The reborn peasant girl has space for farming

Chapter 1915
But after experiencing so much pain in life, it is indeed not easy to come out of it.

Since then, she has tried to free herself to play music.

At the beginning, she could recall all the past in a room and try to forgive everyone.

However, she simply couldn't do it. Every time she thought of her mother's painful and desperate expression, her heart was basically extremely painful.

However, she knows that her mother is the hope that she can become happier and happier.

Over the years, she often dreamed of her mother. Her mother took her hand and said to her with a smile: "You must play well, you must become a more useful person, be a happy person, and never do anything else." The pain will continue.”

However, when she woke up, there was no one around her. Even her most trusted teacher had left.

Fortunately, she slowly accepted these realities, and even wrote all her personal feelings into songs, made them into tunes, and played them.

She also knew that there were many things in the first half of her life that she could not choose. It was also because of her father's cruelty that her resistance to her mother became stronger and stronger.

It was precisely because she met the teacher that she placed all her hopes on the violin, so that she could find an outlet when she was in pain, so that she would not become a problematic teenager. And then she lived a prosperous life because of the violin.

The mother pushed her out at the last critical moment because of love, because of her heavy love for her. The mother did not want her to be hurt in any way, so she did those actions.

Even the mother chose to commit suicide because she loved her and she didn't want her child to look back to her one day, otherwise there would be a huge burden.

She slowly began to understand all of this. The teacher had never forced her, always treated her as her own child, and was very kind to her. All of this made her feel grateful.

Now she can have such thoughts, it is precisely because of these that she has experienced a lot of pain and written so many beautiful songs, which can be passed down to the world. I also hope that everyone can use her songs to find more direction of life.

She has seen through many things, so she is particularly transparent now.

"There are no outsiders here who are all your friends. Although I have known you for a short time, your child must have experienced a lot that none of us have ever experienced.

There is too much worldliness and too much pain in your child's eyes, so the works you write are mostly filled with pain.

I have read so many of your works, but only one of them is cheerful. The lyrics and music are joyful from the inside out, and there is no trace of sadness in it. This was probably written when you were the happiest.

In fact, when I read your work, I felt really sad. I didn’t know what exactly you had gone through.

However, I can empathize with it, which is really good. This is also the reason why many authors cannot write. If you can write, it proves that you are much better than others. "

Jackel praised Zhang Xiaotong.

"Look at all the great writers nowadays, they are not all in special pain. They must have gone through a lot of things. However, I still hope that you, the child, can be happier. After all, you are still young and do not need to be so The more pain, if the pain is faster, you will feel more and more depressed.

If there is no way to release the pain in your heart, it will definitely make your life very hard in the end. You should be more happy. Although pain will make people's creation more profound, happiness will also bring us happiness. "

Buckwheat touched Zhang Xiaotong's head and said with a smile, hoping that he could understand what he meant. Composing music is not only to express one's own feelings, but also to find happiness.

"Teacher, thank you. Although I have experienced a lot, I will still maintain a sunny and positive heart.

I know that although there are misfortunes in life, the misfortunes I have experienced are just a drop in the ocean. There are more people who are suffering more than me and have always lived so strong.

These are not problems for me, I will overcome them on my own, but I also find happiness in these lyrics and music compositions.

I just hope to express all my sad emotions through lyrics or composition. In this way, I can not only write works, but also be a kind of self-salvation. "

Zhang Xiaotong smiled and talked about his writing process.

"You two should really have a good chat when you have time. You two are the same type of people. You like to express all your pain in articles. This is really good.

You can not only write good works, but also release this feeling in music. When you sing it repeatedly, you may feel different pain every time.

However, these bad emotions will slowly disappear, and I hope you will be happier. "

The boss looked at Zhang Xiaotong and Buckwheat. Both of them should be relatively poor children, but they were just lucky in their hard lives.

Because they encountered music and learned to release themselves and find happiness in music. In this way, they will become happier and happier.

"If you have time, you can come and sit here. I really have a lot of music equipment at home, and they often have some music lovers who come to my place to communicate."

Buckwheat invited Zhang Xiaotong with a smile to come and sit at home.

"Thank you for your kind invitation, but I really don't have much time this time. I would like to go to your place to do something. Although I really yearn for it, I don't have that much time. We will see you in two days. They should all go back.”

When Zhang Xiaotong said this, he still felt very regretful and very sad. Being able to have so many music masters by his side was like a living dictionary.
Guiding himself everywhere, he really doesn't want to go back now. He wishes he could stay here for a while, but time is limited.

I didn't meet these people at the beginning, but now that I have met them, I feel particularly reluctant to let them go.

However, he still feels that he is quite lucky to have met these people who can help him all the time. It is really not easy to know that these people help him.

(End of this chapter)