Love in a mental hospital

Chapter 34 Back and forth
Zhao Wenjie was lying on the hospital bed, facing the window and his back to Gu Ran.

Occasionally coughing twice is the discomfort after strenuous exercise or long running.

Doctors, nurses, and patients gathered in a circle, and to use a more vulgar metaphor, they surrounded Zhao Wenjie as if they were enjoying a banquet of female bodies.

A nurse wiped his sweat.

Su Qing checked Su Xiaoqing to confirm that her baby daughter was fine. Su Xiaoqing was very tired, but also very happy. This was much more enjoyable than the tepid walk every morning.

Even the dogs are tired, but Gu Ran is not tired.

His face was rosy, he was sweating a little, his hair was sticky to his skin, and he looked very sexy like a man.

"Doctor Gu~" Nurse Wang handed over a tissue.

"Look how tired you are!" He Qingyan took the tissue and wiped Gu Ran's forehead, staring at Gu Ran's face with her bright eyes.

Gu Ran blocked her hand, took the tissue and wiped it himself.

"Aren't you going?" Liu Xiaoting whispered to Chen Ke.

"Where am I going?" Chen Ke was confused.

Liu Xiaoting said to herself: "Gu Ran's legs are so long and his physical strength is really good. It is said that you can see the length of his lower body through his fingers. I feel that he is not small."

The nurses nearby put their ears over.

Chen Ke quickly pulled the sleeve of Liu Xiaoting's hospital gown.

Su Qing glanced at He Qingyan, and He Qingyan returned the super flirtatious look.

Gu Ran ignored this and said to Zhao Wenjie: "You lose. According to the agreement, you must take a serious walk with your family today."

Zhao Wenjie looked out the window, motionless.

Gu Ran put the sweat-wiped paper into the pocket of his white coat. Wang Jiajia took back the hand she wanted to take, her expression a little pity.

"Don't blame me for pushing you so hard," Gu Ran continued, "You take medicine every day. When you drink a very bitter granule, do you first dissolve it with a small amount of boiling water, then mix it with warm or cold water, and then mix it with warm water or cold water? Lower it enough to enter your mouth and swallow all the medicine with the last mouthful?

"What I am doing to you now is to dissolve the granules with boiling water.

"Family members take you for a walk with warm water. If you don't take this step and just swallow boiling water, it can cure the disease, but it will also burn you and make you suffer from other diseases."

"Cough!" Zhao Wenjie coughed.

"Don't you think my metaphor is good? If you think about it for a while, you can write it into a poem."

"If you dare to write poetry in front of patients, I will deduct your salary." Su Qing warned.

"Let's talk about the condition." Gu Ran said.

"Leave me alone, cough!" Zhao Wenjie coughed, "The longer I stay, the more money you will make."

"Su Qing earns more. If I let you stay for a long time, I will be the one who packs up and walks out of the gate of Jinghai." Gu Ran said with a smile.

The doctors, nurses, and other patients were all amused, except Zhao Wenjie who did not laugh.

Gu Ran continued: "Don't trap yourself in the past. If you stay there for a long time, you won't be able to come back."

He looked at Zhao Wenjie sleeping on the bed, his voice was soft, not like a doctor talking, but like a friend talking to himself while sitting on the curb at night.

"Buddha said that death is like a lamp going out. A lamp is a fate. One lamp after another. Don't stay by the lamps that are extinguished. There is only darkness. Take care of the lamps that are still on and let them Do not extinguish it, but let your own light shine as well.”

After a pause, Gu Ran chuckled and said: "For example, your wife, who is so old, still blushes and is shy when mentioning you. She is so cute, are you willing to put out the light between the two of you?"

"No, cough, yes."

“I saw with my own eyes what it wasn’t.”

". Yanzi is 36, and will be 37 next month. He is not that old, he is still young."

Gu Ran laughed.

He didn't say anything anymore, bent down, reached out and patted Zhao Wenjie's quilt: "When I see your father, thank him for the hospitality coupon for me. It's just that the resort masseur's hands are too strong!"

"Everyone, get out." He turned and left the ward.

Everyone dispersed.

Su Qing hugged the puppy like a child and asked Gu Ran: "Can he recover?"

"Of course he can." Gu Ran affirmed, "After the period of resistance and denial, he will stand up again. He is an emotional person, otherwise he would not be here."

"Leave it to you. If you can allow Zhao Wenjie to return to society, I will apply for a bonus for you."

"How much?" Gu Ran's eyes lit up.

"To be determined."

