Five years later, Sanbao led her to blow up the Gangster Group

Chapter 1031 Madam, I am willing to serve you

"pat..."

The tears silently smashed on the strings, fell onto the guqin, and broke into pieces.

Mu Beisen didn't see this scene behind him. He frowned and walked to Xia He: "The professor didn't blame you, and no one blamed you. Don't dwell on the past..."

"boom!"

Before he finished speaking, Xia He's feet went weak, and the guqin in her arms hit the stool. She was stunned, and hurriedly took the guqin back to the room and put it away, and then prepared to close the door to the room.

"what are you doing……"

Mu Beisen happened to come over, and when he saw this, he quickly reached out his hand to stop her from closing the door, just in time to see Xia He's red eyes.

There was no sparkle in her eyes at all.

"you……"

Seeing Xia He like this, he couldn't help but think of Xia He after the accident. She cried so hard that she had no more tears. Her eyes were so red and swollen, and her whole body became numb, as if she didn't even have life anymore.

Mu Beisen instantly panicked.

He didn't care what he said, stretched out his hand to pull Xia He out, and pressed her directly next to the dining table.

Xia He had no resistance to his power and sat on the chair before he could figure out what was going on.

"What are you going to do?" Xia He looked at Mu Beisen and found a flash of panic in his usually cold eyes.

Is this an illusion?
Xia He couldn't help but be distracted.

Mu Beisen raised his hands to support Xia He's shoulders, looked at her seriously, and said: "Xia He, your father is the person who loves you the most. His last words, besides asking me to take care of you, was that he hoped you happy life."

Xia He's watery eyes flickered slightly, and his mind went blank.

"He is the person who loves you the most. If you continue to live a life of self-blame and hurt yourself, he will be the saddest person, do you understand?"

Mu Beisen's voice was extremely penetrating, and it easily penetrated into Xia He's heart.

"You are also representing your father by living. The happier you are, the happier he will be, the more at ease he will be, and he will be happy wherever he is."

The pain and sorrow that had been buried deep in his heart for a long time were exposed. Xia He turned his head and tears fell involuntarily, hitting Mu Beisen's right arm and soaking a large area.

For so many years, she has been avoiding this matter, but the regret and entanglement in her heart has always followed her, and she has never been able to rest for a day.

How could she forgive herself?

If she hadn't been arrogant and willful and insisted on her father coming back overnight to celebrate her birthday, her father would have been fine!
After all, she is the origin of everything!

Back then, she even hated Mu Beisen, who survived the car accident.

How she hated it at that time!

She bit Mu Beisen like crazy and asked him why it was her father who died and not him!

But after she woke up, she realized how vicious and hateful she was!

She was the one who obviously asked her father to come back overnight!

Obviously Mu Beisen also got into a car accident and was very frightened!

Who did she have to blame anyone?
She is the one who deserves to die!

"I...I can't do it..." Xia He cried more and more sadly, "It was obviously because of me that something happened to my father..."

"You are trying to get into trouble." Seeing her crying more and more, Mu Beisen reached out and took out a few pieces of paper and wiped her gently.

"You have to know that the sadder you are, the more the professor can't rest in peace. Your living is his continuation."

Mu Beisen's tone became softer: "Let go of the past, okay?"

Xia He didn't answer, just buried his head in Mu Beisen's right arm and cried bitterly, trembling faintly.

Mu Beisen looked at her with deep eyes, and did not offer any words to persuade her, but just allowed her to vent her emotions.

Xia He, who had been crying for who knows how long, finally poured out all the anguish in his heart and felt much more relaxed.

She asked in a muffled voice: "I...I don't know what to do."

Guilt and pain had long been a part of her life over the years.

She didn't know how to let go.

"It's very simple, try to manage your every day seriously, like today, celebrate your birthday well."

Mu Beisen smiled softly, glanced at the crab noodles on the table, and suddenly said: "Why don't we go to the restaurant to have a good meal tonight." "Restaurant? Didn't you buy a cake?"

"There is cake, but this bowl of longevity noodles is already cold." Mu Beisen's usually cold face was unknowingly tainted with a touch of tenderness, "Since you have decided to celebrate your birthday in a ritualistic way, why not be more thorough."

"what?"

Xia He was a little confused. She had never seen Mu Beisen so impulsive before.

While she was stunned, Mu Beisen had already packed the cake box lightly.

He looked at Xia He and smiled slightly: "Let's go, grab your bag, let's go eat your favorite French food."

Picking up the cake, he glanced at his shirt, which was wet with Xia He's tears. He raised his eyebrows and said, "Wait a minute, I'll go change clothes."

Xia He's face began to feel slightly hot. She remembered that she had accidentally wet Mu Beisen's clothes from crying...

Mu Beisen may not be as cold as he appears, but he is still very gentle sometimes.

"You don't need to go out."

Xia He walked to Mu Beisen's door with his head lowered and his face as red as an apple.

"what?"

Mu Beisen, who was changing clothes, turned around and saw her looking like an ostrich.

"You don't have to go out." Xia He's voice was a little louder, and he opened the door unnaturally and said, "I have learned French cuisine, and I have fresh grouper at home. I will cook it for you."

Mu Beisen looked at Xia He unexpectedly, with surprise that could not be concealed in his eyes: "Are you sure you want to do it at home today?"

"I think...since I want to live a good life, it would be more meaningful for me to cook a big meal myself, and it can also be regarded as a farewell." Xia He pursed his lips, and the more he spoke, the more he regretted it.

She had only recently learned French cooking, so it would be terrible if she didn't cook it well.

Might as well go to a restaurant.

"it is good."

Not allowing Xia He to regret it, Mu Beisen raised his eyebrows, thinking that she wanted to do this, which was surprising, but it was also a good thing.

On her birthdays in previous years, she would have wanted to lock herself in her room for a few days, without eating, drinking or moving.

Now that I have this thought, it is naturally good.

Xia He was going to make a big meal, and Mu Beisen naturally wouldn't let the birthday boy be busy by himself, so he followed him to do it.

For a time, the atmosphere between the two was harmonious and warm.

Like a real couple, they come back after get off work to cook, chat and joke.

While Xia He was placing the plates, he looked at Mu Beisen who was chopping vegetables seriously from the corner of his eye.

His fingers are slender and well-articulated.

Pieces of pineapple were cut out under his hands, and they were almost the same size and thickness.

The hands of a brain surgeon are also good at chopping vegetables.

Xia He lowered his head, and a smile appeared at the corner of his mouth unconsciously.

Originally this was the saddest day, but today she tried to reconcile with herself and cooked a meal with Mu Beisen seriously. She actually felt an indescribable warmth - as if her father was still there.

……

Dinner was quickly prepared in Xia He's random thoughts.

When she came out of the bathroom after washing her hands, she was stunned.

Mu Beisen actually took advantage of the short time she went to the bathroom to carefully decorate the room.

In the dim room, the burning red candle made the whole room soft.

There is also a romantic red rose on the square table covered with a white tablecloth.

Seeing Xia He's dazed look, Mu Beisen's usually serious face turned red, "French food must look like French food, so I arranged it accordingly."

Xia He was a little surprised when he realized this, and a light smile appeared on his face: "Okay sir, please pour me a glass of Bordeaux red wine."

It was rare for her to be so naughty. Mu Beisen smiled and nodded unconsciously: "I am willing to help, madam."

The two of them looked at each other and smiled, and Xia He felt that the sun was shining again in his heart that had been gloomy for three years.

(End of this chapter)