Love in a mental hospital

Chapter 17 Wrapped in quilt

"No wonder the weather forecast says it will rain tomorrow." Gu Ran said.

"Quiet, don't interrupt my train of thought, I still have 73 words." Su Qing said.

Chen Ke, who was sitting first, turned around and said, "So fast? I still have 500 words left in my 100 words."

If Gu Ran is the only one who wants to write a review, the office is not allowed to write a review during working hours, but when everyone in the office has to write a review, the office allows the office to write a review.

All three of them were writing reviews at this time.

"Hey." Gu Ran sighed. He had just finished writing one article, while the other two only had dozens of words left.

Just like during an exam, everyone handed in their papers in advance, but he had a whole section of questions that he had not yet written, giving him a feeling of being left behind and abandoned.

Su Qing suddenly smiled and said: "Promise me one thing, I can spare you the 5000 words for eating."

"No need." Is this the kind of person Gu Ran is?
"Oh, did you write the 5000 words about eating cucumbers first?" Su Qing guessed right.

While speaking, the slight sound of the keyboard never stopped. Chen Ke also turned around and continued to think of ways to make up the number of words.

"Why do you have so much to write? I can't even compile 500 words, Su Qing can only write 1000 words, and Gu Ran can only write 5000 words!" she said.

"If you are punished to write 5000 words, you will feel that 1000 or 500 are easy." Gu Ran said.

Su Qing said: "If you can always look at Dr. Gu's back and be as relaxed as me, happiness will be greater."

"Don't you want to say thank you to me?" Gu Ran asked.

"After you have written the review, give it to me."

"WeChat?"

"print it out."

The printer "squeaked" and "squeaked".

Gu Ran sent the self-examination letter to Su Qing. Su Qing looked at it casually and then started reading from the first page.

She read: "'Dear Team Leader Su Qing, I feel 12 points of guilt and 12 points of regret'. Did you copy it?"

Chen Ke put his right elbow on the table, supported his forehead with his palm, and his petite body trembled slightly with laughter.

Su Qing looked at Gu Ran with a serious and cold expression, but there was a smile that could only be understood.

Gu Ran denied: "I didn't copy it."

"Shall I search on Baidu?"

"I think--"

"Yeah." Su Qing's tone was full of patience, saying, "I'll listen to your nonsense."

"I think human beings are rich in emotions and everyone's thoughts are different, but when expressed in language and words, they will be limited by the language and words themselves, and similar situations will occur."

"Are you similar? You are identical."

Chen Ke was so desperate that she even took out her phone and recorded the scene - she just found it so funny.

Su Qing glanced at her, said nothing, and continued to stare at Gu Ran.

Gu Ran didn't notice Chen Ke at all, fearing that Su Qing would suddenly say, "Take it and rewrite it."

He tried to save: "Sister Qing."

Su Qing tapped her slender finger bones on the table twice: "Office, who is your sister?"

"Team Leader Su, if you look behind you, it's definitely not copied."

"Be honest whether you copied it at the beginning."

While recording, Chen Ke said in admiration: "This move is amazing!"

The answer is, rewrite;

The answer is no, are you still making excuses?Rewrite!
Gu Ran was unable to advance or retreat, and was about to die. He suddenly had a flash of inspiration: "Team Leader Su, did you ask me to promise you something before?"

"It's not stupid." This was Su Qing's purpose. She smiled and said, "We'll talk about it later. Leave the self-criticism here for now. It's work time now."

In other words, if something is not done well and there is no review letter to determine whether it is qualified, Gu Ran can still rewrite it.

Gu Ran no longer dared to deal with the self-reflection letter handed to Zhuang Jing, and wrote down his psychological feelings seriously.

But the beginning he wrote himself, when searched on the Internet, is still the same!
After get off work, Chen Ke returned home with a lot of information. She wanted to arrange outdoor group therapy as soon as possible so that Liu Xiaoting could fulfill her last wish.

Fei Xiaoxiao also came back with work.

The two of them were busy in the living room.

