On the day of the blind date, I got my certificate from the paranoid richest man.

Chapter 522 Redemption
A few hours ago, Gu Yanbai stood on the roof of his hometown, standing where his mother had jumped. Then he lowered his head and looked at the desolate and lonely ground, feeling extremely heavy.

Want to jump?He thought: Maybe he should have jumped.

The moment his mother discovered his true identity, he should have died with his mother.

Anyway, he didn't want to live. He didn't have the emotions that normal humans have, so he didn't feel pain, and he had no desire to live. To him, death was just like eating and sleeping, it was a very indifferent thing.

On the contrary, living is more troublesome, and there are many things to deal with, which is not as simple as death.

Gu Yanbai pursed his thin lips: It's really strange. Death is such a simple thing. As long as he jumps down, it will end everything. His pain will end, and after his death, Shengsheng's pain will also end. Can end.

Shengsheng said that she never wanted to see him again in this life, so by jumping down, to a certain extent, she fulfilled Shengsheng's wish and ensured that she would never see him again in this life. she.

You see, this is obviously a simple thing that is good for both of them.

But why, for such a simple thing, he still couldn't take that decisive step and jump without hesitation as he imagined?

Why, every time he fantasizes about the scene of him jumping off, Shengsheng's appearance always flashes in his mind inexplicably?

Shengsheng's smile, Shengsheng's tenderness, the way Shengsheng was busy at home, the gentle eyes Shengsheng looked at him when she cared about him...

Those scenes of living together were shown one by one in front of his eyes like old slides, so he couldn't leave without any worries.

His eyes suddenly became moist, and something strange flowed down from the corners of his eyes. Gu Yanbai reached out and felt a handful of clear tears.

……He cried?

Why?

Gu Yanbai looked at the unfamiliar liquid on his palm, feeling an inexplicable throbbing in his heart.

It turns out that he still cares about this world.

He still has unfulfilled wishes, so he is unwilling to die.

The genius without emotions finally found his connection with the world at this moment, and also found the only desire in his heart.

——I still want to see Shengsheng again.

I want to ask her, does she fear and hate Gu Tianze like her mother fears and hates him?
I also want to know if she really wants him to disappear forever.

So Gu Yanbai didn't jump. He spent a long time walking out of the villa, then took a taxi and came to Yonghe New City.

He still remembered the promise he made to Du Shengsheng: he would not go in without Du Shengsheng's permission.

So he waited at the door until it got dark and his legs became numb from standing.

The door finally opened, and all the waiting was rewarded at this moment. Shengsheng said that she was not afraid of him.

"Although you have no feelings, lie a lot, are cunning, and very annoying... but I don't know why, I don't think you will hurt me." After a long silence, Du Shengsheng bit her lip and said in a low voice: "Of course, it's just It doesn't hurt in a physical sense, but otherwise you're a complete asshole."

Gu Yanbai's abyss-black eyes once again flashed with starlight. Du Shengsheng didn't know yet that her words actually saved him.

If she answered that she was afraid, he would go back to the old house and disappear forever.

But she said she was not afraid...

(End of this chapter)