapter 278 Midsummer ()

At the end of Xia Ning's second year abroad, a thick layer of snow fell on the streets of country C, and traffic was paralyzed.

Xia Ning called the psychiatrist with an apologetic tone: "I can't come on time today. The snow plow is plowing the snow outside. I need a while before I can go out."

The doctor comforted Xia Ning and said it doesn't matter, you can come back later, it's okay.

But Xia Ning was still on the phone, saying sorry in a low voice.

She seemed to have developed a stress response, probably out of self-protection and fear of causing trouble to others.

The doctor smiled and said, "Ms. Xia, you are truly the cutest patient I have ever seen."

The cutest patient?

But how can a patient be cute?

Xia Ning stared at the snowy scene outside the window in a daze. For a long time, she blinked blankly.

There was a foreign child wearing heavy clothes, jumping up and down behind his father in work clothes.

The father was instructing the workers to shovel the snow, and the children followed him with a smile, looking very happy.

Xia Ning looked at the child with a look similar to envy in his eyes.

This is a foreign street. A depressed and sad oriental woman looks at the energetic child with misty, moist eyes.

The child's father noticed Xia Ning's eyes, walked towards her with kindness, and asked her in the local dialect of country C, had everyone's snow shoveling work disturbed her?
Xia Ning shook her head and pointed at the child following the man, "Your child is very cute."

"His mother is an Oriental woman just like you." The man's smile was filled with infinite tenderness, and he said, "I am forever grateful to God for sending her to me."

Xia Ning smiled and said sincerely: "You love her very much, she is a happy woman."

"Sister, you look so good-looking, you will be very happy too!" The child suddenly popped his head and said excitedly.

Xia Ning couldn't help but laugh for a moment. She looked at the lively and cute child in front of her and said thank you.

Xia Ning stood there, watching the person he had just met leave.

Her life has always been like this. During the two years in country C, she didn't know anyone except the psychiatrist Derek.

Xia Ning closed the window, thinking that it would take some time before she could go out, so she set the alarm clock for two hours before lying down again.

She hadn't dreamed for a long time, and this time she dreamed of Meng Yanxi.

In that basement, a gentle and gentle man stood in front of her, kissing the back of her hand with infinite tenderness.

He lowered his eyes, his expression was very pious, and he said words like 'love' every word.

But the woman in the dream just whispered: "Meng Yanxi, there will be no results, please let me go."

They all know that they are at the end of their rope.

Xia Ning never liked falling twice in the same pit.

Meng Yanxi in the dream was still so graceful and gentle as jade. His skin was so harmless and he had such a gentle temper. Who would have thought that he could lock up his wife? Where's the madman?
Xia Ning looked at him and saw that he was silent. The pleading in his eyes became stronger and stronger: "I won't tell anyone. You keep me here. Meng Yanxi, please let me go."

The man's fingers squeezed her hand hard, and Xia Ning felt a slight pain. The next moment, a tear splashed down the back of her hand.

Looking at the shaky tears, she woke up from her sleep with a cold sweat.

I glanced at the alarm clock beside my bed. It was exactly two hours.

Xia Ning thought that she should go to her doctor.

The psychiatrist's clinic was very close to where Xia Ning lived. When she was leaving, Xia Ning received a call from her mother.

Her mother asked her if she was happy being alone abroad recently.

Xia Ning said, happily.

"Ning Ning." The mother sighed softly and said, "Then when do you plan to return to China? You have been alone abroad for a long time."

Xia Ning's hands holding the bag paused, and then she slowly put the bag on her shoulders. She said, "Mom, I will be back in a while."

Her mental state has become much more stable than two years ago. After the last course of treatment, if nothing goes wrong, she can actually go home.

When Xia Ning's mother heard this, she sighed even more heavily. She said, "Ning Ning, mom doesn't persuade you, nor does she force you. It's just that two years have passed, and you still don't want to say whether you went there or not." Where?"

