Reborn 1990 Peppers

Chapter 472 Why can’t you give me a chance?
"You fainted. The doctor said you had a fever and low blood sugar."

Tang Jingyue gradually regained consciousness and remembered what happened before.

Those hurtful words also appeared in my mind.

She didn't expect Gao Zheng to send her to the hospital.

At that time, his words were so hurtful and his back was so decisive...

Tang Jingyue did not look at him, lowered her eyes and whispered, "Thank you for sending me to the hospital."

She paused for a few seconds and then spoke again, "I'm fine now. I'm sorry to trouble you today."

Her meaning was obvious, Gao Zheng could leave.

Gao Zheng sat still. He thought a lot during the few hours she slept.

If he leaves like this, I'm afraid there will be some trouble left behind.

He looked at the girl on the hospital bed, and his tone was rare and calm, "Tang Jingyue, I know that it would be cruel for you to say some words now, but if I don't say them, I will be harming you."

Tang Jingyue lowered her head and said nothing.

"Your diary is very touching, but if you think about it carefully, you may find that it is not actually love, it is just a kind of sustenance and longing, or it is worship, similar to when we worshiped someone when we were children. Heroic character, of course, I don’t mean that I am a hero, I am just using an analogy.”

"It's not worship, nor spiritual sustenance." Tang Jingyue lowered her head and corrected him softly.

Tang Jingyue looked dull and stubborn, which gave Gao Zheng a real headache. He said, "I'm full of problems. I'm useless except for my work. I don't even have many friends. No one wants to get along with me. , because it’s too boring and boring. I’m really not as perfect or outstanding as you think. You don’t understand me, and all you see is my appearance.”

He himself never felt that he was so good and worthy of a girl hiding him in her heart for eight years.

He's just a bad-tempered work machine.

Tang Jingyue, who had just regained her clarity, looked gloomy after hearing his words.

She smiled bitterly, did he even demean himself in this way in order to get rid of him?
She raised her eyes and looked at him, "You may not like me, but please don't belittle yourself."

How could he demean himself so much?
He was such an outstanding and dazzling person. Not only her, but everyone she knew, when the name Gao Zheng was mentioned, they all showed expressions of appreciation and gave a thumbs up.

Gao Zheng looked at the look on the girl's face, sighed, and continued to do her ideological work, "What I said is from my heart. I hope you can open your heart and see more other people. You are so beautiful, and there must be many around you." If you feel the young and promising guys with your heart, you will find that they are much better than a dull soldier like me."

Tang Jingyue looked at him affectionately and said word by word, "It's been eight years and I can't see anyone except you."

"That's because you have never gotten along with me. What you have seen is the image of a majestic soldier, nothing more. To be precise, what you like is the image of a soldier. If you really get along with me, I guarantee that you will never get along with me." If you can’t last a week, you’ll start to hate me.”

.Gao Zheng was really puzzled by Tang Jingyue's confusing behavior.

He was sure that the little girl took a fancy to his military uniform and skin.

He also admitted that his parents gave him a more pleasing appearance than the average person.

If possible, he really wanted to give her a chance to see what his true state in life was like.

"No, absolutely not. I believe in my own vision. I will never see the wrong person. How could I hate you?" Tang Jingyue was almost crying as she spoke.

Gao Zheng stood up and said, "I have said all this, just to let you understand that I am by no means a good match for you. I am destined to dedicate myself to the country and the army in this life. I don't want to delay you, although I am very interested in you." You have never made any promises, but since you let me know your thoughts, then I have the responsibility to let your heart leave me."

If it were any other woman, he would certainly not have wasted time explaining so much to her.

But she is different, she is the daughter of the Tang family.

He must resolve this matter without affecting the relationship between the two families.Tang Jingyue cautiously stretched out her hand, touched his arm, and looked at him affectionately with a pair of wet eyes, "Why can't you give me a chance and give yourself a chance?"

She still refused to give up, "Maybe it was because you were too busy before and you didn't try the taste of love, so you felt that you didn't need it. If you try, you will find a completely different life from what you have now. .”

Lin Min told her that before her lover Gu Jingchuan was with her, he was also a dull man who only had eyes for the army.

Gao Zheng withdrew his arm, took a step back, and his expression became majestic, "Tang Jingyue, please wake up."

His tone was stern, "The reason why I say these things to you calmly is because of your father's face. If it were other women, I wouldn't be so patient."

Gao Zheng stepped back, avoiding her touch, and her hands froze in the air...

"You have said that you are a mature girl, so you must know what to do in the future. I will say this."

Gao Zheng pointed to the lunch box on the bedside table, "I bought you some rice. It's still warm. Eat some."

"I'm leaving first. The doctor said you still have to lose fluids for two days. If it's inconvenient to be alone tomorrow, ask your family to come over and stay with you."

After Gao Zheng finished speaking, he strode out of the ward without looking back.

Tang Jingyue was sitting on the hospital bed, looking at his stalwart back. She wanted to call him out, but she couldn't make a sound from her throat.

She didn't want him to hate her.

At this moment, she was really sad, and her heart was twisting, because she knew that once he left, they might have few chances to see each other again in the future.

After something like this happened, even if they met in the future, she knew she couldn't hide her worries like before and pretend that nothing happened and call him Uncle Gao.

It turns out that once this matter is revealed, it will have such a bad result.

She finally understood why some people, despite clearly harboring that person in their hearts, chose not to pierce that layer of window paper throughout their lives.

I would rather keep the original relationship unchanged.

She used to laugh at people like that, they were cowards.

At this moment, she realized that they just didn't want to lose.

I don’t want to lose the opportunity to be close to the person I like.

Once they tell the truth, they can't even be friends.

Tang Jingyue sat up from the bed and her eyes fell on the bedside table, where there was the dinner he bought for her.

Packed in an aluminum lunch box.

She moved to the bed and reached out to pick up the lunch box.

Open it, it contains rice and stir-fried vegetables.

It looks very light.

Suitable for patients to consume.

He is obviously so attentive and considerate.

She was holding the lunch box, and a big tear dropped into the food.

(End of this chapter)