Five years later, Sanbao led her to blow up the Gangster Group

Mu Beisen looked at her, his eyes were like a deep lake, clear and deep, full of concentration and love for her, "This time, I thought about it a lot and asked someone to transfer these two memories from country Y to here. .”

"I want to tell you, Xiaohe, I really love you. We live in the same quilt and die in the same hole."

Xia He stared at him blankly, feeling his heart beating faster because of these last words.

A numb feeling spread in the tip of her heart, and she was in a daze for a moment, as if she had an illusion. It seemed that there had never been misunderstandings or pain between the two of them, and that he seemed to have always loved her sincerely... …

Do not……

Just as Xia He thought this, his clenched hand touched the scar on his palm.

She woke up with a start and subconsciously raised her hand.

Looking at the inconspicuous little scar on the palm of his left hand, the scene of his desperate struggle after falling into the river six years ago came to mind again.

The huge inner shadow enveloped her again, and the depression in her heart spread like ink in the boundless darkness, silently.

Xia He's trembling hands gripped him tightly, his nails digging deeply into his flesh. His originally shaken heart calmed down again.

She took a few deep breaths and then smiled coldly, "So what? These are just things in the past."

"Yes, these are all things in the past..."

Mu Beisen looked at Xia He affectionately, "Those pasts are too painful. We will completely leave them here today. When we walk out from here, we will completely let go and start again. I promise that the future will make you happy." happy."

Hearing this, a trace of disappointment flashed across Xia He's face, "Mu Beisen, the person who is qualified to propose letting the pain of the past go away is always the one who was hurt."

"And the person who caused the harm has no right to say such things, do you understand?"

"I... know." Mu Beisen's voice was inexplicably choked, "But other than that, I really can't think of how I can make you forgive me. There are some things I must say... at least, I have to let you know my feelings."

Xia He turned his head away and subconsciously rubbed the shallow scar with his hand hanging by his side.

She tried to calm herself down and said coldly: "What you mean...I know, but the harm that happened cannot be gone away."

"Xiao He, what if this time we don't make the same mistakes again, but are on the right path?" Mu Beisen did not give up. He took out a unique brooch from his suit jacket pocket.

"This is..." Looking at the olive leaf-shaped emerald brooch, Xia He's pupils shrank sharply, "Isn't this missing? Why is it with you?"

"You lent me this brooch when I first met you at my teacher's house." Mu Beisen looked at Xia He, his eyes as deep as the sea, "That day, after I played basketball, I accidentally tied the collar of my shirt. I was torn apart by my classmates, so I went to the teacher’s house, and you used a brooch to temporarily sew my collar up for me.”

"Yes, I remember..." Xia He glanced at him with complicated eyes, "Later you told me that the brooch was really missing."

"No... I didn't lose it, I hid it." Mu Beisen smiled self-deprecatingly, "It may be funny to say it, but actually I hid it in the beginning because I just thought that if one day you don't want to see me, I can use the brooch as an excuse to find you."

When Xia He heard this, his body trembled slightly. He couldn't believe his ears. Mu Beisen had actually liked her since then?
  How can this be?

Mu Beisen continued: "Later, I kept the brooch, and became more and more reluctant to return it, and I dared not confess that you are the most beautiful girl in the world, and I, a boring person, am not worthy of you."

Xu Shi saw the surprise in her eyes, and he continued to explain: "I know that you never believed that I liked you, and you believed that I liked Jiang Wan, but that was really just because I misunderstood that she was my savior and was repaying my kindness. "

Xia He originally didn't want to believe Mu Beisen, nor did he want to explain too much to him.

But today, it was the first time that he talked about this with her so frankly. Xia He couldn't hold back and asked what was in his heart: "You always said that you agreed to Jiang Wan in order to repay your kindness. So if your savior was a woman in her forties or fifties who liked you, would you also agree to her confession? "

Hearing this, Mu Beisen's body trembled, and he was stunned for a long time as if he had been struck by lightning.

Xia He then asked: "If the person who saved you was a man and he liked you and loved you, how would you deal with it? Is the only way to repay your kindness is to commit yourself to him?"

These words were like an enlightenment. Mu Beisen was stunned on the spot and didn't know how to reply.

Xia He thought about the past and continued to ask: "Even if you didn't think so much at the time and agreed to Jiang Wan's confession because of a misunderstanding, you also broke up later and the two of us got married openly."

"Why did you insist on hiding your marriage? Why did you ignore me and be cold and violent after marriage? Is this also called liking me?"

Having said this, Xia He couldn't help but frown as he thought of the past, "Three years after we got married, you showed no intention of getting close to me. I told you that I wanted to have my own child with you, but you looked like you'd seen a ghost. Then we went to have a candlelight dinner with Jiang Wan, who had just returned to China. Have you forgotten all this?"

After hearing these words, Mu Beisen's face turned pale, and every breath he took was like a painful struggle, full of deep guilt and self-blame.

"Xiaohe..." Mu Beisen spoke with difficulty, almost not knowing how to answer, "I'm sorry, it's my fault. I always thought you were waiting for Gu Chengyu and thought the person you loved was him, so I was always sober and restrained towards you. , Don’t dare to take a step beyond the realm of possibility.”

It turns out that those three years of painful marriage actually originated from Mu Beisen's "thinking"?
  Xia He took a few deep breaths, then frowned, "Mu Beisen, you actually think that your guesses and conjectures are facts? Even if I told you that I want to have a child of my own with you, you still think so. ?”

Mu Beisen's face became paler, "I thought it was because you just wanted to complete your marriage mission..."

"You spoke sarcastically to me and were extremely mean. You took great care of Jiang Wan and behaved intimately... Mu Beisen, I really don't understand. Is this what you like or dislike?"

"Xiaohe, I was wrong, I'm sorry..." Mu Beisen's eyes were full of guilt, like a child who had done something wrong, silently lowering his head, waiting for punishment.

"I know, I was really stupid. I thought you and Gu Chengyu were together. I was jealous, so I couldn't control my anger..."

"I didn't expect Jiang Wan to be so vicious. She only wanted to repay her kindness, and also thought that you would be with Gu Chengyu sooner or later, so I was very nice to her..."

As Mu Beisen spoke, he was also struggling painfully in his heart.

If he hadn't opened up the matter with Xia He today, he really wouldn't have realized how wrong he had been for so many years.

Guilt and guilt were like a sharp sword, piercing deeply into his heart.

Mu Beisen's eyes were full of pain and helplessness. He took a breath, looked at Xia He and said sincerely: "Xiao He, I really know that I was wrong. I will not hurt you at all in the future."

Xia He looked at the pain on his face and sighed helplessly.

If Mu Beisen had said this six years ago before her accident, she would have believed it and had confidence in him.

But now, she has experienced nine deaths, and this time she almost let Tang Juan kill Lebao because of Mu Beisen.

How dare she believe his words?

Even if he said these words from his heart, who knows whether he will change his mind in the future?

Who knew that a second Jiang Wan would not come out to harm her and her child? (End of chapter)