On the day of the blind date, I got my certificate from the paranoid richest man.

"Mr. Gu, if you are not sleepy, let's continue talking about the topic before we fall asleep, right?" Du Shengsheng said softly: "After experiencing this kidnapping, I have realized that I am 100% With a million love brain, no matter what you look like, I can't let you go."

At this point, Du Shengsheng paused. She reached out and grabbed Gu Yanbai's slender and beautiful hand, and then said solemnly, word by word: "Mr. Gu, what I am going to say next may be a bit cruel, so Before saying these words, I hope you can remember that I love you, no matter what you become, I will love you forever, this is an eternal fact."

All in all, this seemed to be Du Shengsheng's first formal confession to Gu Yanbai.

Although during their marriage, Du Shengsheng was actually attracted to Gu Yanbai before she did.

But Du Shengsheng was thin-skinned, and even if she fell in love so much that she couldn't help herself, she would not take the initiative to speak.

So the two of them had been separated and reunited for so long, but Du Shengsheng had never taken the initiative to confess her feelings to Gu Yanbai.

This is her first confession.

A formal, heartfelt confession.

Gu Yanbai should have been excited to hear such an affectionate confession from his sweetheart, but at this moment, he couldn't get excited.

Because he was a little unsure whether the Du Shengsheng in front of him really existed.

Although the symptoms of blood loss have disappeared and the anesthetic has completely worn off... he is still not sure.

Because he does have mental problems.

Except for the psychiatrist, he has never told anyone that he could actually "see" his mother all the time in the year after his mother died.

He was still young and ignorant at that time, so he always thought that it was his mother's soul.

Later, the psychiatrist who treated him told him: "That is not your mother's soul, but the hallucination you had after suffering huge psychological trauma. The mother you saw does not really exist, it is all It’s a fantasy.”

Later, the psychiatrist prescribed a lot of medicine to him. Under the influence of the medicine, he gradually lost sight of his mother.

He began to be able to distinguish between what was an illusion and what was reality.

And now... he seems to be unable to tell the difference again.

Everything in front of him was too beautiful to be true. Gu Yanbai pursed his thin white lips, and the hand held by Du Shengsheng began to tremble uncontrollably.

No way? Did he get sick again?
But why? Didn't he successfully save Shengsheng?

He would only have hallucinations after experiencing major trauma...could it be...could it be that his successful rescue of Shengsheng was also a figment of his imagination, and the real situation was...he failed to save her in time...?

Gu Yanbai's breathing suddenly became rapid, and his mood began to become unstable.

"Mr. Gu, what's wrong with you?" Du Shengsheng asked quickly: "You are shaking...and your face is so ugly...What's wrong with you? Are you feeling uncomfortable somewhere? I...I'll call a nurse for you!"

As she spoke, she reached out to ring the nurse's bell.

But before the extended hand could touch the nurse's bell, it was grabbed by Gu Yanbai.

"Shengsheng." His eyes were scarlet and his eyes were splitting. His expression and voice revealed heartbreak and despair: "...you...you are real, right? You can't be fake, right?"

Thinking about it, he remembered that the doctor had said that if you are not sure, just reach out and touch her. People who exist in reality can be touched, but people in fantasy cannot be touched.

He grabbed Shengsheng's hand, so Shengsheng is real...she must be real!

Seeing Gu Yanbai who suddenly fell into madness, Du Shengsheng was stunned. Before this, "antisocial personality disorder patient" and "mentally unstable"... these words to describe Gu Yanbai have always been superficial. Du Shengsheng had no real contact with Gu Yanbai when he was ill. .

But now, Gu Yanbai got sick in front of her for the first time.

Those words that originally only existed on the surface were now finally concrete and real in front of Du Shengsheng.

"You are real, you are real, I can touch you, I can touch you..." Gu Yanbai kept repeating these two sentences, as if he was suffering from hysteria.

At the same time, he held Du Shengsheng tightly with both hands, holding it so hard, as if he was afraid that Du Shengsheng would disappear if he let go.

Du Shengsheng was hurt by his scratching. After struggling for a while, he seemed to be stimulated by something and instantly grabbed harder.

"Don't run away, don't run away..." Regardless of the pain on his body, he hugged Du Shengsheng into his arms. His movements were obviously so rough, but his words were so humble as to beg: "Shengsheng, don't leave me... …”

At this moment, Du Shengsheng finally realized clearly what he would face in the future.

"Du Shengsheng, didn't you say that no matter what he becomes, you will always love him?" Deep in his heart, a mocking voice asked Du Shengsheng with a sneer: "Then take a good look, you are deeply in love The man’s true face!”

"For such a lunatic who is emotionally unstable and can go crazy anytime and anywhere, who can't even distinguish between reality and hallucination, can you... still love him?"

That vicious voice kept questioning Du Shengsheng, as if to force her to admit that what she just said was a lie. It was impossible for her to love a madman who couldn't distinguish between reality and hallucination forever.

However, looking at Gu Yanbai who was falling into madness, Du Shengsheng didn't feel the slightest fear in her heart.

She just felt distressed.

Well, she really is the biggest and most clueless love brain in the world.

But...he was the one who saved her life. If it weren't for him, she would have died in the wild forest last night.

In this case, what if you bet your life on him?

"Mr. Gu, don't be afraid." Du Shengsheng reached out and hugged Gu Yanbai. She patted his back very gently, and then softly comforted him: "I am real, I am not an illusion."

As she spoke, she held Gu Yanbai's hand, and then led him to touch her face.

"Look." Her peach blossom eyes sparkled with stars, as if someone had spread the Milky Way into her eyes: "You can touch me."

As she spoke, she stretched out her other hand and touched Gu Yanbai's pale side face.

"And I can touch you too." She caressed the side of his face and smiled softly at him.

Gu Yanbai was stunned for a moment, and the hand that was holding Du Shengsheng's shoulder finally relaxed, no longer as paranoid and crazy as before.

"Don't be afraid." Du Shengsheng continued to smile gently. She stroked the side of Gu Yanbai's face, and then said softly and firmly, word by word: "Remember the feeling at this moment, it is real."

The feeling of this moment is real.

The love she gave was also real.

This reality can break all illusions and wake him up from nightmares. (End of chapter)