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Chapter 297 Xiao Yi’s Life Story
Chapter 297 Xiao Yi’s Life Story
In a village that can be seen everywhere and is not worth mentioning, in an ordinary family like you and me, a new life is born.
However, hearing the loud cries, the family was not as moved or happy as the birth of a new life. They just thought the child's cry was a bit noisy.
In the past, raising a child was not much different from raising a cat or a dog. It was common for a family to raise seven or eight children.
For people at that time, the birth of a child was to add another labor force to their family, rather than to extend their own lives.
...The social relationship of family is the most economical, so people at that time would want to have more children no matter what.
There is no emotion involved, just pregnancy, then birth, and the cycle repeats until numbness.
Therefore, people who are accustomed to this do not give blessings to new lives, but plan what they will do with this new life in the future. No one cares.
Even if the person delivering the baby said, "It's a girl," they didn't care.
Later, the child who was born grew up and turned into a slim girl.
She has been taught that she must listen to her parents since she was a child, so she has been doing hard labor at home since she was very young.
However, she was fortunate enough to go to school, where she learned a lot, so she had a clear understanding of her parents' ignorance.
Because of this, she often questions, are her parents' orders absolute? Would that really give them a better life as a family?
With this understanding, she became the most disobedient child in the family.
Then, she could no longer go to school. Only then did she realize that children cannot resist their parents.
Because of this, she was unable to gain more knowledge. She could only go to work at a young age under the arrangement of her parents, in order to support the youngest girl in the family who had the best academic performance in school.
Her parents firmly believe that reading can change their destiny. They firmly believe that once their little daughter becomes successful, she can take them out of the boring mountains and live a life of gods.
For this reason, they often force their little daughter to find time to study. If she relaxes, she will be beaten and scolded. But at the same time, the work at home is also left to the younger daughter to do.
They often say that you should never forget your roots. If your family supports her in school, she must repay the favor.
The younger daughter can only force herself to study in the little time left, and is determined to get ahead and come back to honor her parents.
Because she was an obedient child, she decided this was right.
As an elder sister, looking at her sister's appearance, she began to feel glad that she did not go to school again.
Then, she came to the bustling city and was shocked by everything here. She began to have thoughts about how happy she would be if she could live here.
Just like that, she no longer wanted to go back to that home, but wanted to settle in the city wholeheartedly.
However, the still boring life made her extremely tired.
Every day, every day, I am busy doing the same work, wake up at the same time, and go to bed at the same time. I even eat only those kinds of things every day.
Day after day, yesterday is today, and today is yesterday, unchanged.
Suddenly one day, in the midst of mechanical repetitive work, she was still daydreaming about what she would do with the money if she saved enough money. She realized one thing, that is... her life would not be the same. Will it keep repeating like this?
She suddenly felt extreme fear in her heart.
Fortunately, she still had dreams to support her and she didn't collapse.
However, looking at the horrifyingly expensive prices of everything in big cities, she almost despaired again.
At this point, she was unwilling to live such a desperate life anymore, and she wanted to change.
However, she doesn't understand those complicated things, doesn't want to learn those complicated things, doesn't want to think, so she plans to go to the people she can come into contact with, the ones who laugh the loudest in their daily lives, who are dressed in fancy clothes. Sisters ask for advice.
Soon, she learned the most precious truth from her sisters... It is most practical for a woman to make a leap and live a good life through men.
It is a woman's privilege to be able to achieve success in one step without having to do these hard things.
She was convinced of this, so under the guidance of several good sisters, she spent all the money she had saved for many years and was reluctant to part with, to buy unreasonably expensive items that she would never touch on a daily basis. Cosmetics, clothing.
She learned how to dress and dress up just to get a chance to catch up with a man.
Just like that, she followed the group of sisters to a place where people were feasting and feasting, the colorful neon lights made everyone look inhuman, and there was also a very noisy and ear-splitting sound of sharp instruments.
There, she met a lot of people, who was the son of which family, so and so, so what.
In the end, she didn't remember anyone. She just thought that if she could be with one of them, she wouldn't have to worry about it in her life, right?
Then they all started what they called a party, drinking at first and telling jokes she didn't know, and then people started mingling.
She wanted to leave, but she couldn't because she had lost the chance to leave and could only stay here.
She felt disgusted until she got involved too.
Because...she no longer had the intention to think about whether it was disgusting or not.
And then, there she was, losing everything she had...
……
She cried so loudly, but the smiles on those people's faces grew brighter.
She felt fear in her heart, but was unable to resist. In order to protect herself, she chose to pass out.
It wasn't until it was over that she woke up, got dressed alone, and returned home in a daze.
The next day, she went to find those sisters and asked about yesterday's situation.
Those people took out a wad of money and comforted:
"Stop crying, I was like that the first time, I cried so hard, didn't I come here the same way?"
"Yes, and there is no good thing that can reach the sky in one step. This kind of thing must be done slowly. Only after you go there a few times will people take a liking to you."
"Look, isn't this still money? Isn't it pretty good?"
