Hidden Marriage President

Chapter 280 Don't Hold On For Me Anymore

Chemotherapy is usually accompanied by side effects. Fortunately, Dr. Walker chose the medicine with the least side effects, including the treatment plan, which was determined after a long period of research by him and several experts.He was infected with carcinogens, and there was a protovirus in his body, which would accelerate the division and metastasis of cancer cells until they completely occupied his body, making it quite difficult to treat.

Now, everyone is racing against time, trying to suppress the disease through chemotherapy, and then quickly find an effective treatment.But disappointingly, chemotherapy didn't work for him.

"Miss Lin, I can only say I'm sorry, none of the methods I've tried so far have worked for Gu Xicen." Doctor Walker said apologetically.

When Lin Yueer learned of this result, she was unusually calm.

Doctor Walker looked at her worriedly, "Miss Lin, are you okay?"

He knew she was his fiancée, and he knew how much she loved him, so he felt even more sorry.After all, today when cancer is not as easy to treat as a cold, it is still a terrible disease that will be called "terminally ill".

Lin Yueer lowered her eyes and said in a low voice, "Doctor Walker, I have never given up, and please don't give up on him, I believe in you, and he will be cured."

Dr. Walker looked at her, infected by her persistence, and smiled gently, "Thank you, I will do my best!"

Leaving Doctor Walker's office, Lin Yueer walked back slowly, and then walked down the stairs step by step.

The current result makes her want to cry, but there are no more tears, she can only be forced to accept, and she has to keep cheering herself up, he will be fine in the end, he will be fine...

There was a sudden dizziness in her head, her foot suddenly missed the ground, and when she was three or four steps away, she fell straight down, her forehead hit the ground, and it turned red.

"Ah, Miss!" A passerby helped her up, "How are you?"

"I'm... fine." Lin Yueer leaned against the wall, her face was pale, it might be because she didn't sleep well, her spirit was very poor.

"Are you sure there is nothing wrong? Do you want to see a doctor?"

She waved her hand and squeezed out a forced smile, "Thank you."

She went down the stairs again.

Now, her feeling of pain is no longer so clear.

When she returned to the ward, Patricia was taking care of Gu Xicen. Seeing the reddish patch on her forehead, she hurriedly asked, "Miss, what's wrong with your head?"

"I accidentally touched it." Lin Yueer walked over, "Is he awake?"

Patricia shook her head, "I haven't woken up."

"Patricia, go back and rest, I'm here."

"Miss, can you be alone?" Patricia said a little worriedly, "Your complexion is very ugly, you should go back and have a rest."

"I'm fine, you can go back."

"Uh, well, just call me if you need anything."

"Ah."

Patricia left, and Lin Yueer stayed alone in the ward watching Gu Xicen.

His face became thinner rapidly, and he was basically unable to eat anymore. If this continues, his stomach function will also decline.

Now he would fall into a coma for more than ten hours every day, and most of the time he was awake would be half dreaming and half awake.During the day, it is difficult to say a few words to him.She always comforted herself thinking, that's fine, she will be unconscious when she falls asleep, at least she won't be tormented by the damn pain.

"Xiaoyue..."

He called her in a low voice.

Lin Yueer came back to her senses and found that he was awake, so she quickly smiled, "I'm here, do you feel better?"

He looked at her and replied, "Yes."

Knowing that he was lying, and comforting herself, Lin Yueer still smiled and said, "That's good, Doctor Walker said, the treatment plan is very effective, and it's only a matter of time before you leave the hospital. But, before that, you must not Depressed! You have to actively cooperate with his treatment."

He stared at her, wanted to raise his hand, but could only move his fingers, "What's wrong with your forehead?"

Lin Yueer touched it, and only then did she feel a little pain.

It must be swollen.

"Hehe, it's okay, I accidentally touched it just now."

Gu Xicen wanted to say something, but didn't say anything, Lin Yueer thought he was tired and wanted to sleep again, so she immediately said, "You can sleep a little longer, I will stay here and not go anywhere."

"...Xiaoyue," he called her.

"Ok?"

"Don't hold on for me..." He took advantage of the rare waking time to say what he wanted to say.

As long as you open your eyes, you will see her getting more and more haggard and thinner.She has lost weight to just eighty catties, if she continues like this, she will be the first to do something.

He didn't want that, would rather, let her give up.

"What nonsense are you talking about?" Lin Yueer glared at him, "If I don't support you, who else should I support? Besides, you will be well soon, so what does it matter if I hold on for a while?"

His eyes moved slightly, showing pity and resentment.

"Go... put some medicine on it, it's red, it's really ugly."