"Mom" Xia Ning was equally helpless. She said, "It's been so long and I don't want to mention it anymore. Anyway, I'm back safely, right?"

"But you are my mother's only daughter! My mother even thought you were dead at that time," Xia Zi said with a choked voice: "You have no idea how your mother came here during that time. Ningning, tell your mother, who are you?" Who was kidnapped?"

Xia Ning didn't know what to say, so she could only remain silent.

"Ning Ning, do you know how a white-haired person feels about sending a black-haired person away? Mom was holding a funeral for you at that time! And Yanxi, you don't know how sad he is."

"Don't mention him!" Xia Ning interrupted her mother angrily. Her chest heaved violently. She probably realized that her attitude was too extreme. She reluctantly softened it and said helplessly: "Mom, Meng Yanxi and I both We’re already divorced, what’s the point of mentioning him?”

"Do you think it's your mother who wants to mention it?" Xia's mother was also emotional: "Ning Ning, there are only a few people in this world who can be kind to you from the bottom of their hearts. You don't want to remarry Yanxi, so you ran away to avoid him. Abroad, have you ever thought about how sad he would be?"

Xia Ning thought, Meng Yanxi is really the most powerful actor in the world.

He could fool everyone if he wanted to.

"Mom, Meng Yanxi and I have divorced. The divorce was before my accident. This means that there was a big problem in our relationship at that time and it was impossible to reconcile." Shaning paused and opened the door of the room. Door handle: "I'm going out now. If you don't have anything else to do, let's do this first."

Seeing that Xia Ning's tone was impatient, Xia's mother immediately softened her tone. She told her a few more words to take good care of herself alone abroad, and then hung up the phone.

Xia Ning opened the door and walked to the psychiatrist's clinic.

Along the way, the ground was still a little slippery.

Xia Ning walked very slowly.

On the way, I met the father and son again. The child was very happy to see Xia Ning and handed her a maple leaf.

It’s really surprising that there are dead leaves on such a snowy day. "Thank you, it's very beautiful!" Xia Ning shook the leaves in his hand and promised, "I will keep them well."

"Really?" The child looked at Xia Ning innocently: "Sister, can you come to my house to play? My mother can make delicious apple pie!"

Xia Ning shook her head regretfully, and said, "I don't like going to other people's homes, but you are welcome to come to my home to play, that's the little window you saw today!"

The child was delighted, his curly hair swaying from side to side with joy. He took his father's hand, his little body tangled and twisted, his cheeks bulging, "Dad, can I go to this sister's house?"

The father smiled and said yes.

Xia Ning said goodbye to the two of them, and then continued walking towards the clinic.

I just remembered for no reason on the way that the doctor told me that after that miscarriage, I might never have another child.
This thought made Xia Ning's heart hurt, and her eyes suddenly turned red.

The clinic was as quiet as ever. Xia Ning opened the door and walked in. The nurse on duty at the door smiled and said, "Dr. Derek has been waiting for you inside for a long time."

Xia Ning felt apologetic in her heart, "Sorry, I'm late today."

The nurse said some comforting words, opened the door on the side, and sent Xia Ning in.

In the psychiatrist's clinic, a man wearing a mask is sitting behind the consultation table, lowering his head and writing something.

Xia Ning sat down in front of him and asked uneasily: "Have you been waiting for a long time?"

The man's hair was a very pure turquoise color, with a halo of light after the sun set. His bangs were very long, almost covering his eyes, and only the cold white skin was exposed.

"It hasn't been long. I just have some things to deal with today." Derek spoke fluent Chinese language with a gentle and pleasant voice.

Xia Ning remembered that Derek was also of mixed race, and it was said that his mother was also Chinese.

Xia Ning had never seen Derek's face, but through the mask, he could feel that his facial features were three-dimensional and charming.

"By the way, I met a child on the road today. He is also mixed race, just like you."

Xia Ning casually talked about what he saw on the road.

There was tenderness in Derek's eyes. He looked at Xia Ning and said in a gentle tone, "I can see that you like this child very much."