When it was almost eight o'clock, Fei Xiaoxiao stretched, not caring about her image, and pulled up the hem of her T-shirt, exposing a large area of ​​skin.

"Keke," she leaned towards Chen Ke and hugged her slim waist, "What do you plan to have for dinner?"

So, the two began to think about what to order.

One eats spicy hotpot, but doesn’t want rice; the other eats braised chicken, but wants rice.

After ordering, we continued to work and waited for the takeout to arrive. Malatang and braised chicken were served as dishes, and the rice was half for each person.

Chen Ke used the rice lid to hold his half of the rice, too lazy to wash the dishes.

"By the way." While eating, Chen Ke remembered something, "I'm going to learn swimming this weekend, and Gu Ran agreed to go."

"Really?!" Fei Xiaoxiao's eyes suddenly brightened, and she heard footsteps like a sensor light.

Ever since she saw the photos of Friday's dinner party in Chen Ke's circle of friends, she was attracted by Gu Ran. She felt that such a handsome guy was not worthy of her status as a woman.

"Yeah." Chen Ke gently wiped the corners of his mouth with a tissue.

She smiled and said: "How do you want to thank me? There is delicious grass, but I immediately thought of leaving it for you to enjoy."

"Give me the grass, give you the chicken skin, keep your beauty beautiful!" Fei Xiaoxiao put the chicken skin she didn't like into Chen Ke's "bowl".

Chen Ke was about to say that eating chicken skin would make him gain weight when his cell phone rang.

Fei Xiaoxiao showed an expression of "I know who's calling" and continued to eat her meal with a face full of teasing.

Chen Ke picked up the phone and saw a WeChat video.

After the call was connected, Qiao Yiming appeared in the camera.

"Ake, what are you doing?"

"Eating." Chen Ke turned the camera and showed him the dishes and Fei Xiaoxiao, who took the time to make a scissor hand gesture.

"It's time to eat. You must eat on time. Don't go hungry."

"Hey~~" Fei Xiaoxiao made an unbearable sound.

Chen Ke smiled, said nothing, and asked Qiao Yiming, "Have you eaten?"

"After eating, I went out for a drink with the factory master today."

"The young master is preparing to take over." Fei Xiaoxiao teased.

"You have such a mouth," Qiao Yiming scolded with a smile, "No wonder you don't have a boyfriend now!"

Fei Xiaoxiao fired back: "Wait a minute, Keke introduced me to a handsome doctor in her unit, wait until I take him down and see what you say!"

"Handsome doctor?" Qiao Yiming was stunned for a moment, "Ake, is that buddy?"

"That's right." Chen Ke put down his cell phone, tucked a strand of hair behind his ears, lowered his head and ate, "Gu Ran doesn't have a girlfriend yet, and she has a good personality, so I want to introduce her to Feifei. Feifei said, if That’s it, treat me to a big dinner.”

Qiao Yiming laughed: "It's just for a big meal! I'll treat you to it!"

"Stop talking, I'm eating, and I have work to do." Chen Ke wanted to eat quickly and continue planning the outdoor group therapy plan.

"Okay." Qiao Yiming nodded, "Don't be tired and rest early."

"Well, you too, drink and go to bed early."

"Bye-Bye."

"Bye-Bye."

Chen Ke hung up the phone and continued eating.

"That's it?" Fei Xiaoxiao asked.

"Huh?" Chen Ke was confused.

"It shouldn't be - 'kiss', 'mua~', 'goodbye, baby', 'hang up first', 'no, hang up first~'." Fei Xiaoxiao was full of emotion and action.

"It's time to eat, can you please not feel sick?" Chen Ke said with a smile.

"Aren't all couples like this? How disgusting! If I were with Gu Ran, I would kiss him eighteen times a day and smear his face with saliva."

"Would I harm Gu Ran?" Chen Ke pretended to reflect seriously.

"I was wrong, the most beautiful and cutest Keke~"

Chen Ke laughed: "Also, you and Gu Ran had better let nature take its course. If you test it slowly and feel that he has no intention of falling in love, don't force it, otherwise it will be awkward for me to be caught in the middle."

