On the day of the blind date, I got my certificate from the paranoid richest man.

443 Mixed true and false
The truth was too cruel, and Gu Yanbai could not tell Du Shengsheng that not only had he repeatedly killed his father, but his own mother also died because of him.

He is like a lone star. Neither his biological parents love him. Will Shengsheng... love him?
Gu Yanbai didn't know that before he met Du Shengsheng, his heart was full of ice and snow. He didn't care whether anyone loved him or not, and he didn't care whether he lived or died. He was indifferent, world-weary, and living was even a kind of torture for him.

But it was different now. Du Shengsheng's appearance changed everything. His heart was no longer so cold, and he began to slowly understand human emotions.

When you don't understand feelings, it doesn't matter if you're not loved, but once you understand, you start to want them.

For the first time in his life, Gu Yanbai became greedy. He not only wanted Du Shengsheng's people, but also wanted to possess her heart.

"Shengsheng, I need to confess something to you." Gu Yanbai lowered his head, like a child who had done something wrong. He opened his mouth, his voice hoarse with pain: "Actually, I am not as human as I appear. Harmless, I... also have a dark and scary side."

Du Shengsheng didn't know that Gu Yanbai had a dark past, and she felt heartbroken when she saw her sweetheart showing such a fragile side.

"Mr. Gu, everyone has a dark side." She put her hand on the back of Gu Yanbai's hand and comforted him softly: "I sometimes have terrible thoughts, and that's okay. "

Gu Yanbai stared at Du Shengsheng's white hands, thinking that her hands were so small. When placed on the back of his hand, they were only half the size of his hand.

"It's different." Gu Yanbai shook his head and smiled bitterly: "Those terrible thoughts in your heart are just thoughts and will not be put into action, but I...I took action."

Du Shengsheng froze and wanted to persuade him again, but he didn't know what to say.

Her hand was still on the back of Gu Yanbai's hand, so Gu Yanbai could feel her stiffness.

Sure enough, she didn't love him enough to accept everything about him. Gu Yanbai's eyes darkened: she was already scared before he said anything.

What would happen to her if he told her the whole truth?
This new love must have disappeared immediately, right?
At this moment, he seemed to understand why adults love to lie.

"My father Gu Tianze is an extremely perverted man. He takes pleasure in torturing me and my mother." Gu Yanbai bit his lower lip, seeming to have made a great determination, and finally spoke: "What is domestic violence?" Yes, for me and my mother, it’s all childish. The most crazy thing about Gu Tianze is that he also wants to mentally control me and my mother."

The most perfect lie is half true and half false.

Now that Gu Tianze is back, Gu Yanbai decides to take advantage of the situation and let Gu Tianze perfect his lies.

"Shengsheng, when you first met me, you must have thought I was strange, right? I am such a big man, but I have no common sense at all. I don't know that dishwashing liquid cannot wash vegetables, and I don't know what an electric car is." Gu Yan Bai drooped her long and dense eyelashes like butterfly wings, and her lost look was very endearing: "That's because I was locked up in a villa in the suburbs by Gu Tianze since I was a child, isolated from the world until I was 21 years old. Only then was he released."

This is also a half-truth.

Gu Yanbai was indeed kept in isolation from the outside world until he was 21 years old.

But it was not Gu Tianze who shut him down, but because he suffered from antisocial personality and had done many dangerous things that endangered the lives and health of others. So the police imposed a ban on him and locked him up in a lunatic asylum. Armed policemen guarded and monitored.

During the period of being imprisoned, my aunt found a psychiatrist and regularly went to Gu Yanbai for treatment and evaluation.

Later, Gu Yanbai passed the evaluation of a psychologist, and the police also arranged for several psychiatrists to conduct repeated evaluations. The psychiatrists agreed that his spirit had stabilized and he no longer posed a strong social hazard. The police Then he was released from the hospital.Obviously, Du Shengsheng couldn't be told this, so Gu Yanbai directly put the blame on Gu Tianze's head.

"I hate Gu Tianze so much. He not only hurt my mother, but also deprived me of my freedom." Gu Yanbai gritted his teeth and clenched his fists. He acted his anger very realistically: "After my mother committed suicide, I I started to take revenge on Gu Tianze, I want to kill him! I really want to kill him! That beast doesn’t deserve to live in this world!"

His eyes turned red silently, and his red eyes were filled with anger and madness.

But this was all staged, and Gu Yanbai didn't actually hate Gu Tianze.

The reason why he killed Gu Tianze has always been simple.

When he was a child, it was because Gu Tianze was too noisy and he didn't like noise, so he wanted to kill him.

Later, his mother committed suicide, and Gu Tianze became less noisy, but Gu Yanbai still wanted to kill him.

Because Gu Tianze always overestimates his capabilities and comes to trouble him, which makes him very annoyed.

He never killed Gu Tianze to avenge his mother.

"I didn't just think that, I also did it..." Gu Yanbai continued in a dull tone: "I poisoned Gu Tianze, I damaged his car and wanted to blow him up, I even secretly A reward of 100 million was posted online to recruit a killer to kill Gu Tianze."

"Ever since I was little, I have been trying to kill Gu Tianze, but I failed every time..."

Having said this, Gu Yanbai finally raised his head. He stared into Du Shengsheng's eyes, his eyes painful and desperate: "So, do you understand, Shengsheng? The me standing in front of you now is actually a bad guy who attempted murder." , and attempted murder more than once."

He was like a child longing for redemption. He looked at Du Shengsheng, still hoping for this in despair.

I hope to be forgiven by Du Shengsheng.

It seemed that as long as Du Shengsheng could forgive him, his sins could be washed away at this moment.

Of course, this was also staged. He had looked at this look in the mirror countless times. He believed that the soft-hearted Du Shengsheng would never be able to resist this look.

"Are you still willing to love me like this?" He smiled, but this smile was more heartbreaking than crying: "If you treat me like this, are you still willing to spend the rest of your life with me?"

Du Shengsheng was heartbroken. Before Gu Yanbai could say anything more, she stepped forward and hugged Gu Yanbai.

"Mr. Gu, this is not your fault." Before Gu Yanbai could cry, Du Shengsheng choked up. Tears fell from her eyes and she felt extremely distressed: "With such a beastly father, no matter how good a person is, he will You have been tortured crazy, but you are already very kind and brave. If it were me, I'm afraid I wouldn't be able to grow up at all."

"So don't blame yourself or think that you are a bad person. You are not a bad person. Gu Tianze is the unforgivable bad guy."

(End of this chapter)