"You think I'm ugly now?" Lin Yueer scolded displeasedly, "Then what will we do next? We still have 20, 50, [-] years. When my face is full of wrinkles, don't you want to dislike me even more? gone?"

The ten years, 20 years, and 50 years she mentioned are indeed exciting.

If he can really go on with her, it must be the most accomplished thing he has ever done in his life!

However, in the face of fate, time will appear small.

He raised his lips and said softly, "Even if you are full of wrinkles, you are still the most beautiful."

One sentence made her smile again, "You, just coax me!"

He smiled, but the smile made him look weaker, Lin Yueer saw it in his eyes, his face was smiling, but his heart was bleeding.

He raised his hand with difficulty, trying to hold hers, but Lin Yueer immediately held him first.

"Go back... go back to brother's side." He said quietly, "He still loves you..."

Lin Yueer's expression changed, "Gu Xicen, what are you talking about!"

"Leave you to him, I'm at ease."

Lin Yueer shook off his hand, stood up, and looked at him incredulously, "You want me to find Gu Wangchuan?"

Gu Xicen used his will to hold on, maintaining a moment of sobriety. He knew that if he didn't say some things now, he might not have a chance in the future.He will be swallowed up by the endless darkness. At that time, he can only helplessly watch her cry alone. That is not the future life he wants to give her.

His voice was very soft, "Everyone makes mistakes, and his punishment is enough. You go back...he will cherish you more than his own life...because he is my brother, so I trust him. "

"Gu Xicen!" Lin Yueer was very angry. This was the first time she had spoken to him in such a tone since he was ill, "What do you think of me? Is it your brothers' ball? You can do whatever you want Kicking back and forth, when he doesn't want it, he passes it to you, and if you don't want it anymore, kick it back to him..."

At the end, she choked with sobs and tears overflowed her eyes, "Life is my own, how I want to live it is my business, I don't need you to worry about it!"

Not wanting to say any more, she turned around and left.

Unexpectedly, just after pushing the door open, I heard a "plop" behind me.

She was startled, and when she turned around, she saw Gu Xicen fall off the bed.

"Xi Cen!" Lin Yueer hurried over and helped him up, "Why did you fall? Did you get hurt somewhere? Where does it hurt..." She cried out anxiously, trying to help him up, but she was so skinny She has no strength at all.

Gu Xicen held her with the same skinny hand, leaning against her arms, panting with difficulty, "Don't go...don't go..."

"I'm not going, I'm not going anywhere..." She cried and hugged him tightly, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't lose my temper... I won't ever, never again."

Leaning against her, Gu Xicen's consciousness began to become blurred again, but he just subconsciously grabbed her tightly, fearing that she would leave in the next second, "Xiaoyue...Xiaoyue, turn on the light...it's so dark here , I can't see your face..."

Lin Yueer's heart trembled, she stretched out her hand, and shook it in front of his eyes.

Seeing the indifferent reaction of his pupils, her heart was dripping blood, hugged him tightly, and said softly, "The light is broken, I will find someone to fix it right away, it will be fixed..."

Gu Xicen raised her hand and grabbed her, her eyes began to slack, and she murmured, "Xiaoyue, don't be angry with me... I don't want you to be angry... that's worse than being sick..."

She hugged him tightly, tears raged, "Okay, I'm not angry, never again..."

Gradually, the person in his arms lost his voice.

With all her strength, Lin Yueer stretched out her hand to press the beeper, and called the nurse, who helped him carry him to the bed.

Seeing him in a comatose state again, Lin Yueer felt physically and mentally exhausted for the first time, as if her vitality was being taken away by him little by little.

"Ah, Miss Lin, did your head get scratched?" The nurse saw that there was a wound on her forehead, so she insisted on dragging her to the nurse's station, where she treated the wound.

"Thank you."

"You're welcome." The nurse said, "We are all touched to see you treat your boyfriend so well, and hope he recovers soon."

Lin Yueer smiled palely, "Yes."

Even if it is a lie, if it is repeated a thousand times, it will be regarded as the truth.She is not believing in modern medicine, but in her own beliefs.

She went to see Dr. Walker again. Hearing what she said, Dr. Walker was silent and said after a while, "Patients with advanced cancer will experience symptoms of blindness. Of course, if the condition improves, the blindness is only temporary."

Lin Yueer's whole body was cold, and when she returned to the ward, she refused to leave for even a moment.

She was afraid that when he woke up, he would not be able to see her.

In the quiet ward, he was drowsy, and her mind slowly became clear.

Getting up, she took out her phone, went to the balcony, hesitated for a moment, and finally dialed Gu Wangchuan's phone.