"Understood, I am just so unrestrained in front of you, but I am reserved when I go out."

Chen Ke believes that Fei Xiaoxiao becomes a quiet girl as soon as she goes out.

"Keke, what do you think I should wear on the weekend? Do you want to buy a sexier swimsuit?"

"Cough! Cough!" Chen Ke was choked.

Fei Xiaoxiao handed over the lemonade calmly and continued: "You already have a boyfriend, why do you still act like a pure girl?"

Chen Ke, who was drinking water, rolled his eyes at her.

After regaining her composure, she put down the water bottle and said, "Don't do unnecessary things. It's definitely not okay to be flirty!"

After pausing for a second, Chen Ke added: "But you can buy a beautiful swimsuit and shave your legs and armpits cleanly."

"Look at my legs!" Fei Xiaoxiao was so angry that she lifted up her skirt on the spot, revealing two smooth legs.

He slapped twice, like a pig butcher showing off today's pork.

"Look at these legs. They are hairless. Do you still need to shave them?"

"You shaved it yesterday, right? In the bathroom, I saw the crime scene while I was taking a shower." Chen Ke said calmly.

"It's boring." Fei Xiaoxiao put her skirt down again, "You're so moodless."

Hearing this, Chen Ke did not refute, and even thought deeply.

"What's wrong?" Fei Xiaoxiao picked up the cauliflower in the Malatang and saw her expression was wrong, so she subconsciously asked.

Chen Ke muttered: "I suspect that I am frigid."

The cauliflower that had reached Fei Xiaoxiao's mouth was so shocked by these words that it fell back into the bowl.

Chen Ke continued: "Yi Ming and I have only been together for a short time, but when we came to a new city and started a long-distance relationship, it should be reasonable to kiss before we say goodbye, right?"

Fei Xiaoxiao came back to her senses and said subconsciously: "How can such a thing be reasonable? It has nothing to do with time and place, it mainly depends on mood. You can kiss whenever you want. If you don't want to, you don't need to kiss even in the bridal chamber."

"Last week on Wednesday, the first day I came to Haicheng, after dinner, Qiao Yiming sent us back. You go upstairs first. Qiao Yiming wanted to kiss me, but I refused."

"So you suspect that you are frigid?" Fei Xiaoxiao was puzzled.She has put away her playful attitude and is now helping with analysis seriously.

"Maybe it's more serious than frigidity. If it's just frigidity, I won't refuse. It's just psychological discomfort."

"Like women?"

"The food is delicious and the words are nice to talk to." Chen Ke warned her.

"What's going on?" Fei Xiaoxiao stopped eating. "It's impossible for you to hate Qiao Yiming. If you hate him, you won't be with him because of your personality. Could it be a mental illness?"

"Do you think I'm mentally ill?" Chen Ke ate deliciously.

"Then why the frigidity? I think you should check it out. It's not troublesome. With your conditions, you can definitely see Zhuang Jing, who is the top psychotherapist."

"You've only been on the job for two days and why are you asking your superiors to help you see a doctor?" Chen Ke asked back.

"I'm a little embarrassed." Fei Xiaoxiao also reacted, "Then I'll go to your senior sister. If you're embarrassed, I'll go to Su Qing who is in the same office as you!"

"I think it's nothing."

"Blessed sex!"

"Which 'xing' are you talking about?"

"Don't change the subject!" Fei Xiaoxiao said sternly, "Keke, if I were frigid, would you persuade me to go see a doctor? Think about it again, why would you advise me to go see a doctor? You are a psychiatrist yourself. Why don’t you pay so much attention to your own problems?”

He said it a little too hastily.

Chen Ke also put down her chopsticks. She was silent for a while and said, "I will ask Su Qing to take a look."

"That's right!"

"Besides, I want to tell Qiao Yiming about this."

The approach was right, but Fei Xiaoxiao objected: "Why tell him so quickly? You can't meet each other now. After you talk to Su Qing and confirm what the problem is and how long the treatment will take, it won't be too late to tell him!" "

"I think it's difficult to cure, or even impossible." Chen Ke took a bite of the food.

