On the day of the blind date, I got my certificate from the paranoid richest man.

Everyone knows that Gu Yanbai is cruel and ruthless, and no one who offends him ends well.

But people only knew that he was cruel to others, but no one knew that he was even more cruel to himself.

For example, now, facing Du Shengsheng's rejection without leaving any room, Gu Yanbai did not choose to leave, nor did he become incompetent and furious. He chose a more extreme but more effective method.

——Self-mutilation.

If Shengsheng has really given up completely and doesn't care about him at all, then no matter how much he hurts her, she should just stand by and watch.

And if she really looked on coldly and no longer showed even a trace of emotion on her face, then...he accepted the reality, he would leave forever and never appear in front of her again.

And if...if...if Shengsheng still has a little bit left, even just a little bit, he won't let go!
I'm sorry, Shengsheng. Gu Yanbai apologized to Du Shengsheng in his heart: I didn't mean to embarrass you.

It's just an emotional thing, I really don't understand it and I can't tell it apart.

I can't tell whether what you just said was true or just to hurt me?
I can’t tell whether you have really given up completely and no longer care about me, or whether you are still filled with love and hate in your heart and cannot let go...

I can't tell, so I can only use such an extreme method to test whether you will come back to me.

Because if I don’t figure out the answer today, then I may not survive tomorrow…

"If you want me to suffer, it's actually very simple." Gu Yanbai said as he clenched the fruit knife in his hand. The harder he held it, the deeper the blade sank: "You tell me where to stab, and I'll Just stab wherever you go."

Blood had flowed all over the floor, and Du Shengsheng even saw that Gu Yanbai's wound opened by the fruit knife had exposed bones!

The wound was so deep that it reached the bone!

Du Shengsheng collapsed: "Gu Yanbai, are you crazy?!"

Hearing this, Gu Yanbai was silent for a few seconds, and then replied nonchalantly: "Maybe, I've never been mentally normal... But don't worry, Shengsheng, I won't hurt you, never."

As he spoke, he knelt down on one knee, then stretched out his bloody hand and handed the handle of the knife to Du Shengsheng.

The posture was like an ancient knight offering his sword and honor to the princess, and like a modern gentleman kneeling down on one knee to propose to his sweetheart.

It was just that the proposal was presented with a ring, but what Gu Yanbai offered after kneeling down on one knee was the dagger that could take his own life.

"Shengsheng, I know that no matter what I say now, you will never believe me." Gu Yanbai was half-kneeling on the ground. He looked up at Du Shengsheng, whose face was full of tears, as if he was looking up at the only light and light in his heart. Redemption: "Then I will prove it to you with actions."

He looked at Du Shengsheng so affectionately. All the confessions were different from this affectionate look at this moment.

"Shengsheng, I didn't lie to you. If I wanted to lie to you, then in the Gu family manor, when you asked me if I had loved you, I would definitely answer yes, because I knew that if I lied like this at that time, You, you will definitely relent, and you will definitely stay.”

"So I can't say this, because it's not true, because I really didn't understand at that time. When I was with you, I only got love, I never lost it. I only knew that I wanted to be with you, but I couldn't I don’t know why.”

All the confessions that were deeply hidden in my heart were finally spoken out at this moment.

"But I know now, because the moment you left, I lost you and everything." At this point, Gu Yanbai's hand holding the blade tightened a little more.

Does it hurt?He could actually feel the pain at this moment.

But the pain in my heart was far more severe than the pain in my palms. "I don't know how to describe it, but the moment I realized that I might have lost you forever, everything suddenly became clear."

Gu Yanbai paused. At this moment, he looked at Du Shengsheng, his affectionate eyes adding a bit of determination: "It was at that moment that I realized that I love you."

"I don't love this world, I don't love my parents, I don't even love myself... But I love you, you are the only existence in this world that I love deeply."

Finally, he finally said this confession.

Shengsheng, you are the only existence in this world that I love deeply.

In fact, Gu Yanbai had already made a decision in his heart: If Sheng Sheng really never wants to see him again, then tonight's farewell will be their eternal farewell.

He would leave silently, return to the villa where he lived in his childhood, then step onto the roof of the building that he had just stepped on not long ago, and jump to end his short and completely unhappy life.

He originally had no desire to live.

He is passive and world-weary. The world is like a cold prison to him, and every day of his life is torture.

Winning back Shengsheng's heart is the only motivation for him to live. If Shengsheng really chooses to marry a man she doesn't even know in order to never see him again... then he has nothing to fight for. .

It might be decent to leave like this.

But before leaving, Gu Yanbai felt that he should tell Du Shengsheng this confession in person.

He wanted Du Shengsheng to know that he really loved her. He had never loved the world, nor himself, but he really loved her very much.

"If you don't believe it, I can dig out the heart and show it to you." Seeing that Du Shengsheng didn't answer for a long time, Gu Yanbai added.

His expression was focused and serious, not like he was joking at all.

Du Shengsheng was even sure that if she nodded and said: Then dig it out for me.

Then Gu Yanbai would really dig out his own heart in front of her without hesitation!

"Crazy!" Du Shengsheng staggered and took a step back: "Crazy! You are really crazy!"

How could someone use such an extreme and bloody way to prove their love? !

This is too extreme and too crazy!

However, no one has ever taught Gu Yanbai how to express love correctly. His parents have been hurting each other in the name of love, and he naturally believes that love is filled with pain and hurt, and is expressed in blood. and shouting.

So he offered the dagger to Du Shengsheng, and also offered his heart.

As he said, his mentality was not normal, but unlike his scumbag father, he would never hurt Du Shengsheng.

Just like the fruit knife he handed out, even if the knife was in his hand, it was Du Shengsheng who had the power to kill. (End of chapter)