"Hello? Xiaoyue?" Over there was Gu Wangchuan's hoarse and deep voice. Just from the voice, he could tell that he had a bad life these days, very bad.

Lin Yueer bit her lower lip, looked up at the blue sky, and said softly, "Xi Cen is sick... If you have time, come to Boston."

There was a moment of silence, and the person opposite took a deep breath, "What's wrong?"

"……cancer."

She heard the sound of something breaking over there, and soon, he said calmly and hoarsely, "Give me the address, and I'll book a ticket right away."

After Lin Yueer reported the address, the phone hung up.

Although Gu Xicen didn't want his family members to know, she couldn't deprive them of the right to meet him!

………………

The next day, Gu Wangchuan rushed over.

He only made one phone call, turned down all the work, and rushed here without stopping.

When Lin Yueer was at the entrance of the hospital, he was stunned. In less than a month, she was so thin that he didn't even dare to recognize her.

Lin Yueer looked very calm, and smiled at him, "After thinking about it for a long time, I decided to call you."

Gu Wangchuan gritted his teeth, suppressed the distressed urge to hold her in his arms, and asked in a deep voice, "How is he now?"

"Let's talk while walking." Lin Yueer turned around, and asked again as if thinking of something, "By the way, have you found your hotel yet?"

"Someone has already arranged it."

"That's good."

Along the way, neither of them spoke much.Lin Yueer felt that she had said too much and had nothing to say, while Gu Wangchuan was always weighed down by a heavy boulder in her heart, and became much more silent.

When he came to Gu Xicen's ward, seeing the name marked on the door, Gu Wangchuan's eyes tightened, he closed them tightly, and slowly opened them again, "Go in."

Knowing that he was already mentally prepared, Lin Yueer pushed the door open.

Gu Wangchuan followed her in, and when he saw the unconscious person on the bed, his heart felt like he was stabbed severely.

"During this period of time, most of the time he would be in a coma like this." Lin Yueer said quietly, "But fortunately, every day when he wakes up, he will ask me what I ate and what I did... "As she spoke, she smiled softly, "The doctor said, he is quite strong, and he is the strongest patient he has ever seen. Up to now, no matter what method of treatment is used, he has never groaned. "

Gu Wangchuan's fists were slowly clenched, and his eyes began to turn red. Looking at his sleeping brother, he suppressed a lot so as not to lose control of his emotions.When he came to him, he called out softly, "Xi Cen? Xi Cen? It's Big Brother..."

Gu Xicen was still sleeping quietly, no matter how many times he called, there was still no response, as if he was in another peaceful world.

After a long time, Gu Wangchuan raised his eyes, "I'm going to see his attending doctor."

Lin Yueer nodded, and after handing over Gu Xicen to the care of the nurse, she took him to see Dr. Walker.

Knowing that it was Gu Xicen's eldest brother, Dr. Walker immediately received him warmly, and the two chatted inside for a long time.Gu Wangchuan was familiar with his condition, and the boulder in his heart sank a little more, making it hard for him to breathe.

The United States is the country with the most advanced medical care in the world, and the Massachusetts General Hospital is the number one hospital in the United States. If they are helpless, it is really hopeless.

Lin Yueer waited outside, sitting there quietly, her thin appearance made people feel distressed.

Gu Wangchuan can imagine how hard she has worked to take care of Xi Cen.For this woman, he has mixed feelings, both distressed and...grateful.

"Have we talked?" Seeing him coming out, she got up.

"En." Gu Wangchuan's expression was a little heavy, Lin Yueer saw it, and comforted softly, "It's okay, as long as we don't give up, there will still be hope."

He knows better than anyone how much she has been hurt, and he also understands how much she fears these places full of disinfectant smell.But she was able to calmly comfort herself in turn, Gu Wangchuan really couldn't imagine how she survived these days?

The figure walking in front was so thin that it would be blown away by the wind at any moment.

"Xiao Yue," he stopped her.

"Huh?" Lin Yueer turned her head.

"Is it hard work?" he asked.

She smiled softly, "Fortunately, it's not hard." Looking back, she said lightly, "As long as I can see him every day, it's worth it."

Hearing her words, his mood became more complicated.

"You..." Lin Yueer turned around and glanced at him, "Don't be too sad about Lin'er."

Hearing that she could still comfort him, Gu Wangchuan closed his eyes lightly to hide his emotions, "I have been mentally prepared since the day he was born, but I..."

Knowing what he wanted to say, Lin Yueer smiled lightly, "Don't mention the past."