He Qingyan put her hands behind her back, bent slightly, and kept staring at Gu Ran's face. Everyone pretended not to see her.

"One more thing, Sister Qing," Gu Ran struck while the iron was hot, "I think my performance today can definitely earn me an extra point."

"Do you know," Su Qing looked at him while stroking the tired little white dog that fell asleep, "Xie Xiya's mother just told me not to let you get close to Xie Xiya, because she thinks you are unreliable."

"I'm unreliable?"

"Climbing through the window and racing with the patients, the whole institute saw it, and there were people outside the gate watching the excitement."

"This is a kind of therapy. Listen to the patient's language, enter the patient's state, and pull the patient back from strange thoughts. My drama therapy is..."

"The patient's family members don't agree. It's useless to talk about the hype and snow in Haicheng. Remember, you are not allowed to enter 103." Su Qing said.

He Qingyan clenched her fists and said, "Xiao Ranran, don't be discouraged. I don't think she denies your treatment, but is worried that you are too handsome and will take advantage of it and have an improper relationship with Xie Xiya."

".She's just doubting my therapy, and you're attacking my character."

"Fortunately, you still have good looks and no one can attack you." He Qingyan said.

Gu Ran liked her voice.

"Xie Xiya is a high school student after all," Chen Ke said, "and she is beautiful. It is reasonable for her family to have such worries. She not only prohibits you from seeing a doctor on Xie Xiya, but also prohibits male nurses from entering Xie Xiya's ward."

Gu Ran actually didn't care.

{Jinghai} has enough patients, and he has a lot of gold coins, no, it proves his dramatic therapy.

But after listening to Chen Ke's words, he couldn't help but ponder: "Is it because of this that female high school students are depressed? It seems like caring, but in fact it is the motherly love of an iron cage?"

"I have read the medical records," Su Qing said, "There is no sign of this. The specific situation needs to be observed slowly."

Gu Ran nodded and stopped thinking about it. She wouldn't be his patient anyway.

"Um, Su Qing, Gu Ran," Chen Ke said, "I have something to do in the afternoon, and I took half a day off from Teacher Zhuang Jing. Can you please help take care of Xiaoting?"

"What's the matter?" Su Qing felt a little strange.

If something happened today, why did she ask her to bring Amelia Su last night?
Liu Xiaoting is Chen Ke's patient, so Chen Ke should naturally observe whether she is suitable for pet therapy.

Chen Ke understood what she meant and explained apologetically: "Actually, it was just decided on the spur of the moment this morning. I originally wanted to wait until Saturday and Sunday, but Teacher Zhuang Jing suggested that I do it today."

"Teacher Zhuang Jing also told me," Gu Ran nodded, "Do what you have to do sooner or later, whether it's as small as cleaning, or as big as making life decisions."

Chen Ke smiled and nodded.

The look in Su Qing's eyes at Gu Ran was meaningful for some reason.

"Do you need my help? Of course it's limited to physical strength." Gu Ran asked.

Before Chen Ke could speak, he added: "I would like to clarify that I am just a colleague."

"I'm just a colleague, I know." Chen Ke interrupted him crisply, and even learned to answer quickly, "Thank you, but no need."

Gu Ran nodded and said nothing more.

Chen Ke returned to the office, changed his clothes, took his bag, and left {Jinghai Psychological Sanatorium}.

In order to save time, she took a taxi directly to the train station.

Sitting in the car, she took out her mobile phone and searched for the three keywords "Haicheng", "cancer" and "donation".

In the search results, the local government website ranked first, which read: Haicheng's top leaders advocated paying attention to cancer patients, taking the lead in donating money, and calling on all walks of life to show love.

Exit this entry, and the following is a school launching a charity activity, where every student donates money.

The donation from Haicheng International Senior High School is even more exaggerated, like the difference between a New Year gift of [-] yuan and a New Year gift of [-] yuan.

There are also companies and groups that are often in the news, and they have also donated money.

Chen Ke finally understood why she often organized class donations when she was a child. Although the money was donated to those in need, she was still frightened by the power of power.

Such a large amount of funds was obtained just because of a text message from He Qingyan and a word from her father.

Of course, there are limits to power. If He Qingyan's father wanted to achieve this in one sentence, he had to do it in the name of donating money to cancer patients.

Chen Ke stopped thinking about it. This was a good thing after all. The more powerful He Qingyan's father was, the more funds he raised. Liu Xiaoting's condition really needed this money, and her condition could not be delayed any longer.

With the current situation, at least the money for the first treatment should be fine. Chen Ke felt a little relieved.

Then, she thought of her own affairs again.

