deadly mantra

Chapter 58 What if I was waiting for you too?
Shui Qingchen held her so hard that it hurt, and slowly relaxed his hold, but did not let go of her.

Their bodies were pressed tightly against each other, and they were quiet for a while.

He spoke and whispered softly:

"Tell me the truth, even just part of it, Xiaoyin, I want to know."

Ji Fanyin's lips split into a wry smile:
"That's why I said, you are really scary."

It was as if all the strength in the body had been drained away.

Ji Fanyin leaned softly in his arms and said slowly in a low voice:

"What you say about seizing the moment and living a wonderful life is just beautiful words. Everyone knows that I will not survive tomorrow. The doctors at home are rushing in and out, giving bowl after bowl of medicine. It is so bitter that I can't taste what sugar is. smell."

Those things were so long ago that they seemed like they happened only yesterday.

Ji Fanyin's eyes became blurred.

Shui Qingchen's hand silently stroked her hair.

With a soothing magic.

again.

again.

Gently stroke.

"They all think that my mother is a weak woman who can only cry. I don't think so. Under the control of drugs, she lost her mind and became like a madman, but she fought with the King of Hell and gave birth to me."

"You can say that such a woman is incompetent, but you cannot say that she is weak."

"My father was unwilling to let her go through any more pain, so he hid it from my mother. No...it didn't count as hiding. At that time, my mother had become crazy and lost her mind. In order to save my mother, my father used medicine. A little bit, condense the poison in my mother’s body into one place.”

Ji Fanyin blinked tiredly, a little confused:

"They say that an unborn baby is not considered a human life and has no right to choose. I don't know if it's because of this that I can be sacrificed."

"They all thought that I would be a stillborn child. Even my father had prepared a grave to bury me."

"I lived, and I only lived. I suffered from a cold syndrome that cannot be cured. Whenever winter comes, my whole body will be as cold as ice. I start to sleep, like a snake, and I must rely on hibernation to survive. In this way, after Three years, and another three years.”

"I have spoken up against ignorant things, and I have also complained, resenting why my mother gave birth to me. However, whenever I was in pain and twitching all over, my father hugged my mother, and my mother hugged me, I looked at the overlapping shadows on the ground and gave me the answer."

Ji Fanyin raised her head in his arms and asked:
"You asked me to scream in pain. Is it useful to scream in pain? Can it make me feel less painful?"

Her question was like a sharp knife, piercing her heart.

Shui Qingchen seemed to hear the sound of his heart bleeding.

He looked back at her, looked into each other's eyes, and replied heartbreakingly:

"No."

Ji Fanyin's disappointed eyes became dim.

Shui Qingchen hugged her tighter, rested his chin on the top of her head, and said softly:

"But if you complain about pain, at least I will know. At least, I won't let you endure it alone."

Hearing the sound, Ji Fanyin not only did not feel any joy, but instead showed a sad smile:

"What you are doing is irresponsible. If I learn to scream in pain but you can't hear me, then who will I shout to?"

"You don't want me to stay with you?"

"I think, but sooner or later, you will be with someone else, and the person who can get your whole life, that person, is not me. Why not me, why?"

The pain in my heart hurt even more.

Shui Qingchen closed his eyes, and his hoarse voice revealed a touch of sadness:
"I've been waiting for her for 14 years, Xiaoyin, can you understand? From the moment she was born, I was waiting. Before she was born, I was waiting." Ji Fanyin closed her eyes and put her face against There was a trace of struggle on his chest and between his brows:
"Chenchen, if I am also waiting for you, it is like a promise made in the previous life. Let me meet you again in Luti Mountain in this life."

Shui Qingchen laughed dumbly and let out a soft "shhh".

Ji Fanyin nuzzled into his arms.

The two of them had a tacit understanding, and neither of them spoke anymore, and they hugged each other quietly.

noon.

The sun was shining brightly, and the birds were sitting on the balcony fence, chirping loudly.

Shui Qingchen and Ji Fanyin hugged each other intimately.

When Feng Xiaoyao came over, he was shocked by the scene in front of him.

Shui Qingchen heard the footsteps, raised his head and looked over.

Ji Fanyin also made a move at the same moment. He rubbed his eyes sleepily, showing displeasure in his laziness. He glanced at the stunned Feng Xiaoyao and yawned:
"……It is you……"

Lingqiao lowered his head, stood respectfully behind Feng Xiaoyao, and explained:
"Master Feng insisted on coming here, but he couldn't stop him. So he came over and asked Miss Ji and Master Shui what they wanted to do."

Shui Qingchen stood up from the rocking chair with Ji Fanyin in his arms, turned around, and naturally placed Ji Fanyin on the rocking chair. Then he looked at Lingqiao and said:

"Master Feng will live next door to me from today on."

The clever and clever man nodded and said without asking too much:

"Yes."

After a slight pause, her alert eyes turned slightly and looked not far away.

The round table was in ruins.

A few sparrows sat on it and jumped around.

Feng Xiaoyao asked in surprise:
"Ah! What happened here? Why is the table broken?"

He rushed to Shui Qingchen and nervously checked up and down. Seeing that Shui Qingchen was not injured, he breathed a sigh of relief and asked:
"What's going on? Who is using force here?"

He raised his head deftly and his eyes fell on Shui Qingchen.

Ji Fanyin let out a long yawn, sat upright obediently, looked up at Shui Qingchen with a leisurely look, and showed a sweet smile.

She also wanted to know how he would answer.

Shui Qingchen pricked his eyelashes lightly, and suddenly let out a long sigh. Then, he lowered his head, his eyes full of helplessness, and stared at Ji Fanyin, silent for three seconds.

"Oh...you...I told you not to mess around, not to mess around, but you have to disobey me."

Shui Qingchen turned around, shook his head and sighed, walking out of the balcony step by step.

Ji Fanyin was stunned.

Huh? !

yeah? ! ! ! ! ! ! !

Feng Xiaoyao glanced at Ji Fanyin with disdain and shook her head speechlessly.

When passing by Lingqiao, Feng Xiaoyao stopped, turned around, glanced at the frozen Feng Xiaoyao, and said to Lingqiao:

"Young clever girl, although Brother Qingchen and I know her, as the saying goes, whoever breaks something is responsible for it. Besides, Brother Qingchen and I can't afford to pay for the things you Luoyanju. , So, while she is still here, you quickly calculate how much the damaged things are worth, and ask her for them now."

"Feng! Xiaoyao!" Ji Fanyin angrily picked up the vase at hand and was about to throw it at Feng Xiaoyao.

Feng Xiaoyao dodged and hid behind Lingqiao:
"Hey! The vase is expensive, put it down quickly!"

(End of this chapter)