Six years later, she took three milk balls to blow up the world

Chapter 836: Those secrets are suitable for rotting in the heart forever
In the more than 20 years since he was growing up, Di Bei has heard his father question his mother more than once, who is that man?

At first, he sympathized with his father and felt that he had been cuckolded by his mother.

But later he discovered that although his father treated his mother well and was willing to spend money on her, he had many women outside.

From time to time, women would come to his door to provoke him. Besides holding him and crying silently, his mother would take out the photo of the safe and murmur to the photo.

When he was ten years old, he finally heard clearly with his own ears what his mother had been mumbling for many years.

"Where have you been? Do you know that our child has grown up? Come back and take a look!"

At that moment, he felt that his life was like a joke.

My father was out drinking and playing with women, while my mother was silently weeping at home and missing her old lover.

What about him?He directly became a bastard whose biological father is unknown!

For so many years, he had endured his father's scandals and meanness, and his mother's cowardice and melancholy. The scars on his heart grew and cracked. He wished countless times that they could just separate. Why forcefully tie them together and torture each other?
Even now, he has found out the news about his biological father. Why can't his mother be brave for once, admit those unbearable facts, and leave this suffocating home with him?
Impulsively, Di Bei stepped forward and snatched the broom from Lin Jingqing's hand, and looked at her stubbornly: "Are you sure you want to continue living like this? Come with me, I can support you!"

Lin Jingqing, as if she had been frightened, threw away her son's hand: "Xiao Bei, stop talking, don't say that kind of thing again!"

Lin Jingqing's cowardly pleading look was like a knife, and the old wound on Di Bei's heart was instantly cut open again, making her heartache beyond measure.

"Ah."

Di Bei chuckled to himself, turned around and walked out without looking back.

He never wants to come back to this mud-like home!

The door was slammed hard, and Lin Jingqing stood in the living room blankly, tears falling silently again.

the following afternoon.

Gu Shiyuan had just returned to the office after a meeting. His assistant came in and reported: "Mr. Gu, there is Ms. Lin downstairs who wants to see you. She said she is your old friend."

"Old man?"

Gu Shiyuan subconsciously thought of the young man delivering water he saw yesterday.

And the surname "Lin"...

Gu Shiyuan rubbed his eyebrows and sighed: "Ask her to wait for me at the cafe on Chunxi Road. I'll go there now."

The assistant left in response, and Gu Shiyuan sat in silence for a long time before he got up and walked out.

There is only one cafe on Chunxi Road, which is particularly easy to find.

Gu Shiyuan wandered on this road for a long time before entering the cafe.

There was no one in the cafe in the afternoon. When he walked in, he immediately saw the woman sitting in the corner.

The woman was hidden in a dim corner, in stark contrast to the strong sunlight outside. She was blurred by the dim light, and her whole person exuded a pale and weak aura.

After many years, she is still the same.

Gu Shiyuan hesitated for a moment, then walked over and sat down opposite the woman.

The woman raised her head, with a delicate and gentle appearance, elegant temperament, and a pair of slightly red and swollen eyes with melancholy that was about to stop talking.

In an instant, she overlapped perfectly with Lin Jingqing in Gu Shiyuan's memory.Gu Shiyuan sighed: "It seems that you have lived well these years, but you are still the same."

"Yeah, I'm still the same, but you are nothing like you used to be."

Lin Jingqing looked up at Gu Shiyuan, her eyes reddened as she looked at this man who was vaguely similar to her memory, but completely different.

"We were such a high-spirited group of people back then, but now we are dead and injured. Those who survived have changed their faces incognito and will never be able to go back to the past."

Gu Shiyuan listened to the woman's lament with a calm expression: "People should look forward, and forget the past things that should be forgotten."

After finishing speaking, he paused for a moment and asked: "The man I saw yesterday, was your son, right?"

"It's him." Lin Jingqing nodded: "That silly kid took a photo of you and showed it to me. Today he sent me information about you. He didn't know what happened in the past and thought you were his biological child. Father, I really want to tell him everything about the past..."

Gu Shiyuan's expression changed and he interrupted her: "It's better that you keep it a secret and don't make it public. Those secrets from the past should always be rotten in your heart and don't tell anyone."

"But, I really can't stand my current life..."

Lin Jingqing's pain for so many years was unspeakable. Now when she saw Gu Shiyuan, she couldn't help complaining: "Di Jing, he always suspected that Di Bei was not his biological son, and suspected that I had another man in my heart. So... He has refused to live a good life with me for many years and refuses to let me go. He is deliberately torturing me!"

"I was obsessed with it back then. I'm sorry for Song Ye, I'm sorry for the child I left behind... If you hadn't helped me change my current identity, I might have died long ago!"

Lin Jingqing thought about the past, and became more and more excited as she talked about it. She couldn't help but burst into tears, covering her face and crying softly.

Gu Shiyuan also thought of what happened back then, and his original sympathy disappeared. He watched Lin Jingqing cry and repent with cold eyes, silently.

It wasn't until Lin Jingqing's painful cries gradually turned into sobs that Gu Shiyuan said coldly: "Song Ye was devoted to you and loved you so much back then. It was you who chose to betray him. No matter how good your life is now, you can't blame others. "

"I know, I know it's all my fault, I don't blame anyone, I just..."

Lin Jingqing raised her head and wiped her tears carelessly. The previous elegance was gone, and only her eyes were full of sadness: "I just miss that child so much. I want to get to know Song Jing, but I am worried that Mr. Song will not let me go. I really I don’t know what to do. Can you help me think of a solution?"

Lin Jingqing's eyes were full of pleading, but Gu Shiyuan was not soft-hearted at all.

After a moment of silence, he rejected Lin Jingqing.

"I can't help you, and I advise you not to break your current peaceful life, otherwise no one knows whether the tragedy of that year will happen again."

"Then what you mean is that I can never recognize my son again in this life?"

"From the day you abandoned him, you were no longer qualified to be his mother."

Gu Shiyuan said calmly, but there was deep self-loathing in his eyes.

Those people who died back then will never come back, and those who survived, no one is worthy of being a parent.

Lu Meidong abandoned her husband and daughter and ran away with someone else, Lin Jingqing betrayed her lover, which eventually led to Song Ye's accidental death, and he himself...

Nor is he worthy of being a father.

Lin Jingqing was instantly ashamed by Gu Shiyuan's straightforward condemnation. She lowered her head and did not dare to speak for a long time.

It wasn't until the coffee in front of the two of them slowly turned cold that she looked at Gu Shiyuan again: "So how are you doing now?"

(End of this chapter)