The reborn peasant girl has space for farming

Chapter 1885 Sad
She had lived with her mother since she was a child, and was forced to leave her original family. Fortunately, her mother met a better uncle and accepted them, and they had this family.

Thinking back to the beginning, it was really difficult for them. Their father loved to drink, was very drunk, and also loved to gamble.

In addition, my father's family also favored sons over daughters. He always disliked his mother for giving birth to a daughter, but he thought that her mother had difficulty in giving birth to her.

At that time, in order to save the mother's life, the uterus was also removed.

From then on, after my father learned about this situation, he did not care about his mother, nor was he grateful to his mother. Instead, he thought that her mother was a useless hen, standing in the latrine without pooping.

It was extremely embarrassing to not be able to give their family a son to continue the line of children. In addition, the father's character was not particularly good, so it was difficult for the mother to do the dirtiest work and the dirtiest work. Tiring work.

My grandma thought so too. The whole family bullied my mother, who made her go to work in the fields just a few days after the operation.

The mother did not dare to say anything at that time, because in that era, not being able to give birth to a boy was the biggest shame in the family, and it was also the sin of a woman's life. Therefore, no one in the family liked her, and even said bad things to her.

"You have given birth to a loser, what do you think you are of use to? I can't hold my head up in front of my neighbors every day, but you can think about happiness at home and cook at home while you wait for me to spend money on you.

That damn child cries every day, and I can't sleep well every night. It's really annoying. You two, why don't you find a piece of tofu and kill it quickly? It's really embarrassing if you don't see it in front of me. "

My father drank too much in the evening and staggered back. He was cursing and cursing my mother. After hearing this, my mother did not dare to say anything and could only remain silent.

My father did not stop him in time. Instead, the scolding became more serious and he wished that all the neighbors could hear it.

"I'm going to get you some water. Stop talking. The children are asleep, and the neighbors are already asleep. It's not good for the neighbors to hear your cursing. Everyone will wake up tomorrow morning. If you have something to do, you have to get up early."

The mother went to get warm water for the father to drink, and wanted to ask the father to go to bed quickly and stop talking about these bad things. Besides, the neighbors on the left and right had gone to bed early, and the child had just been born, so he always cried when he was hungry at night.

It disturbed the neighbors and they couldn't sleep well. Finally, the child went to bed early tonight and was quite peaceful. If the child was woken up now, it would be very bad to cry.

"You gave birth to that loser, and you were afraid that the neighbors would hear about it. You might as well die together after giving birth to him. What's the point of living?

You are still delaying me from getting a wife again. Let me tell you, a hen and rooster like yours that does not lay eggs is not as good as a broiler chicken that is killed to eat meat. It is of no use at all. Do you know this or are you afraid that I can’t say it? Damn it, you loser bitch. "

There was strong sarcasm in his father's words, and he gave his mother a slap in the face when he was angry.

My mother didn't dare to speak anymore. Although it hurt, she could only endure it.

The mother didn't dare to say anything else. After all, the child was still young, and she really couldn't carry on the family lineage anymore, so she felt a little guilty in her heart.There was no way at that time. Women who could not give birth to children were indeed looked down upon by others everywhere.

Although the neighbors and sisters around her felt very sorry for her, no one dared to say anything. After all, everyone knew that carrying on the family lineage was the most important thing. Many families gave birth to seven or eight girls just to make a living. a son.

"Damn it, I'm annoyed by you, so get out of here."

When the father saw the submissive look on the mother's face, he was filled with anger and didn't know how to vent it. In addition, the mother was still in confinement, so if the beating was too severe, it would be bad if someone died by then.

My mother didn't say anything. I thought that my father was like this just because of my grandma, so I thought that if everyone moved out in the future, he might not be like this anymore. In addition, my father was very kind to my mother before, so I thought I could continue to live with this illusion, but no one thought that my father would become another person later.

My mother's tolerance did not bring me any pity or any love from my father, but it only got worse.

Just like this, his father lost his temper at will. No matter what unpleasant things happened outside, his mother would not be able to avoid being beaten. Sometimes, in order to save her mother from being beaten, Buckwheat would hold her mother in her arms, no matter how her mother pushed her away. She was not willing to avoid him even if he drove her.

Often two people would hug each other and cry after being beaten.

"Daughter, it's mom who is sorry for you. Mom can't protect you properly. When this happens again in the future, don't always use your little body to block it."

The mother was unable to protect her daughter very well, and felt extremely painful. She hoped that her daughter would hide quickly the next time she saw something like this.

Don't hug her stupidly. It is precisely because her daughter is here that she gives him great hope to live. She also knows that only having her daughter here is her biggest wish, so she has never given up. My daughter just thinks that when her daughter grows up and can live independently one day, she will choose to leave directly.

In fact, when her daughter was young, she thought about dying countless times. Once, when she hung the rope on the beam and wanted to commit suicide, she was saved by her daughter's cry.

She quickly took a look at her daughter, but that was all.The daughter held her mother's hand firmly, as if she knew her mother's emotional changes.

At that moment, he was really extremely fragile. He knelt on the ground, held his daughter and cried loudly. He felt too much grievance and sadness in his heart, but she couldn't tell anyone at this moment. No one can understand her, and no one can help her.

She knew that it would be no big deal if she died and no one would shed tears, but the person who felt most distressed was her daughter. What would her daughter do if she died?This is a future that no one knows, and there is no way to predict.

She must persist in living for the sake of her daughter. No matter how many grievances she suffers, it will not be too difficult. As long as she has her daughter, there is hope for everything.

(End of this chapter)