".how come?"

"Actually, I also read it to myself, including the words and images, and I didn't feel anything. No, I felt disgusted."

If Fei Xiaoxiao knew this kind of little secret, she would definitely make a fuss for a long time, but now she is not in any mood.

That feels disgusting!

"Male and female, female and male, all kinds of things, but none of them can make you feel anything? Are they all disgusting?"

"Believe in my professionalism, even if it's disgusting, I still endured it and watched it all." Chen Ke said in a joking tone.

Fei Xiaoxiao didn't smile, but asked: "What about men? In reality, none of them make you feel anything?"

"No."

"Then why did you agree to Qiao Yiming in the first place?"

"I just feel disgusted in that aspect. I still have the emotion of love, platonic love." Chen Ke took a sip of lemonade. "In 20 years, I didn't realize that I was cold. I only found out last week."

Seeing Fei Xiaoxiao's confused and worried expression, she smiled and said:

"It's not a necessary thing. If you don't have it, there won't be anything. How many old maids have there been throughout the ages."

"Spinsters can entertain themselves. You have experienced it. Can you?"

"Where is the genius? I just use the time that other people have to entertain themselves in studying - I can use the extra time to work and gain a career."

Fei Xiaoxiao didn't listen at all and kept thinking of ways.

"Go to the hospital for a check-up?" she suggested.

"Before entering {Jinghai}, I had a full physical examination. It was a big hospital. No items were missed." Chen Ke said.

"Nothing was found?"

"Well, it's basically difficult to detect and treat." Chen Ke picked up a piece of yuba, "So, I would like to find an opportunity to tell Qiao Yiming about this and discuss our future."

Fei Xiaoxiao is not optimistic.

"He doesn't have the throne in his family, but he does have a factory that he wants to inherit. You're right. Can you have children?"

"A person who can't feel pain will bleed just like being stabbed."

"Your metaphor is a bit obscene." Fei Xiaoxiao complained subconsciously while being lost in thought.

"But -" she came back to her senses and continued, "For men, having children is of course important, but sex is even more important. Didn't I read on the Internet that if there is no sex, do men prefer to play with men?"

"I know." Chen Ke said, "So I must make it clear to him."

"What if he doesn't mind?"

"Then just have a good time with him."

"Is it possible that he cheated on you because of this? Or even divorced you?"

"Forget it, I'll just break up with him and stop the loss in time." Chen Ke said with a smile.

"Don't laugh." Fei Xiaoxiao said seriously, "This is a serious matter. To be honest, it's not that I have a problem with Qiao Yiming. I have a problem with all men. Without sex, it won't work, unless the man is abnormal."

Chen Ke nodded in agreement, seemingly not too concerned about this matter.

"So," Fei Xiaoxiao concluded, "it's best for you to be more straightforward and let him quit on his own initiative. It would be good for you and good for him."

"But," Chen Ke poked the rice away with chopsticks, "What will I do in this life?"

She is not doing well physically, but mentally she needs companionship. This is internal and external. How will her parents react?
She has seen mothers who were depressed because their daughters were older and unmarried. Her own parents were not depressed, but would they be depressed if they knew she had a physical problem?

Even if they are not depressed, they will definitely be sad and sad, and even grow old and die with worries in their hearts.

As a child, you can't live according to your parents' wishes, but you can't let your parents worry about you all the time.

"I have a good idea." Fei Xiaoxiao patted Chen Ke's shoulder with one hand, "When I take down Gu Ran, the three of us will live together!"

"What?" Chen Ke looked up at his friend.

She and Fei Xiaoxiao studied at the same university, lived in the same dormitory, and took some courses together, but Fei Xiaoxiao graduated a year earlier than her because Chen Ke majored in psychology.

Fei Xiaoxiao was older than her, but Fei Xiaoxiao, who was older than her, actually said such a thing.

"No way." Fei Xiaoxiao struggled, "I think it's okay now, but when Gu Ran and I get married, maybe after a long time, I will mind."