She accepted their advice, she had to accept it.
The moment she took the money, an idea popped into her head.
...just like a prostitute.
However, she didn't say it. She didn't dare to say it in front of these people, and she didn't dare to say it to herself.
She firmly believes that she is not such a lowly person, and she can definitely change her life!
However, after going there several times, she still failed to be noticed, and she found out... that she was pregnant.
Who is the father of this child... She doesn't even know.
She wanted to figure this out, maybe the other person would think of their children and agree to let her marry into his family. However, those people just showed disgust, threw a sum of money at her and asked her to abort the child, and then disappeared.
She could never find that group of people again. In this bustling city full of people, no one could help her.
At this point, she seems to have no other choice but to abort the child and return to her old life.
She regretted it very much. If she had chosen to save the money, she would have had a foothold now. But now, she had nothing except the child in her belly and the small money given by others.
At the same time, she did not dare to go to the hospital to abort the child. For some reason, she was just afraid of it, as if she was being asked to kill someone.
Later, in order to comfort herself, she made the most wrong and regretful decision in her life, which was to watch movies and TV series about family, mother and son.
Naturally, she was deeply moved by the emotion conveyed in it. I was moved by movies and TV dramas that don’t require me to really consider the real reality.
She was poisoned by rightness and happiness and was determined to give birth to this child. She firmly believed that she and this child would be able to achieve the same happiness as in those movies and TV series.
She firmly believes that she and her parents are different and will not treat their children casually. Her child must have been born into this world wrapped in love and happiness.
Her children will also bring her happiness and love.
Then, maybe in a small room, maybe in a park, a weed, or an alley, a new life was born.
……
She regretted it.
She originally thought that she could withstand some of the pains in life and raise this child alone.
No matter how hard and tiring life is, this child will be able to thrive until one day in the future, he will come back with success, cry and embrace himself, and give himself a happy and beautiful life.
However, her life did not play out as scripted.
Because she often has to consider taking care of her children, she has to make choices at work.
And such a person who can't even do a good job is worthless. Naturally, she was kicked out many times, and then she took her children to find a job again and again.
Here, no one will help her take care of the children, because no one has that leisure time.
In the middle of the night, she kept hearing the cries of children and the yelling of people around her.
All she could do was to put the child to sleep over and over again, but if she continued living like this, she would naturally collapse.
"Stop crying, stop crying..."
She coaxed the child as usual, but the annoying crying never stopped, and her voice finally turned sad.
"Stop crying... I'm begging you, I have to make money to support you tomorrow! Why don't you listen to me? Why are you still crying? I obviously want to cry more..."
"If, if there was no such child..."
As she spoke, she grabbed her child's delicate, easily breakable neck with both hands.
The crying finally stopped, and her heart finally became peaceful.
Then, she realized what she had done, hurriedly let go, picked up the child, and cried and said sorry over and over again.
She clearly loved this child so much, but this child caused her so much pain.
Therefore, she could only tell herself over and over again, just hold on, hold on, and when the child grows up, her life will change.
He must be a very smart child and will definitely succeed.
Relying on this kind of self-comfort, she raised her child, and then...she despaired again.
Whether it is due to congenital reasons or acquired reasons, in short, this child is not that smart, and even shows lower than ordinary performance.
Moreover, for some reason, this child has never spoken and has never spoken to anyone. There is no way of knowing whether he can even speak.
"Ah, ah..." She finally couldn't hold on any longer.
There is nothing more painful than holding on for so many years, but to no avail.
So, an idea popped up in her mind.
"I said……"
On the way home, she couldn't help but turn her head and look at her child who was following her. Tears could not stop flowing from her eyes, and her face was full of helplessness and despair.
"Are you... sent by God to punish me? I... obviously haven't done anything bad, why do you torture me like this? What did I do wrong? Ah... I know, I have done it in my life My biggest mistake was giving birth to you! It would have been better if I had not given birth to you..."
"........."
And he just looked at his mother silently, still saying nothing.
"sorry Sorry……"
The next moment, his mother hugged him again and kept saying words of apology.
"I'm sorry, mom shouldn't have said that. Mom was wrong... Just wait for mom here for a while. Mom will buy you something delicious that you can't usually eat as an apology gift."
He nodded, then looked at his mother, stood up slowly, and left as if running away.
"..."
"........."
"…………"
Then, he waited for a long, long time, but still didn't see his mother come back.
The sun and the moon completed several shifts in the sky, and countless people passed by him.
However, my mother still didn't come back. I don't know if she got lost or had an accident.
He felt very cold and hungry. He didn't know when he would be able to wait for his mother.
Then, just when he was about to faint from hunger, a crisp, pleasant voice sounded in his ears.
"I found you. Are you...alone?"
He turned his head subconsciously and saw a very beautiful sister. For some reason, tears couldn't stop flowing from the corners of her eyes, and she showed him a smile that seemed to be called happiness.
"What a coincidence..." She cried and smiled and said: "I am also alone. Would you like to be with me? If two people stay together, it should be warmer."
(End of this chapter)
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