She planned to go back to Nancheng and make it clear to Qiao Yiming.

Qiao Yiming has been chasing her for two years. As a psychological counselor, she knows that she cannot feel guilty because of other people's simple contributions. That is a kind of bondage.

Life is more than two years.

Parents have devoted decades to their children, and children have the right to live the life they want.

But at this time, she still couldn't send a text message to end their relationship.

She wanted to have a good talk face to face without hiding or avoiding.

"Master, how long will it take to get to the train station?" She leaned forward and asked.

"25 minutes." The master said, confident that he knew the traffic in Haicheng well.

"Thank you." Chen Ke leaned back in his seat and bought the nearest train ticket. The car arrived at the train station. The train departed from the train station and went to Nancheng. She took a taxi again. In the car, she sent a message to Qiao Yiming.

Make an appointment at the coffee shop at the north gate of Nancheng University.

Chen Ke sat on the outdoor seat.

I was still going to school here two months ago, but now looking at the surrounding environment, I feel like I'm in another world.

Compared to Nancheng University, {Jinghai} is more friendly and more like her place of refuge.

When she came back to her senses, she found that at this time, she was still worried about Liu Xiaoting and regretful that she had missed the afternoon ward rounds.

Xie Xiya was just hospitalized today, but she couldn't attend her first consultation.

Can Zhao Wenjie get along well with his family?

What happened to pet therapy?

There are also preparations for outdoor group therapy.

"Ake!" Qiao Yiming arrived with a smile on his face, "Why did you come back suddenly? Did you miss me?"

Chen Ke stood up and said, "Sit down first. What do you want to drink? I'm treating you today."

Qiao Yiming vaguely noticed that something was wrong in the atmosphere. Chen Ke was too polite.

He smiled and said: "You have just started working, how can I treat you? Wait until you are paid!"

"I want to treat you today." Chen Ke insisted.

"What's wrong with you?" Qiao Yiming confirmed that something was really wrong.

He sat down, facing each other.

On August [-]th, it was a scorching sun in the afternoon. There were almost no customers in the coffee shop, and the few people who were there were all in the store. The heat wave was rolling outside the store, and the air was like a mirage.

There was no one around, and people in the store could only see but not hear. Chen Ke spoke out all his psychological problems.

After a long while, Qiao Yiming came to his senses and asked as if to confirm:

"What you mean is that you can't get close to others. Your director believes that this is a sign of your resistance to others interfering in your life. Only by walking the path you want to take and living the life you want can this kind of psychological barrier Is it possible to be cured?”

Chen Ke nodded.

She said: "Yiming, I want to stay in Haicheng."

"Okay!" Qiao Yiming said, "I support it. I'll wait until I get better."

"I plan to stay in Haicheng forever." Chen Ke said.

Qiao Yiming stopped talking.

Two seconds later, he asked: "Then what should we do? Stay in different places?"

Chen Ke was silent for a long time before saying: "Let's break up."

Qiao Yiming stared at her and asked slowly: "Do you have someone you like?"

Chen Ke shook his head.

"You don't have any feelings for me anymore?" Qiao Yiming asked again.

"I am very tired."

"You can rest for a while if you are tired. Why break up?" Qiao Yiming said, "I can wait for you. I have been waiting for two years. Can't I wait for another two years?"

He wanted to hold Chen Ke's hand, but Chen Ke shrank back as before.

She looked towards the street, then looked back and looked directly at Qiao Yiming.

"Yi Ming," Chen Ke said, "I know that you have been chasing me for two years, and I broke up with you after one month of our being together. I am very sorry for you, but if I don't tell you and end this relationship as soon as possible, I will only It hurts you more."

"What if I also go to Haicheng?" Qiao Yiming asked tentatively.

"Are you willing?" Chen Ke asked, "Even if you are willing, can you accept me not being able to get close to others? One year, two years, or a lifetime?"

"Your illness will eventually get better?" Qiao Yiming asked unwillingly.

"This is a psychogenic disease, that is, a heart disease. Heart disease is difficult to treat. Even Teacher Zhuang Jing can't do anything but let me recover slowly."

Qiao Yiming said nothing.

After a minute, he suddenly turned the table over.

"Boom!" The table hit the ground, making a huge and dull sound.

The coffee shop clerk opened the door and walked out: "What to do."

"Shut up!" Qiao Yiming yelled.

He looked like a wild beast, with a red face and a thick neck, and fierce eyes.

"Chen Ke, let me ask you!" He pointed at Chen Ke and said, "Is he that poor guy Gu Ran? Have you fallen in love with him? He doesn't have a car, and he can't even afford half of my clothes!"