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"It would be best if we live across the street from each other on the same floor in the same community. We are close and have private space. When Gu Ran dies of old age, the two of us can live together."

"You should catch up with Gu Ran first and then talk about it." Chen Ke continued to eat and stopped talking about this issue.

Fei Xiaoxiao also picked up the lunch box: "Remember to check with Su Qing tomorrow."

"Know it."

"Also, do you really not feel anything? Do you want me to find some movies for you? They are all carefully selected by me."

"No, thanks."

After eating, picking up the trash, working, taking a shower, and then going back to their rooms to rest.

Chen Ke was lying on the bed with the night light on, hesitating whether to confess the matter to Qiao Yiming.

But she was afraid that her problem was temporary and would suddenly get better after a while. By then, wouldn't she be deceiving Qiao Yiming?

Wait a minute.

She didn't know whether it was because she was afraid of confessing or because she was taking a chance on herself, so she decided to wait.

As Fei Xiaoxiao said, the two have been in a long-distance relationship for at least five years. If they are still together after five years, Qiao Yiming will not mind her illness and she can choose to go back to the mainland.

If not, then there is no fate.

"Om~"

The phone vibrated with a message from Qiao Yiming.

[Qiao Yiming: Are you asleep? 】

[Chen Ke: Getting ready to sleep]

[Qiao Yiming: I thought about it, you'd better not introduce him to Fei Xiaoxiao. You and that person are colleagues, and Fei Xiaoxiao is your best friend. It's okay for them to succeed. What if they don't succeed? What will you do? 】

Chen Ke looked at this message.

As a psychiatrist, and with her understanding of Qiao Yiming, she felt that this sentence was not as simple as it seemed.

What Qiao Yiming said was naturally his intention, but what really prompted him to send this text message was his worry.

He was worried that Fei Xiaoxiao would really be with Gu Ran, and then as Fei Xiaoxiao's best friend, she would often go out with them.

This means that Chen Ke will often be with Gu Ran.

This is Qiao Yiming's hidden thoughts.

Although Chen Ke felt that he was careless, he didn't dislike him. It was normal to be jealous and concerned.

[Chen Ke: I know it will make Fei Xiaoxiao pay attention.My role is just to let the two of them get to know each other, and I will not interfere later. 】

Suddenly, Chen Ke was inspired.

It's actually not the best idea for Fei Xiaoxiao and Gu Ran to get to know each other and go out together on weekends. If there are volunteers for outdoor group therapy and Fei Xiaoxiao signs up, wouldn't it be more hidden?

She immediately wrote the word 'volunteer' in the memo and prepared to discuss it with Amelia Su tomorrow.

The screen cut back, and just as he was about to continue chatting with Qiao Yiming, the door suddenly opened a crack.

Under Chen Ke's gaze, he stuffed a tablet in with one hand, then silently exited, and the door was slowly closed.

".This female hooligan!" Chen Ke laughed and scolded.

Sitting on the bed, she stared at the tablet at the door, biting her lower lip, should she get it?
Her hesitation and temptation were not based on lust, but for the purpose of curing her illness.

Finally, years of studying as a psychiatrist instilled in me the idea of ​​'you must treat your illness and never give up'.

She got out of bed, picked up the tablet, locked the door, and ran back to bed.

He hurriedly said "Sleep, good night" to Qiao Yiming, and then solemnly picked up the tablet.

When I light up the screen, the wallpaper turns out to be [Come on! 】 Two words.

This is the wallpaper that Fei Xiaoxiao usually encourages herself to use, but now in Chen Ke's eyes, it is a bit funny and ridiculing.

"What kind of oil are you adding?" she laughed softly.

After 5 minutes, Chen Ke gave up. He didn't feel anything at all and still felt sick.

It's disgusting to look at, and it's disgusting to imagine in my mind, and I'm making no progress.

Too stupid.

She lay down to sleep, her head wrapped in the quilt.

After a while, he took the head out again and returned to his usual sleeping position.

(End of this chapter)