The reborn peasant girl has space for farming

Chapter 1687 Desperately
When I first learned about my identity, I was unwilling to do so, but this was something I couldn't change.

There is nothing I can do, but if I don’t accept myself, can anyone accept myself?In addition, I live in this family, and if I don't become self-reliant, no one will look down on me, and my life may even be worse than that of children in ordinary families.

I have understood this truth since I was a child, so when I worked hard to learn a lot, I could only succeed by seizing the opportunity. As I grew up, I was admitted to the best school and could also accept the family's influence. I have given myself tasks, but every task is the worst.

Even if you complete it very well, maybe the credit will not be accumulated to you in the end. Just like the tasks you completed before, you accepted the task at the worst time, but at the best time At that time, this task was taken away by the family members and given to people with regular bloodlines.

I am really very helpless, but I have to accept this living situation now that I live in it. Although I don’t want to, what can I do?Whether you want it or not is not something you can decide. You still have to make yourself better with many things.

Only one's own strength can earn the respect of others. I have known this since I was very young, so what I want to do most is to fill up my feathers. I once had a good friend, but this Good friends are those sent by others to harm you.

Having accepted such a lesson at a young age, it really taught me a heavy lesson in my life. When others were still acting coquettishly in the arms of their parents, I had to accept the most severe test. , and you have to accept the worst things, which you must learn to face.

In order to protect myself from being bullied by others, I have to learn various martial arts to strengthen my body so that I can protect myself in case of an accident. Because I am an illegitimate child, if I am really kidnapped or... People outside.If his family kidnapped him, he would definitely not use money to save him.

Because he is a shame to them, he says that he must protect himself in order to truly escape.

Because I know that no one will come to save me, and I am the only one I can rely on.

When I was very young, I knew that if I didn't rely on myself, my mother would never be able to raise her head in this life, because in their eyes, her mother was an abandoned child, dispensable, and her mother It was also because of unfair means that I got my father.

Therefore, my mother has lived a very humble life. Only when she is strong can her mother get better. The only person her mother can count on in this life is herself. She cannot forget her mother at all. The children in her family bully her. I can only grit my teeth and swallow it in my stomach, while others can complain to my mother.

But he couldn't help but not have the ability to complain, because he knew that even if he told his mother, his mother would only feel sorry for him, then he touched his head and said to himself gently.

"My Chuan'er, be good, mother's good baby, I'm sorry, your mother can't help you seek justice, you should grow up quickly and learn more skills, so that you can protect yourself , you can also protect your mother."

Every time I heard my mother say such words, I couldn't understand why I had to break my teeth and swallow them when I was wronged, but when they were wronged, someone would support them. I started this At the time I was still angry, but later I understood.

In their eyes, I am just a dispensable person. If the key is useful, it is their chess piece. If it is useless, then they will abandon me as an abandoned child without any emotion at all. , so this also makes me particularly cold-blooded.Keyuan originally didn't like Pingchuan in particular. He felt that Pingchuan was too cold. This person only had interests in his heart and had no feelings. However, such a person was also the best for him to control.

Later, when I slowly came into contact with various platforms, I discovered that Pingchuan might not be what I saw. When I once provided psychological treatment to Pingchuan, I began to understand the whole person of Pingchuan. The doctor in his childhood There is a big shadow in it. I have seen too many bad things, but I can still retain a part of innocence in my heart.

Keyuan never thought that it was not easy for Guo Pingchuan to have such innocence in his heart. From the perspective of outsiders, such a decent life should make people particularly envious, but there are also hardships in it. Who can know?He was the only one to bear all this unhappiness.

Especially when my mother finally died, my mother fell ill and had a high fever. She started convulsing at night. At such a young age, I didn’t know what to do. My father was not at home either. Reason for business trip.

I ran around anxiously, trying to find someone to help me, but because no one in the family liked my mother, they all thought that her mother was too hypocritical, so no one took care of her.

I knocked on the door many times but no one opened the door. Finally, the nanny opened the door.

"Auntie, please call a doctor for me, please? Mom is sick and foaming at the mouth. I really don't know what I should do now. Can you help me? No one is willing to help us."

Hirakawa cried and said.

"Good boy, I'll go over and see mom with you."

The nanny aunt felt really distressed when she saw Pingchuan's look, and she also thought of her youngest son. However, she had no choice but to leave her son and work in a wealthy family in order to survive. She also knew that their mother Life is difficult for the two of them, and now that the young master is not at home, no one can help them.

When he came to the ward, he saw that Pingchuan's mother was convulsing and was dying. He found some medicine for Pingchuan's mother, but these medicines were no longer available. Even the nanny who wanted to help them was powerless.

In the end, the nanny shook her head helplessly, and there was really nothing she could do.

(End of this chapter)