"Yes, I." The smile on Xia Ning's face faded a little, but when facing her psychiatrist, she always knew everything: "I can't have my own child, so I don't care about other people's children. There is always an inexplicable sense of closeness.”

After she finished speaking, she probably felt that her behavior was difficult to understand, so she smiled sheepishly.

But he didn't notice that Derek's hand holding the pen tightened again.

"The child is also part of your nightmare, I remember you said."

"Yes, I always wonder if it was because of my willfulness that he lost the right to come to this world."

"It's not your fault." Derek said calmly: "Xia Ning, don't look for reasons in yourself at any time. You are a very good person and you can't do anything wrong."

Shan Ning's smile deepened, and she looked at Derek with a moved face, "Yes, you have said it many times, don't look for the reason from yourself for anything."

"I can see that you are not in a good mood today." The man put down his pen and looked at Xia Ning at leisure. His eyes were covered by his hair, and he could only see his deep and beautiful eyes. " Can you tell me why?”

"I am today." Xia Ning smiled bitterly, and finally raised her eyes calmly and looked at Derek: "I dreamed about Meng Yanxi."

"Your ex-husband." Derek said: "According to our previous treatment process, you should not dream about him anymore."

"Maybe the appearance of this child reminds me of the child we lost." Xia Ning sighed. She had no way to deal with her sensitivity and fragility: "I think you probably need to prescribe another one for me." Sleeping pills."

"Taking too much of these medicines will make your body dependent. If possible, I hope you can take less." After Derek finished speaking, he lowered his eyes. He seemed to be thinking. The next moment, he said: "But given that For your current unstable mental state, I will prescribe medicine for you.”

Xia Ning's eyes were filled with gratitude.

She said: "Thank you very much."

Derek did not look at Xia Ning. He said gently but business-like: "Then now, we will start treatment."

Like many times before, the two began to have a long conversation.

Xia Ning is not usually a talkative person. After arriving in country C, she became more introverted and unsociable, so she spoke less. But in front of Derek, she acted like a child and began to tell everything about herself. .

Xia Ning thought that this was because Derek was a psychiatrist, and it was naturally easy to establish a trusting relationship between patients and doctors.

After the treatment, it was already dusk.

Shan Ning took the tea that Derek handed her and took a sip. The faint fragrance of tea spread between her lips and teeth.

"This tea tastes different from before."

The man seemed to chuckle and said casually: "It seems that I can't neglect you. You can drink this. Indeed, it is not as good as the previous one. I just finished the previous one and haven't had time to replenish it."

"This one is also very good, but the taste is different." Xia Ning said: "My father is the principal. When I was a child, I went to school to find him. He was always drinking tea in the office."

After saying that, Xia Ning stuck out her tongue in embarrassment and said, "I think I've already told you this."

Isn't it just this? Xia Ning has already told Derek almost everything.

The man's eyes were filled with darkness, and he became increasingly calm as he looked at Xia Ning.

"When the last two courses of treatment are over, our cooperation will come to an end." Derek said: "At that time, you can leave country C and walk around."

These words made Xia Ning feel uneasy. She lowered her eyes and her eyelashes trembled: "But... I don't know where I'm going. Country C seems to be very good."

When she said this, she seemed to have made up her mind. She raised her eyes and looked at Derek: "Can I sign up for another course of treatment? I feel that I am not completely cured yet."

"Miss Xia Ning." Derek said calmly: "Please don't question my skills and abilities. My treatment for you is enough for you to recover.

"But..." Xia Ning put down the water glass and said somewhat seriously: "But I want to spend money to chat with you more."

"Do you like chatting with me?" Derek paused and his voice became very soft: "No matter how hideous the face under the mask is, do you still hope to chat with me more?"

Xia Ning didn't understand Derek's metaphor. She clenched the water glass in her hand and said word for word, "I'm not a beauty-controller. I don't care what you look like."

These words made the man chuckle, "Very good, then I don't have to worry about my appearance scaring you."