"It has nothing to do with anyone." Chen Ke stood up and remained calm in the face of the furious Qiao Yiming, "This is my own decision, Qiao Yiming, I thank you for liking me for two years, but within these two years, I I have never asked you to wait for me, and I have asked you to give up many times. Now, I will not give up on my life just because you have been pursuing me for two years."

She continued: "I like {Jinghai}, where there are kind teachers and patients who need care; I like Haicheng, where you can wear skirts and eat ice cream in all seasons."

"That's what he's doing!"

"Just for these!" Chen Ke affirmed, "But that's the life I want to live."

Qiao Yiming gasped: "So, my two years of hard work have been treated as a fart by you? Do you want to live the life you want, or do you have a crush on that guy Gu Ran? What kind of bullshit teacher Zhuang Jing’s resources do you want to be her successor?!”

"Qiao Yiming, let me say it again, this is between the two of us and has nothing to do with anyone else."

"Or is your best friend who plans to stay in Haicheng but can't even afford a house encourage you to stay with her, huh?!"

Chen Ke stopped talking.

She closed her eyes, her eyelashes trembling slightly.

She opened her eyes and said in a calm tone: "Yi Ming, I want to live the life I want. With your conditions, I can definitely find a beautiful and normal girl. Let's break up."

Chen Ke scanned the payment code in the store, paid 200, and turned to leave.

Qiao Yiming raised his leg and kicked the table next to him. The table was kicked far away and rolled onto the road.

He stood there, staring at Chen Ke with bloodshot eyes.

On the car back to the train station, Chen Ke knew Fei Xiaoxiao was at work and still couldn't help but call her.

"What's wrong, Keke?" Fei Xiaoxiao lowered her voice.

Chen Ke regretted disturbing his friend and said quickly: "It's okay."

"If you have anything to say, I'm going to the toilet."

"Really?"

There was a splash on the other side of the phone.

Chen Ke quickly put the phone away and cursed with a smile: "Feifei! You pervert!"

Fei Xiaoxiao didn't mind and said with a smile: "Let's just say it. If you call me during the day, it must be a big deal. Let me guess, are you fired?"

"I'm in Nancheng." Chen Ke said.

"Really!" Fei Xiaoxiao quickly lowered her voice, "You are really fired? What happened? Even if you are fired, you don't have to go back to Nancheng directly!"

"No!" Fei Xiaoxiao reacted, "Chen Ke, you are not such an impulsive person!"

Chen Ke laughed twice.

"Chen! Ke!" Fei Xiaoxiao couldn't help but cursed, "You made me hold back my urine!"

"Ms. Fei, I'm in the taxi, please pay attention to the impact." Chen Ke said.

Fei Xiaoxiao asked: "Are you on a business trip?"

"Qiao Yiming and I broke up."

There was no sound from the other side.

"Hello?" Chen Ke was confused.

"Stop talking, I'm planning to urinate."

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After a while, Fei Xiaoxiao said: "Let's split it. If you stay in Haicheng, you can still keep me company. I have wanted to say this for a long time, but I was afraid that it would affect your decision, so I held back. Didn’t say anything.”

Chen Ke lowered his head and smiled silently.

"Qiao Yiming thought you were the one who instigated me to break up with him." She joked.

"I'm the one who instigated him. Am I afraid of him? Aren't I just the heir to a factory? I'm also the heir to communism!" Fei Xiaoxiao said in a relaxed tone, "Keke, I'll treat you to dinner tonight and let's celebrate. Ichiban.”

"Okay!" Chen Ke agreed with a smile.

Fei Xiaoxiao was afraid that Chen Ke would be depressed and advised: "Don't feel guilty. He has been chasing you for two years, but this is his own wishful thinking. If he chases you for two years unilaterally, you will be with him for the rest of your life." , this world has long been in chaos.

"And when he bought you something, you didn't respond to the invitation? You were so embarrassed that you were eating your own buns. If you ask me, it's just because he harassed you for two years and lowered your living standard!"

Chen Ke listened to the unreasonable favoritism of her best friend on the other side of the phone. The air conditioner in the car was too low and a little stuffy. She reached out to open the front window.

The wind blows in and the hair flies.

She didn't tell Fei Xiaoxiao that she didn't feel heavy at all, but felt relaxed all over, as if today she was finally going to Haicheng to start her own work and new life.

At the same time, Qiao Yiming also drove to Haicheng.

"Gu! Ran!"

(End of this chapter)