The reborn peasant girl has space for farming

Chapter 1743

"Also, Aunt Xiuxiu shouldn't talk too much sometimes, but you have always been by my side, just like my own daughter. Don't blame Auntie for talking too much. You are so old now, it's okay. When you are young, you should have a good understanding of your mother, after all, your mother is not easy to pull yourself up."

Bai Meixi always sighs every time she sees her eldest aunt, especially when her daughter leaves the country to study abroad. She feels even more depressed, and his character has always been so cautious. I don’t want to accept too much help from others and want to support my daughter by my own ability.

Moreover, after Li Xiuxiu came here, she didn’t even have a phone call with her mother. When she was in RB country, because she had no money in her pocket, she really had no choice, so she sent her mother a letter asking her to Get yourself some money.

But the mother didn't have much money, so she gave all her little savings to her daughter.

The contractor has always been particularly fond of his mother, and he has already broken up with all the children because of his mother. However, the contractor has always put all his thoughts on his mother, and his mother has never been again because of Li Xiuxiu. She doesn’t open that buffet anymore. She has a very strange mind. She always thinks that she has done too much and has ruined her daughter’s good fortune.

One day, I was actually very excited when I saw the letter written by my daughter to me, but I didn't want my daughter to spend so much money, because I felt that I owed Bai Meixi a special debt. Bai Meixi had always been there for so long. He takes care of them and helps them in everything, so he wants to save some money and return it to Bai Meixi when the time comes. After all, he has spent a lot of money after going to school for so many years.

In fact, Xiuxiu said she wanted to go to school before, but I really disagreed. I felt that Xiuxiu was not good at all, and she had not even graduated from elementary school. Later, Bai Meixi found a way to get a technical secondary school, and then Bai Meixi She wanted to go to college, but Bai Meixi found a way to do it. Later, she said she wanted to study medicine.

I don't agree with anything, because I know that every time I go out to study, I spend a lot of money, and I have to save this money, and the expenses for going out are also very high.

The amount of money I send to my daughter every month is not very much, but I think I have given my daughter the maximum amount of money I can, but my daughter is always worried about her asking for money. I write very sincerely in my heart and tell my daughter It's not easy to make money now. He no longer works at Bai Meixi's place. He has found a part-time job outside.

And I don’t earn much, so I hope my daughter can spend less.

But when Li Xiuxiu saw her mother's letter, she was particularly dismissive. Sometimes she even looked down on her mother. Why did her mother?If you were like this, if you were not Li Xiuxiu's daughter, you would be able to do whatever you want.

There is no need to be so upset like now, and I feel really sad every time I look at my mother's face. She cares about a little bit of money every day, and even my aunt never asks me where my money is spent. But his mother asked everywhere, feeling that he had spent too much money, and he didn't know what kind of society it was now.

I especially want to not spend money, and I also want to be like him and be submissive for the rest of my life. I don't want to be as submissive as my mother in this life. I just feel that my mother has been submissive for the rest of my life. , so I am particularly unhappy, and I also look down on my mother. My mother has always been like this since I was a child.

He has never thought about how to resist and how to live a good life. As long as others help him, he will immediately return it to others. This makes others particularly uncomfortable and she herself is not happy.Not only was my life very tiring, but I also had to deal with other people's children and even the cold eyes of others. This was how I had lived with my mother since I was a child.

My mother always said that she didn’t want to drag others down, nor did she want others to help her. She had always been like this. I didn’t know what to say about my mother, but every time I saw her mother’s appearance, my mood changed. Very depressing.

I don't understand why my mother, who has such a good platform as her aunt, doesn't try hard to move forward, but instead shrinks back every time.

Then I have to pretend to be aloof and pretend that I don't need help from others. In fact, I am the one who needs help from others the most, but for the sake of my so-called face, I won't let anyone help me.

"Aunt, I know it's not easy being a mother. I will study hard here."

When Li Xiuxiu talked about her mother, she was really impatient, and she had a lot of grievances and complaints in her heart.

"If you have no money, just tell me, don't tell your mother. Your mother is very cautious in life, and she is also very reluctant to spend money. She is the only one in this life. Yes, so she also wants you to be well. As for you, you should chat with her more sometimes. Your mother is like this, and it’s not like you don’t understand her."

Bai Meixi knew that Li Xiu didn't like her mother very much because she felt that her mother was not good enough and even didn't agree with her in everything.

But her mother left all the good things to Li Xiuxiu. Sometimes she couldn't stand her behavior, but she also knew that she had always been thrifty and had a special personality. He is stubborn and does not want others to help him.

But I know that my eldest aunt is a good person, and she is also very diligent. I can feel her simplicity, but sometimes it is really difficult for people to understand.

Her idea is too inherent, and many people can no longer understand him. He is indeed a person who does not want to trouble others. Of course, her feeling of being a person who does not trouble others is particularly strong. Every time she When she wants to be nice to her, she always pushes herself away very strongly, making herself unable to accept it. Sometimes she really wants to help her.

But she couldn't accept help from others. She always felt that it was pity from others. In fact, no one thought about it that way, but she thought too much.

(End of this chapter)