deadly mantra

Chapter 783 The person you can’t get close to no matter how hard you try
Feng Xiaoyao returned to the house, took a hot bath, put on clean clothes, and glanced at the door. There was a person standing there motionless like a mountain that even a hurricane could not shake.If he didn't speak, he believed she could maintain this posture until tomorrow morning:

"Jiyue, come in."

Ruan Jiyue was always paying attention to what was going on in the room. At the same time as his voice sounded, she opened the door and walked in.

She looked around at the furnishings in the room and frowned even more:

"Why do you have to wrong yourself so much?"

"Aggrieved?" Feng Xiaoyao held a warm tea cup in her hand, the smile in her eyes was laced with sarcasm, and she said in a very light tone: "Jianxin Tower is the most stylish place in Yunshangduan. How many people spend a lot of money to enter it?" I can’t reach that door. I live here, do you think I’m wronged?”

Ruan Jiyue:
"No matter how nice this place is, there is nothing you like lying around where you can see it."

Feng Xiaoyao sneered:

"Yes, the house is full of my favorite things, and the place is really big. I tried to add as many things as possible to it, but it still felt empty. I used to hide and seek with you when I was a kid, but if I didn't see you on purpose, , you can’t find me even if you look for it all day and all night. I feel every day that I don’t live in it, I am a person trapped in it.”

Ruan Jiyue was stunned and didn't know how to answer for a while.

He never said these words.She didn't know what he was thinking, and she didn't know how to respond after hearing it.

She only remembered that he loved to laugh, and she liked the way he smiled the most.

but……

She couldn't remember when he stopped smiling.

He started to lose his temper. At first she could understand the reason why he was unhappy, but slowly... no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't understand what he was angry about.

Later, someone told her that there is no need for a reason to lose your temper.

She stood next to him, thinking about those words, and seemed to understand them again.

Feng Xiaoyao leaned back on the chair, looked out the window, and murmured in a low voice:
"You don't need to show this expression. I know you don't know I will say this. I also know that whenever you can't understand, your military advisors will come in handy. In fact, you don't have to work so hard to understand me. , Jiyue, we have been in love since childhood. I cherish the relationship between us very much, but it can only go so far. No matter how much, I really can't give you."

There was a hint of pain in Ruan Jiyue's eyes. After a long while, she asked with difficulty:
"Is it because...that day, I didn't come forward and intercede for you?"

Feng Xiaoyao turned his head and looked at her with raised eyebrows:
"I'll give you another chance, I'll piss them off again, I'll kneel down again, what about you? Will you make a different choice than that day?" Ruan Jiyue was silent.

She could give him her life without hesitation.

Marriage matters...

Absolutely, no refund!

Feng Xiaoyao had already guessed her choice, but she couldn't help but feel a little disappointed:

"Forget it, Ruan Jiyue, if you still want to stay, don't look at Ji Fanyin the way you just did. You don't have to worry about her and me. Even if we talk about the things between us, you won't understand."

Ruan Jiyue's clenched fists were trembling faintly:
"It really is her?"

Feng Xiaoyao:

"So what?"

Ruan Jiyue said firmly:

"Just because you accidentally knocked her into the river? She's going to push you into the water?"

Feng Xiaoyao chuckled softly:
"you are wrong."

Ruan Jiyue's face just softened when Feng Xiaoyao said deliberately:

"It wasn't a push, it was a kick. He kicked me down with his feet."

Ruan Jiyue's anger filled in her chest had nowhere to vent, and her suppressed voice was hoarse:

"How dare she...how could she! What you fear most is..."

(End of this chapter)