Although Mint's death made her feel miserable, but he didn't feel the same, right?At least, she could still hate him and survive by hating him.What about him?He only hated himself.Now, having lost another child, what else can she say?

Gu Wangchuan took a deep breath, "Yes, don't mention it anymore. The most important thing now is Xi Cen."

Mentioning Gu Xicen, Lin Yueer was silent again, and asked after a while, "Does Grandpa Gu know?"

Gu Wangchuan shook his head, "I didn't tell him."

Because of Lin Hui's sudden appearance, the fact that the Lin family's formula had been destroyed gave him a big blow.Although he didn't say anything, he looked a little sluggish, and he couldn't even take interest in the company's affairs.About Xicen, together with his father, Gu Wangchuan chose to hide it.

When the two returned to the ward, Patricia hurried back home after cooking for her daughter because she was worried, and brought lunch for Lin Yueer.

"Thank you, Patricia," Lin Yueer smiled, and turned around to introduce Gu Wangchuan.

Seeing how thin she was, Gu Wangchuan urged her to eat first, and he went out to make a few phone calls.

Lin Yueer's appetite was poor, she took a few mouthfuls, then put it down, and hurried to the bathroom, retching badly.

Patricia followed and asked worriedly, "Miss Lin, what's wrong with you?"

She waved her hand, "It's okay, it's just disgusting."

"Miss Lin, you have to take care of your body, Mr. Gu still needs you, you may step down first."

"I know."

Having not eaten properly for several days, Lin Yueer couldn't vomit anything, and walked out feeling uncomfortable, Patricia suddenly asked, "Miss Lin...are you pregnant?"

Lin Yueer's footsteps froze immediately.

Patricia said, "I've had four children and I know that reaction well."

Lin Yueer was stunned, her eyes full of astonishment.

Pregnant……

She never thought that this kind of thing would happen, but, counting the days, she is already two weeks late this month...

She was pregnant with mint, of course she knew what Patricia meant, but, it was just that she hadn't thought of it at all!

This result was so unexpected that she didn't even have time to react.

"Miss Lin, it's better for you to go for an examination. If you really have a child, you have to take good care of yourself from now on."

She looked at Patricia, then lowered her head, looking at her belly that was too thin to be flat anymore.When he raised his head again, he saw Gu Wangchuan with the same complicated expression at a glance.

It was just a moment of silence, and he came over, looking at her with dark eyes, "Go for an examination right now, I'll go with you." After speaking, he pulled her out without any explanation.

Lin Yueer followed him passively, still in a state of bewilderment.

Fortunately, they were in the hospital, and the test results came out soon. She was indeed pregnant, and it had been half a month.

Lin Yueer sat on the chair with her cheeks buried in her palms.

Pregnant, she was pregnant...

Is this a gift from God to her?Because Xi Cen will leave?

She didn't dare to imagine any more, the joy of pregnancy was replaced by deep horror.

Gu Wangchuan came out with the medicine prescribed by the doctor, seeing her appearance, he immediately understood what she was resisting.He walked over and sat next to her. The feeling in his heart would not be any easier than hers.Faced with this complicated situation, what he can do is to support her unconditionally and take care of her.

After taking a deep look at her, he said, "I'll hire another nurse. You can go back to rest today and raise your baby at home. It's better to come here less often in places like hospitals."

Lin Yueer shook her head without thinking, "I don't trust him."

Gu Wangchuan frowned, "I've already made arrangements for the company, and I will stay here."

She still shook her head, seeing her being so stubborn, pity her heart, made him angry, "You don't think about yourself, shouldn't you also think about the child in your belly? Didn't you hear what the doctor said? If you do this again If you get tired, you... will lose this child."

While saying this, his voice was trembling.

Regardless of whether the child is his or not, the only thing he thinks about is to try his best to keep it!Can't lose anymore...

The pain of losing his flesh and blood, until now, would make his lips and teeth shudder.

Whether he wanted to make up for it or lighten the burden on him, his nervousness was completely above hers.

Lin Yueer subconsciously stretched out her hand to caress her lower abdomen. The pain caused by the peppermint has spread to this day, making her full of anticipation and fear for this child.

Gu Wangchuan stood up, "Let's go, where do you live, I'll take you back."

But Lin Yueer said, "I want to go back to the ward first and tell Xi Cen the good news."

Gu Wangchuan looked at her, and slowly, a warm smile overflowed, "Okay."

Back in the ward, Lin Yueer came directly to the bedside, holding his cold hand, "Xi Cen, I have some news, I want to tell you as soon as possible."

Standing behind the two of them, Gu Wangchuan looked at his younger brother on the hospital bed, his eyes were slightly red.

He turned around, his back to them.

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